“What do you mean there is no reservation under that name?!” Thalia’s voice grows louder and I feel my heart sink into my stomach when she grabs the man by his shirt, giving him a good shake, cursing at him in such a rush I have no idea what she just told him.
“Miss-” the man blabbers, trying to get the hang of the brunette woman who was ready to claw his eyes out for us to get inside. “-There is nothing I can do-” he tries to shake her off in a polite way, but I am not sure this will ever work with her right now.
“Listen here you punk!” Thalia hisses, leaning up, on her toes, her face nearing the blonde man’s face, her nose almost touching his. “This is future MRS. Koen, and if he finds out you’ve been keeping us, here, in the fucking cold, he will have your head on a golden platter!”
That's right! Everyone must have heard the news of Koen's new deal. Truly, the only reason I have accepted this in the first place, was to get away from my pack. From my untolerable father and pretentious mother. From my duties and my status as an useless omega.
I feel myself grow even more embarrassed when she speaks his name and my heart skips a beat when the man’s brown eyes move to me, his eyes scanning me from head to toe. I am more than sure I look nothing like I was supposed to look. I usually get these kinds of silly remarks when people find out who my fiancee is.
Mister Koen was one of the most influencing people in the whole damn world, one who was wrapped in utter and complete mystery. No one knew who he was. No one knew his face, no one knew his identity. They just knew a name that might not even be real. And I found myself into the weirdest business deal ever.
My father, Cassian Malvak was another very influential name, one that could get me easily into any restaurant, club, bar, place in the city. Not as if my own name did not have power. When you bring home gold medals, you sure do have a certain power. But not everyone knew such a name, much less when your name was labeled with the omega status.
And my father's empire was built with the help of the Koen family. Who had come to demand a terribly odd thing. A wife. One to solidify my father’s ties to them, one to bring the two families together. Or at least, this is what they told me. I was unsure this was truly needed, and I was also sure that this was one big lie, and the real reason for this arranged marriage.
A man like Koen could have had any woman. Why demand for me? Why demand such proof of loyalty from my father?
The brown eyes move back to Thalia, who smirks with a hint of superiority as she pulls back from the man, digging her hands into the pockets of her coat. The man fixes his white shirt slowly and scans the notebook in front of him. He takes a note and he nods slowly.
“Right this way miss-” he bows gently and gestures for us to follow him.
Thalia turns to me with a triumphant smile, hooking an arm around mine and dragging me along. I sigh gently and roll my eyes at her, following after the young blonde man without another word, into the obscenely big and luxurious building, our heels muffled by the soft carpet.
Madelaine Malvak. Maddy for friend and Miss. M. for those who worked for me and with me. A twenty one years old young gold medalist. A ballet dancer, that is. Sounds like a lot, doesn’t it? Sounds a bit too pretentious, but it is a childhood dream come true.
Now, coming back to our ties with the Koen family, that was also a very off business. I have grown hearing about this Koen, I have heard my parents use his name in too many arguments and despite my father’s closeness to him, I was not sure who this man was. He could be some old punk ass, older than my father and I was simply being offered as a peace offering. Or a trophy. Many wealthy men like trophy wives, don’t they?
We enter the restaurant and the man leads us to a private table for two that apparently was ours. I know Thalia loved to use my fiance’s name to mess with people and get her way into fancy and exclusive places, but it felt wrong for me. I rarely used my father’s name. I’d usually present myself as Madelaine Luelle, for I consider that a name should not hold as much power as these two had. People should not behave differently just because my name was one or the other!
As we sit down and settle, Thalia smiles to herself and looks around while I pick up the menu and scan it with my eyes.
“You know~” she purrs out, her red painted lips curling into a playful smile before her eyes settle on me. “You have to learn how to use this power you are given!” She teases me and I decide to ignore her.
“How about we start off with a cocktail?” I propose, looking up at her with a playful smile.
Thalia’s smile widened and she seemed genuinely happy that I was on board with our small celebration.
“If that’s what will get you smiling, darling! I’m all for it!” she laughs and grabs her menu, opening it and scanning the items.
Drink after drink, and after a short dinner, we found ourselves in the bar area of the region, a VIP reserved room, where we had gotten by flirting our way inside and using my Amex which was engraved with my full name in silver letters. The place was filled with rich bastards, all wearing designer clothes, not at all different from us right now.
While Thalia was wearing an off shoulder red dress, paired with black heels and a coat that costed more than your average car, I chose a Long sleeved black dress, with turtle neck, hugging my body all the way to my knees, while my feet were uncomfortably confined in a pair of black, classic Louboutins.
Tipsy, with fuzzy thoughts and a very easy to influence personality, Thalia had managed to corrupt me into getting some stronger drinks while we sat at the bar. My back was turned to the room, and I feel indecent just because I can feel so many eyes on me that I want to fight my friend and get out of here.
She sips from her drink and takes a long, pensive look around.
“You know~” She murmurs and comes closer, wrapping her bare arm around my waist. “You’re young. You’re getting married to some old stinky ass in a month. You should take the chance and have some fun. Donate your V-card~” she smirks at me, and I feel my cheeks tint, growing warmer because of the way her fingers sink into my side, suggestively.
I swallow the lump in my throat and turn my head to her, watching her amuse herself, while her eyes fall on some random man who might fall prey to her charms.
“What are you talking about?!” I hiss at her, despite the obvious embarrassment that makes my face tint with a bright red.
She turns to me, her bright blue eyes landing on my face, giving me an amused smile.
“Maddy, my love.” She speaks with her lovely Russian accent and I feel cornered. “Being a virgin is not a necessary virtue. Better offer it by free will than have some old impotent man steal it by force.” her hand traveled over my stomach, under my breasts, in a suggestive way. “And I assure you, there are plenty here more than willing to be the owners of such a thing-” she smirks, her eyes scanning my body before she retrieves her hand to herself.
Something inside me is more than ready to take her up on this.
I take a long look around the room and a faint smell of leather and peaches catches my attention. I feel enticed by this stragely comforting and alluring scent. But as soon as Thalia’s hand smacks against my ass, everything washes away.
“Thalia?” I call out, my voice faint, while the woman downs her drink and starts walking away. “Thalia!” I whine and feel myself grow a bit fidgety. “Don’t leave me alone!” I hiss but swallow my words as I realize someone was looking my way.
A man. A man with dark eyes, a lovely elegant and oval face, that makes me think of elves, with short black hair and a short, neat beard. I see the way his lips curl when our eyes meet and I feel a surge of panic rush over me. MMM~
I turn back to my drink and ignore the man who has now replaced Thalia by my side, asking for another drink from the bartender.I feel his eyes on me and I feel myself grow sheepish.
“Abandoned and alone, are we?” The man speaks, his voice low, enticing.
“Pardon?” I murmur and turn to look at him.
I am sure my face is quite funny in my confusion, because he only smirks.
“Your friend there-” he gestures back to Thalia and the man who has been trapped in her rose scented web. “-stole mine for the night.” his lips curl in a side smirk and I feel his eyes come back to rest on me again, while I refuse to look at him, watching Thalia’s hand rest on the other man’s stomach while they dance and get awfully close.
Should I -?
My head turns to the man that was now invading my personal space. He was so close I could feel the smell of cigars and cheap cologne on him. So close that I could feel the warmth of his body, and despite the countless thoughts of going right at it, something was holding me back. Maybe it was the slight sense of danger that was trickling down my spine… or maybe it was the disgusting way he was looking at me.
“Now, come on.” The man chuckles and I feel his hand move slowly on the small of my back, moving up over my spine, his fingers tracing it slowly. “Don’t be shy~” he murmurs and I feel danger drip right off of his tongue.
I suck in a sharp breath and let out a soft, embarrassed chuckle as I take my drink that's dangerously close to him, and try to slip out of my chair.
“I think you’ve got the wrong impression -” I whisper through the chokehold embarrassment has on me.
“Oh! Did I?” The man huffs and his fingers sink into my waist, trying to hold me from getting out of my chair, his hand lucking the glass from me again, putting it against my lips, tilting it up so the drink goes right into my mouth before I can stop it, him or myself.
I swallow harshly and lift my hand, slap him harshly.
"You fucking idiot-" I hiss under my breath and grab the drink from him, throwing it in his face with a disgusted look on my face, despite the redness that takes over my face and tip of my ears.
I slip out of my seat, half dizzy, while my confidence washes away. I find myself utterly wrapped in panic, and as I struggle to get away from the short haired man who was throning above me, I bump right into another one.
Leather and peaches perfume suddenly wrap around me and something inside suddenly jumps awake, despite the usual sillence that holds me.
It feels like I walked right into a wall. But this one was warm and wrapped nicely in designer clothes and sinewy muscles that were not so well hidden by the tight fit white button up shirt.
I feel like the breath is knocked right out of my lungs and I don’t dare to look up, because the strange effect this all has on myself, makes me want to duck and run. I am not supposed to mate! I am nothing but a wolfless, useless omega and -I am not supposed to find my mate now! Not when I am weeks away from getting married!
My mind is a useless haze and I don't know what to do with myself right now.
Fuck!
What is happening?! Aren’t I supposed to not feel such things? Aren’t I supposed to be mateless?! Aren’t I supposed to be nothing but a simple damn human?! I guess I pulled the small straw from the gene pool… I feel my temperature rising and I feel myself grow unsteady, my vision blurry and my breath shaky. Fuck… fuck… not here! Not now! But no- this is not right. I am wolfless. This is not the mating heat. This is- my drink! The slimy man definitely slipped something into my drink and this shit acted fast and strong! As these thoughts roam through my mind, and my knees feel as if they weaken, a strong pair of hands get hold of my arms, holding me upright. I know for sure that whoever holds me right now, is not looking at me. Their eyes are pinned on the short haired man, and there is a slight growl escaping his throat as he guides me to sit back on the chair.“Did you slip something in her drink?” the man who caught me asks, his voice low and raspy, sending shivers down my spine.P
The buzzing of my phone is the thing that wakes me up. There is a terrible haze all over my mind and I am not sure I have any idea where I am. Am I even on Earth anymore? My whole body feels heavy and stiff and overworked. Especially a few gentle areas, like my thighs, my breasts, my lower back- What the hell happened?“She’s asleep-” A low groggy voice suddenly pushes away all the haze and fog that has taken hold of my brain, making my eyes snap open. As I do, I am faced with a sight that makes me suck in a sharp breath. Was I dreaming? Shit- he is looking at me.Golden eyes cut from the phone, to me, and I feel a surge of panic. It’s the same man from last night- He is leaning against the headboard of the bed, his chest completely bare, his lower body covered by the white blanket that we share. I swallow harshly and turn on my back, pulling my gaze away from him, covering my face with my hands, before I hear a very familiar voice yell into the phone. Thalia-I jolt up and grab th
I could not just blurt out my name, or my father’s! I could not disclose to some stranger - as handsome as he was - who I was! The Malvak family is a renowned one and a special one, that was. The females born into this family usually suffered from an extremely rare genetic mutation, that’s what they call it, but I think it’s just a curse that is bound to our blood. We had no scent, we had no wolf. No matter if the father was an alpha, if his Luna bore a daughter, she’d be born wolfless.. For a werewolf, that might have been the worst fate ever, but in our world, it meant you could easily slide around and move like a fish in water, because you were harder to be caught. Harder to desire, harder to mate. I suck in a breath and something within urges me to play his game. A smile curls on my lips and I feel a bit of mischief tickling my senses. Despite the usual shyness and overall coy nature that is etched within me, one of my hands reaches upwards and my fingers touch his cheek, hesita
“WHAT do you mean you gave him your number?!” Thalia’s voice echoes through the cafe and I feel myself growing ashamed when a few heads turn around to look at us with slight annoyance. “Hush!” I hurry to make the brunette shut her mouth before she makes a fool out of both of us.She rolls her eyes and leans back into her seat, covering her face with both her hands. “From what you know, he could be a fuckign serial killer! Didn’t your parents warn you about men like those?! Did I fail to mention men are pigs and they will-”“Oh, Stop it!” I started to feel a bit uncomfortable with her fussing like this and I started doubting my decision to exchange numbers. “He also has no idea who I am-” I huff and bite my lower lip, looking out the window, watching the first drops of rain start to fall.Thalia turns silent and I feel like she is weighing this all in her mind once again. Truth was, it sounded a bit crazy. In a world like this, with a name like mine, you could never be too cautious.
She’s smaller than I expected. She looks much frailer. For a ballet dancer, she fits all the standards. Despite her straight posture and her elegant, almost feline way of walking, I can see the way her body lingers for more. More rest. More food and definitely more of ~ me. I’m not sure if I will ever forget the way anger took root in my chest when I saw that scum approach her. Not just that. The way he tried to make his move in such a forceful way. Did he not know a doe like her would scare easily? Did he not see the fear that hid behind those stormy blue eyes of hers? Did he not feel the distrust in her voice when she tried to gently turn him down?The fact that he knew and he still pushed it, the fact that he was ready to dump drugs into her drink and have her in the bathroom, made me blind with rage. It made my stomach turn and my inner demons recoil in disgust and spite. No one was allowed to lay their hands on her-Needless to say, I did not expect the next thing to happen. And
The last thing I want is to be late right now! But it seems that the world is against me in every possible way. The traffic is insane and each route I take seems more crowded than the other! But eventually I park the car right in front of the studio and jump out of my car like a panicked five year old who is late for a birthday party. I walk around the car, checking my phone and bump right into a damn pole. “I’m sorry -” I mutter out of habit as I walk around the pole and before I can make another step, it hits me. Leather and peaches. The perfume is so powerful I almost gag. I lift my head and find myself facing a terribly familiar face. My own reddens in an instant and the air leaves my lungs immediately. The man seems as puzzled by our encounter as I am, his brows raised in an obviously confused way as he processes what is happening too. Why does he seem so fuckign dumb?! It feels like there is no thought behind those golden eyes of his. It feels like there is nothing between
Days passed and I am not sure if I ever spent more time in my life in this dance studio than before this god forsaken show!I walk by the mirror in a hurry, and I catch a glimpse of myself. I looked overworked. I definitely felt overworked. How late was it? The sun had set a while ago and I was sure everything was dark. At least there wouldn't be much traffic and I would make it home soon enough. I sigh and look at myself once more, smoothing my hands over my waist, over my belly, a sinister thought coming to haunt me right now. I was to be married in three weeks. I was to be a wife. A good wife… a good wife births children. But a mother, no matter how good of a mother she was, was not going to be a ballerina. And that terrified me. Ballet has been my life for as long as I could remember. And when I accepted the marriage proposal, I did not take into consideration the collateral damage this would bring. And even now, it seemed unreal. It was not something I could see myself live wit
Our usual secrecy has all washed away as we make our way to my car. I know this could break a big scandal in my pack. I know this could ruin my image in front of my future husband, but it did not matter. I did not promise to be a virgin! I only promised to marry! I did not promise I will not fuck around until the last minute. Part of me knows that if news like this will make their way to my father’s ears, I will surely hear a bunch of not so pleasing things. But right now… with the fire burning brightly under my skin, nothing mattered. A sinful union that would soon cease was not something new in the world we live in. Or at least this was what I told myself when guilt would come creeping, to take hold of my last sane thoughts. When guilt would come to taint and grip my heart. It had no power over it, when I was already tainted by him. By his lips, by his hands and hungry kisses. As I sink into the driver's seat, he buckles his safety belt into the passenger's seat and as I look a
Altair and Aaron. Two bright stars on the endless sky that life is and can be. Two perfect little angel who just happened to hit a bit of a road bump right before they were even welcomed into the world. Born a bit too small and frail to be allowed to fly, the two little angels have been confined to secure chambers that helped them grow and develop their flight wings.Or at least, until they were ready to be taken home.That day came way too late.I was growing insane walking these brightly lighted corridors, always watched by nurses, always told what to do, how to touch and how to not touch them. It took so long for me to be allowed to actually hold my children that I actually had a breakdown right in front of the maternity when I was told I had to wait a few more days. I still did not get to properly hold either of them, but seeing them, and getting to touch their little hands and feet was enough to keep me sane.Not to mention that the mating bond was burning like a bright fire insi
Everything hurts. There is nothing in my body that is untouched by pain.I hear voices around me and I don't entirely care if they are nurses or people who think of themselves as being close to me, but I don't want to wake up yet. The pain is too much and my mind slips back into nothingness.***I think... I think it's later. I might have died. But the pain that still clings to my body is still sharp and very much present. The voices around have changed. And I can feel a warm touch that squeezes my hand. I can feel lips pressed against my knuckles. I can feel a soft breath brush against my skin.A rush of tingles wafts under my skin and makes me feel slightly more alive as it pools energy into my chest, making my heart flutter slightly. My eyes slowly open and I try to blink away the haze from my eyes.I try to remember what happened. I try to remember the last thing I remember, but my memory is too foggy right now.I was certain I was in a hospital. Have I given birth? Was I even ali
Dread takes hold of me, gripping my heart with an iron fist that makes my anxiety spike alongside fear and other things while I walked behind the nurse that didn't bother to give me too many details. Actually until we stopped in front of a glass wall, she didn't give me any details at all.She stops abruptly and turns to the glass wall, pointing in a rather vague direction inside the room."The twins have been born hours ago. Two prematurely born children who are not in great condition -" she tells me with a flat, emotionless voice before she looks up at me." they have a chance of survival, but we would not put our hopes too high into it. Better expect the worse and have a great surprise. " she tells and I feel like I want to strangle her.Was the the way one delivers news to a new father?My eyes drift from her figure to the glass wall, behind which I can see two small, incredibly small, pink and strange looking babies. Some of us are born with ears and tails, but my babies were so v
I’m not entirely sure how or when, but one thing is sure. Demetri beats me to the hospital. By the time I made it there, the man was already filling in details about the patient he had just brought in, even if they already had all her files. They demanded to know what happened, and as this was a hospital for the likes of us and more, Demetri did not spare a detail. I find him covered in blood from chest down and I don’t have to ask to know it was not his. The feeling of guilt and incredible nausea wash over me with such force I feel like I am about to throw up as soon as Demetri’s gaze moes and meets mine. I can feel the judgment behind those green eyes.I could feel the fingers he mentally pointed at me in an accusatory way. Demetri yearned for a mate and he could simply not understand how does a mated wolf get in this situation? How does a mated wolf treat his mate in order to have her risk everything in the Moonfire Eclipse unbinding ceremony?I make my way towards him and fall i
The chants that ring and echo through the forest barely reach my ears anymore. There is a magic buzzing in the air that surrounds my body, that makes my skin prickle and turn to goosebumps as if it was tickling me. It could feel a mild tingle under my skin, but in the beginning everything seemed fine.It seemed....It was not long after when the contractions started. At first, they were dull and faint, making just some of my abdominal muscles spasm and contract. And of course, I thought this was just because of my anxiety. But they have become a bit harsher, a bit more insistent.It didn't matter... Nothing mattered now. I had to focus on Killian. I had to focus on me... I had to focus on my wish.A low grunt humms along with the strange chanting of thw witch who doesn't seem to pick on my discomfort. My arms wrap around my belly, my hands going underneath it and above it, Stroking it slowly, trying to soothe the strange contractions. I have read about them. Any pregnant woman does.F
As I get in the car, I get even more uneasy and anxious. Something was off and I am not sure if it was just the fact that the moon was completely covered by clouds and it felt as if nothing was alive, or if it was just a sense of anxiety because I was so damn close to fulfilling my wish.Nevertheless, it did not matter! I was very firm on my decision. Nothing could make me change my mind now! I needed this! Thalia gets in the car with me and I barely get to settle down before she drives off like a damn maniac, making my heart skip a beat.“Where exactly are we going?” I ask half heartedly. Maybe this was a good question to ask before I had climbed in the car…She looks at me for a brief second before looking ahead on the road. A car passes by us and I feel myself grow smaller in my seat. That must be Demetri’s car. Nonetheless, it seems that he doesn't actually notice us, because he drives past without a damn sign he will stop.Why does part of me wish he would…“It’s a bit of a more
I didn’t even know what to say. I had already made up my mind about it. I have even come in contact with the right person to perform the ceremony. I could not wait another hundred years for the Moonfire Eclipse to happen again. I did not want to live my life short and meaningless.. I did not want to die waiting hoping to feel what I want to feel, craving and longing for it the way I am doing now. But it seemed like Killian was very adamant about his decision. He would not support me in this /madness/ as so many called it. It slowly started to set in for me. That I did not ask for the proper support. That this was not something I should rely on others to support me through.I slowly look away from him and I feel his eyes move to me now. His breathing was shallow and uneven and I could tell he was fighting back his tears. It did not feel right to put more pressure on him though, so I leaned into him again and remained silent.The man let out a long sigh, his nose burying into my hair,
Killian runs out of the room like a whole damn storm, leaving nothing but splinters, broken things and pain. It was not as if it did not already hurt, but the turned back, the absolute betrayal I feel coming from him digs deep into my chest, pain pooling within my wounded heart.It was something to be expected, wasn’t it? Men were usually like that weren’t they? It was as it every and each one of them was a carbon copy of the previous one and so on and so forth. Our kind has seen them come and go, all as heartless as they made them. It was no surprise that he was just another brick in the wall- or at least that’s what I kept telling myself as I am once more in this god forsaken room I was slowly growing to hate.As my whole being shakes with my crying, the twins in my belly start getting fussy and agitated, kicking and moving tirelessly around as if they were on a damn dancefloor. It hurt, but it did not compare to the pain that was crashing over me in waves, as the sea crashed again
Her brows are narrowed and her eyes are dark and her attitude unmoving. She seemed to have made up her mind without even asking me first. As I turn to her again I find her staring at me as If I were the biggest baddest wolf there was in the woods.There was fear, tangled with anger and frustration, alongside guilt and sadness, and somehow, no matter how insane she just sounded, I could not just blow up right now. “You are pregnant -“ I start speaking, trying to find a logical way to reason with her.“Very observant of you!” She huffs and rolls her eyes, as she moves away from her spot on the window sill, to find a better spot to sit in.I follow her with my eyes, pinned in my spot in the middle of the room, trapped between rushing out of the door and lashing out at her to smack some sense into her.“Maddy.” I start, my voice low as I slowly saunter towards her, pinching the bridge of my nose with a low sigh escaping my lips. “The Moonfire Eclipse ceremony is a dangerous thing to do!”