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21. Dread
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Alpha's sinful mate 22. Warrior
Even if this was a private, it felt like the whole world was here to watch. There was no media and reporters piled up, but there were cameras, security and of course, hired photographers everywhere. It was a private event, and it still felt like the whole world was invited. Over five hundred people were together here to celebrate this stupid event.. My wedding. My doom. The end of everything I thought I loved. The reception and the ceremony were held in the same building, an ancient castle that made me feel like a medieval princess. The estate belonged to my future husband, and I truly felt like the princess that was about to be trapped into the highest damn tower of this place. I am gripping the flower bouquet as if it was something that was about to save my life if I needed it, while Thalia leaves me alone behind the doors of the ceremony room. My father was supposed to walk with me down the aisle, but something told me he might want to pass this since I was about to dishonor my wh
Last Updated : 2023-05-12Alpha's sinful mate 23. To hell with all of this
There were so many things to talk about, but there was no time to do so right now. A castle full of guests were waiting for a reason to celebrate. They already had their reason to gossip and before he can step forward and take hold of me, I turn on my heels and walk back upstairs. “Let’s get this over with.” I demand, drying the tears with the back of my hand. I was a bit of a mess. A mess of feelings and thoughts that did not hold back from flooding my mind. The last thing I needed was him touching me and forcing me to spiral into madness. For sure he had that power. Killian says nothing. He does not push himself on me. He simply nods and walks with me back to the ceremony room. There is no father and daughter walk. There is nothing gentle and romantic about how this unveils. The vows are dull and the wedding rings feels heavy on my finger. You can kiss the bride.How about you kiss her ass?! When he leans forward, I turn my face and offer him my cheek, earning myself a peck rig
Last Updated : 2023-05-13Alpha's sinful mate 24. Starving beast
Pictures, way too many pictures, were taken. Way too many smiles have been shared, way too many hugs and hand shakes. All with people I definitely don’t know. But most of them looked important. Some more than I wished, since Killian insisted on introducing me to them, almost dragging me to their table. Some seemed bothered by my mere presence, while some seemed to be delighted and even offered me some compliments. Few recognized me as Madelaine Malvak, the famous ballerina and even fewer were actually real fans of what I was doing. I could not deny that this made me a bit sad, but there was nothing I could do about it, just hope I would have the freedom and time to keep dancing. But these were terms and agreements to be made later. As the night slips by us, I can feel Killian grow more and more agitated, tense and fidgety. He felt like a ticking bomb and being near him made me want to run the other damn way. While part of me wanted to lace my fingers into his hair and fuck his worri
Last Updated : 2023-05-16Alpha's sinful mate 25. Unexpected request
Her scent is changing. And everything I am is going completely insane trying to understand it. She does not smell like spring flowers anymore. It’s pulling close to sweet, almost ripe fruit. Strawberries, vanilla, cinnamon - all sweet notes that make me go insane. Knox, the wolf that has no will of ever being patient, is pacing and howling like a madman inside my head. He is not happy. He think someone has laid their hands on his mate. He thinks she has been spoiled and in his mindless head, he wants nothing but to shred something to bits. Of course, that something could end up being his own mate. I could not allow something like this to happen. I could not allow that part of me to go senseless and bestow judgment left and right as if he owned the right to do so. Something told me this had nothing to do with another man. This had something to do with her, and her only. Of course, seeing her friend this close, this touchy and handsy, this eager to get her away from me, does make a
Last Updated : 2023-05-17Alpha's sinful mate 26. At the door (18+)
Killian leans back and for a brief moment I think I have broken him. He does not blink, he does not flinch, he simply sit back, staring at me with wide eyes, clearly processing my words. I am amused, shocked and maybe a little happy I got to do this to him. It feels like I have broken the perfect image he had made for me and I think I’ll do my best to break that a little more with each passing day. Maybe like this I can repay his ass back for lying to me.I take advantage of this and jump out of the bed, holding onto the skirt of my dress and rushing to the bathroom that was joined with the room. The door was open and I could see the gigantic bathtub inside, along with a few little trinkets someone has left for us. I dash inside, shut the door and lock it before he would chase after me.My heart is frenzied and the rush of adrenaline is unreal. I should not feel this kind of rush when being chased, hunted down by someone like Killian. He was dangerous, and everything within me told m
Last Updated : 2023-05-17Alpha's sinful mate 27. The big bad wolf
The tension that suddenly grows makes me think he is about to rip the door off of its hinges and burst inside the bathroom like a rabid wolf. Everything is bathed in silence, and even if I understand I was playing with fire, I could not bring myself to stop. Despite the fact my own touch was not enticing anymore, I let out a taunting moan.I am more than sure he is listening, I am more than sure his ear is pressed against the door and he is ready to unlock that door just to get a hold of me right now. But nothing happens. Silence thrones all around me and I suddenly feel improper. The warmth, the lust, the need to have him between my legs is suddenly replaced with anxiety. With a stranger cold nothing within my stomach, as if I had just swallowed a bunch of ice cubes and I was having a hard time dealing with the consequences.I can almost feel his tension, his anger, his fight with himself for a little bit of control. Guilt suddenly gnaws at my chest and I’m not sure how to deal wit
Last Updated : 2023-05-18Alpha's sinful mate 28. Oddness
When I walk back into the bedroom, I notice the brass lock of the bathroom door on the floor. He had opened the door by removing the whole damn thing and I was not sure if I should be impressed or utterly shocked and terrified. It was still better than breaking through the door, but it was not needed. I could not have lived my life in his bathroom, I would have come out at some point.Water drips from my wet hair as I walk further, looking around the room while I tighten the silk bathrobe that was ready for me along with a horribly sheer set of mesh pajamas. Did he pick those for me? Or did someone else decide I should really wear white tonight. They were barely covering everything and I really thought against wearing them. But after all, I had decided it was best to put them on than sleep completely naked in the same bed as him.Killian is nowhere to be seen, or at least not inside of the room. He had discharged his tie and vest on the armchair by the fireplace, but I was not sure wh
Last Updated : 2023-05-18Alpha's sinful mate 29. Prowling beast (18+)
How could I have been so ignorant? How could I have not noticed his pain? I always looked at him but never really moved past the attraction I felt. Maybe because I did not plan to go too far with him, but now that I think of it, I feel bad for it. I feel bad for never being empathic. I should have looked past the handsome face, past the pleasure and maybe I could have seen him. I’m well aware it would have made things even harder for me, but - Killian’s hand moves slowly from my cheek, to the mark he left on the crook of my neck and this sends a thousand shivers down my body. Heat pools in my cheeks and in my pelvis, making me press my thighs together. Just from a simple touch. He did nothing more but touch the mark he had left on my body and I was already growing wet and horny. Mindlessly horny and aching for more of his touches. His fingers brush over the outline of the mark and I can barely hold on to my sanity. My eyes flutter closer and I feel him move up, and closer to me.
Last Updated : 2023-05-19
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Alpha's sinful mate 124. Young Father
Dread takes hold of me, gripping my heart with an iron fist that makes my anxiety spike alongside fear and other things while I walked behind the nurse that didn't bother to give me too many details. Actually until we stopped in front of a glass wall, she didn't give me any details at all.She stops abruptly and turns to the glass wall, pointing in a rather vague direction inside the room."The twins have been born hours ago. Two prematurely born children who are not in great condition -" she tells me with a flat, emotionless voice before she looks up at me." they have a chance of survival, but we would not put our hopes too high into it. Better expect the worse and have a great surprise. " she tells and I feel like I want to strangle her.Was the the way one delivers news to a new father?My eyes drift from her figure to the glass wall, behind which I can see two small, incredibly small, pink and strange looking babies. Some of us are born with ears and tails, but my babies were so v
Alpha's sinful mate 123. The waiting room
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Alpha's sinful mate 122. Lost and Found
The chants that ring and echo through the forest barely reach my ears anymore. There is a magic buzzing in the air that surrounds my body, that makes my skin prickle and turn to goosebumps as if it was tickling me. It could feel a mild tingle under my skin, but in the beginning everything seemed fine.It seemed....It was not long after when the contractions started. At first, they were dull and faint, making just some of my abdominal muscles spasm and contract. And of course, I thought this was just because of my anxiety. But they have become a bit harsher, a bit more insistent.It didn't matter... Nothing mattered now. I had to focus on Killian. I had to focus on me... I had to focus on my wish.A low grunt humms along with the strange chanting of thw witch who doesn't seem to pick on my discomfort. My arms wrap around my belly, my hands going underneath it and above it, Stroking it slowly, trying to soothe the strange contractions. I have read about them. Any pregnant woman does.F
Alpha's sinful mate 121. Clearing in the woods
As I get in the car, I get even more uneasy and anxious. Something was off and I am not sure if it was just the fact that the moon was completely covered by clouds and it felt as if nothing was alive, or if it was just a sense of anxiety because I was so damn close to fulfilling my wish.Nevertheless, it did not matter! I was very firm on my decision. Nothing could make me change my mind now! I needed this! Thalia gets in the car with me and I barely get to settle down before she drives off like a damn maniac, making my heart skip a beat.“Where exactly are we going?” I ask half heartedly. Maybe this was a good question to ask before I had climbed in the car…She looks at me for a brief second before looking ahead on the road. A car passes by us and I feel myself grow smaller in my seat. That must be Demetri’s car. Nonetheless, it seems that he doesn't actually notice us, because he drives past without a damn sign he will stop.Why does part of me wish he would…“It’s a bit of a more
Alpha's sinful mate 120. Guarded
I didn’t even know what to say. I had already made up my mind about it. I have even come in contact with the right person to perform the ceremony. I could not wait another hundred years for the Moonfire Eclipse to happen again. I did not want to live my life short and meaningless.. I did not want to die waiting hoping to feel what I want to feel, craving and longing for it the way I am doing now. But it seemed like Killian was very adamant about his decision. He would not support me in this /madness/ as so many called it. It slowly started to set in for me. That I did not ask for the proper support. That this was not something I should rely on others to support me through.I slowly look away from him and I feel his eyes move to me now. His breathing was shallow and uneven and I could tell he was fighting back his tears. It did not feel right to put more pressure on him though, so I leaned into him again and remained silent.The man let out a long sigh, his nose burying into my hair,
Alpha's sinful mate 119. Sly fox
Killian runs out of the room like a whole damn storm, leaving nothing but splinters, broken things and pain. It was not as if it did not already hurt, but the turned back, the absolute betrayal I feel coming from him digs deep into my chest, pain pooling within my wounded heart.It was something to be expected, wasn’t it? Men were usually like that weren’t they? It was as it every and each one of them was a carbon copy of the previous one and so on and so forth. Our kind has seen them come and go, all as heartless as they made them. It was no surprise that he was just another brick in the wall- or at least that’s what I kept telling myself as I am once more in this god forsaken room I was slowly growing to hate.As my whole being shakes with my crying, the twins in my belly start getting fussy and agitated, kicking and moving tirelessly around as if they were on a damn dancefloor. It hurt, but it did not compare to the pain that was crashing over me in waves, as the sea crashed again
Alpha's sinful mate 118. Broken
Her brows are narrowed and her eyes are dark and her attitude unmoving. She seemed to have made up her mind without even asking me first. As I turn to her again I find her staring at me as If I were the biggest baddest wolf there was in the woods.There was fear, tangled with anger and frustration, alongside guilt and sadness, and somehow, no matter how insane she just sounded, I could not just blow up right now. “You are pregnant -“ I start speaking, trying to find a logical way to reason with her.“Very observant of you!” She huffs and rolls her eyes, as she moves away from her spot on the window sill, to find a better spot to sit in.I follow her with my eyes, pinned in my spot in the middle of the room, trapped between rushing out of the door and lashing out at her to smack some sense into her.“Maddy.” I start, my voice low as I slowly saunter towards her, pinching the bridge of my nose with a low sigh escaping my lips. “The Moonfire Eclipse ceremony is a dangerous thing to do!”
