CHAPTER 35.*Jake’s Pov*I was laying in bed with Liza sleeping in my arms when I got a Mindlink from my baby Maddy.All I heard was her say “Jake” and by the sound of her voice something raw clicked in me and I knew that for the first time, “Maddy actually needed me.”Ive known Madd since we were kids and not once has she ever needed me and it always bothered me. It rubbed me the wrong way, you know. “I mean, what man wants to know is that his woman is strong enough without him.” It made me feel small and, in a lot of ways, unwanted.I’ve never had it in me to confess how I truly felt to Maddy, but I will say that me not manning up to her about the way it really affected me.Fuck!Me not dealing with it made me into a monster! “Ive hurt so many innocent people.”All because I couldn’t deal with the love of my life not needing me because she’s strong all on her own…. “until now.”Something just told me that for whatever reason, everything would be changing after tonight. I kissed Liza
CHAPTER 36.*Maddy’s Pov*The sound of moans and groans awakened me…Opening my eyes, I see the morning light shining through my curtains. I look up and Jake is gently moving in and out of me. He has the sexiest look I have ever seen on his gorgeous face.He looks at me and his eyes take my breath away. The crazy thing is, “I feel like I’m seeing the real Jake for the very first time.”I unexpectedly let out a low sob and tears fall down my face. I reach out for Jake and without hesitation he leans down, taking my bottom lip between his and gives me the most ravishing passionate I have ever experienced in my entire life.He pulls away and one tear falls down his cheek…Maddy, my baby, I have never loved you more than I do right now. I cannot breathe without your permission, baby. “It’s you for me and only you.” Do you hear me, Maddy Roe Shaw?“Yes,” I hear you Jake Anthony Barbero, “my forever love of my life.”Please Jake, breathe for me baby, always breathe for me. “Promise me you’l
CHAPTER 37.*Emmett’s Pov*After I fucked Lana’s brain out… “my beautiful girl.”I went to dad’s office laughing to myself because I know I’m about to get an earful from him. I knock on his office door. Hey Pop, can I come in?Bring your reckless ass in here now, Ryan!I open the door and walk in, getting ready to take one of the seats in front of dad’s desk.Whip that stupid ass smirk off that mug of yours! Where the fuck have you been, Ryan?Come on, pop, do I really need to get into this right now with you? It’s not like I was needed this weekend, anyway. Besides, “I needed that time away.”I don’t give a flying fuck what you needed! The next time you leave my pack grounds, you open your fuckin mouth and ask me, Ryan Amory Emmett. Especially if your horny ass leaves the goddamn state!Alright pop alright..Now tell me, son, who’s the girl that got you to leave on such a short notice? And don’t fuckin lie and say that it was Lana, because her goofy ass was asking for your whereabout
CHAPTER 38.*Jake’s Pov*“I’m no fool.”I’m aware my Maddy was heartbroken when she called out to me last night. And I’m fuckin aware that I am not the cause. Not that I want to be, but fuck now, I know I was right that something was going on with her and that bitch Emmett.After being in a relationship with her for all these years and knowing her like the back of my hand, I know her heart.“I know her.”So, if she had the heart to step out on me and cheat, then Emmett must be her mate. That would explain them being drawn to one another. The idiot must have been caught slipping with his chosen Luna.“I won’t ask her about it.”All that matters is that she’s safely back in my arms and if anything, I should thank the fucker for hurting her because he practically caused her to give me her whole heart.Maddy Roe Shaw is mine now and after her birthday I’ll make it official by giving her my mark.“Fuck, and I that I was the fool in Maddy’s life.”It’s morning now and I’m a starving man tha
CHAPTER 39.*Emmett’s Pov*“My world is shattered.”I sat in my car not understanding what I just seen how could Maddy do this to me? She said she is in love with me. “What the fuck am I missing here?”Not wanting to destroy the interior of my car, I pulled out of the driveway and drove my bitter ass out of Jake’s sorry ass pack.I finally made it back to my pack. And drove far out to the mountains. I put my car in park. I told myself to calm down, that I need to breathe, that I needed to figure out what happened.I grabbed my phone and went to my call log. “I need to speak to her.” Maybe this time she’ll answer her phone. Hopefully she’s still not letting that loser fuck her.Wait what? Why does it show that I spoke to her for five minutes? Shit, it shows Maddy had called me! I looked at the time the call came in.I feel the air leave my body. “No, no, no, NO!”She called when I was in the middle of fucking Lana last night. “Shit, shit, shit!” That means she heard us fuck! “Maddy hea
CHAPTER 40.*Maddy’s Pov*Weeks have gone by since that morning young Alpha Emmett walked in on Jake and I making love. A part of me wishes I can say I miss him, but I don’t. Every time I hear someone mention him or anything about his pack, I feel numb and, to be honest; I prefer it that way.What I am loving is Jake. “He has made my life seem unreal.” It’s like I keep waiting for someone to awake me from this beautiful dream that has yet to end.Jake has been more than perfect.It’s like the moon goddess dipped him in all things passion and then handed him back to me. If people thought we were inseparable before then haha, it is definitely worse now.“We haven't left each other's side since the first night I called him.”I’ve been staying with Jake at the pack house during the school week. And when Friday hits, we like to come back to my house to get away from all the pack members and the noise that comes with it.Dad only brought Emmett up once, and that was enough. As far as he’s c
CHAPTER 41.*Jake’s Pov*After waking up to Maddy’s version of morning breakfast and finding our releases, my favorite morning ritual begins. “Rubbing Maddy’s back.”Don’t get me wrong, I’m a sucker for the way we make love, but there’s some special about taking away her discomfort and making her feel good at the same time.“Jake, a little to the left, please.”Right here Maddy?Yes, Mmm, right there, precioso. “It feels so good Jake.” (precioso: gorgeous)“I love you, baby girl.”Bet not as much as I do you, pretty boy…Never ever in this sick life, call me pretty, Maddy. I'm a man and men aren't “pretty”. We’re fuckin beasts, you got that.Ooh my bad, haha, I forgot my big bad alpha can be sensitive.Looks like my future Luna is asking for it right now, huh? “You sure you wanna test me right now, small fry?”“Maddy giggles.”Come on, Jake, we need to get out of bed. We need to get ready for our appoint I really don’t want to be late again.“Nope, you’re gonna shower by yourself this
CHAPTER 42.*Emmett’s Pov*To say that I haven’t been the same since I lost Maddy to Jake would be in understatement.“Every day I feel like I am dieing a cruel death.”I’ve become obsessed with Maddy’s social media. It’s the only way I can see her smile.As far as I know, my family and I are still invited to her birthday party. I know when I finally get to see her, she’ll have gotten her wolf already. And I am praying to the goddess that her wolf will still choose me, “even though I royally fucked up my relationship with Maddy.”I walk around with pain in my chest that refuses to allow me to forgive myself for what I did to her. What if she doesn’t forgive me? What if she won't take me back? “I’m so sick of seeing her post or being tagged in photos or videos of her with Jake.”Fuck that piece of shit! She belongs to me, not him. I’m her goddamned mate, me only me!All I need is for her to see me, and I know she’ll be back in my arms where she belongs.“I don’t know what I’m going to