Raven's POV
I looked at him, then at her.
“Hi, sister—” Lila, my sister, interrupted my thoughts and rushed to hug me. “It's been two years. You don't know how much I missed you.”
She let go of me while I just stared at her. She was seriously sick years ago, shouldn't she be recuperating at a human hospital now?
She was well-dressed with a full face of make-up. I, on the other hand, had a simple shirt and jeans, and nothing else.
I had stopped applying make-up, ever since I got pregnant.
Suddenly I felt very uncomfortable.
“Why are you here?” Rune's voice interrupted my thoughts again. I looked up to see him with his hand on Lila's shoulder.
Was he kidding?
“Why are you here?” I shot back instantly.
“Isn't it obvious?” he asked, then looked at Lila, who smiled up at him.
I hated the thought of me that they really looked like a cute couple.
“Lila was transferred from the human hospital to the Pack's hospital three weeks ago, Raven.
I only came to pick her up and take her home.”
I scoffed. Of course.
How silly of me to think he actually came to see me.
He has been prioritizing Lila a whole lot since she was sick, after all, she was his first love.
“Your father sent for me, in case you don't know,” he added, not surprising me.
“He asked me to take her home.”
I nodded, unsure of what to say. It was Father.
Always him caring more about Lila than me. It
was evident in everything he did.
Lila attended the best high school and university in the country, while I was stuck in the local schools.
She was catered to and babied, while I was ignored for most of my life.
“It's always been about you, Lila,” I muttered with a sarcastic smile. “Father loves you more than me, doesn't he?”
Suddenly, a blinding slap hit me across the face. I staggered back in shock, staring at Rune.
I watched him take his hand away from my face, with a smirk on his face.
“How dare you be harsh on your sister, Raven?" He snarled. "She just got back from the hospital.”
“And where did I get back from?!” I shouted, not caring if anyone saw us.
“You should be here with me. I did not impregnate myself, did I?”
I glared at Lila, who was still shielded by him, then back at Rune, who looked indifferent.
“I don't care Raven!” he shouted, his voice harsher than mine. “Lila's not feeling well!
You've got Aella with you and you've always been healthy. Nothing's gonna happen to you and the babies!"
“Oh, really? is that what you think?" I snapped back.
"Why are you always so irrational?" Rune retorted.
"And why are you always so heartless?"
Rune let go of her shoulder, aiming for me again. There was rage on his face, and fire in his eyes.
Suddenly, someone coughed from behind. He stopped and turned around to see Lila, her hand on her head.
“I don't feel good, Rune. I want to go home,” she cried, coughing again.
She reached for Rune, who let her lean on his shoulder.
Rune looked at me with anger in his eyes.
"We shall continue this conversation at home," he uttered, then walked off with my sister.
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I stood in the kitchen a few hours later, chopping cabbage with a knife as if I was trying to tear it apart.
I tried hard to forget what happened at the Pack's hospital earlier.
How had I married a man who was so obviously in love with my sister?
What came over me?
Why did I believe we would get better with time?
I continued to chop the cabbage, holding back my rage. How could he do this to me?
Why can't he see how much I love him? Why can't he let go of the love he has for my sister and focus on me, his mate?
I sighed, letting go of the cabbage and sinking into a nearby chair.
Marrying Rune without being certain of his love was a mistake.
But I believed the feelings would grow, especially since we were mated by the moon goddess.
Why does he still love Lila? Two years with me was enough to get over her!
These thoughts swirled in my head as I got up and left the kitchen.
My phone rang as I walked into my room. Lazily, I picked the call and placed the device to my ear.
It was the doctor who had checked me earlier.
"Hello, doctor," I greeted.
“Lady Raven,” he started.
“I forgot to tell you this before you left. The test showed that your blood pressure level is dangerously high.
You think and worry too much, which is bad for the kids.
Once they are lost, it will be hard to have twins again, and even if not, it will take long before you can conceive.”
"Th... thank you for this information," I murmured.
"Yes. Take care." The call ended, and I placed the phone on the bed.
I waited for Rune to come back in the night.
Hours later, at 11 p.m., the door opened, and Rune staggered into the house.
From where I sat on the bed, I could smell the alcohol on him, heavy as a mist.
“We need to talk, Rune." I started.
"I have made a decision.”
He stopped suddenly, standing in front of me.
“I—” I started, but he grabbed me. “We need to talk, Rune—”
His lips on mine cut me off. I didn't want this. Not now. I don't love him.
Not anymore. Especially since I've made up my mind on what to do.
The kiss was so passionate that I felt myself giving in to him. My hands went up and slid into his hair, holding on.
Then, he tore off my clothes and slid inside me. It was violent, and I feared for the children inside me, hoping they would be unharmed.
When it was over, Rune collapsed on the bed, and I glanced down at myself. Tears slipped from my eyes, seeing the bruises he had left on my body.
As if slapping me wasn't enough, he had to treat me like trash. I glared at Rune with rage and hate.
And once again, I had failed to tell him my decision about the divorce.
Raven's POVI opened my eyes and stretched out my hand. Rune was not on the bed beside me.Where was he?His side of the bed was rumpled. Oh so he had left.Why should I care where he went? I sat up with a sigh. Glancing down, I saw that I was still very naked. My clothes lay in a pile on the ground.My thoughts drifted to Lila again. Maybe he took her with him to my parents' pack.Where else could they be?I jumped to my feet and wore some clothes. I was headed to the door when my eyes caught a picture on the dresser. A picture of myself and Lila with our parents. We were thirteen years old.I stared at the picture, at the smiles that brightened our faces then. Where had it all gone wrong?How did things get this bad?Was it wrong to take in an orphan as my sister? Tears fell from my eyes as I wondered.Why was I thinking about this?Lila used to be an orphan, pitied and given much attention. I cared for her a lot, and sometimes overlooked the things she did. Maybe that was why
Raven's POVI turned to look at the confused maid. I rushed to the drawer, opened it, and found something even more shocking.Not only had Lila taken Rune from me, but she had also copied my lifestyle. The clothes in the wardrobe were the same as mine, and even the makeup brands were identical.How was this even possible?What was she thinking?What the hell did she plan to do?“My lady, are you okay?” the new maid asked.I didn’t respond, turning back to the closet before me. My breath shook with the effort to hold back tears.Why do I feel so insecure? Lila and I used to wear similar dresses to make people believe we were twins for fun. She used to borrow my things, because we were sisters. And now that we are grown-ups. I didn't expect her to still do this. It was as if she was trying to be me!Leaning against the wall, I wondered how I'd allowed all of this to happen. Why would she do this? Why did she want the man I loved so bad? Why would she do this to me?I stared at the
RAVEN POVThat night, my wolf demanded that I calm down and rethink my decisions. I laid on the bed in the guest room, my heart filled with thoughts and questions.“Did you not force me to speak those words yesterday?" I asked, a sigh escaping my lips. "We both know I didn’t mean them."“I know,” my wolf replied calmly. “But I think you should take some time to think before making a decision. Rune is our mate, after all."What did I want exactly? Did I want a divorce or not? I asked myself this over and over. I stood up from the bed and looked at myself in the mirror, staring at the shadow of myself.Rune had reduced me to a mere figment of what I once was. But he had been my first love. My first everything!After much thought, I decided to speak with Luna, Rune’s mother. She might help me make up my mind and tell me what to do. She was the only woman who cared for me more than even my mother. And above all, I knew she would not convince me to make a decision that would harm me. No
RAVEN POV“You—can't mean it.” With fear in his eyes, he looked at me and got on his feet after sitting again. “It is I who should rejects you and not the other way round, Raven.” Now I let out a chuckle. “What do you think, Rune? That I am not an Alpha also? In case you don't know, I could be an Alpha in my Father's pack, especially when I am the only biological child.So yes, I reject you at this moment as my mate. I will not have anything to do with you starting from this moment.” Without waiting to hear what he would say next, I turned and walked towards the door. Why was I even going to the door when I could pack my stuff and leave this house the next moment? I rushed to the door, opened it, and then shouted. “Aella!” Rune, who happened to be stunned, didn't know what to say. On his face, there was a countenance that depicted fear and on the other hand - for a fleeting moment, I couldn't help but wonder what exactly is making him scared. For all that I know, he didn't ha
RUNE POV What could I do? I had watched her maid take her out of the compound, with her boxes resting in the trunk of the car. Somehow, I thought she was joking about it when she talked about a divorce. Even though she sounded too real, I chose to believe that it was fake so I didn't think about it too much. Not until now—How could she do a thing like this to me? What happened to thinking about my marriage with her? And what about the kids? I walked away from the window and then took a seat on the bed. “This is not happening,” I muttered, falling on the bed as I relaxed my head on the pillow. “I cannot be a rejected Alpha. Not now or ever. Am I dreaming?” After a while, I got up from the bed and walked to the window again. “This is unbelievable,” I muttered, turning back around to reach for the door. “Guard!” I shouted at the top of my voice. “Is Aella back to the Pack?” He bowed and shook his head. “No, my lord,” he said with another bow. “She is not back to the pack yet. An
RAVEN POV Days passed, and I got used to staying in the pack I grew up in, not believing that I would be back to it under such circumstances in the first place. Father and Mother were avoided. For all that I knew, they had a hand in what had happened. Why wouldn't I avoid them? They have done nothing but love a woman who isn't a part of my family more than me. Not only did they do that, but they also went as far as letting her reside in the Illelth Pack, despite my wish that it did not happen. What did they not do?! A knock on the door called me out of my thoughts. I looked up, heaving a sigh and thankful for not running mad since the issues I currently have are more than enough reasons to go mad. “Are you in there, Raven?!” It was my mother. What does she want this time around? Me, aborting the babies so Lila could take over my home completely? I thought and now heard her ask. “Will you be kind enough to open this door or do you want me breaking it down?!” No
RAVEN POV “What is it, Raven? Why are you doing this?” Exactly what I expected her to say, but now I wondered what she expected me to also say. “When will you return home to the pack? You are the next Luna after me in case you have forgotten. What is the matter with you? You can't leave the pack without telling us. Me!” “Luna?” After her moment of talking, almost shouting, I called her, wishing that she'll be calm. “I am sorry for leaving without your permission, but my mind has been made up. I'll not be returning to the pack if you must know. You know where to find me if you must see me.” I let out, ending the call and walking to the end of the room, almost shouting. The next morning didn't take long to arrive. I woke up to a knock on my door. Why would Father or Mother wake me up from my sleep at this time? I wondered with a grimace that dented my face, while I sat up on the bed. “What is it?!” “My young Luna, it's me—” the voice of a young woman sounded and I was
RAVEN POV “I—I wasn't expecting to see you here.” I looked around and met his gaze again. “Where did you come out from?” I gave him a brief hug, cos his arms were stretched. He laughed. “I didn't know I don't have the right to go about and be in places I should be,” he looked at the maid who bowed. “What are you doing here? I'm guessing that you came shopping.” For moments, I was lost in gazing at him. The reason behind me looking at this man was something I couldn't figure out. The more I looked at him, the more I recalled the mean things the man I was married to said to me. “Yes!” I snapped out of my thoughts and smiled at him. “I came shopping and as you can see, I'm done with it and will be leaving for my home in a moment.” I made an effort to walk away from his sight, but he didn't let me. The man's hand and physique blocked me from proceeding and for the umpteenth time, our gazes met. What was this tension I felt? What was this thing running around in my stom