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Chapter43

Author: Mila
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Aries Blackwood

Rage took over my mind as I ran deeper into the woods.

No. This cannot happen. It was not possible. I cannot have another mate. I don’t want anyone. No one but her. Only her.

It had already been a year since she had left me, and I had somehow managed to learn to live with only her memories. But now, I cannot even do that. Not when there’s another being that reminds me of her absence even more. Every time I breathe.

Why was she doing this to me? Was it her way of punishing me for pushing her away from me? Was she so cruel to do that? I know she was watching me from somewhere up there. Probably laughing at my pathetic self, right now. Of what I have now become.

My paws bounced off the ground as I ran faster. Harder. Guilt was taking over the pain in my heart. She reminded me of it by mating me with someone else. I don’t know who was playing this sick game. Her or destiny again.

My paws landed on the ground as I skidded to a halt. I faced up to the now
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