JESSICA I didn't realize when morning came, but when I woke up, I felt pain in my head. Every incident from last night came to my mind, Olivia's words... I tried to think about it and somehow I found out that she was right. What if I give love a chance, but this time not with Antonio? What if I do it with a different person? But that's not the problem. The problem is finding a man who's gonna love me just the same way I love him. I'm just tired, okay? I'm tired of everything. I'm tired of being a burden to someone.I'm tired of witnessing the man I love sleeping around with women like it's nothing. Sadly, he doesn't even care about my feelings. To him, everything he does is just so normal for any man to do.After I had my shower, I walked down to the dining room to check if there was something to eat. Besides, I had woken up later than my usual time, so breakfast should probably be ready by now.I stopped abruptly upon seeing the new lady comfortably sitting in the sitting room. I
JESSICAAfter I walked out on Antonia, I headed straight to the garden to find my peace. I didn't want anything to bother me, I didn't want anything to cause me more pain than I was feeling. I just wanted to let the pain off my head, off my chest, and the only place—the only way to get this peace of mind was the garden.The garden has been my favorite place since Antonio brought me to his home. I sat there, one minute I was busy with my phone, the next minute it's me, letting nature take over me. I couldn't recall how long I had sat there, but I knew for sure I had stayed longer than I expected.The evening came sooner than expected, unfortunately, I haven't come up with a perfect idea on how to leave this pack and everyone in it. Everyday, it feels more suffocating than it was. I can't bear the torture and hurt anymore.I decided to head back to the mansion, then I noticed there was a black car parked in front of the building which wasn't here during the day. I assumed that maybe, on
JESSICAUpon reaching Blake's mansion which took about an hour and thirty minutes from the roadside we had stopped earlier, I couldn't help but gasp in shock. Blake's home was extraordinarily beautiful. Apparently, the most beautiful mansion I have ever seen in my entire life.You know, I always thought Antonio had the most beautiful mansion in the world. But after setting my eyes on Blake's home, I think I must have overhyped Antonio's home. Everything about this place felt like I was in paradise, and if I'm to exaggerate, I'd say this was heaven on Earth.As if that wasn't enough, when I walked in, I was totally speechless. All I could do was admire, with my mouth slightly opened. "You wouldn't want flies flying into your mouth, would you?" He said with a smile.I realized how silly I had been staring, so I quickly closed my mouth. "Uhm... you have a beautiful home."He smiled. Damn, this was the first time watching him smile so genuinely and I'd say, his smile was the best I had se
BLAKEHow is that possible? How can she be my mate when she already belongs to Antonio? How is it even possible that we would share her as our mate, especially myself? I am one greedy man who never shared anything, especially things that matter a lot in my life. Not to talk of someone who I just figured out was my mate.I knew her wolf had realized what we were, and the feeling that came with it was so strong to neglect. I was lost in thoughts until Rodger walked in."Sorry to bother you, Your Majesty." He apologized but I wasn't bothered about his disturbance. "What is it?" I asked, demanding for the main reason he had come here."It's Alpha Antonio. He's demanding for his mate." My eyes widened. "Where is he now?" I asked, standing on my feet."In the sitting room." He answered."And Jessica?" She was my main priority now."In her room, I guess. Or should I call her downstairs?""No. Not yet. I need to figure out why he needs her." I said, walking out of my office to the sitting
JESSICAI couldn't explain how I felt when he said that, but the moon goddess knew well that my heart really melted so much that I couldn't say no. And the fact that he promised to save me, to protect me was the most fascinating word I have ever heard in my life.Yes, Antonio did say that when we first met, sadly, he never proved to me that he was going to protect me. Rather, he not only ruined my life, he tortured the hell out of me. But then, hearing those words from Blake, they felt super real. They felt so true that I knew that somehow, the moon goddess had heard my cry.Honestly, I really don't know what to say. All I could do right now is cry. I stood there, staring at him, my eyes blurred with the tears that clouded it. Mentally, I asked myself if all these were real or just my imagination playing games on me.The way he had defended me for the second time was a big green flag, not to talk of how he had respected my decision to stay in his home to Antonio's hearing.I wouldn't
OLIVIA"Mummy?" Zendaya called. "I can't sleep."I dropped my phone, turning to look at her. "Why?" I asked. "Are you scared?"She shook her head. "No. I just couldn't sleep.""What about your brother, Zender?"She rolled her eyes. "He couldn't even pet me to sleep, he just dozed off."I refrained myself from laughing or she'd end up getting more annoyed than she already was. "Well, since your dad isn't ready to sleep, why don't you join me instead?"Her face brightened with a smile as she nodded her head, then jumped on the bed to join me. "Thanks, mom."I tapped her by the back, gently rubbing her hair. Zendaya and her brother were only twelve, and they looked more like they were fifteen. I was looking more like a liar to people when I told them their age.But then... Who cares what they think?When I noticed she had slept off, I quietly walked out of the room to Raven's office where he'd been busily working on the countless paperwork. I had asked him a million times to teach me how
JESSICAIt's been a week since Antonio showed up, no one thought he'd be a threat to us. However, Blake had journeyed to the neighboring pack about three hours ago, and would be returning in an hour or two.Unexpectedly, Antonio showed up. This time, he wasn't alone, he had his two Betas with him. I picked up my phone to call Blake who didn't pick up the number of times I had called him.I was hurt that he wasn't available when I needed him the most. For the last time I tried calling his line and yet, didn't get a response. Antonio had threatened a maid to show him to my room.I was so terrified that I had no idea what to do at that moment. I yelled on top of my voice, as if that would cause Blake to hear me. "Shut your fucking mouth up, bitch!" He growled. "You think I'd sit and let you enjoy your life? Never! You're coming with me, poor thing your lover boy isn't here to save you."He dragged me forcefully by my hair until we got to his car. The exceeding pain I was feeling from th
BLAKEI stormed into my house, already knowing the answer to the question no one dared to voice. Jessica had been taken. I didn't need anyone to tell me who was behind it; it had to be Antonio. Anger pulsed through my veins as I jumped into my car and sped towards Antonio's pack. When I arrived, I demanded her return. "Where is she?" I could feel my fury boiling over.Antonio, with that infuriating smirk on his face, taunted me. "Oh, Blake, you're so predictable. You think you can just waltz in here and demand things? I have Jessica, and there's nothing you can do about it."I took a step closer, my fists clenched. "I swear, Antonio, if you've hurt her...," I threatened, my voice trembling with rage.He shrugged off my threat with a chuckle like it was nothing. "Hurt her? Ha! I've already hurt her, Blake. From the moment I took her from your home. And besides, I've only just begun to have fun with her. And there's no way I'm giving her back to you. You had your chance, Blake, and you
JESSICA Murmurs spread through the wolves and Lycans, and I could see some of Blake’s men lowering their stance, unsure of what to do next. Even Priscilla seemed uncertain now, and the Lycan King, though standing tall, yet he looked more cautious than he had before.“What do you want?” Raven asked. He wasn’t one to easily trust, and neither was I, but something about this figure made it hard to doubt its power.“To end this needless war,” the figure replied, its eyes now fixed on the Lycan King. “Your thirst for revenge has led you astray. And you, Blake, have let your past cloud your judgment.”Blake bristled at the words. I could feel the tension radiating off him, but he stayed silent, waiting for the figure to continue.“You all fight for reasons rooted in pain and loss,” the figure said, its gaze now on Priscilla, Antonio, and the rest of us. “But the moon does not favor endless violence. There must be balance.”I felt a sudden peace in me, but was tinged with fear. What would h
JESSICAThe fight was chaotic, with an endless clash of fangs, claws, and blood all over the ground. Just when I thought we were gaining the upper hand, things seemed to have shifted a bit. I saw Priscilla step forward, her eyes locked on Blake. My stomach twisted. All I could see in her was revenge. Revenge. It had swallowed her whole.I couldn’t just stand by and watch. I had to do something.I ran toward Priscilla, trying to reach her through the bond we once had. I pushed my thoughts into her mind, pleading with her to stop. *Don’t do this, Priscilla. It doesn’t have to be this way.* But she didn’t even flinch. Her mind was closed off, her heart totally consumed by rage. She was too far gone.Before I knew it, I grabbed her arm, trying to pull her away, but that only made things worse. She jerked around, her eyes burned with fury. And then, out of nowhere, the Lycan King appeared, moving so fast that I barely saw him coming. He smacked me hard across the face, and everything went
JESSICA The morning was quiet, but I could feel the tension in the air. Today was the day—the day of the war we had all been preparing for. Blake had met with Alpha Raven the day before, and they promised to fight with us. Not just Raven, but another wolf clan that was a close friend of his had joined in too. Seeing how determined they were gave me some comfort, even though the fear of what was to come still weighed heavily on me.Blake’s men were already gathered, standing at attention, waiting for his orders. I stood beside him, my heart racing, but I knew I had to stay strong. This was the moment Blake had promised me—fighting alongside him, just like he said we would.Beside him was Lyra, he had also made her the same promise. Even though she tried to play courageous with the smile on her face, I could tell she was shit scared like I was.Then the alarm went off. The knight watcher signaled that Antonio and the Lycan pack were on their way. My breath caught in my throat. This wa
JESSICA The door creaked open behind me, and I didn’t need to turn to know who it was. Blake’s scent, that familiar mix of warmth and safety, wrapped around me as he stepped closer. “Jessica,” his voice was soft, yet I could feel the cling of sleep in his tone. “What’s wrong? You’re shaking.”I hadn’t even noticed my body trembling. I tried to pull myself together, but I knew he could sense it. He always could. I forced myself to look up at him, his eyes still sleepy but alert now, searching mine for answers."I'm fine." I lied. "I couldn't sleep anymore so I thought I should get some air. Besides, the guards are everywhere, you need not to worry. You should go back to sleep."He sighed, crossing his arms around his chest. "How am I supposed to go back to sleep when you're not on the bed?" I looked at him, and we both chuckled. "I can wait until you feel sleepy."That was one habit of Blake, he wasn't ready to give up on me no matter how minor or major the situation may be."It's re
JESSICAI felt my heart sink after hearing what the spy had said. Antonio had made it so obvious after speaking to someone over the phone, his laughter filled the air so it was loud enough for the spy to have eavesdropped on him.It hurt me that it was at this point Priscilla was being silly and stubborn. I don't know what her master had done to her, but whatever it is, I wouldn't let her have her way. I don't care if it would cost my own life, I wouldn't sit and watch her hurt my man.I welcomed nature with the purpose of meeting Priscilla at least for the last time. I knew I was disobeying Blake's order not to meet her again since she had made up her mind. Somehow, I believe there could be a chance for hope.The dream was so vivid, so real that when I saw her, standing there in the distance, my stomach dropped. "Priscilla." That name tasted like poison on my tongue. She didn’t look surprised when I called her out, anger burning in my chest as I stormed toward her. "Priscilla!" I sh
PRISCILLAIt was a week before Deluca finally came to a conclusion on the day to attack. Though it wasn't fixed yet, it was something he assumed to be. I was more than excited that I wouldn't have to wait any longer than I have. I didn’t see the need to attend Deluca’s meeting with his friends. We had already gone over every detail of the plan. Besides, the thought of sitting through hours of more discussion felt like a waste of time. So, I stayed back in my room, but as the night dragged on, I couldn’t deny how restless I was becoming. How long were they going to talk? It's been since morning, weren't they tired already? I can't even imagine myself sitting for hours, not to talk about talking for more than five hours over a particular conversation.I paced for a bit, trying to distract myself, but eventually ended up lying on my bed, waiting for Deluca to return. I kept glancing at the door, hoping to hear his footsteps. But he never came, and the heaviness of the day slowly lulle
JESSICAI felt strange, this time it was a different feeling. I could tell Priscilla was happy, and in a good mood. I wouldn't say I didn't like it but... the happiness felt kinda strange."What's wrong?" Blake asked."I need to dream.""What?" Aria looked at me like I had gone crazy."Yes, I need to dream. I need to see Priscilla right now.""But it's still morning." She said, "I mean, you can't see her except if you both are sleeping, right?""Shit." I cursed under my breath. That was the fucking truth. If I need to speak to Priscilla, we both have to be asleep."Do you feel like she's in trouble or something?" Blake asked and I looked at him. How am I to answer him when I can't even tell my actual feelings right now."No. I can only feel her excitement right now." He raised an eyebrow like he wasn't expecting that answer from me."You should be happy." He added."Yes, I should. But this happiness comes with something different and I need to figure out what it is."I never knew how
PRISCILLAWhat?!I mentally screamed and before I could know it, he had grabbed my lips into his. I felt my adrenaline rise in want, and I couldn't hold back the desire to kiss him back. As much as I wanted to fight him off, I found myself succumbing to his temptation.His hand moved to the back of my neck, pulling my face closer. While his other hand held my waist, causing our body to meet, my chest resting against his. And for some reason, I wished I wasn't this bursty.This man was all charming, and no matter how hard I tried to resist him, I just couldn't. I felt weak in his arms, and the way he touched me was way too strong than my resistance. And I can't do anything but give up trying."You know," He muttered between the kisses. "I love it when you fill your thoughts about me." I knew well, he was aware I was thinking so much about him. But him asking me minutes ago was like he was playing the innocent man who doesn't read everyone's mind."So, I'm gonna make every thought you t
PRISCILLAIt was a hot morning. I couldn't believe the sun would shine this bright at such an hour of the day. I learned Antonio was paying Deluca a visit, I knew my anger would get a better hold of me so I decided to remain in my room for the rest of the day.I went to my wardrobe to search for something to wear. Or maybe, I can just take a drive outside to one of the eateries, rather than sharing the same air with an enemy. That was a perfect idea, and I was going to stick with it.I laid my clothes on the bed, and that was when Ivy, my maid, was showing up. Always late when needed. "Ma'am, your meal is ready." She walked in with my breakfast."Just drop it on the table." I said,She did so. "Anything else I can do for you?" She asked."No. I have everything done already." I walked into the bathroom. I just don't know how to get her changed to someone better. I have tried everything and yet she still seems dull to my liking.I heard the sound of the door closing, I let out a sigh b