Looking back, Dean may have rushed her just a bit. She freely professed her love for him, even earlier than he expected her to. But when he suggested she be his mate, she suddenly became withdrawn. She wouldn't even speak to him or see him for about a week after he first made the suggestion.
Over time, he persuaded her to his way of thinking, culminating in her agreeing to leave her home and come with him to become his mate. As alpha, he could have forced her to become his mate, but he wanted Eliza to choose him of her own free will.
He still remembered the day he first brought her to his villa. He thought the grandness and beauty of it all would make her happy and that she would forget all of her past reservations, but that wasn't to be. When she first settled in, she busied herself decorating their living quarters, and he admitted, she did a wonderful job. He hadn't touched a thing that she did to this day.
But after this initial project was complete, she seemed to grow sad again. She would frequently ask that he give her time alone, and she slept for long periods. Needless to say, their romantic life suffered profusely. They had been passionate lovers; their bodies seemed made for each other. But after Eliza started falling into her periods of great sadness, she seemed to lose all interest in him. To say he was hurt is an understatement, and it was distracting not to have his physical needs met, but he was unwavering in his love for her and truly believed they would work things out.
Dean knew that Eliza loved him, but he wasn't sure she was at all comfortable with her position as mate to the alpha. He blamed himself for pushing her too far, too soon. He felt such a sense of urgency, as though she were going to vanish, never to return if he didn't take her to be his mate. That feeling didn't come about because Eliza had some other beau waiting in the wings. Far from it. His competition was Eliza's wanderlust.
When they first started seeing each other, she used to tell him excitedly about these plans she had to travel the world. She would describe cities large and small, from the most popular tourist spots to the most isolated village. She used to say she wanted to breathe in as many cultures as she could in her lifetime. For Eliza, life was all about learning how others live and about places she could visit, especially at the far corners of the world. The ironic thing was, he had no idea where this deep love of travel came from because, to his knowledge, she'd never traveled anywhere before. Eliza had spent pretty much her entire life in one place. But perhaps that was the catalyst for wanting to explore the globe.
He knew one thing: he hadn't taken her seriously enough at that time. He thought it was nothing but a young she-werewolf's pipe dreams, something to fill her end of the conversation with, so she could prove herself fascinating to him. He found it amusing but never thought she was serious about actually traveling so far away.
After he lost her, he felt great sadness that he hadn't allowed her to fulfill her dream to travel, to see other places than the small patch of the world she had always known. He didn't know that it would make a difference in her kidnapping and murder, but perhaps if she were happy she would have been easier to protect because she would have been more aware of her surroundings. Or, if she had been traveling when he had to be away from the villa, perhaps she would be alive today. He should have done something.
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Blossom POV.
I feel as though the scene is spinning out of control. Dean's words hit me hard. I felt as though I were being used by my uncle, but I had resigned myself to making the best of it and just being thankful I could leave his home. But I didn't expect to be ridiculed in the process. My uncle hadn't warned me that I could stand up in front of the Royal Elders and in front of the drama-seeking crowd and be the object of rejection by the strongest alpha werewolf on the continent.
I didn't need this kind of disrespect. It made me feel small and insignificant. But I was not. I was of noble lineage. And, although I didn't yet completely understand it, I had special powers flowing through my veins.
Perhaps I had my reservations when I first learned about the arranged marriage between me and this alpha. But I would not be cast aside like last week's trash, like someone who simply didn't matter. My uncle often made me feel as though I was insignificant, and I had made up my mind that I was not going to let other men do the same. If I had to be forced into an arranged marriage, I should not be made to face public humiliation.
After a few brief moments of shock, followed by anger, I finally calmed my nerves. I was going to have to be the level-headed one here, the one who brings all the parties together—the one who brings about a resolution to this problem before it's too late.
I looked around, first at my uncle, then Aries, and finally, Dean. I cleared my throat. I cleared it a second time, more loudly. A few of the elders looked in my direction. I summoned up all of my strength to force the volume in my voice.
"Your most honorable elders," I began. "I wish to address the court. It appears that we are experiencing a bit of an impasse here. To move forward and resolve the differences, I request that I be able to speak to the alpha werewolf alone, in private, for just five minutes. I thank you in advance for considering this request."
Alejandro couldn't believe what he was hearing. 'Was this young she-werewolf addressing the Royal Elders? What was she thinking! She's not in a position to be speaking to anyone, let alone the court's honored leaders. If things had been going awry up to this point, they are most certainly going to go down the toilet now,' he thought to himself.
Aries was also caught off guard. At first, he couldn't believe his ears. He had anticipated that Alejandro would launch into one of his long-winded speeches in a feeble effort to save the day. He had even prepared to chuckle at Alejandro, as though he couldn't help himself.
'But the girl?' Aries had to admit, 'she certainly had more guts than her uncle.'
Blossom POV.But while he could admire the girl for her boldness, he was at the same time frustrated and angry that she would speak out of turn. He was a staunch supporter of the Royal Court and the elders. It's why he was so taken aback just now at his son's words. He felt that Dean was needlessly pushing the envelope. He was probably right, in that the court would have a hard time doling out any punishment to the most powerful alpha werewolf in all of New Orleans. At the same time, Aries was angry and disappointed in what he saw as complete and utter disrespect on Dean's part.Blossom stood her ground, keeping her eyes on the elders, willing them to acknowledge her. Several of the elders simply scoffed and went back to their side conversations. Others tried to stare her down to force her to look away. But she refused to do so. Finally, the leader among the elders addressed her.His voice was loud and harsh. It was clear he was not about to let this young she-werewolf call the shots,
Blossom POV.As the new escape date neared, another unforeseen complication arose. One morning during breakfast, our uncle announced that a handyman would need entry to our suite the next morning to install bars on our windows, along with the other rear windows of the house. Our uncle claimed he had been hearing noises in the night coming from the rear of the house and he did not want to risk a break-in.Diana and I hid our panic as we choked down some of our breakfast, then asked to be excused. We would need to plan Diana's escape for that night. There was no more time to waste.That night, we waited 30 minutes after our uncle came by to check on us and lock our door. I helped my sister to slip out of the far corner window of our bedroom, then held my breath as Diana lithely descended the trellis to the ground, two stories below. I dared not call out, though my heart was breaking. Instead, I waved spiritedly as my sister set foot on the lawn and turned to look up at the window before
Blossom POVA hush fell over the court. It was obvious that everyone, from the elders to Dean himself, was shocked at my bold words.I myself would admit I was a little surprised myself. I was dealing with my inner conflicts. Somehow, I had found the courage to speak up and offer what I felt was the only logical solution. Once I had completely formulated it in my mind, I was surprised at how obvious my solution was. Yet, I alone had come up with it. It wasn't my uncle or anyone else telling me what to think or say.I had drawn upon the anger and impatience I was feeling over having my life constantly manipulated by my uncle. I channeled that negative energy into the confidence required to make the statements I did—to lay out a choice for the powerful alpha werewolf.Had I just offered a sort of ultimatum to the alpha? This she-werewolf was bold. Somehow I both surprised and pleased him at the same time. Never before had he seen a she-werewolf act in such a manner, but he was thoroughl
Blossom POV"Blossom, this is Liza. Liza, this is Blossom," Dean quickly interjected. He seemed uneasy, as though he knew what was coming next but had no way to avoid it."I'm Patrick's mistress," Liza said directly to me, and then another sinister smile."WAS, my mistress," Dean said hotly. "As in past tense."I felt like tearing up. Past tense or present tense, Dean just admitted to sleeping with this woman. And, he said it so matter-of-factly, as though he had just admitted to being late to dinner.So, my new mate had a mistress? Diana had never told me to expect anything like this. I wanted to run away, somewhere, anywhere. Maybe bury my head in a pillow and cry for a few hours.But somehow I managed to stand my ground, drawing again on the inner strength that had gotten me through the earlier part of the day. There were times I surprised myself at how well I could fight the urge to just melt away in despair. Perhaps I had my uncle to thank for something after all. All those forma
Blossom POV.I was starting to grow weary of the rollercoaster my feelings had been on all day. I was still fuming over finding out Dean had a mistress in the house when I suddenly found myself in his arms—and completely loving how it felt. If only Liza hadn't been there when we arrived, I could let myself become fully immersed in the captivating feeling that overtook me when he held me.No doubt being that close to him, my senses were overcome with his scent. Something about it stirred feelings deep inside of me. It made me feel as though there was something special about Dean, and that my body would not react that way with any other male. While I did not know that to be true, something in my heart made me want to believe it was so.Dean's scent made me feel anxious and excited, but very much in a good way. I was starting to love the feeling so much, my heart would race when he approached, just in anticipation of the feeling. This was nothing like Diana had ever been able to describe
Blossom POV.Dean finishes showing me around the suite before leading me back to our bedroom. He drops my hand and walks to the other side of the room, and I can't help but wonder what he thinks of our home. His expression is hard to read, just as mine must be for him.I take a closer look at my surroundings and notice that our bedroom is so spacious that it includes a second, private living area complete with a daybed, a loveseat, and matching velvet-covered chairs. The furniture is heavy and ornate, with colors and fabrics that feel incredibly sensual. For a moment, my thoughts wander to the idea of lying with Dean on the daybed, running my fingers through his hair, and nuzzling against his neck just to feel the rise and fall of his chest. I picture him turning to me, taking me right there without the need to move to the bed.Suddenly, I'm jolted back to reality by Dean's voice. It seems he's been talking to me, but I hadn't realized it. I start to methodically sort through my thing
Blossom POV.I wished I could find better words to express everything swirling inside me. I needed Dean to understand how I felt, yet I didn't want to come across as a whiny, spoiled girl. At the same time, starting my marriage by allowing myself to be used or disrespected felt utterly unacceptable."I didn't expect to face more crowds, more questions, and more disapproving stares. I had hoped for a quiet evening," I said, my voice trembling. "It's all just been so overwhelming. I'm not trying to be ungrateful, but I don't think I can handle all the inevitable comments and prying questions."Dean listened intently, and I could tell he was beginning to understand my feelings almost as if they were his own. Could it be that he was already connecting with me on such a deep level? He seemed to grasp the turmoil I was experiencing.I knew I wasn't wrong to anticipate unwanted remarks and questions that would best remain unspoken. The truth was, Eliza was so cherished and admired for her be
Blossom POV. Just as quickly, I had scolded myself for those thoughts. I had assured myself I would remain devoted to my love, Eliza, and banished images of Dean. But despite my efforts, thoughts of him kept slipping back into my mind, suggesting this was more than mere lust.I felt Dean mark me, sending a thrilling shiver down my spine. I was truly to be his mate; there was no turning back once I bore his mark. I sensed his hand travel down my neck to my shoulder blades and then to the small of my back as he pulled me closer, leaning in ever so often to let me feel the intensity of his growing passion.My body responded to him as he lightly traced the tip of his tongue across my skin. When he finally reached my mouth, he kissed me hard. I felt his tongue, his teeth, and the roughness of his beard. Although he held me gently, careful not to bruise me, there were moments I struggled to catch my breath. As he kissed me fiercely, his tongue parted my lips, and I pressed my mouth against