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17. Mistakes
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Alpha's sinful mate 18. Unravel
“What are you doing here?” the words tumble out of my mouth before I can catch myself.The way his brows raise tells me he was about to ask me the same thing. His head leans to the side and he takes in my posture, dully taking a defensive posture as well, mimicking mine. His jaw tenses and he ponders on what to answer a second more, before finally deciding that fighting with me was not a good option.“Where have you been?” he asks, and maybe I was wrong on my previous thought. It feels like he wants to pick a fight.“Are you following me?” I huff, not ready to give in just yet.‘Following you?” he seems surprised I would ever imply such a thing.“Yes! This is a damn wedding dress shop! In one of the most expensive and exclusive areas of the town. What are you doing here?” I want to stomp my foot on the ground, but maybe this would be seen as being a bit childish.“Expensive and exclusive -” he murmurs, looking around. “Then why are you here? Isn’t this a place for rich pompous people?
Alpha's sinful mate 19. Three days before (18+)
Walk in. Put an end to this bullshit. Walk out and live happily ever after as a trophy wife. That’s the plan. That should have been the plan from the very beginning before this got out of hand. But now it seemed almost impossible to see things done a different way. It is impossible to actually think I can do this! I have done nothing but think of tonight the whole damn day. It was three days before the wedding and I still had not done the thing! The damn thing was putting an end to all this mess! Some news has reached my father’s ears and not to mention he almost lost his head in the fight that followed. On the other hand, my mother seemed to be proud of me for “Taking my life in my own hands”. Somehow, the idea of offering myself to someone I chose seemed to be empowering for her. But just as my father did, she insisted on putting an end to this before the wedding. This could not go further any longer and I wanted my life to kind of end right now too. Because there was no way I sa
Alpha's sinful mate 20. Marked
It feels like she is weightless as she rests against me. It might be my fault for being this tired at this point, but the weight of her head on my chest is nothing. And now that everything is still, I realize that the weight of the world that usually follows me around is nowhere in sight. The warmth of her body is more than soothing as she presses herself against my side and she tangles one of her legs with one of mine. I had not planned for this to happen like this, but I couldn't help it. I could not push her away anymore. Maybe it was a bit too early, or maybe it was too late to accept such displays of affection. And this, tonight, was violating every single ground rule we had established. But it felt right in the worst ways. Her fingers move over my chest, drawing random patterns. I feel the grip sleep has over me growing ever tighter, but the simple thought of her still being awake was haunting me and keeping me awake.“Are you not tired ?” I groan out, brushing a hand over my
Alpha's sinful mate 21. Dread
The tension in the tiny room is horrifying. My mother stands against the doorframe, her arms crossed on her chest, her pale green eyes fixed on my reflection in the mirror, while Thalia still has no idea what to say. Her mouth opens and closes all over again as she stares at me, at the mark on my neck, at my reflection then at me again as if she did not have the courage to spill it out.It has been a damn horror show ever since I left that damned place. David- or whatever his name was - has been busting my phone up with calls and messages to the point where I had to block his number so I could catch a damn break. I’m not sure which one of us took this harder. Me, because I spend the next day crying my eyes out, raging around and taking it on everyone around me, or him because he simply could not get the hang of me. It did not make sense. It did not make sense how damn blind I was to all the signs he was one of us. It did not make sense why I was so drawn to him still, even if my ang
Alpha's sinful mate 22. Warrior
Even if this was a private, it felt like the whole world was here to watch. There was no media and reporters piled up, but there were cameras, security and of course, hired photographers everywhere. It was a private event, and it still felt like the whole world was invited. Over five hundred people were together here to celebrate this stupid event.. My wedding. My doom. The end of everything I thought I loved. The reception and the ceremony were held in the same building, an ancient castle that made me feel like a medieval princess. The estate belonged to my future husband, and I truly felt like the princess that was about to be trapped into the highest damn tower of this place. I am gripping the flower bouquet as if it was something that was about to save my life if I needed it, while Thalia leaves me alone behind the doors of the ceremony room. My father was supposed to walk with me down the aisle, but something told me he might want to pass this since I was about to dishonor my wh
Alpha's sinful mate 23. To hell with all of this
There were so many things to talk about, but there was no time to do so right now. A castle full of guests were waiting for a reason to celebrate. They already had their reason to gossip and before he can step forward and take hold of me, I turn on my heels and walk back upstairs. “Let’s get this over with.” I demand, drying the tears with the back of my hand. I was a bit of a mess. A mess of feelings and thoughts that did not hold back from flooding my mind. The last thing I needed was him touching me and forcing me to spiral into madness. For sure he had that power. Killian says nothing. He does not push himself on me. He simply nods and walks with me back to the ceremony room. There is no father and daughter walk. There is nothing gentle and romantic about how this unveils. The vows are dull and the wedding rings feels heavy on my finger. You can kiss the bride.How about you kiss her ass?! When he leans forward, I turn my face and offer him my cheek, earning myself a peck rig
Alpha's sinful mate 24. Starving beast
Pictures, way too many pictures, were taken. Way too many smiles have been shared, way too many hugs and hand shakes. All with people I definitely don’t know. But most of them looked important. Some more than I wished, since Killian insisted on introducing me to them, almost dragging me to their table. Some seemed bothered by my mere presence, while some seemed to be delighted and even offered me some compliments. Few recognized me as Madelaine Malvak, the famous ballerina and even fewer were actually real fans of what I was doing. I could not deny that this made me a bit sad, but there was nothing I could do about it, just hope I would have the freedom and time to keep dancing. But these were terms and agreements to be made later. As the night slips by us, I can feel Killian grow more and more agitated, tense and fidgety. He felt like a ticking bomb and being near him made me want to run the other damn way. While part of me wanted to lace my fingers into his hair and fuck his worri
Alpha's sinful mate 25. Unexpected request
Her scent is changing. And everything I am is going completely insane trying to understand it. She does not smell like spring flowers anymore. It’s pulling close to sweet, almost ripe fruit. Strawberries, vanilla, cinnamon - all sweet notes that make me go insane. Knox, the wolf that has no will of ever being patient, is pacing and howling like a madman inside my head. He is not happy. He think someone has laid their hands on his mate. He thinks she has been spoiled and in his mindless head, he wants nothing but to shred something to bits. Of course, that something could end up being his own mate. I could not allow something like this to happen. I could not allow that part of me to go senseless and bestow judgment left and right as if he owned the right to do so. Something told me this had nothing to do with another man. This had something to do with her, and her only. Of course, seeing her friend this close, this touchy and handsy, this eager to get her away from me, does make a
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Alpha's sinful mate 126. Happy birthday
Altair and Aaron. Two bright stars on the endless sky that life is and can be. Two perfect little angel who just happened to hit a bit of a road bump right before they were even welcomed into the world. Born a bit too small and frail to be allowed to fly, the two little angels have been confined to secure chambers that helped them grow and develop their flight wings.Or at least, until they were ready to be taken home.That day came way too late.I was growing insane walking these brightly lighted corridors, always watched by nurses, always told what to do, how to touch and how to not touch them. It took so long for me to be allowed to actually hold my children that I actually had a breakdown right in front of the maternity when I was told I had to wait a few more days. I still did not get to properly hold either of them, but seeing them, and getting to touch their little hands and feet was enough to keep me sane.Not to mention that the mating bond was burning like a bright fire insi
Alpha's sinful mate 125. Mate
Everything hurts. There is nothing in my body that is untouched by pain.I hear voices around me and I don't entirely care if they are nurses or people who think of themselves as being close to me, but I don't want to wake up yet. The pain is too much and my mind slips back into nothingness.***I think... I think it's later. I might have died. But the pain that still clings to my body is still sharp and very much present. The voices around have changed. And I can feel a warm touch that squeezes my hand. I can feel lips pressed against my knuckles. I can feel a soft breath brush against my skin.A rush of tingles wafts under my skin and makes me feel slightly more alive as it pools energy into my chest, making my heart flutter slightly. My eyes slowly open and I try to blink away the haze from my eyes.I try to remember what happened. I try to remember the last thing I remember, but my memory is too foggy right now.I was certain I was in a hospital. Have I given birth? Was I even ali
Alpha's sinful mate 124. Young Father
Dread takes hold of me, gripping my heart with an iron fist that makes my anxiety spike alongside fear and other things while I walked behind the nurse that didn't bother to give me too many details. Actually until we stopped in front of a glass wall, she didn't give me any details at all.She stops abruptly and turns to the glass wall, pointing in a rather vague direction inside the room."The twins have been born hours ago. Two prematurely born children who are not in great condition -" she tells me with a flat, emotionless voice before she looks up at me." they have a chance of survival, but we would not put our hopes too high into it. Better expect the worse and have a great surprise. " she tells and I feel like I want to strangle her.Was the the way one delivers news to a new father?My eyes drift from her figure to the glass wall, behind which I can see two small, incredibly small, pink and strange looking babies. Some of us are born with ears and tails, but my babies were so v
Alpha's sinful mate 123. The waiting room
I’m not entirely sure how or when, but one thing is sure. Demetri beats me to the hospital. By the time I made it there, the man was already filling in details about the patient he had just brought in, even if they already had all her files. They demanded to know what happened, and as this was a hospital for the likes of us and more, Demetri did not spare a detail. I find him covered in blood from chest down and I don’t have to ask to know it was not his. The feeling of guilt and incredible nausea wash over me with such force I feel like I am about to throw up as soon as Demetri’s gaze moes and meets mine. I can feel the judgment behind those green eyes.I could feel the fingers he mentally pointed at me in an accusatory way. Demetri yearned for a mate and he could simply not understand how does a mated wolf get in this situation? How does a mated wolf treat his mate in order to have her risk everything in the Moonfire Eclipse unbinding ceremony?I make my way towards him and fall i
Alpha's sinful mate 122. Lost and Found
The chants that ring and echo through the forest barely reach my ears anymore. There is a magic buzzing in the air that surrounds my body, that makes my skin prickle and turn to goosebumps as if it was tickling me. It could feel a mild tingle under my skin, but in the beginning everything seemed fine.It seemed....It was not long after when the contractions started. At first, they were dull and faint, making just some of my abdominal muscles spasm and contract. And of course, I thought this was just because of my anxiety. But they have become a bit harsher, a bit more insistent.It didn't matter... Nothing mattered now. I had to focus on Killian. I had to focus on me... I had to focus on my wish.A low grunt humms along with the strange chanting of thw witch who doesn't seem to pick on my discomfort. My arms wrap around my belly, my hands going underneath it and above it, Stroking it slowly, trying to soothe the strange contractions. I have read about them. Any pregnant woman does.F
Alpha's sinful mate 121. Clearing in the woods
As I get in the car, I get even more uneasy and anxious. Something was off and I am not sure if it was just the fact that the moon was completely covered by clouds and it felt as if nothing was alive, or if it was just a sense of anxiety because I was so damn close to fulfilling my wish.Nevertheless, it did not matter! I was very firm on my decision. Nothing could make me change my mind now! I needed this! Thalia gets in the car with me and I barely get to settle down before she drives off like a damn maniac, making my heart skip a beat.“Where exactly are we going?” I ask half heartedly. Maybe this was a good question to ask before I had climbed in the car…She looks at me for a brief second before looking ahead on the road. A car passes by us and I feel myself grow smaller in my seat. That must be Demetri’s car. Nonetheless, it seems that he doesn't actually notice us, because he drives past without a damn sign he will stop.Why does part of me wish he would…“It’s a bit of a more
Alpha's sinful mate 120. Guarded
I didn’t even know what to say. I had already made up my mind about it. I have even come in contact with the right person to perform the ceremony. I could not wait another hundred years for the Moonfire Eclipse to happen again. I did not want to live my life short and meaningless.. I did not want to die waiting hoping to feel what I want to feel, craving and longing for it the way I am doing now. But it seemed like Killian was very adamant about his decision. He would not support me in this /madness/ as so many called it. It slowly started to set in for me. That I did not ask for the proper support. That this was not something I should rely on others to support me through.I slowly look away from him and I feel his eyes move to me now. His breathing was shallow and uneven and I could tell he was fighting back his tears. It did not feel right to put more pressure on him though, so I leaned into him again and remained silent.The man let out a long sigh, his nose burying into my hair,
Alpha's sinful mate 119. Sly fox
Killian runs out of the room like a whole damn storm, leaving nothing but splinters, broken things and pain. It was not as if it did not already hurt, but the turned back, the absolute betrayal I feel coming from him digs deep into my chest, pain pooling within my wounded heart.It was something to be expected, wasn’t it? Men were usually like that weren’t they? It was as it every and each one of them was a carbon copy of the previous one and so on and so forth. Our kind has seen them come and go, all as heartless as they made them. It was no surprise that he was just another brick in the wall- or at least that’s what I kept telling myself as I am once more in this god forsaken room I was slowly growing to hate.As my whole being shakes with my crying, the twins in my belly start getting fussy and agitated, kicking and moving tirelessly around as if they were on a damn dancefloor. It hurt, but it did not compare to the pain that was crashing over me in waves, as the sea crashed again
Alpha's sinful mate 118. Broken
Her brows are narrowed and her eyes are dark and her attitude unmoving. She seemed to have made up her mind without even asking me first. As I turn to her again I find her staring at me as If I were the biggest baddest wolf there was in the woods.There was fear, tangled with anger and frustration, alongside guilt and sadness, and somehow, no matter how insane she just sounded, I could not just blow up right now. “You are pregnant -“ I start speaking, trying to find a logical way to reason with her.“Very observant of you!” She huffs and rolls her eyes, as she moves away from her spot on the window sill, to find a better spot to sit in.I follow her with my eyes, pinned in my spot in the middle of the room, trapped between rushing out of the door and lashing out at her to smack some sense into her.“Maddy.” I start, my voice low as I slowly saunter towards her, pinching the bridge of my nose with a low sigh escaping my lips. “The Moonfire Eclipse ceremony is a dangerous thing to do!”
