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Alpha's Regret: Yearning For Her Love Chapter Thirty-Six: Nightmare
Emily's POV“Emily.” I snapped out of my daze when I heard his stern voice. He walked closer to the bed looking worried, then I was reminded of his red eyes and fangs. The shadows, the creepy noises and the babies.“Stop!” I shouted unknowingly, stylishly moving away from him. He looks shocked, seeing me react this way.I looked at him fearfully, wondering the type of man he was to Annabelle. The lady in the white gown must be her. It's a shame that I didn't see her face.Her soft groans of discomfort when he gripped her neck, lingered in my head as I stared at him.“M-Maddy told me about it,” I finally said, lowering my gaze. I swallowed the lump in my throat, trying to hide my nervousness around him.“You can always tell me anything.” He stated with his usual expressionless face. I raised my head, staring at him longer.“What if it's about Annabelle…..” I stressed my words, mumbling inaudible.His brows furrowed, and I blurted out,“No. That's not what I mean. I meant something else
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Madison’s POV“You’ve been quiet, Madison. Too quiet,” Kiara’s voice cut through the stillness of my room. I looked up from where I sat, massaging my temples. It was late, and her presence irritated me more than usual. “Why are you here, Lady Kiara?” I asked, unable to hide the exhaustion in my tone. The little respect I've for her was because she's the King's mistress.She didn’t answer immediately, stepping further into the room with her arms crossed. Her presence was overbearing, her eyes sharp and scrutinizing.“You know exactly why I’m here,” she finally said, her tone sharp. “She’s becoming a problem. No, you’re becoming a problem.” I raised an eyebrow, Her accusation made me frown. “What’s that supposed to mean?” She stepped closer, her midnight-black hair framing her sharp features. “You’ve been too silent, too passive,” she hissed. “People are starting to talk. They’re saying she seems to be the rightful Queen. And that’s happening because you're warming up to her. That yo
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Jackson's POV The Next Day. The courtroom was eerily silent, save for the muffled sobs of an old man kneeling before me. His hands were bound behind his back, his eyes red from crying. Yet his tears didn't move me. "State his crime," I said, my voice cold and dangerous, reverberating through the courtroom. Mason stepped forward hesitantly, his face grim. "He was caught selling goods at prices higher than what was agreed upon." The words sent a flash of rage through me. My fists clenched, my jaw tightening as the red haze in my mind grew darker. I stared down at the man who dared to disrupt the fragile order I had spent so long enforcing. "Feed him to the dogs. Alive!" I growled. Gasps filled the courtroom, but no one dared to speak against me. Even Mason, usually the voice of reason, looked at me with shock but said nothing. He opened his mouth to protest, but I cut him off with a sharp glare. "Next!" I barked, my tone sharp and unrelenting without meeting his gaze. I felt th
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Jackson's POV My senses spiraled into chaos, recalling the nightmarish memory of how I had lost control and killed her. Her lifeless face flashed in my mind like a cruel reminder, and Mason's words from earlier ran loud and clear. Am I becoming what the curse wanted me to be? The thought clawed at me. The prophecy wasn't about betrayal, was it? No, it was worse—it was about destruction. My own. Hers. I was destined to hurt her, to push her so far that she would have no choice but to end my pathetic immortal existence. My chest ached with the weight of it all. If I couldn't control myself, she would pay the price again. The fear of history repeating itself gripped me, consuming every rational thought. She will die again because of me. I backed away, trembling, as Emily walked toward me. Her steps were slow but purposeful, her steady gaze cutting through the chaos around us. Blood coated my hands and the ground beneath me, the bodies around us telling the story of my descent. Yet she
Last Updated : 2024-12-09Alpha's Regret: Yearning For Her Love Chapter Forty: Candy And Diabetes
Emily's POV“Do you have any idea what the nightmare entails?”Hesitant, “N-No. But what I'm sure of is that, his initial cruelty towards you was to push you away. Thinking that was the best way to overcome his cursed existence. Addition of the prophecy, he might have misinterpreted it and his changes in feelings might be his own way of redemption. As it seems now, the more he falls for you, the more he becomes destructive. My fear is for you not to be the end of him. To understand better, imagine a kid having diabetes but loves to eat candies. He had been predicted to have a few years to live, but the candy was like his lifeline. Without it, he can't live, and with it, he was prone to die early. You're his candy, and the diabetes is the curse. Now, he's caught between pursing his love for the candy, and how to manage his disease condition.”–––My mind wandered back to the conversation I had with Madison the other night. My gaze lingered on Jack's face, his skin looked pale and his l
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Emily's POV“Gosh, again. You look distracted, are you sure you wanna train today?” Mason asked, looking frustrated at my continuous failed attempts to train properly.“If I don't wanna train, what's the need of coming here in the first place?” I snapped at him, “You didn't force me to train, I came here on my own. So if you don't wanna be my instructor, you can as well say so and I'll find another soldier to train with.” I added looking pissed, picking up the wooden sword with a deep frown.Mason and Zaza exchanged glances before Zaza spoke up.“Are you okay? He only asked out of concern. You shouldn't have snapped at him like that. If at all there's something on your mind. Venting your anger on someone else isn't the solution.” he lectured. Another remark came to my mind before I realized what I was doing. I tucked the strands of my hair behind my ear, wiping the beads of sweat off my forehead.“Let's continue.” I muttered.“No, not until you tell us what's happening.”“Zaza, can y
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Jackson's POVI woke up earlier today, and since then, I’ve buried myself in work, flipping through endless documents and reports that required my attention. A way to distract my mind.The scent of ink and parchment filled the air, but it did nothing to calm my restless mind. My thoughts were stuck, circling my outburst at the training arena.Her face. Her scent. Her touch.“Damn it,” I muttered under my breath, slamming the report in my hand onto the desk.I couldn’t stop seeing her in my mind—the way she looked at me with no fear, even when I was at my worst. Vulnerable. I groaned, dragging my hands through my hair. I hated myself for letting her see me like that. Weak. Exposed.Josh stirred in my mind. He had been quiet since the incident, but now his voice rose with annoyance."You can’t ignore this forever," he growled. "She’s your mate.”I leaned back in my chair, staring at the ceiling, the weight of his words settling over me. “She’s also the reason I’ll lose control, Josh
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Emily's POV“May I ask why, My King?” I asked, feigning respectful tone. I had to move away from him because of the way he kept breathing, it made me realized that his wolf might be trying to take over his mind.“You don't have to, if you don't want to.” He responded, and I was upset by his response.“You know, at times I wonder the way you reason.” I snapped.“That's a direct insult.”“I don't plan on sugarcoating it either. If I ask you why, that means I wanna know the reason behind such request. You can't tell a student to study hard for exam without giving them the assurance that it was for their future. So can you….” I paused, mid-sentence, as I noticed something in his eyes shift. It wasn’t anger or indifference like I had grown used to seeing. No, this was something entirely different—something raw, wild, and unrestrained.His hands were trembling, as if he was trying to resist something. Suddenly, he strides towards me in fast paces. Before I could take a step backward, his
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