CHAPTER SIX
Two uneventful weeks have passed since Trigger, Theo and I made it to Chicago. I’ve picked up the trail of a banshee that haunts an abandoned children’s playground, but haven’t yet gone out to kill it.
Oak pulled some strings, and managed to enroll the three of us at Northwestern University. Trigger and I are both majoring in political science and minoring in English. Theo has no fucking idea what major he wants, and so he’s taking all generals. Trigger and I have all of our classes together.
Despite my very best efforts to ignore him, my attraction to him has only grown exponentially, and it isn’t helpful that he flirts with me every chance he gets. Two days ago I even found myself flirting back before I snapped the hell out of it.
“Ambrosia, care to take a stab at the answer?”
I look up at my introduction to law professor from the book I’ve been reading under my desk.
“Mens Rea is the Latin term that indicates criminal intent.”
“Very good. Now, Trigger, why is Mens Rea important?”
Trigger catches me staring at him before I bury my nose in my book.
“Mens Rea is important because it proves that the criminal committed the crime knowingly.”
“Excellent, thank you.”
For the rest of the class I can feel Trigger’s eyes on me, even as I focus on reading Treasure Island under my desk. As soon as class ends I shoot up from my seat, heading out before Trigger can approach me.
Thankfully this is our last class of the day, so I head to my car, intending to drive over to Starbucks to do homework. As I’m stepping into my car, however, I feel somebody seize my arm. I curl my free hand into a fist and turn towards my unknown assailant, swinging with full force. Trigger caches my fist in time, holding both of my hands immobile.
“What the hell, Trigger! I almost pulled a knife on you. What do you want?”
His expression is light but his eyes are serious. “I want many things from you, but right now at the forefront is to know why you’ve been avoiding me.”
I roll my eyes. “I have not been avoiding you, Trigger.” I lie. “We have all the same classes, so it’s impossible to avoid you either way. Now could you please let go of my arms?”
“No.”
I look around to make sure nobody’s watching, and briefly flash my red eyes at him. “Let. Me. Go.”
“Still no, Ambrosia. You don’t scare me.”
I let out an exasperated sigh mixed with a sharp laugh. “Then what the hell are you going to do?”
He doesn’t hesitate. “This.”
He continues holding my arms in place while bringing his lips to mine. My mouth opens in surprise, and he takes that as an invitation to twine his tongue with mine. Every part of me is screaming to jerk away or push him off of me, but my sensibility has somehow gone out the window. All I can think about right now is how incredible he tastes and how fantastic his lips feel on mine. When he finally pulls away for air, he stares deep into my eyes, and breaks out into a wide smile.
“What are you smirking about?” I ask him, scowling.
“Oh, I’m just pleased to know that you’re as attracted to me as I am to you.”
I’m about to shoot back a witty response when he brings his lips to mine yet again.
I’ve kissed a whole hell lot of people- well, not people, but a lot of beings, and I’ve never felt this way with anyone. Not even with Arken when I was planning on loosing my virginity to him.
“Well, this is unexpected” Theo declares from behind Trigger.
Trigger turns around sharply, and I feel a blush work its way into my cheeks as Theo stares at us. After a few infinitely long seconds, both him and I burst into laughter. When we first got here we placed bets on how long I would be able to avoid Trigger. I gave it a few months, he gave it a week.
“Care to share?” Trigger asks over our rather loud laughter.
“When we got here I told her that she wouldn’t be able to avoid you past two weeks. She claimed a few months. The funny thing is that I was right, and I’m just about never right in our bets.”
I sober immediately. “What the fuck, Theo! Don’t you know how to keep a secret?”
He shrugs. “Figured it doesn’t matter anymore. Anyways, Ambrosia, Hannah texted me that she’s planning on cooking Chinese for us tonight and since you have the best kitchen and dining room wants to do it at your place. Is it cool if we eat there tonight?”
Hannah is the cook that Oak hired for the three of us. She’s truly talented.
“Sure” I tell him. Trigger nods his agreement.
“Well, see you guys then. Don’t have too much fun.” With those words, Theo walks off.
Realizing that I’m still in Trigger’s firm grip, I try to free my hands. But he manages to hold them nice and tight.
“Come on, Trigger. You got what you wanted. Time to let me go.”
He arches an eyebrow. “I haven’t gotten what I wanted just yet.”
His voice is a seductive whisper that seems to wrap around my subconscious and pull me closer to him.
“So tell me what it is you want” I demand.
“To screw you senseless” He says without pause.
I glance down in time to see that he is rock hard, and bite my lip.
“I don’t know if you’ll be into me after what I’m about to tell you” I mutter, dreading informing him that I’ve never had sex.
“What?” He asks, eyes deepening.
I stutter. “I’m, uh- I’m… Fuck it. I’m a virgin.”
His eyebrows practically hit the ceiling. “Are you serious?”
Do I really act that dirty? “Dead.”
His face falls slightly. “Does that mean screwing you senseless isn’t an option?”
I laugh lightly. “That’s not what I said.”
“So it is an option?”
“I didn’t say that, either.”
He groans. “Give me something to go on.”
I cup his face in my hands and lean towards him slowly. At the last moment I turn his face and kiss his cheek.
His eyes open. “Hey, that’s not fair.”
“Whoever told you I ever play fair?”
With that I slip into my car, lock the doors before he can get in, and drive away.
“Holy shit, Hannah is an artist” Theo says through a mouthful of dinner.
“Don’t talk with your mouth full” I remind him. Trigger chuckles.
After dinner I clean up, having sent our house keeper home early.
“Alright, I’m off to bed” Theo announces. As soon as the front door closes behind him Trigger comes up behind me and slips his arms around my waist as I’m doing dishes.
“Hands off” I tell him, and turn around.
“Look, Trigger, today in the parking lot was a moment of weakness. I’m not into you.”
He raises his eyebrows.
“That’s not what it seemed like when your lips were locked with mine.”
I sigh loudly. I’m not easy to be around. In all reality, I’m ridiculously into Trigger, but he can’t know that. I have the pretense of a cold hearted bitch for a reason, and that reason is because of how dangerous I am. I won’t let Trigger become a part of that.
I care too much.
“I’ll repeat myself, because for some reason you don’t seem to be catching on. There is nothing between us. Don’t let yourself forget that.”
As I dress for bed I decide to wear something new, just to see how it feels. I have a lot of lingerie laying around to wear under my slutty outfits when I go hunting, but I don’t really use it otherwise. Would it be comfortable to sleep in?
I decide to find out. I slip into a black lace number and admire how it shows off my cleavage. Then I decide to have a backup in case this isn’t comfortable, so I grab a super oversized T-shirt that I occasionally sleep in, and drop it on the side of my bed as I climb under my covers. I grab Grapes of Wrath from my bedside table, and start in on it.
A few minutes later I hear my doorbell. It isn’t Theo, because he would walk right in. Trigger probably forgot something.
I have an automatic alarm system with a control pad on my nightstand, so I lean over and type in the code to unlock my front door.
“Come in” I call.
I hear my door open and close, followed by Trigger’s footsteps heading in my direction. It’s only when I sense him at the door do I look up from my book, awaiting his hungry gaze at seeing my outfit.
Shit. It’s not Trigger staring at me.
It’s Arken.
CHAPTER ONE“So, Amara.”The Vampire whom I sit across from lets my fake name roll off his tongue in the most seductive way. I never give out my real name, Ambrosia, to the undead. Too risky.Judging by how his eyes are lazily traveling up and down my body, I can see how desperate he is. Yep, this one is looking for an easy screw. To him I’m a pretty brunette in suggestive clothing, in other words easy prey.What he doesn’t know is that I’m actually the most deadly assassin to the undead. An oxymoron, I know. But either way, my slutty appearance and flirtatious mask is putting him perfectly at ease. After all, he thinks he’s the only one in this bar who knows that creatures of nightmares actually exist, his race being one of the most common. But he’s wrong. I’m here, and I’m most certainly not alone. My best friend, Moss, is at the other end of the bar chatting up a pretty blonde next to him. Although he may look engrossed in the seduction game they are playi
CHAPTER TWOI don’t cry very often, but there is one day a year that I always do. December 5th, the day my mother died giving birth to me.Today is that grievous day, and I’m kneeling in front of her grave, in the snow, allowing tears to roll down my face.But I don’t just cry for her loss. I allow the tears that I don’t let slip the other 365 days a year to fall freely. I allow the pain of missing her and everyone else who I treasure to spill over. I allow myself to mourn, and feel all of the feelings that I pretend I don’t have. It’s my fault that my mother’s dead, but her fate is the fault of my father who raped her and left her for the nine months it took for me to be born. He assumed she would die, because no woman could ever survived giving birth to his child. Normally he kills women before they can give birth, but when he found out I was a girl- he was overjoyed. Turns out that even Lucifer himself has always wanted a little girl.That’s rig
CHAPTER THREEWhen it’s time for dinner I put on a modest yet pretty dress, and throw an outfit to change into for the club in my car, along with my handbag.In the club I’m going to be wearing a black dress that reaches about mid thigh and has a V-neck that pretty much flaunts my cleavage. Moss and I carpool to the restaurant together, and my uncle takes Trigger with him. As I pull onto the highway, Moss gives me the tea. “So Trigger approached me after the fight and asked if you were single.”Oh no. I can’t have him after me. I won’t be able to resist. “And what did you tell him?”“That you’d kill anyone who ever hurt you in their sleep.”“And what was his response?”“That he just got turned on.”I groan. Moss smirks. “Are you into him?” He asks me.“Honestly, yeah. He’s hot as hell and the first guy in years that’s been able to pin me down. For some reason that’s a solid turn on. But you know I don’t date
CHAPTER FOURReality creeps into my mind bit by bit. The first thing I feel is that my hands and feet are both tied to a chair. My hands are tied behind my back, and my feet are tied to the legs of the chair.The second thing I realize is that the chair is metal, bolted to the ground, and I’m not tied by rope. No, I’m restrained in leather cuffs, which will make freeing myself a hell of a lot more difficult. Next I open my eyes, and see through blurred vision that I’m in a gorgeous house. Lavish furniture surrounds me, and a crystal chandelier hangs above me. Under other circumstances I would admire this house quite a bit. “Oh, you’re awake! That’s surprising. I only knocked you out about two hours ago, and the drug keeps a normal person out for at least eight hours, but most often ten. But then again you aren’t a normal person.” “You bastard” I mutter as the last of my haze lifts, and Arken comes into focus. He’s siting at the far end of the room, k
CHAPTER FIVEI wake up to agitated and worried voices all around me.“Back the fuck off, I need to get the shards out” Moss’s voice could cut steel.“I’m not leaving. She’s like our older sister” I hear one of the boys say, accompanied by a chorus of agreements.That’s when I snap my eyes open and sit up, only to feel shooting pain go through my body, forcing me to lay back down. It’s a good sign, considering I don’t feel pain with my red lights on. I’m only wearing a bra and jeans, likely due to the glass shards sticking out of my whole torso.Moss smiles wide. “Glad to see you’re back. And don’t worry, your pretty face is intact.”Translation: Your eyes are back to green, your secret is still well kept. “Moss, get Oak in here.”“I’m right here, Ambrosia.”My uncle is on the other side of the medical table I’m laying on. “Perfect. I’m going to need you and Oak to put pressure on each wound once I get the glass out and di
CHAPTER SIXTwo uneventful weeks have passed since Trigger, Theo and I made it to Chicago. I’ve picked up the trail of a banshee that haunts an abandoned children’s playground, but haven’t yet gone out to kill it. Oak pulled some strings, and managed to enroll the three of us at Northwestern University. Trigger and I are both majoring in political science and minoring in English. Theo has no fucking idea what major he wants, and so he’s taking all generals. Trigger and I have all of our classes together.Despite my very best efforts to ignore him, my attraction to him has only grown exponentially, and it isn’t helpful that he flirts with me every chance he gets. Two days ago I even found myself flirting back before I snapped the hell out of it. “Ambrosia, care to take a stab at the answer?”I look up at my introduction to law professor from the book I’ve been reading under my desk. “Mens Rea is the Latin term that indicates criminal intent.”
CHAPTER FIVEI wake up to agitated and worried voices all around me.“Back the fuck off, I need to get the shards out” Moss’s voice could cut steel.“I’m not leaving. She’s like our older sister” I hear one of the boys say, accompanied by a chorus of agreements.That’s when I snap my eyes open and sit up, only to feel shooting pain go through my body, forcing me to lay back down. It’s a good sign, considering I don’t feel pain with my red lights on. I’m only wearing a bra and jeans, likely due to the glass shards sticking out of my whole torso.Moss smiles wide. “Glad to see you’re back. And don’t worry, your pretty face is intact.”Translation: Your eyes are back to green, your secret is still well kept. “Moss, get Oak in here.”“I’m right here, Ambrosia.”My uncle is on the other side of the medical table I’m laying on. “Perfect. I’m going to need you and Oak to put pressure on each wound once I get the glass out and di
CHAPTER FOURReality creeps into my mind bit by bit. The first thing I feel is that my hands and feet are both tied to a chair. My hands are tied behind my back, and my feet are tied to the legs of the chair.The second thing I realize is that the chair is metal, bolted to the ground, and I’m not tied by rope. No, I’m restrained in leather cuffs, which will make freeing myself a hell of a lot more difficult. Next I open my eyes, and see through blurred vision that I’m in a gorgeous house. Lavish furniture surrounds me, and a crystal chandelier hangs above me. Under other circumstances I would admire this house quite a bit. “Oh, you’re awake! That’s surprising. I only knocked you out about two hours ago, and the drug keeps a normal person out for at least eight hours, but most often ten. But then again you aren’t a normal person.” “You bastard” I mutter as the last of my haze lifts, and Arken comes into focus. He’s siting at the far end of the room, k
CHAPTER THREEWhen it’s time for dinner I put on a modest yet pretty dress, and throw an outfit to change into for the club in my car, along with my handbag.In the club I’m going to be wearing a black dress that reaches about mid thigh and has a V-neck that pretty much flaunts my cleavage. Moss and I carpool to the restaurant together, and my uncle takes Trigger with him. As I pull onto the highway, Moss gives me the tea. “So Trigger approached me after the fight and asked if you were single.”Oh no. I can’t have him after me. I won’t be able to resist. “And what did you tell him?”“That you’d kill anyone who ever hurt you in their sleep.”“And what was his response?”“That he just got turned on.”I groan. Moss smirks. “Are you into him?” He asks me.“Honestly, yeah. He’s hot as hell and the first guy in years that’s been able to pin me down. For some reason that’s a solid turn on. But you know I don’t date
CHAPTER TWOI don’t cry very often, but there is one day a year that I always do. December 5th, the day my mother died giving birth to me.Today is that grievous day, and I’m kneeling in front of her grave, in the snow, allowing tears to roll down my face.But I don’t just cry for her loss. I allow the tears that I don’t let slip the other 365 days a year to fall freely. I allow the pain of missing her and everyone else who I treasure to spill over. I allow myself to mourn, and feel all of the feelings that I pretend I don’t have. It’s my fault that my mother’s dead, but her fate is the fault of my father who raped her and left her for the nine months it took for me to be born. He assumed she would die, because no woman could ever survived giving birth to his child. Normally he kills women before they can give birth, but when he found out I was a girl- he was overjoyed. Turns out that even Lucifer himself has always wanted a little girl.That’s rig
CHAPTER ONE“So, Amara.”The Vampire whom I sit across from lets my fake name roll off his tongue in the most seductive way. I never give out my real name, Ambrosia, to the undead. Too risky.Judging by how his eyes are lazily traveling up and down my body, I can see how desperate he is. Yep, this one is looking for an easy screw. To him I’m a pretty brunette in suggestive clothing, in other words easy prey.What he doesn’t know is that I’m actually the most deadly assassin to the undead. An oxymoron, I know. But either way, my slutty appearance and flirtatious mask is putting him perfectly at ease. After all, he thinks he’s the only one in this bar who knows that creatures of nightmares actually exist, his race being one of the most common. But he’s wrong. I’m here, and I’m most certainly not alone. My best friend, Moss, is at the other end of the bar chatting up a pretty blonde next to him. Although he may look engrossed in the seduction game they are playi