“What do you mean, he’s not there?”
Everyone could hear the distraught in my voice, but I didn’t care. I was already cranky, tired, hungry, sweaty, my head hurt, and the mesh fabric of the lacy dress I was wearing was already clinging to my skin, making me itch all over. They don’t look like it, but I’m sure both Becca and Helena felt the same way.
“For their own protection, we separate the royal family during this time of the month,” Mitchell answered. “Once the full moon lockdown is in effect—”
“Full moon lockdown?” Becca piped up. “What is that?”
I casted a sidelong glance at the other girl for interjecting in our chat, but I couldn’t blame her; lockdowns weren’t as common in Rozenberg as they were in Volfenheim.
“It’s a safety precaution implemented during the full moon to prohibit people from leaving or entering the kingdom or other locations, Your Grace.” The pilot looked uncomfortable, pulling on his collar. “We’ve been doing this since the Occults came ten years ago. You were the only exception. We set up lockdowns to allow them to roam freely without restraints three evenings a month to bask in the moonlight.”
“And kill humans?” I gasped dramatically. “Unbelievable.”
“Fortunately, no one has ever been attacked in all these years.”
“Except I was.”
As expected, they do not have an answer to that. I looked at the window to roll my eyes. “Where is Henry now? Wherever he is, that’s where I want to go.”
“No one knows,” Mitchell said. “Only the Empress Regent and His Majesty’s Royal Guards know.”
“Are you kidding me? He knows I’m coming, right?”
“Yes, ma’am.”
“And he will not meet me?”
“For the duration of the full moon lockdown, yes.”
“I don’t understand,” Helena chipped in. “Our kingdom supplies you with enough RHBP to control the occult population. You can wipe them out completely if you want to.”
I couldn’t help but admire the queen’s quick wit, playing perplexity while, in fact, she was gathering information.
“I agree. That’s what we do in our kingdom.” Becca leaned forward, clearly interested. “That’s why we have no pests or problems like that.”
“Well—I’m sure you know that Her Imperial Majesty opened the empire’s doors to Occults ten years ago...”
“Who doesn’t?” I huffed. I wanted to kick off my shoes because they were sticky and felt toasty on my feet, but I couldn’t because it would be unbecoming for someone of my stature to do so. It added to my aggravation. “The entire world mocked the empire for that. Fraternizing with monsters... have they forgotten our history? Our ancestors fought those Occults and now they welcome those pests with open arms.”
“I had no idea the empire had grown into such a fascinating place,” Queen Helena chimed in, lightly tapping the back of my hand. Confused, I turned to her, and she attempted to communicate with me through her eyes. I ignored her though, since I couldn’t understand what she was trying to say.
If she wants to say something, she has to do it with words.
“Thank goodness you brought your firearm with you,” Becca said. Everyone glanced at the gun on my lap. “Kill them on sight, Your Royal Highness!”
“You can’t do that!” the pilot blurted out, horrified. “His Majesty declared a mandate to protect all Occults. You can’t kill them, or harm them in any way, except to defend yourself if they attack you.”
“That’s preposterous!”
“It’s the law.”
“Well, Princess Selina is here now,” Becca smugly stated. “Things are about to change around here.”
Because of what she said, a warm feeling spread across my chest. It felt fantastic.
“Becca!” my stepmother exclaimed. “Don’t be rude.”
I scowled at the older woman. What was she doing?
Helena pressed her own phone into my hand. How she still had it after all that chaos was beyond me, because I had lost mine. I looked and there was a message written on the screen:
‘Be careful of what you say to them about their monarch or empire. These people clearly adore and support the Royal Family and their decisions. Sooner or later, someone will undoubtedly share your words with others. Some may also twist them to fit their narrative. I know you have a different view. I share your sentiment. But openly criticizing Camilla or Henry this early will only harm your standing with the commoners. And you will be needing their support more than the nobles.’
“But Your Majesty…” Becca tried to reason.
“You’re humiliating your princess royal in front of her future subjects,” Helena added pointedly.
As much as I hate her, I realized she was right. However, it was too late to take back what I said.
The pilots exchanged another gaze before clearing their throats. They remained silent for the rest of the ride, responding with brief replies and very little else until they announced our arrival at Aldervolf, the Imperial City.
“Are public hangings still practiced here?” I remarked as we passed by the town square and noticed that they had placed gallows in the heart of a market.
“That’s for the traders and sellers, Your Royal Highness,” Mitchell said. When he noticed my confusion, he added, “For weighing their stuff...”
“Oh…”
“... most of the time.”
“I see...” I mumbled, no longer interested.
“What, digital scales don’t exist here?” joked Becca. “Why are you using such an archaic, morbid instrument... and I thought our kingdom was stuck in the Dark Ages.”
“Becca,” I warned quietly. “Be silent!”
“It’s true though.”
“Rebecca Eibisch, know your place!”
I had no idea what possessed Becca to insult Volfenheim, our own realm, and respond to me in this manner. She was usually a brazen girl. That’s why I keep her around; she doesn’t get in my way like the other ladies-in-waiting. But she was not stupid…
Helena shook her head in displeasure, “Becca, sooner or later, your loud mouth will be the death of you.”
The lady-in-waiting stopped smiling and lowered her head. Another few minutes of awkward silence passed before the pilot successfully landed the helicopter on the ground.
“We’re here,” Mitchell said, taking off his helmet and his headset.
We followed suit, exiting the vehicle, and soon found ourselves in the vast grasslands in front of Lyall Palace, the home of the Imperial Family. The pilot parked the helicopter near the entrance, where ten female servants and at least twenty royal soldiers were waiting for us. They all bowed low as a way of greeting.
“Wow,” Becca said. “Their future queen has arrived; is this the best they can do?”
“Shut up, Becca.”
“Welcome, Your Royal Highness,” a man greeted me as I approached. He handed me a bouquet of beautiful pink roses. “This is from His Majesty, ma’am.”
“Thank you.” I took them, breathing in on the scent. Henry really knew how to pull on my heart strings.
I studied the man in front of me. He was young-looking and was wearing a turquoise and gold suit with a white shirt and a black cross bow tie. There was a Volfenheim Royal Household Office insignia on the blue sash of his left arm. I could tell it surprised him to see my stepmother behind me.
“Queen Helena, we weren’t expecting you…”
“It’s a long story,” Helena replied pleasantly. “I hope I wasn’t too much of a bother.”
“Not at all.” He bowed slightly to the pregnant woman, eyeing her belly anxiously for a second. “My name is Clifford, and I am your butler for the rest of your stay in Her Imperial Majesty’s home.”
“Thank you,” I responded distractedly, looking expectantly at the palace’s entrance, knowing full well that Henry wasn’t there to meet me.
“Please follow me.” We climbed up the steps to the palace while the pilots took off again to who knows where. “The empress has already retired to her chambers to pray and has asked not to be disturbed until morning.”
“We understand,” Helena said again. “We know it’s already late.”
“Wow. They weren’t joking when they said he’s not here,” Becca said in a stage whisper, and I clenched my fist to contain my temper. It seemed the girl was keen on humiliating me in front of the servants.
“I beg your pardon?”
“King Henry,” Becca clarified. “The pilots said he’s not here.”
“His Majesty is in a meeting with the nobles as of the moment,” the butler explained apologetically. “We are not sure when it will be over. These meetings can last for days…”
My heart sank, but I didn’t let it show. My father’s meetings were the same, so I kind of understood. I just wished he had scheduled his meetings around my arrival.
“You will be staying in the west wing, while the mistress of the castle will be in the east,” Clifford explained, business-like again. “Dinner will be served in your chambers. We will supply everything you will ever need. In exchange, you may not roam the halls or the gardens for the next three nights. You are not permitted to open the drapes, windows, or step out onto the balconies. Please do not, under any circumstances, violate this. It’s the only rule of the house.”
Becca, Helena, and I looked at each other. It was strange and excessive, but we assumed it was related to their full moon lockdowns. We all nodded in agreement because he was waiting for a response.
The servants escorted us to guest chambers, where we would spend the rest of our stay in the castle. Physicians also attended to each of us, especially Queen Helena, because of her sensitive condition.
As I was preparing to retire for the night, a servant came to my room, carrying a silver tray with a tiny velvet box. Inside, there were a couple of tiny, rose-shaped earbuds. I took them and put them on while the servant pressed a button on a remote control she was carrying on her apron. A flat-screen TV appeared in place of the oil painting in front of my bed.
When the TV switched on, a boy appeared on the screen. With his tousled curly, jet-black hair, porcelain skin peppered with freckles, chiseled jawline, and soft blue eyes, he looked like a 17-year-old cherub. It was the young king; my betrothed. Dressed in his gray jacket, white shirt, and a blue tie, he was looking directly at me and smiling fondly.
“Hi, Selina,” Henry said, his voice loud and clear through the buds. It made a familiar jolt in my stomach.
“Hi, Henry!”
“—If you’re watching this, it means I am not there to personally welcome you to Volfenheim, and I apologize for that.”
“Oh.”
“I’m swamped with work today, and the nobles refused to reschedule the meetings. We have pressing issues to deal with, and I cannot afford to take a break. I’m afraid this will take the rest of the weekend and I will be unable to call or text you. They have signal jammers here along with many other things to secure the place. I’ve instructed my staff to attend to your every need, so I hope you’re at least comfortable. Did you get the roses I picked out for you? Given what you’ve been through today, you deserve better than that, and I sincerely apologize. I hope this did not dampen your decision to come here.”
I smiled as I noticed the king’s cheeks flushed slightly and his eyes averted, as if embarrassed.
“When you told me you’d like to attend university with me…” Henry continued. I frowned a little when he looked over ahead, somewhere behind the camera, and he instantly looked distracted. When he spoke again, it was clear in his voice that he was rushing his words. “I’m glad you’re finally here. Anyway, as soon as my meetings adjourn, I’ll meet you in Lyall palace for lunch. I’ll see you soon. Bye.”
With that, the screen went blank and switched off on its own. I sighed. I went to bed after talking to my father on the phone. I could hear eerie howls of the wolves. It somehow lulled me to sleep.
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I held my breath as I poured the black liquid from the pot onto my bone china cup, under the watchful eyes of Henry’s mother, Empress Camilla. The breakfast table was already set, but there were no servants to serve them, just like how the sovereign liked it. I then poured oat milk with practiced grace. To avoid spilling and touching the sides, I stirred my tea back and forth rather than in a circular motion. I took a small sip from my cup before resetting it on the saucer with barely a clink. It was the morning following the tense encounter with the werewolves at Lupine Pass. Camilla arranged for us to have breakfast in the garden, surrounded by fragrant pine trees and shrubbery, and warmed by the morning sun. It was lovely. But the air was tense and filled with nervous energy. I felt nauseous. My future mother-in-law was friendly, smiling, and a delightful host, but I couldn’t help but feel under intense scrutiny. Like everything was a test. Even Becca could feel it, and I was glad
“What’s with the interrogation?” We all turned to see a dark-haired boy blinking back at us. He was tall, slender, and had a fair complexion. Pretty brown freckles dotted his round face; his long, straight nose was giving him a snobby look, but his light blue eyes were shining with mischief. Dressed in a casual sweatshirt, jeans, and sneakers, he looked like a normal teenager. It was the empire’s 16-year-old spare heir. The king’s little brother, Frederick. “Freddy!” The empress jumped up to hug her son. You could tell she missed him. “Good morning, mom.” The boy wrapped his arm around his mother and closed his eyes, enjoying their embrace. It was refreshing to witness male royals being affectionate to their mothers. Helena touched her abdomen, as though yearning for my baby brother to be as loving as Frederick when he grew up. I smiled, hoping for the same for my future children. “Good morning, everyone,” another voice declared. We all stopped and looked, and it took everything I
“Can I help you?” came a voice from beside me, and I almost jumped in surprise. A woman was standing by the bookstore’s doorway, a few feet away from me. She had silver hair that looked flat and thin, like a grandma, but her skin was free of wrinkles. She must be in her mid to late twenties. “Oh, no, I’m just looking while waiting for my fiancée,” I replied. “Be careful with the book. It’s ancient.” “Excuse me?” The woman stared at her for a few more seconds before vanishing inside the store without a word. “Rude,” I muttered under my breath as I leafed through the book again before slamming it close. I was about to place it back on the shelf when I noticed I was holding an old leather-bound volume. The embossed golden letters on the cover read: Grimoire. I let out a little shriek and dropped the item as if it burned me. “Ew, ew, ew!” I wagged my hands in front of me as if getting rid of something revolting in my hands. What was a witch’s bible doing in a place like this? “Becc
“Selina, I’d like you to meet Jade, president of the student council.” True to his word, Henry called his chauffeur to take us to the university. When we arrived, we stopped by the enormous wooden doors, by the bulletin board where a young woman was waiting. Henry excitedly approached her, both of them smiling and staring at each other for a few seconds before the king introduced us. I inspected the girl in front of me. She was pretty, looked a little older and was about Henry’s height. She was skinny, with a tawny, yellowish-brown complexion, clear brown eyes, an aquiline nose, high cheekbones, and full pink lips. Her jet-black hair was pulled in a hasty ponytail, and she was dressed casually in a university sweatshirt and dark skinny jeans. “Hi, it’s an honor to finally meet you, Princess Selina,” Jade said. She seemed friendly, but I could tell her smile was a little tight. “Henry told us so much about you.” “Did he?” I copied her tone. “All good things, I hope?” “Certainly. An
“Let us start the tour, shall we?” Henry took my hand in his and pushed his way to the front of the throng. Jasper and his younger sister stayed behind, quietly squabbling by the bulletin board. “Aldervolf University is one of the top universities in Volfenheim and in the world,” Jade was saying as we walked through halls and lecture rooms, museums, and other historic places inside the university. “It was home to the greatest scholars that ever lived, including Marion the Great, Lord Volfenheim’s first-born son and heir to the throne.” I was completely oblivious to the tour and the stories because I was too preoccupied with Henry, who had been holding my hand the entire time. He was listening to Jade intently, but he often smiled at me and asked if I was okay. He also introduced me to other students as his fiancée. It almost made every sacrifice and every pain worthwhile. Almost. “The University of Aldervolf’s mission and core values,” Jade continued, stopping at the center of the
“What about you?” I turned to see Julian walking towards me. He was scowling and was still red in the face. Humiliation and anger do that to people. When I looked over behind him, I saw the entire tour group was watching us. “You’re the future empress, but you look like you’re clueless about it, like the rest of us.” “Of course not.” I raised my chin in the air. “Henry told me about it all.” It was a lie, but they don’t need to know that. “So you approve of this?” I don’t, but my stepmother’s words rang in my ears. People loved Henry and his mother and they supported the Royal Family’s decisions. I needed them to love me, too. “The king does not need my approval to do anything. It’s his kingdom,” I said, earning several nods and murmurs from the group. “He knows it better than anyone. Now, if you’ll excuse me...” I left the quad, and as soon as I was far enough from the group, I made a turn to one of the buildings and hid there, trying to calm myself. Although I was born and rais
“You’re Selina, right, from Rozenberg?” “Who’s asking?” I raised an eyebrow at the girl in front of me and crossed my arms across my chest. How did Henry ever get used to ordinary people calling him by his given name? “Henry is looking for you. He’s waiting for you on the rooftop of the Science Center.” “Really?” My mood quickly shifted after hearing that. I did not even thank the girl or anything. I just turned on my heel and left. I went straight to the Science Center, an extensive structure on the university’s west side. It has only five floors, but it covers thousands of square feet of land. It comprised a broad range of scientific fields, including my new major. I took the elevator to the rooftop, but when I arrived, all I saw was a lot of nothing. I looked in every nook and cranny of the place, but there was no Henry to be found, save for a large stretch of blank concrete floor, numerous industrial air conditioning and ventilation systems, solar panels, and a massive water ta
These were the three things we knew about Jade at the time. Number 1. Jade is a liar. Number 2. Jade is a scientist and the student body president. She was way up there in the social hierarchy. Occult or not, everybody loved her. Number 3. Jade is madly, deeply, irrevocably... in love with Henry. The first two, I agree. The third one I’ve yet to find out. When I left the Science Center, I found Henry alone in the garden in a much better mood, but he looked like he was about to pass out from exhaustion, so I called the driver to pick us up and take us home. I never mentioned what I saw, and he never mentioned having company. Jade never texted me about Henry’s location either, but I gave her the benefit of the doubt and waited until midnight for her to contact me. It never happened. Two days later, when the lockdown was finally lifted, Empress Camilla hosted a televised State Reception for me. She granted me Volfenheim citizenship and then introduced me to their people as Henry’s f
I let out a blood-curdling scream.“It’s alright, my princess,” Clifford tried to reassure me with a soothing voice as he approached me, but his actions had the opposite effect on me. “Do not be afraid, it’s–”Before he could finish speaking, a shadow leaped in front of me and tackled the butler to the ground with a growl. It was Jasper. They fought over the knife before the duke knocked Clifford out with a punch to the face, dislocating his jaw.“Freddy!” Bridgette screamed. Everyone rushed towards the prince, and they pushed me out of the way. I landed on my behind, the grass cushioning the fall, still too stunned to care.“Are you okay?” I heard Jasper ask. He knelt in front of me. I gazed at him and the hand he offered, still wide-eyed. “Selina, are you hurt?”I shook my head no. I was trembling like a leaf in the wind. I didn't even realize I was crying until the duke put an arm around me, pulling me close to his chest. “It’s alright. It’s over now.”It was strange. Even though h
Someone was standing by the window.The drawing room was dark, but I could see their silhouette thanks to the moonlight shining through the mesh curtains. They appeared to be looking out of the window, their back turned towards me. My heart thumping in my chest, I stepped back in an attempt to escape, only to be stopped by a familiar male voice.“You’re here…” The person finally looked at me. They were wearing a turquoise and gold suit. A royal butler.“Clifford?” I squinted to see the man properly, my eyes adjusting in the dark. He was… smiling. It was unusual, but not unwelcome. “It’s late. What are you still doing here?”“I noticed you were not here after His Majesty’s visit. Where were you?”I closed the door behind me and walked towards my bedroom. “I just went out for a walk. You can go back now.”“Oh, alright. Good night, my princess,” he said, a soft lilt in his voice. “Sweet dreams.”I raised my eyebrows at that. He never smiles or croons. The butler was always professional a
Thank the Rozen Maiden, Jasper was already hard. I don't know what I'd do if he wasn't.He smelled like mint soap and tasted nothing in particular. Like clean skin.“What are you doing?” the Lycan exclaimed, horrified. He shoved me, causing me to fall off the bed. I assumed he didn't intend to do that, as he quickly rushed to my side, visibly concerned. “I'm sorry!”I didn't move from my spot. I hurt my back when I hit the floor, but my pride and dignity hurt even worse.He was right. What was I doing, coming to his room and pouncing on him like that? I have no shame left in me. I couldn’t believe I’d stooped so low.“Hey, are you okay?” the duke asked, and I turned away from him, ignoring him completely. “Don't just lie in there. The floor's cold.”“Leave me alone.”“Selina...”I breathed deeply before opening my mouth and screaming at the top of my lungs.“Alright! Fine! Fine!” Jasper yelled through my screams, stepping back and covering his ears. “Fine, I'll leave you alone, jeez.”
I ran upstairs to the third floor of the Lyall Palace, where the guests’ bedchambers were located. As soon as I reached the door at the end of the halfway, I pounded my fist on the sturdy wood. I don’t care if it’s the middle of the night; I need to speak with the occupant of the room.“Princess Selina?” a voice came from behind me. I turned to see Jasper peeking out from an open door across the hall. He looked dumbfounded to see me. “What are you doing here?”I could ask him the same thing because I know that’s not his assigned bedchamber. I walked towards him and his expression turned into a deep concern. The duke stepped out of the room, closing the door behind him.He looked ridiculous in his silk pajamas and nightcap.“You can't be here,” he said, his eyes combing the dimly lit hallway for signs of life. “What if other people–”I grabbed the front of his shirt and pulled him down to crash my lips into his.When Henry said I could not have a lover while he had one, he failed to co
“Your Royal Highness,” Clifford's voice called from outside my door. I scowled and turned towards it. What was it this time? “His Majesty is here to see you.”“The king?”“Yes, miss.”My eyes almost popped open in shock. Henry never visited me in my room, especially at night, because he was wary of the rumors it might create. What does he want?“Shall I tell His Majesty that you’re indisposed?”“No, let him…” I glanced at the table and noticed the vial of period blood was still there.In my panic, I grabbed it so that I could hide it on the couch again. However, it slipped from my hand and rolled under the table.“Argh!” I tried to reach it, but it was so far away from my hand.“Your Royal Highness?”“Just a minute!” I tried to use my foot, but the vial rolled under the other couch and near the fireplace. Spilling small amounts of thick liquid in its wake. I forgot to put its lid on.The door swung open, and I dived to snatch the vial and, before I could decide against it, threw it in
“I’ve seen the written accord; I have studied it ever since they displayed it in the Museum for all to see. It doesn’t say anything about that.”I narrowed my eyes at the glasses girl, “Are you saying my father lied?” “N-no! I’m saying he’s mistaken, Your Royal Highness.” Nervously, she passed around folders containing graphs, charts, and pictures showcasing ancient texts alongside their modern translations. “I mean, I can’t blame His Majesty, the accord is very old. But… as you can see in your copies, the translation clearly says ‘a child sired by Wilhelm’s blood’ … so, it could be anyone of them, not just the king.”“You mean the spare?” Julian interjected, eyebrows furrowing.“It doesn't matter who is sitting on the throne now,” the girl said, adjusting her glasses that were slipping down her nose. “Even if he has just a drop of the first emperor's blood, he will still be considered eligible. The person Princess Selina decides to marry will inherit both the throne and the title al
My heart had been pounding so hard on my chest when the heathens pushed me into the back of a car and made me lie on my back. It was where they gagged me and tied up my hands and feet. They drove the car for a while, driving through a couple of tunnels and a train crossing and a lot of humps and when they finally stopped, I couldn’t hear the hustle and bustle of the city. All the sounds I could make out were the occasional chirping of crickets, rustling of leaves, and the squelching of our feet against the soft, wet grass when they got me out of the car.The people who took me dragged me carefully inside a building and made me sit on a cushioned couch. The place smelled like rotten wood, stagnant water and dust. By the time my kidnappers pulled the bag off my head, I was already calm and collected. My security team always told me that in an event that I was taken, I needed to preserve my voice and strength. I must not encourage the kidnappers to hurt me, which I didn’t. Aside from the
Jade was talking animatedly to another student while smoothing out the pink poster on the wall. I walked towards the elevator a few feet from them, ignoring them, intending to ride the elevator to go to my class. A few other students were intrigued by the new poster and flocked to the female Lycan, listening to what she had to say.Jade’s soft-spoken voice was loud and clear while she explained to the group the importance of having a ‘well-woman exam’ at least once a year. Her words seemed to be filled with genuine concern and compassion for her fellow women, which made me huff. Where was that concern and compassion when she stole Henry from me?I pressed the button on the elevator again, willing for it to go down faster, but it was stuck on the fifth floor for some d amned reason. With a huff, I turned on my heels, and walked towards the stairs, but Jade’s words stopped me in my tracks.“Me?” She was smiling warmly while looking at the group of students in front of her. “As a matter
“I'm infertile?” I was thankful for the face mask I was wearing because it muffled my loud voice a bit and it helped to not shower the good doctor with spittle when I shouted. After a few days of holding it off because of my pride, I went back to Doctor Ortega’s clinic and endured all of the tests she wanted to do. I had a lot of terrible scenarios in my head during and a few days after the tests, but I never imagined that one. Given the doctor's concern, I thought I was dying. The final result was even worse. To say I was shocked was an understatement. “That's—no, it can't be!” As the future empress, it was my responsibility to have children. If I don't get to have that… I'll be useless. If Henry knew this— “I didn't say that,” the brown-haired doctor said, frowning a little. “I said you have polycystic ovary syndrome, Mary.” “Same difference.” I folded my arms on my chest. “I’ve heard of that condition. I won’t get pregnant if I have it.” “Why would that matter to you? I thou