“I don’t think that anything will change if Alpha or Luna finding out what has Agatha done”, Lotta said.
“What do you mean it won’t?” Victor asked.
“She’s done something awful to you, it doesn’t matter what’s her title, she has no right, and she needs to pe punished.”
“You are damaged for good!” Viktor was pissed.
“Oh, please, for them I’m just a worthless omega”, she was bittered.
“You know that’s not true, and you had a choice, damn it, Lotta, you still do!”
“No matter what I do, what I I’m, Agatha won’t let me be, how can’t you understand that?” She was trying to explain.
“You worth much more than she, especially now, when they see what you are”, Viktor said.
“No!” She yelled.
“No one mustn’t know, I forbid you to tell them!”
“Why?”
“Because you won’t stay here that long?” He found her weak spot.
“If you’re my friend, you will understand.”
“I’m your friend, and I’ll always will be, but I don’t understand Lotta.”
“You are the best warrior I know, much stronger than me, and healer also, this pack needs you, I need you in my life”, he said.
“I don’t know what I’m any more”, she said with a broken voice.
“You need time, maybe “, he said calmly.
“Mabe”, she said quietly.
The music and loud cheering were heard from the pack house, which was a sign that celebrating had begun and that Drake was there.
They looked at each other, significantly.
If she shows up there now, it will be strange and Agatha will have her suspicious, if she doesn’t Alpha will.
If she runs into Drake, she will have an anger attack or worse.
Either way, it wasn’t good, and Victor needed to be there.
“I think you should be there”, Viktor said to her.
“Why are you hate Agatha so much?“Lotta asked him, out of the blue.
“What are you talking about, I don’t hate no one”, he said surprised by her question.
“Is she your mate then?”
Victor took a deep breath, and sat on the ground, looking somewhere far.
It was like he was thinking about something and Lotta looked at him, trying to figure it out.
“My mate is dead Lotta.
She died in the last fight with the rogue’s attack.
She was the enemy.
Maybe that could be changed, but I was there too late, and couldn’t help her, so...”
“Anyway, the answer to your question is no, Agatha is not my mate, at least so far as I know”, he finished.
“I’m so sorry, I didn’t know, forgive me”, she said with sympathy.
“You couldn’t have, so you are forgiven”, he said.
“But you act so strange when it comes to Agatha”, she said to him.
“Like you want to rip her head off, especially now.”
“He smiled a bit.
“Now, I could do a lot of things, but no, that’s not the case.
“She just makes me feel weird, and I don’t like it, that’s all”, he said.
That made Lotta think.
That could explain a lot of things, but she wasn’t sure yet, so she would leave it for now.
It was time for them to appear at the party.
Tonight, Lotta needed to serve the family, well, Drake, to be exact.
“I believe you already have a plan in your head?” Viktor teased her.
“Well, you know me so well”, she laughed.
“Let’s go then”, he said and they headed up toward the pack house.
They both needed to change their clothing so that no one would figure out what happened a while ago.
Drake was more handsome than he was before his trip, two years ago.
He was taller and more muscular, so no girl didn’t want to be near him, but he was serious, sitting with his family at the table and talking about unimportant things.
That wasn’t a night for work, or a title that needed to be given, no, he has just arrived.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Alpha Martin liked her and her late parents, but his wife was hard to deal with sometimes, so he would allow her some things, but he always thought that he made a mistake degrading Lotta into an omega.
Lotta was so much more than that, and she couldn’t be seen all night.
That was strange, though.
“Isn’t Lotta supposed for serving us tonight?” Alpha asked his wife Mary, but Agatha answered fast instead of her.
“Oh, I guess she got herself forced too much, I’m sure she will show up in the morning”, she smiled a bit nervous, fixing her long black curly hair, while her blue eyes glowed with satisfaction.
She was acting, and no one couldn’t tell, anyone except her.
“Oh, not at all, I just had some things prepared, I’m here sir, as always”, Lotta smiled, as she brought them plates with food on them.
Agatha’s face went pale, and she couldn’t believe that it was Lotta there, like nothing happened just a few hours ago.
Lotta’s green eyes were shining also, but not from satisfaction, but from feeling that she was so broken and disappointed at the same time, so she was trying everything to stay calm and not burst into tears.
She wouldn’t give them that satisfaction, especially not to him, who was looking at her with those black, shiny eyes, that she had dreamed of for 2 years...
She must admit that he was handsome as hell but dangerous as a devil himself.
“Oh, I’m very pleased that you made it, but you can join the party after you finish, it was a long day for you”, Alpha Martin said.
“Oh, you have no idea sir, but I think I will just rest, it has been a long day for me”, she was trying to be polite, but the truth was Alpha was always kind to her, and she knew that it wasn’t all his fault, but he could decide, he had the last word.
“I think she could be joining us at the dinner”, she heard Drake’s deep voice that made her shiver.
Lotta almost dropped the tray when she heard him saying that. “Then, every omega could sit out the table with us, which isn’t appropriate, don’t you think , brother?” Agatha’s tongue was vicious as usual. She couldn’t stand Lotta’s closeness. “She has the point, Drake”, Mary agrees with her daughter, as usual. Martin cleared his throat and caught. “Lotta isn’t like other omega’s”, Alpha Martin said. “And yet, you made her as one , father”, Agatha was ruthless. “I made a mistake, just to please you and your mother”, he was embarrassed. “Enough!” Drake’s strong voice made them in shock, even Lotta. She just stood there, not knowing what to think, or feel anymore, all she knew was that she wanted to leave. “Is that true, father?” Drake’s voice was calmer, but still firm and serious, just like his face. “Yes, son, but you were there, it was before your 18 birthday”, Alpha Martin said. “I thought she was doing it for other reasons, that you were trying to help her like you shou
Lotta was looking at him as if she could kill him, she was so mad. “You may win the battle, but not the war”, she told him. “How will you be with a woman that despises you?” Without love, or ...” She bit her lips, not wanting to continue, which made him laugh. “Oh, I’m not worried, my precious”, he said and approached very close to her, so she could feel his breathing. “I’ve seen how you reacted to my touch, and I’m sure you will be very hot in bed, our bed”, he whispered, while he gently caressed her cheek. Lotta’s face was never that red. She wanted the earth to open up and swallow her, now. He was much taller than her, and so hot, and yes. She was attracted to him, but that was a bond that all mates had, it doesn’t mean that love will be there and strong enough. But she wanted that, once... A long time ago, before he left, without an explanation, before she realized why she was so bonded to him, but now she did. They were mates, destined ones, and nothing could change
Lotta’s POV What an arogant man! Who the hell, is he?! Talking to me like that and telling me what to do with my life, not to mention that he wants to marry me, like I’m his property! “You are his mate”, she heard Tessa in her head. “It doesn’t mean he can do what ever he wants with me!” Lotta said to her. “Ohh, you are mad about a kiss.” “You must admit, it was a great kiss”, Tessa teased her. Lotta touched her swollen lips, still warm from his gentle kiss. Tessa was right, he liked the kiss, and the thing was she wanted much more than a kiss, and that was what made her angry. Oh, God, why him? Why now? The bond was too strong, even then, she could feel it, but she could never imagine that Drake was her mate. She was always intimidated by his appearance, always, and she thought that there was no way that he would ever look at her, he was so much above her as she always thought, and a future Alpha. At that time, she was broken and couldn’t tell what would happen to her l
“It was you all the time!” She raised her voice. “I can’t believe I was so stupid to see it”, she said. “Tell me, damn it!” She yelled at Viktor. “Yes, it was me”, he admitted, and in his voice was a relief. “So, you were pretending to be my friend?” She was bittered. “I’ve never pretend, I’m your friend Lotta and I always will be, regardless of Drake, or what you think”, he said. “I didn’t do it because he’s a future Alpha or because I will become his Beta, I choose to be your friend, because of you”, he said. “You’ll be his Beta?” “Great reward”, she said. “It’s not what you think”, he told her. “Really?” “How is it then, Viktor, because I would really like to know”, she was upset. He took a deep breath before he started to talk. “Drake and I were always the best friends, you could always see us together”, he said. “Yes, I saw you, but I thought it was because you are his father’s best warrior, and he needed to train”, she said. “That too, but we grew up together, and
“I’m not sleeping with you !” She said, upset. “He smiled, with satisfaction on his face. “You aren’t, at least, not yet”, he said, calm. “What they’ll is that supposed to mean?” She asked him. “You will move your stuff into your new room, at the main house.” “I have no peace when you are here in the pack house alone, with free males that running around”, he was serious. “Oh, and near you I’ll be safer?” She was sarcastic. “You know you will, at least until I became an Alpha because then you are moving with me, into our room”, he said. “You are crazy, I’m not going to do that”, she was firm. “Stop being so childish.” “You know I won’t do anything you don’t want me to, otherwise I would do it a long time ago, damn it!” He was frustrated, but he kept his calmness. She was quiet, thinking about what he just said. He was right, he could have her that same night at the garden if he wanted to, and she would let him. Shit! Why he must always be right?! And, so damn hot! God.
Lotta’s room was next to Drake’s, only a wall separated them, and, for her, it wasn’t enough. She didn’t feel safe, not because she thought he would hurt her, no, it was the opposite. She knew that he could be trusted, but she was afraid because she had a hard time controlling herself near him. Her room had everything she needed, and more. The closet was filled with her clothes, old and new, in her size. Drake thought of everything, she thought. It was strange for her to get used to all this, especially, because she had no idea how to behave. She couldn’t be there doing anything, it wasn’t her at all, not to mention that Agatha was on the other floor with their parents, and she knew that it would be impossible to avoid her. She didn’t try to, everything she wanted was to be left alone, but considering Agatha, that would be hard. It seemed like Drake felt that something was wrong between the two, so he made sure that she stayed alone with him, in his part of the house. She ne
She was looking at his lips that were so warm on her. She was drawn to them like enchanted, wanted to kiss them so badly. And she did. She kissed him passionately like she was a drowning man who was fighting for air, and he responded with the same passion. She was holding his shirt, wanting to tear it apart, and he caressed her hot body, with his warm, big hands. It felt so good, it felt right, to both of them. His lips were all over her neck, and when he exposed her shoulder, she froze. She remember those awful scars that she had on her back. He mustn’t see them. She stopped, fighting with herself, to let him go. They were breathing heavily, knowing the reason why. Their desire was too big, and both of them knew it. “I’m sorry, I was carried away”, she whispered, fixing her shirt. She was uncomfortable looking him in the eyes, especially because she felt how excited he was when they were kissing. “I gues that makes two of us”, he cleared his throat. “Look at me , Lotta
“Suzy, look at me and tell me who scared you”, Lotta said slowly, with a calm voice. “Alpha and Luna have another Omega to serve them, Lisa is her name, she’s older than me, and sometimes we meet here because Alpha Drake has a different schedule”, Suzy Said. “And? Lotta asked. “And, the kitchen is shared, so Miss Agatha has her demands. She is very picky, so she comes here often to tell Lisa what she wants to eat and when”, Suzy said. “I can’t imagine what she has told you, but, you don’t have to be afraid of her, understand? Lotta said. “I heard stories...“, Suzy said but stopped, and looked at Lotta’s eyes. Lotta’s heart pumped faster because she could imagine what she had heard, but now that wasn’t the point. “What ever that was, you can forget it Suzy.” “You work your job here for Alpha Drake as usual, without worries, for that I’ll take care of”, she said. When I come here, you just act normal, because I’m not someone that judges or demands.” “When I need your help, I’
"You remember our ceremony?" Drake asked Lotta. "I remember, yes, but that was Alpha and Luna's ceremony, this is a wedding", Lotta chuckled, and Drake looked at her like he was thinking of something. He knew that she never talked about their wedding, but today it was like she was a bit lost in her thoughts. He wondered if that had anything to do with Jules and Suzy's wedding that was today, together with Viktor and Agatha's. They decided to have a double wedding, since they all had been in the same situation, and the girls were close, now that Agatha had finally recovered from her fears. She was a different person now, just like before and everybody was happy about that. After what they have been through, they deserve it. Lotta was close to giving birth to babies, and Drake was overprotective, using every free second to be near her. She was acting like nothing was happening, maybe because she finally was close, or she wanted to forget the fears that she had about it. However
He gently carried her into their room, regardless that she was already recovered, because she was a golden wolf. Drake didn't want to take any chances. He didn't want it before, especially now, when she was carrying his babies. Drake adored Lotta, just like she adored him, and he felt guilt that he couldn't understand what was going on and that he was too busy to see it. "I'm sorry, my love", he told her, when he gently placed her on the bed and lay next to her. "For what?" She asked surprised. "I hided my scent and avoiding you as much as possible, but I shouldn't have", she said, sad. "I just wanted to give you time to work out all the mess that was left here after everything that happened", she told him. "By putting the hardest part on your shoulders?" He asked. "I don't think so", he said, worried. "Please, stop", Lotta told him, gently. "It is not your fault that I passed out, I overreacted with everything, that's all", she tried to explain. "Don't do that again, beca
Agatha's face became red from embarrassment, and Lotta coughed. She knew that Viktor heard everything and now, when she woke up Agatha in a way, it was time to leave them alone, and pray that they would work everything out. "I'll be outside, if you need me, everything will be alright, just hear him out, okay?" Lotta whispered to Agatha, holding her hand. She could still see the fear in her eyes, but she knew that Viktor wouldn't do anything to jeopardize Agatha. When they left alone, she avoided his look, but he had no intention to do the same. After everything that they went through, it was time that this situation worked out, one way or another. "Please, answer me", Viktor's voice was almost pleading. He was tired of everything, and just wanted the truth, to know what he could expect now. If it's meant to be, great, and if it's not, he will accept it, if it was his destiny. I don't know what to say", she whispered. "You know we are mates because you felt it that night when
Lotta decided that it was time to speak with Agatha, not wondering if she wanted it or not. Those days that she spent at the hospital were torture to her and she was aware of it, Agatha also tortured Viktor and everybody who loved her, but most of all, she was torturing herself. That was the main reason that Lotta decided that she wanted to talk with her and see if there was anything that she could do. Viktor was her friend, Drake was the other part of her soul, and both of them loved Agatha, in different ways, and couldn't help her, because she just detached herself from reality. Now, it wasn't important the things that she had done to Lotta, because Lotta saw her true face and knew that Agatha was truly sorry for everything that she had done. "Baby, I tried, regardless of the things she has done, but it's like she isn't here", Drake said to Lotta. "I'm not sure what else should I do." "She won't speak with Mother either, and if you don't succeed no one will", he told her. "I
It was incredible how Drake was precise in his attack, but he was so overwhelmed with worry and rage, that it was impossible for him not to succeed. Lotta didn't want to tell him anything in this situation, although, he would feel it eventually, but now it wasn't time for that. Later, she thought, when they came home, and when all this fuss was behind them, she would talk to him. When all of them are in a safe place, their home. Although he was tired from everything, he was still the most handsome man in her eyes, and he felt the same about her. Their bond was too strong. They just stood there, looking at each other, without a word, because there were no words that could describe everything they felt at that moment. Only they knew that. "Martin, you need to help her, now!" Viktor barged in, with Agatha in his arms. She looked lifeless, so weak and tortured, and Lotta had a hard time looking at her, especially Drake. She was still his younger sister, and whatever she had done
It's weird how things sometimes can stand just in front of your nose and you are not able to see them. Just like that tree. Drake passed him so many times and didn't register anything unusual. Until now, when Jules told him, they searching for days. "Listen man", Drake spoke to all of his pack warriors, and there were a lot of them. "We don't know what we are going to find down there, but you fight and fight hard, our first priority is our Luna", he said. "When we start, take your positions and leave no prisoners, unless they have their own, which I believe they do have. "Viktor, Jules, let's lift this cover and find an entrance, as quietly as possible. The three of them did it as slowly as possible and were taken aback. The first thing they saw, were the stairs that led to the hallways, so big which they couldn't imagine. There was light everywhere, like in a big house in packs, where they were living. Seth had recourses and created a real small castle down there, and it w
There was something in Seth's eyes that scared Lotta. His face became red, and his body started to shake with a rage. "She won't have anyone's pups, but mine", he hissed. "Take that thing out of her !" He practically yelled at Martin. Martin looked at him like he couldn't believe his ears, and you could see a pain on Lotta's face. She was terrified for the first time in her life. That is not happening, she thought to herself. This man is a monster! "I can't do that, sir", Martin told Seth, trying to stay calm. "Why the hell not, you're the doctor!" Seth was out of his mind. "I can't, because that would put Luna's life in danger", he tried to explain. "She is a golden wolf, pregnant with an Alpha, so it means that the pregnancy will last shorter than usual because the child inside her already growing faster than usual", he said. "If I try to do anything irrational now, in her first pregnancy, that will cause her body to be weaker and she won't be able to have children anymo
Lotta knew that was the man behind that voice from last night when they broke into her room and kidnapped her and Suzy. Their leader, and the way Agatha described his evilness, that must have been him. He came closer and Lotta could see the evil in his brown eyes that looked into hers like he owned her. She hated that. She didn't know that creature that called himself a man, yet, she hated him already, knowing that only a monster would do such a thing to a human, especially to a woman. He was mean, and she could feel it, just like she knew that he didn't want anything good for her. "I don't talk with monsters, and I can see you are one", Lotta told him, with a cold voice. She had no fear, but she didn't know what he would do to her, to them. Seth laughed viciously. "Oh, my darling, I have no intention of talking", he said, and she could feel a threat in his voice. Her body shivered with thoughts that he could touch her because he was too close to her cell now. She felt like
The cells were cold, with concrete on the floor and nothing to lie down. Lotta felt cold because she was dragged out of bed just in a nightgown. She remembered that Suzy was there, bringing her water, when something slammed on the door, and a bunch of rogues went inside through the window, then they killed guards and dragged them into the room, through the broken door. There was blood everywhere. They masked the smell and transformed, so they could surprise the guards and kill them without a chance for them. Lotta tried to protect Suzy, who wanted to protect her, but she was too weak. They hit her hard and she fainted. Lotta was fighting them, and she almost succeeded, but the strongest one among them, the ugly black werewolf, transformed into a human and jumped from behind with some cloth, managing to put it in Lotta's mouth. She knew it was a strong drug, and although she felt weak, she didn't give up, but the rogues saw that and grabbed her, helping their leader to calm her