{ Anya }"Tomorrow, once I get a tan, can I leave the house?" I ask again. I really need to get out of here before I completely lose my mind, if I haven’t already."Sure, whatever," he mumbles without up looking at me. I take advantage of him being distracted to steal a deep look at him. He looks tan now, his nose has more freckles than before and he has two visible hickeys on his neck.What a great husband. I had to spend fourteen days cooped up here with nothing to do but fill my emptiness with online shopping, picking out the things that were going to annoy him the most, while he was in paradise, tanning and fucking. "So, you're going to cheat on me the entire marriage?" I ask, trying to keep the venom out of my voice. Jae puts his phone away and laughs at me."The word cheating implies some kind of relationship, which we don't have. But I'll always do what I want and that involves fucking whoever I feel like fucking. So yeah," he shrugs without any remorse. "And I can do the sa
I don't know what to do. Should I just wait for him lying on my bed and stay there motionless the whole time like a starfish? I mean... yes, that's probably the best option. That way it will be impersonal and respectful to both of us... even though I already know he's out there jerking off, which is making this no longer impersonal. I’m surprised he was respectful enough to do it away from me, though. I take the towel off my hair and I try to decide if I have enough time to get dressed, but I think I've spent too much time freaking out and overthinking because the door opens again a few seconds later, making me gasp. Jae walks straight towards me, still dressed although I can see his erection lifting the front of his shorts. He looks almost bored, but impatient. "I don't want to waste any more time," he says and grabs my arms to throw me onto the bed without any care and without giving me any warning, which is fucking crazy because my robe slides open as I fall there on my back, le
Now I'm not only wet, but I'm also starting to throb with need. I’m scared, but I need... I just need. "You smell like you have a lot of respect for me right now," he teases, and his naughty little fingers continue caressing down my body, touching very very lightly above my stomach, until he reaches my still exposed pussy. With just a little brush from his fingers, my body jerks like it was electrocuted. Now I can feel myself dripping.Fuck. I really need something. Jae looks intensely into my face while his hand is down there, his fingers right at my entrance."If you want more, you'll have to ask for it," he says, making an incredibly light circle near my clit that makes my whole body jerk again. I reach my hands up to grab onto his shoulders, just because I need to get a hold. Especially of myself, "Ask for it.""No. I just want the fucking mark," I manage to blurt out. My voice sounds breathless and shaky and my eyes are starting to blur.But I can't forget this is the enemy.
"Ahh," I moan when his finger goes all the way in. Feeling his fat finger there is better than all the times I felt a real dick. And his eyes on me add up. And the rest of his palm flush against my pussy is the icing on the cake. But Jae doesn't move his hand at all, so when I start to need more stimulation, I have to move my hips to grind myself on his hand and get some satisfaction."Fuck," he moans, jerking off harder, "You really want it, don't you?"I say nothing, but I keep grinding my hips at the pace that feels best, rubbing myself against his rough hand as his long finger reaches a very interesting part of my body that makes my eyes roll back. "Help me," I moan in frustration when I feel a pressure growing inside of me, but I'm getting tired and I don't think this is going to be enough. Jae ignores me."I'm enjoying this. I didn't realize you were such a vixen,” he replies, jerking himself so hard it looks painful. His tip looks red and wet and I want it.I want it."Please,"
I have to ignore my still hard dick during the shower and once I’m ready, I leave my room and head for my car, still trying my hardest not to think about what just happened.I need to erase the memory of her squirting on my hand from my fucking head. I need to erase her naked body. It’s making me sick. It makes me feel disgusted with myself. But fuck, she doesn't look like a little girl. Not when she's naked and moaning like…"Agh, stop!" I complain loudly, shaking my head before parking the car in front of my old house. "Hey, bitch," Rogan says when he sees me come in. He's lying on the couch, eating something, "Did you have fun on your honeymoon?""Yeah, it was good," I mumble and sit down next to him, but as soon as there's a quiet moment, my mind starts to flash back to memories of Anya, so I jump back up, "I need help moving my stuff to the other house. The pool table and the boxes I left in the garage.""Sure, I have nothing to do. Should we do it now?" he asks, getting up. I
Anya was right, shomehow. I do need to keep my foot at full rest for at least five days to give my body a chance to recover properly. If I put too much weight on it, the tiny bones I broke are going to shift around even more. And if I dare to shift to my wolf form, the bones would heal immediately, but they might reconnect in the wrong place and then I’ll be truly fucked. "This is your fault!" I yell at Rogan when the call ends. I’m seething. This was such a dumb mistake and it could cost me everything. "Bro, I'm sorry! What do you want me to do, break my foot too?" he asks. I raise an eyebrow and nod, "I'm not going to do that, you sadistic piece of shit. I can be your nurse, though. I'll go buy you some crutches right now and I’ll start icing you, like the doctor said.""I'd rather choke on a dick than walk around my pack on crutches like a weakling. I'll stay here until this shit heals,” I mutter and point directly at his stupid face, “But I don't want you to ever forget this wa
"Do you really think you should mess with the person who is going to prepare your food?" I ask through gritted teeth. Jae looks up at me with a frown, "I could spit on it. Or sprinkle some arsenic on it.""Or squirt all over it, right?" He throws at me. My with mouth drops open in shock and I throw the glass of water at him. The glass breaks against his big head, "What the fuck?!”"Fuck you!" I yell at him and turn to leave, "Fuck you and make your own food. Call your father to complain if you want, you're nothing but a huge fucking kid.""Anya, get back here immediately," he growls, really angry now. But I don't give a shit, I'm angry too, "Anya!""Fuck off, asshole," I blurt out and finally make it back inside the house. I notice he gets up and starts hopping towards me, but he's not that fast like this, so I get to my room and lock the door before he catches up to me.God, it still smells like sex in here, even after I remove the sheets. I groan and cover my face in embarrassment.
This time when I approach Jae with a plate of chicken, rice and some vegetables, Jae doesn't push it out of my hands, like he did the other one. He just sits up on the bed and starts eating while I re-arrange the pillows under his leg and put a new bag of ice on his foot. It really looks worse than before, thanks to me. I know he deserves it, but I still feel guilty."Do you want to watch TV?" I ask, pointing at the flat screen in front of my bed. Jae thinks about it as he chews, then nods. "I'm fine, you can leave now. I’ll text you if I need something," he says once he has the remote in his hand. I nod, but I don’t leave yet. I walk to my closet to pack a few days worth of clothes before leaving, with one last look at Jae. He looks completely ridiculous lying on my bed around all the girly stuff his mom bought me. I walk through the door he destroyed to go upstairs and head to his room. His bed is still made, everything is in its place and it doesn't smell like Jae because he h
{ Epílogue }Six Years Later The day I hate the most is finally over. The third Alpha Challenge is done and, unsurprisingly, my man won. He fought for almost two hours against five very brave but very dumb competitors. He's once again, the Alpha of Ellington. And now we're back home, all safe and sound, so I can finally breathe. I guess you could say I am a little traumatized about what happened at the Challenge when Jae almost dies and lost his memory. Things are so, so different now."My daddy is the strongest," Iseul says, looking up at Jae with sparkling eyes because she loves her dad. She looks at him like he's the fucking sun."And you're the sweetest daughter alive," he says, finally picking her up even though I know he must be tired as hell. He kisses her chubby cheeks over and over, making her laugh in pure joy. Jae walks a few steps until he can sit his ass on the couch and he groans, "Where's your brother, huh?”"Still outside," Iseul says. And that's true, Tate never
I remember being told Anya sent me a 'good luck' little pastry and I thought, ‘damn she knows I don't like sweet treats, but I'll eat it anyway because I don't want her to get mad at me for not doing it’.Next thing I know, I can't even move my body correctly and my mind is all slow and slurry. I couldn't even move my mouth enough to fucking talk. "What happened after I went down?" I ask my father when I'm back in their house after being discharged. My memories are back into place, so now we're allowed to talk normally. My dad growls in anger."Anya ran to you," he starts, making me lift my eyebrows in complete shock, "She ran and shifted to attack Klein in wolf form, she got him real good actually. His arm got the worst of it, but she managed to bite his head, too. The council was going to let the Challenge continue, but Anya and Rogan figured out you ate that pastry thing, which you never fucking do. Also, Anya never sent anything. The fact that they figured it out so early was the
I shake my head. I don't know much about myself, but I do know I wouldn't do something like that."No," I say, the girl frowns and looks at me, then nods, "Nu-uh.""Yes.""No," I repeat, "There is no way.""Jae, I'm the only one in this room that remembers anything," she spits out at me, "I remember what happened, you don't.""But I'm me," I say and I point a finger to my head, "And I don't think I would do that.""You did," she says, clasping her hands into fists, "And I want you to say you’re sorry again.""Why? I don't even remember. I think you're lying to get my attention and get me horny for you again," I joke, making her eyes get red, so I relent. I take a deep breath, "I'm just joking.""I know you are fucking joking because I know you and your stupid jokes," she yells, "I know you! I remember everything. And you don't."She starts full blown crying then, so I force myself to take this seriously. And consider the fact that I... hurt her on purpose? For what reason? The only wa
{ Jae }It's been almost twenty four hours since I woke up after my fight and fortunately, some things are starting to make more sense, but I'm still struggling to remember 80% of things. I don't even remember my best friend, but it helps that he's here, forcing me to remember."Rogan," I close my eyes with stress, "I believe you, dude. I just don't remember.""Well, shut up and let me continue," he spits with a furrowed brow and opens his mouth as if he really wants to keep telling me our entire friendship story, from the very very beginning, when we were ten years old. This bastard really has a good memory, "We've only had one fight, back when we were in sophomore year, it was over a girl. I didn't actually like her that much but I..."The door opens slowly and I sigh in relief because someone is finally saving me from this storyteller. A head peeks in and I recognize her as the crying girl from yesterday, the one with long red hair."Anya," Rogan says, and he suddenly tenses up, lo
{ Anya }I leave Jae's room even though Vivian is telling me it's not necessary. I close the door behind me and cover my mouth to control my sobs, but I can't.No. No. No.I refuse to believe this is really happening to me. Jae has been in intensive care for two days while the swelling in his brain goes down from the fracture that idiot Klein gave him. I've been here with him, holding his hand and wishing with all my might that he'll be okay.I know he's going to be okay now. And I also know, logically, that it's completely normal to have trouble stringing thoughts together after such trauma. I know Jae could be back to normal in a few hours or a few days, once he gets better.But logic doesn't fix how I feel right this second. Jae looked at me and ignored me like I was nobody, then implied he didn't remember me. And then he talked to me that way... like he used to when I first met him.I can't do it again, I can't deal with Jae treating me like crap again. I won't, I refuse. I've l
"What's going on?!" I grumble once we're backstage, completely disoriented. When I see Jae being brought in on a damn portable stretcher, I run towards him."Luna Anya, please stay away," a paramedic tells me, holding me back. I'm about to tell him I'm a doctor and I have a right to see what the hell is happening with my mate, but Rogan grabs me from behind and pulls me away."This isn't normal. Jae didn't do anything to fight, that’s not him!" I say, but Rogan keeps restraining me and trying to quiet me down, "You can't let this happen, Ro. Something was wrong with him.”"Anya, Anya, please," Ro continues, "I know it's not normal, but you need to calm down first. I can't take care of you and find answers at the same time."That makes me calm down because he's right. I can't be another problem right now, I have to help."Okay, okay... what do you know?""Nothing. I was here with him when he arrived, while he was getting ready and before the fight began. Everything was perfectly normal
Before I realize it, the day finally arrives. The day of the Alpha Challenge.Jae has been more focused than ever on his training, so we haven’t had any more time to explore our relationship, but I’m not worried because I know it’s necessary and important… maybe not as much as our bond, but close. Because this is not just about his position and his future. It’s the future of our family, a future where the pack will bear our name.When I arrive with Tate and my aunt and uncle at the arena, Jae’s family is already in the family booth, so I greet everyone and then I have to go through the worst anxiety ever again, just like five years ago, except this time it’s even worse because Klein is not just another True Alpha who came to Ellington to try to fight Jae. Now it’s personal.Klein is my ex-boyfriend and he wants revenge for being ‘humiliated’ at the last Alpha Challenge. I don’t know why, but I have a bad feeling about this. Or maybe it’s just worry because this time what I feel for J
"And because you're mine to use whenever I feel like it,” I continue, sucking on his bottom lip and making him let out a low growl from his chest. "We can't do this here," he whines, trying to take a step back, but I don't care. I follow him, "Baby, I mean it. I can't fuck you here with my parents and my son downstairs.""Why not?" I ask, running a hand down his chest until I reach his hard dick. I grab it through his pants tightly and pull, making him moan, "I know you want it.""Of course I fucking want it," he grunts, thrusting his hips against my hand for just a second before ripping my grip off his erection and flipping me over until my back is to him. Jae takes my hands and in just a second crosses them across my chest until he has me completely unable to move...at least my upper body, "Damn it, Anya. You don’t change. Don't you ever think with something other than your clit? We can't do this here. You can wait until we get home.""I can't," I moan, wiggling my ass against him,
When we all arrive at Vivian and Riku Kyung’s house together, I can see the surprise on both of their faces. I don’t think Jae told them I would be joining them for Sunday brunch.“Anya, darling, hi!” Vivian exclaims, coming over to give me a tight hug, which I return. I haven’t seen them since the news about our bond started circulating in the pack, so I’m not surprised when she holds onto me for longer than would seem normal, “I heard the news. About your bond… whatever decision you make regarding that, I want you to know that I am SO grateful to the Moon Goddess for choosing you as my son’s mate. You are such a wonderful girl, and I will never stop considering you part of my family.”I blink several times when my eyes start to sting, returning her hug with equal intensity.“Thank you for your words. I consider you part of my family too,” I let her know. When I let her go, Riku takes me into his arms.“There is no woman more perfect for my son. I hope he knows how to treat you as yo