Blossom POV
A hush fell over the group once again. The elders are just as taken aback by Dean's response as I, Alejandro, and Aries are, and like them, they are not quite sure how to react. Clearly, as the court leadership, they had made the authoritative decision. Whatever they say becomes the law of the land. At least it always had.
The court is not known for its appreciation of surprises like the one the alpha has just delivered. I had been found sound and worthy as a substitute mate for the alpha. They had made this clear in reading their decision aloud before all those present, including Dean.
Now, at the surprise statement made by Dean, the elders were left pondering exactly what to do next. In their memory, there had never been a situation quite like this where someone—in this case, an alpha—contradicted what was already dictated by the court. Questioning the authority of the court can lead to punishment, as it has in other situations. Imprisonment is not out of the question when the court is blatantly defied.
Dean's response left the elders wondering what they should do next, as they returned to their hushed whispering among themselves. But this time, the tone was more angry than bewildered, and louder. I strained to hear exactly what they were saying, but I could not make out a great deal of their conversation. The only thing I could conclude was that they seemed to be discussing what to do next and questioning whether their decision had already been recorded and if so, how that impacted their next steps.
Seeing that he has caused further disruption among the elders, Dean realizes he needs to clarify his statement, so he continues. "I will not take her as my mate...because I allow myself to have only one love in my life and that love is my deceased mate, Eliza. It would not matter who you brought before me as a substitute. There is no substitute. I will allow myself to love only one person and one person only, my Eliza."
Dean's clarification did little to appease the elders, nor his father nor my uncle. Whoever heard of such a thing: loving just one person your entire lifetime, whether they are alive or dead? The whole idea seemed particularly ridiculous for someone as young as the alpha. I could not believe what I had just heard. Was Dean even acting sanely? I had heard of mourning a loved one, but I had never heard of someone declaring that they would never in their lifetime ever love again. How can that even be healthy?
As crazy as Dean's statement sounded to me, I felt myself feeling some measure of relief knowing that it wasn't just me, specifically, whom Dean was rejecting. He is only rejecting me because he has made up his mind to reject anyone offered up to him. But then just as suddenly, I remind myself there was little to be relieved about. The alpha seemed steadfast in his desire to live his life solo, having loved just one, and only one other person. To him, it did not seem to matter that the one other person he had committed to loving was no longer alive. To Dean, there would be no substitute for his one and only one love of a lifetime.
Meanwhile, the crowd had started making noise again. Although I tried to black out the words, you could tell that many were laughing at me because of the alpha's reaction to the court's decision. But others were sympathetic, and I could make out more than one kind voice appearing to understand how I must feel.
Of course, some were now ridiculing me simply because they had been jealous. They too, are aware of how attractive the alpha is. If he takes me as his mate, all chances of them ever being in my position—on my way to becoming Dean's mate—are dashed. It didn't matter to them that they had no chance to be in such a position in the first place. Old, young, fat, thin, ugly, attractive—they were jealous regardless of how unrealistic their vision was of becoming the alpha's mate. Watching my opportunity spiral into a disaster made the worst of them nothing short of giddy.
I realized that my uncle no longer had a grip on my arm. I peered at him only to find that he now held his face in both of his hands and was beginning to shake. For a moment I forgot about my situation and began to wonder if he was going to break down right here in front of the Royal Elders and in front of Dean and his father.
Dean was well aware of the impact his words were having on the court and his father, for that matter, though he cared far less about the latter. But he was going to stay true to his principles, no matter what the elders say next. He doubted very much they would follow through with any sort of reprimand, not against him, the alpha. He was also mildly aware of the impact his response has had on me.
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Meanwhile, Dean knew his response had come as a shock to the court. It had come as a shock to his father as well, and he was sure it had also shocked the young she-werewolf. It had nothing to do with her, though, and he did feel a twinge of remorse for putting her through this. He was sure she was one of outer and inner beauty.
But he had professed his love to Eliza and vowed to love her the rest of his life. How could he go back on that now?
His Eliza had been so beautiful. She had ivory skin and auburn hair flowing to her waist that bounced from side to side when she walked. She was petite. He used to sweep her up in his arms and carry her to their quarters with no effort. Her dark eyes were so expressive. They danced with joy when she was happy over something, even if it was something as simple as his return from a business trip. But those eyes could also be as deep, liquid pools of unending darkness when Eliza was sad or angry over something. He could always read Eliza's emotional state by simply gazing into her eyes.
She almost didn't agree to marry him, which frankly, caught him off guard. He wasn't used to anyone, especially women, putting him off in such a way. But her resistance only served to fuel his persistence at getting her to give in and come live as his wife.
Looking back, Dean may have rushed her just a bit. She freely professed her love for him, even earlier than he expected her to. But when he suggested she be his mate, she suddenly became withdrawn. She wouldn't even speak to him or see him for about a week after he first made the suggestion.Over time, he persuaded her to his way of thinking, culminating in her agreeing to leave her home and come with him to become his mate. As alpha, he could have forced her to become his mate, but he wanted Eliza to choose him of her own free will.He still remembered the day he first brought her to his villa. He thought the grandness and beauty of it all would make her happy and that she would forget all of her past reservations, but that wasn't to be. When she first settled in, she busied herself decorating their living quarters, and he admitted, she did a wonderful job. He hadn't touched a thing that she did to this day.But after this initial project was complete, she seemed to grow sad again. S
Blossom POV.But while he could admire the girl for her boldness, he was at the same time frustrated and angry that she would speak out of turn. He was a staunch supporter of the Royal Court and the elders. It's why he was so taken aback just now at his son's words. He felt that Dean was needlessly pushing the envelope. He was probably right, in that the court would have a hard time doling out any punishment to the most powerful alpha werewolf in all of New Orleans. At the same time, Aries was angry and disappointed in what he saw as complete and utter disrespect on Dean's part.Blossom stood her ground, keeping her eyes on the elders, willing them to acknowledge her. Several of the elders simply scoffed and went back to their side conversations. Others tried to stare her down to force her to look away. But she refused to do so. Finally, the leader among the elders addressed her.His voice was loud and harsh. It was clear he was not about to let this young she-werewolf call the shots,
Blossom POV.As the new escape date neared, another unforeseen complication arose. One morning during breakfast, our uncle announced that a handyman would need entry to our suite the next morning to install bars on our windows, along with the other rear windows of the house. Our uncle claimed he had been hearing noises in the night coming from the rear of the house and he did not want to risk a break-in.Diana and I hid our panic as we choked down some of our breakfast, then asked to be excused. We would need to plan Diana's escape for that night. There was no more time to waste.That night, we waited 30 minutes after our uncle came by to check on us and lock our door. I helped my sister to slip out of the far corner window of our bedroom, then held my breath as Diana lithely descended the trellis to the ground, two stories below. I dared not call out, though my heart was breaking. Instead, I waved spiritedly as my sister set foot on the lawn and turned to look up at the window before
Blossom POVA hush fell over the court. It was obvious that everyone, from the elders to Dean himself, was shocked at my bold words.I myself would admit I was a little surprised myself. I was dealing with my inner conflicts. Somehow, I had found the courage to speak up and offer what I felt was the only logical solution. Once I had completely formulated it in my mind, I was surprised at how obvious my solution was. Yet, I alone had come up with it. It wasn't my uncle or anyone else telling me what to think or say.I had drawn upon the anger and impatience I was feeling over having my life constantly manipulated by my uncle. I channeled that negative energy into the confidence required to make the statements I did—to lay out a choice for the powerful alpha werewolf.Had I just offered a sort of ultimatum to the alpha? This she-werewolf was bold. Somehow I both surprised and pleased him at the same time. Never before had he seen a she-werewolf act in such a manner, but he was thoroughl
Blossom POV"Blossom, this is Liza. Liza, this is Blossom," Dean quickly interjected. He seemed uneasy, as though he knew what was coming next but had no way to avoid it."I'm Patrick's mistress," Liza said directly to me, and then another sinister smile."WAS, my mistress," Dean said hotly. "As in past tense."I felt like tearing up. Past tense or present tense, Dean just admitted to sleeping with this woman. And, he said it so matter-of-factly, as though he had just admitted to being late to dinner.So, my new mate had a mistress? Diana had never told me to expect anything like this. I wanted to run away, somewhere, anywhere. Maybe bury my head in a pillow and cry for a few hours.But somehow I managed to stand my ground, drawing again on the inner strength that had gotten me through the earlier part of the day. There were times I surprised myself at how well I could fight the urge to just melt away in despair. Perhaps I had my uncle to thank for something after all. All those forma
Blossom POV.I was starting to grow weary of the rollercoaster my feelings had been on all day. I was still fuming over finding out Dean had a mistress in the house when I suddenly found myself in his arms—and completely loving how it felt. If only Liza hadn't been there when we arrived, I could let myself become fully immersed in the captivating feeling that overtook me when he held me.No doubt being that close to him, my senses were overcome with his scent. Something about it stirred feelings deep inside of me. It made me feel as though there was something special about Dean, and that my body would not react that way with any other male. While I did not know that to be true, something in my heart made me want to believe it was so.Dean's scent made me feel anxious and excited, but very much in a good way. I was starting to love the feeling so much, my heart would race when he approached, just in anticipation of the feeling. This was nothing like Diana had ever been able to describe
Blossom POV.Dean finishes showing me around the suite before leading me back to our bedroom. He drops my hand and walks to the other side of the room, and I can't help but wonder what he thinks of our home. His expression is hard to read, just as mine must be for him.I take a closer look at my surroundings and notice that our bedroom is so spacious that it includes a second, private living area complete with a daybed, a loveseat, and matching velvet-covered chairs. The furniture is heavy and ornate, with colors and fabrics that feel incredibly sensual. For a moment, my thoughts wander to the idea of lying with Dean on the daybed, running my fingers through his hair, and nuzzling against his neck just to feel the rise and fall of his chest. I picture him turning to me, taking me right there without the need to move to the bed.Suddenly, I'm jolted back to reality by Dean's voice. It seems he's been talking to me, but I hadn't realized it. I start to methodically sort through my thing
Blossom POV.I wished I could find better words to express everything swirling inside me. I needed Dean to understand how I felt, yet I didn't want to come across as a whiny, spoiled girl. At the same time, starting my marriage by allowing myself to be used or disrespected felt utterly unacceptable."I didn't expect to face more crowds, more questions, and more disapproving stares. I had hoped for a quiet evening," I said, my voice trembling. "It's all just been so overwhelming. I'm not trying to be ungrateful, but I don't think I can handle all the inevitable comments and prying questions."Dean listened intently, and I could tell he was beginning to understand my feelings almost as if they were his own. Could it be that he was already connecting with me on such a deep level? He seemed to grasp the turmoil I was experiencing.I knew I wasn't wrong to anticipate unwanted remarks and questions that would best remain unspoken. The truth was, Eliza was so cherished and admired for her be