Isabella.
I lay crawled up on the floor with tears flowing down my cheeks like nobody's business. I thought of all the times my father was actually a father to me and a husband to my mum. He would always play with me when he had the chance, and Uncle Valentino was always there to teach me about the mafia. Although papa didn't like that, i loved listening to him. I am sure he misses those days, and I never see him smile now, he's always grumpy and edgy. I am sure he isn't happy living this fucked up life where you either play or be played. I just let the tears flow, I didn't do anything to stop crying, I couldn't even stop even if I wanted to. The pain in my chest is so much I am surprised I haven't passed out. I lay there on the floor, crouched up like a ball and cried my eyes out. I let all the pain, fear, anxiety, sadness, everything fucking thing I've been feeling out. I know I am bawling like a newborn child, but who gives a shit? I am pretty sure the guards stationed outside my door want nothing more than putting a tape over my mouth right now, but fuck them and fuck this whole damn mafia. I know for a fact that it won't be long before my ass of a father sells me to some blood sucking pedophile Mafia Don or something. And I'll be shipped off to an unknown land with a disgusting old man to endure endless torture. I shudder as I think of that very possible possibility. I can't let my life end like that. I can't let them ship me off to an unknown land with an unknown man. I won't let my fucking father who murdered his own damn wife and the mother of his daughter kill me too. Because that's what will end up happening, mafia dons are Fucking Monsters. I'll have to find a way to help myself out of this fucked up situation. I need to get my revenge on my father and his damn empire, and I will not rest until I bring down everything he has worked for. Even if it means selling myself to some gigolo. I flinch as I hear the sound of my door being opened. Don't tell me my sorry excuse of a father who wasn't satisfied with the punishment he gave, hence he has come to do worse. The door opens to reveal the face of my father's guard, he's holding something that looks like a dress. Wait! A dress? Why the fuck is he with a dress? "Your father asked that you wear this dress and join him in the evening by 7pm." He dropped the box on my bed and turned to go. "Wait!" I called after the robotic guard, who looked like he would rather be anywhere but here. "What's happening by 7pm?" "Mafia get together, that's all I can tell you, miss." "You're not allowed to be late." I scoffed at his tone, mafia get together? In this mansion? What a wonderful way to continue my evening. "How am I supposed to meet him downstairs when I am locked in here like some high end criminal?" "Your door will be opened by 7." He came out of the room and shut the door on my face before I could even ask him another question. I rolled my eyes at his antics, stupid guards. Now back to the main topic at hand, my father sent me a dress to join him for the get together that I knew absolutely nothing about. What is he playing at? Is he trying to portray us as a happy family to his colleagues? Tell me my life is thoroughly fucked without telling me my life is thoroughly fucked. I've been in this damn room with guards stationed outside my door like I killed the president or something. And he's sending me a dress, what? I am supposed to look like a happy and fulfilled mafia princess. Aishhh! I hissed as I walked towards my bed to take a look at the dress, woah... It's a designer piece. My eyes widened as I opened the box, this is fucking beautiful. At least even if I don't have freedom here I get to wear a pretty dress to a not so pretty party There can't possibly be anything pretty about mafia men drinking and talking shit right? I look at the clock on my way and shit it's almost seven. Fucking bastard always putting me through intense stress. I quickly rush to take my bath, there's no time for skincare. I'll just use only my toner and lotion. I use the hair curler to give my hair some subtle curls. I really don't want to do too much, but on second thoughts I wanna look badass. For makeup, I put on a simple eye liner, mascara and lip gloss. And finally it's time for me to wear the dress. As I put on the dress, tears gathered in the corner of my eyes. Because I look just like my mum, she would always tease me about us being twins in our past lives. I shake my head to get rid of any thoughts of her, right now I need to slay. I need to show that motherfucker that I am not his regular mafia princess. I smile in satisfaction as I give myself one last review. I sound of my door key, which would only mean that they've opened the door. I look up to see that it's exactly 7 pm. I take in a deep breath before picking up my purse and making my way out of the room, as I walk down the stairs slowly I catch Luca looking at me. Phew! He's alive and okay, thank God. I flash him a quick hidden smile. Walking towards my father and his men, I didn't even bother to greet him, and he looked at me with an expressionless stare, but I caught a glimpse of him gritting his teeth. I am sure he's only doing that because he's angry he gets to free me for some stupid party, we make our way down to the hall where the event is being held. As we walked into the big hall, literally everybody's eyes turned to focus on us, or rather me. God I hate the attention, but what can I say? I am pretty as fuck. I let my eyes wander around the fall, they fell on certain grey eyes and my breath stilled. I might have not looked at his face very well, but with how we met. I would never forget someone as enigmatic as that. What's a shadow guy doing here? Don't tell me his father is a Mafia don or something, but he doesn't look like one to work under somebody. He looks like the king himself. He walks towards me and my heart quickens, now With good lighting. I can see his face clearly and boy how the hell can a man be this fine? I've seen my fair share of hot and handsome men, I mean I literally live with them but this man? He looks like God's special artwork. I could see his well toned chest from the likes of his suit, and did I mention that suits had never looked this good on anyone? "Didn't your Daddy teach you that staring is rude?" Wait! What? Staring? Shit! Shit! Shadow hunk caught me staring... Play it cool, play it cool Isabella you got this. I scoffed. "Staring?" "At what? At you?" I rolled my eyes at him again for stating the obvious truth. "Don't roll your eyes at me Mia Cara." Jeeez! That voice has me pulsating in desire. who's this man please? I would gladly marry him if he asked. What where the Fuck did that come from? "It's my eyes and I can do whatever I want with it." I dared him knowing fully well I won't be rolling my eyes around him anymore. Wait, why the hell am I thinking we would meet again? "Oh we will meet Tesoro again." He smirked at me before leaving me standing there with my mouth agape. What does he mean by that? I shook my head before turning my attention back to the crowd. Some were staring at me like I had grown five horns, some looked like they honestly didn't give a fuck. My father walked to the center of the event hall as he clinked his glass together, what the hell was bojo planning? "Attention everyone, thank you for gracing my invitation." "And gracing us with his rare presence is the well known SHADOW WALKER." Shadow walker, like the famous Assassin? The guy I secretly have a crush on? I look around for the guy everyone is clapping for and my eyes land on shadow hunk grey eyes again. Wait, don't tell me... *Cazzo*(Fuck) shadow hunk is the Shadow walker? Shadow hunk gives me a smirk, how the hell did I not know? My father's voice brings me back from thought land. "Today we'll be celebrating the marriage alliance between my daughter Isabella and Matteo Bellini." My eyes widened and my purse landed on the ground with a loud thud…Isabella.I stood rooted in my spot as my father's voice echoed around the hall.I couldn't breathe, and i couldn't move, I just stood there motionless, staring at my father.My brain was having a hard time processing what he just said, marriage? And to who, the worlds most famous assassin?Dis my worst nightmare just happen right before my eyes?I blinked several times, to get my head straight, and I still couldn't process what the hell just happened.The room suddenly felt so tight and suffocating.I felt a sharp pain in my head, I think i am gonna be sick.Is this his way of punishing me?My father's voice snapped me back to reality."This gathering is not just a get together, but to also celebrate the exchange between two formidable mafia forces."My eyes jerked up to meet my father's eyes, exchange? Don't tell me...Is that all I am to him? Just an exchange?Did my father sells me off?I needed to breathe.It was all too much to take."Let's raise a glass to new alliances."My f
Isabella.I've never been to this part of the basement before, and the surroundings kinda make my skin crawl.Sigh...It's honestly frustrating how I always have to be pushed around like some doll, why did I have to be born as a Mafia princess?I am just another piece in my father's game of chess and nothing more, just a tool to increase his power.I am not even sure if he ever loved my mum even once, oh well I would like to believe that he did at a point in his life.I looked around, which by the way was a useless thing to do, because everywhere was dark and I swear I can feel insects crawling on my skin.I want to scream, but I think I've lost my voice. I don't even have any more tears to cry, so I'll just wait here for my father to come do his worst.Little did I know that his worst would be what broke the camel's back.I woke up to the clanking sound of the basement door, I don't even know how or when I fell asleep."Bring her out." My father said with his voice laced with venom
Matteo.I am getting really impatient here, I've been sitting in the living room for a while now.Being around Vicenzo for this long is doing something gnawing on my sanity, and i am not sure how he is teaching his princess a lesson, but he better not leave a mark on what's mine.Rocco has been pacing for God knows how long since we've been asked to wait here and relax, how pathetic."Sir the Fuck down Rocco, or I'll sit you down by myself." He furrows his eyebrows before sitting down."You know for someone who claims to be colder than the north pole, you do say some weird shit." He wriggles his eyebrows at me in a suggestive way. " Shut the hell up and get your damn face away from me, before I smash it to the ground. "He mutters something under his breath, but I don't hear it and for his sake it's good that I didn't hear whatever the hell he said. "Matteo." I turn my head to see Vicenzo walking down the stairs with his little mafia princess.Something has changed, something is
Isabella.Go with me?What the hell is Luca talking about, Matteo doesn't look so pleased with this news."What did you just say?"Matteo asked Luca with an obvious edge to his voice, his grey eyes piercing into Luca's soul.Sheesh, this guy doesn't know how to have a simple conversation now does he?Surprisingly Luca stood his ground even though he was trembling a little."I've been asked by Valentino to accompany Isabella as her personal guard."Matteo stares down at Luca, he's so terrifyingly intimidating."Your master's mocking me or what?" Isabella doesn't need any damn personal guard when she has me."Red coated my cheeks, get yourself together Isabella, he doesn't give a fuck about you."Erm.. Luca is my friend, it would be good if he comes with me."I tried to reason with him, but he gave me a sharp look that suggested I stayed out of it.The last thing I want is some brooding hulk over me, I'll just stand here and let them work their stuff, even though I am the reason why the
Isabella. I sat stiffly in the large sitting room, my nails digging into my palm as I replayed Matteo’s words over and over again in my head. I told myself I wouldn’t let them get to me, but they had.The sting of his sharp tongue lingered, slicing deeper than any blade could, but I wouldn’t let him see how much it hurt.I drifted off to sleep, numbing the pain in my heart.The next morning I freshened up, and went out of my room to find Matteo, I need to speak to him about something.Thankfully he was in the dining drinking something that looked suspiciously like coffee."I want you to train me." Matteo looked up from his drink, his dark eyes narrowing in scrutiny. “Train you?”“Yes. In fighting, weaponry—everything.”He scoffed, shaking his head. “No.”I expected resistance, but I refused to back down. “I need to learn how to protect myself.”“You have me.”My jaw clenched. “I don’t want to rely on you, Matteo. I want to be able to stand on my own.”"And besides with you acting l
Matteo.Isabella.Her movements were sloppy, untrained. She threw herself between us, wielding a small dagger with shaking hands. Her attacks caught both me and the bastard off guard, but what the hell was she doing? The bastard hesitated, his eyes flickering to me, before smirking at her.Fuck!"Stay the hell away from him."Her voice was firm, but I could tell from her body language that she was scared.The fucker only smiled at her."Brave move sweetheart, I'll take you after killing him."Before he could launch an attack, a loud crash burst through the tension as Rocco and some of my men stormed in.I'll have a serious talk with them later, because where the hell were they? He took control, dragging the assailant to the ground and pinning him. The struggle was over before I could even process it. My breathing was heavy, my hands clenched into fists.I looked at Isabella. Her chest rose and fell rapidly, fear evident in her wide eyes. She had tried to help me. Despite knowi
Isabella. I huffed as I pulled my hair into a tight ponytail, glaring at my reflection in the mirror. Training. Again. With Enzo. The only thing worse than Enzo’s cocky smirk was Matteo’s entire existence. Matteo. That insufferable, cold-hearted, arrogant bastard. If I had a dollar for every time his icy glare made my blood boil, I’d be rich enough to buy my way out of this mess. But no, I was stuck in his house, training with his men. Well because apparently I needed to get strong enough to face my Murder of a father, and his bat shit crazy empire. I shoved my feet into my boots and tightened the laces before strapping on my holster. I wasn’t new to guns. I secretly trained with Luca, when I had the chance to, and uncle Valentino used to help me when I was a kid, my mum would always tell at him for that. My heart aches at the memory that now seemed so distant in my heart. Anyways, I won't sulk over spilled milk. With one last glance in the mirror, I turned on my
Matteo. The moment I stepped into the shooting range, my blood turned to ice. Luca was standing behind Isabella, his hands on hers, guiding her grip on the gun. She was too close—closer than she had any right to be. And to make matters worse, Enzo was smirking like he was enjoying the damn show. Something dark and ugly coiled in my chest. Jealousy? No. It couldn’t be. I didn’t get jealous. Not over a woman. Not even over her. Yet, my fists clenched at my sides, and my vision blurred at the edges. She was mine. Whether she liked it or not, whether I liked it or not. And I sure as hell didn’t like seeing another man’s hands on what belonged to me. I didn't even know when I lashed out at her for letting Luca train her. My reason for saying lashing out was as ridiculous as me being jealous of the blond faced fucker. I'll have a chat with Enzo later for letting Luca near the training grounds. Isabella didn’t look intimidated. If anything, she looked annoyed. “What the hell
Isabella.The girl was crying when I found her, blood on her arms, fear in her eyes. I couldn’t leave her there. I just couldn’t. Even if it meant putting myself in danger.Now, sitting in the backseat of the car, I can feel the weight of Matteo’s silence pressing against my chest like a stone. He didn’t even look at me. Just got in his car and drove off, leaving me standing there with Rocco and Enzo and the girl, who could barely keep her eyes open.Rocco helps me into the second car without saying much. He gives me a long look, though. The kind that says, you shouldn’t have done that, but also the kind that says, I get it.The girl leans against me, her head heavy on my shoulder. She’s cold. I press my hand to her forehead. Burning up.When we get home, I ask Rocco to take care of her. “Please, call someone. A doctor. Anyone,” I say.He nods. “I’ll handle it.”I find Matteo upstairs in his study, standing by the window with his arms folded. The room is dim, shadows curling around t
Isabella. Rocco finds me in the garden just after noon. I’m sitting under one of the tall trees, trying to focus on a book, but the words keep blurring together. My thoughts won’t stay still.He walks up with that half-smile of his, the one that always makes me wonder what he's hiding."Hey Isabella What'sup" he says.I glance up. "Hi Rocco""Matteo wants you on tonight’s mission."I blink. “Seriously?”He nods. “Told me himself.”A wave of surprise, then excitement rolls through me. My stomach flips. I want to run to Matteo and ask him what changed, but I stop dead in my tracks when I remember how cold he's been to me.“Thanks,” I say, standing. “I’ll be ready.”I spend the rest of the day preparing. Going over everything I’ve learned. My hands tremble a little when I lace up my boots, but it’s not fear—it’s anticipation.When night falls, I make my way down to the garage. A few of the men are already there—Enzo, Alexander, Rocco, and two others I don’t know well. They all glance
Luca.watch Isabella from a distance as she trains with Enzo and Hugo. She moves fast, her eyes focused, her body light and sharp with every move. It’s hard to believe how far she’s come in just a short time. I remember when she used to sneak out of her father’s estate just to hang out at the Shelta with Max and me. Back then, she didn’t know how to throw a proper punch. But she had fire in her. She still does.My thoughts drift back to those days—her laugh, the way she’d roll her eyes at Max’s jokes, how she always asked questions, even when she wasn’t supposed to. That’s when I realized I had feelings for her. Not just as a friend. Not just as a teammate. But something real. Something strong.Now, she’s here, fighting like someone who’s been in this world all her life. And I can’t stop looking at her.She notices me and walks over, wiping sweat from her forehead.“You good?” she asks. “You’ve been standing there like a statue for five minutes. Something wrong?”I shake my head qu
Isabella. I don’t know why Matteo is acting like this. He’s always been cold, sure, but today… today feels different. There’s something in the way he looks at me, or maybe it’s how he avoids looking at me at all. It’s not just the usual cold shoulder. It’s like he’s angry. Or worse, like he doesn’t care at all. I sit beside him in the car, staring out the window, trying not to think too hard. But the silence between us is so loud it makes my skin itch. I had hoped—just a little—that he would be nicer to me today. Maybe say something kind, maybe look at me like I meant something. But no. Instead, he’s harsher than ever. When we pull into his estate, the gates closing behind us, he stops the car near the entrance. “Get down,” he says flatly, without even glancing at me. I blink, confused. “What?” “Get down,” he repeats, already unbuckling his seatbelt. “I’m taking the car.” I climb out slowly, not sure what’s happening. As soon as I shut the door, he moves into the dr
She walked out of the hallway like a vision I didn’t know I needed.Isabella.That damn dress curved around her body like it had been sewn on her skin. Dark green. Smooth satin. Soft fabric hugging every inch of her in the most dangerous way possible. Her hair was done, lips glossed, and there was a glint in her eyes like she knew exactly what she was doing—knew exactly how she looked.And God, did she look like sin.My throat went dry the second I saw her. I looked away before I could say or do something I’d regret, but it was too late. The image was burned into my brain—her body in that dress, the soft slope of her shoulder, the line of her collarbone, the way the fabric dipped and clung to her hips.I can't even begin to explain the anger I felt earlier, seeing her with my men Laughing and giggling. Or how muderous I felt when I saw Luca's hands on hers, with trays sprawled around like she baked something. The smell of chocolate still lingered around her.I tried to act like I di
Isabella.What do you mean we’re going to my father’s mansion?” I shouted, chasing after Matteo as he walked down the hallway like he hadn’t just turned my world upside down.He didn’t even slow down. His long strides ate up the distance as I struggled to keep up behind him.“You can’t just drop something like that on me without warning!” I said again, louder this time. “Matteo!”Finally, he stopped and turned to face me. There was that usual calm, collected look on his face. It made me want to scream.“I just did,” he said with a small smirk. “We have a dinner there tonight. You should get dressed.”I stared at him. “You—what?”“There’s a dress in your room. Shoes, too,” he added casually. “Wear it.”And then, without another word, he turned his back to me and walked away, his coat brushing behind him like some royal cloak.I stood there in the hallway, completely speechless.I wanted to throw something.I wanted to grab him by the collar and shake him until he explained everything p
Isabella. "Woah you're a fast learner Hugo." I said admist hard breaths, this morning, If asked Enzo is Hugo could join in our training. Hugo looked so excited when I told him about it. Enzo being the ever sweet guy he is, agreed without any complaint. Unlike some one I know. "Looks like you got yourself a contender Bella." Enzo said with that signature smirk of his. I must say, I didn't expect Hugo to grasp everything this fast."Oh yeah? I'll just have to double the training now wouldn't I." I replied to Enzo's earlier tease."Bella I think we should move on to your exercise sessions " Luca said behind me.Something's not right with Luca, he has been acting strange since my accident, and I can't tell what the problem is.He won't talk to me about what's bordering him. I am beginning to worry." Bella?" I smiled sheepishly. " Sorry, I am right behind you Luca."I gave Hugo a pat on the shoulder. "Beat Enzo's ass Hugo." Hugo smiled at me before nodding.I turned my face to Enzo
Isabella. He said no. Matteo looked me dead in the eyes, cold and unshaken, and said, “You’re not strong enough. You don’t belong in this world, you think it's all about playing hero but that's not it..” Just like that. Like he was closing a door that was never meant to be open for me in the first place. I stood there for a second, stunned, heart thudding hard in my chest. Not because I was surprised—he’d always tried to keep me at arm’s length—but because it still hurt. Deeply. “You don’t get to decide that,” I said, my voice trembling not with fear, but rage. “You think because you’ve been through hell, no one else has scars?” His eyes flicked over me, unreadable. “It’s not about scars. It’s about survival. You wouldn’t last.” I laughed. A short, sharp sound. “You have no idea what I’ve survived. My father sold me off like I was nothing. My mother died crying for someone to save her. The mafia chewed through my childhood and spat me out. I’ve seen blood, Matteo. I’ve se
Isabella. I was back in training with Enzo. The sun was just coming up, casting a golden glow over the courtyard. My muscles still ached from laying in bed all day with a bandage wrapped around my arm. But I pushed through the pain. Enzo didn’t go easy on me. He never did. To think that after my accident he would be a little soft. Regardless I gave it my all. But even as I tried to focus, I kept noticing Luca. He was acting strange. Distant. Quiet. Usually, he joked during training or cheered me on, but today he barely looked at me. I watched him from the corner of my eye. He wasn’t making eye contact. When we took a short break, I walked up to him. “Luca,” I said softly. “What’s wrong?” He looked at me, then quickly looked away. “Nothing,” he muttered. “Come on. I know you. You’re not fine.” He shook his head. “It’s nothing, Isabella. Really.” But I knew he was lying. I could see it in his eyes. Still, I didn’t want to push too hard. If he didn’t want to t