{Anya}
I was expecting something big to happen for my seventeenth birthday... but I definitely wasn't expecting something this big. Someone this big, rather.I take advantage of the fact that he's right in front of me to study him up close for the first time.Jae Hyung is the only True Alpha in the pack and that is blatantly obvious. Everything about him screams Alpha. He's only twenty-two years old, but his aura feels heavy, his power seems undeniable and his body is huge, especially now, as he towers over me like a raging monster.But despite that, I think he's... handsome. And if by some miracle he were to smile, I think he'd even be cute. Maybe. In an overly-manly way.His skin is very white and his hair is very black, which is rare for a Red Wolf. His eyes are slightly slanted and sharp because of his Asian heritage… they’re also insanely intense. His eyebrows are bushy and arched and they make him look machiavellian. But, on the other hand, his lips are pink and full and his nose is freckled, which are contrasting feminine features. He also has tattoos all over his his arms and has a lot of scars on his face.Even though I've never seen him up close before, I obviously know about him and now I fully believe everything that people say about him. He looks exactly like someone who was born to fight. To dominate. And nothing else.Jae didn't know about my existence until five minutes ago, but now it's obvious that he hates my guts and he wants to eliminate me from this earth. I think the news of our arranged marriage took him completely by surprise... but I also understand why his parents decided not to tell him until the last possible second.This way, he has no way out.I, on the other hand, have known about our marriage since this morning when my mom told me, so I've had more time to come to terms with it.I hate the whole thing as strongly as him, but I understand why this is happening. And I'm smart enough to realize that me and my mom are drowning in debt and there is no way out for me. Only this one: to marry the future Alpha of the Ellington pack, a man born for power and success. And a billionaire, very conveniently.I know I'm way too young for this, but I'd be very foolish to pass up the opportunity that just fell into my hands."Why in the fuck would I take this little girl as my mate?" Jae growls, still looking down on me. In more ways than one.I try to hide how scared he makes me because of his presence and his angry growls, but it's hard. His Alpha power is undeniable and it's getting to me. My instincts are telling me to show him my submission... but I also think that doing it would make him hate me even more. I think he’s the type of person who appreciates when someone is strong, or at least that's what I think after knowing him for five minutes."Because I say so. Simple as that," Alpha Riku says, still sitting at the table next to Luna Vivian, who has decided to close her eyes and pretend she's not here. Alpha Riku is trying to keep his cool, but I can tell he's starting to get frustrated, "Sit back down, we're not done talking.""No," Jae spits, raising his lip in a snarl, "This is unacceptable in many ways. I'm not going to be forced into a relationship... into a fucking marriage, let alone with a fucking teenage girl, what the fuck do you think I am? This is disgusting.”"My daughter is very mature for her age. And only one year away from being an adult," my mother says, her voice still sweet and pleasant even though I can tell she's upset. I don't think she expected this to be so difficult, "Anya will be the perfect wife. The perfect Luna. I promise."Jae looks at her as if she's crazy, then his eyes narrow as he looks at each of us sitting at the table, one by one, as if he can't believe this is really happening. His breathing starts to hitch and I notice him getting angrier and angrier.I feel like I need to say something."I think you just want to understand why this is happening, don't you?" I ask him, making him immediately turn his eyes back to me. He shoots me an obvious look and I get it. No one has really explained anything to him, they literally just introduced me and then told him that I was going to be his new wife, which surprised the hell out of him, "It's simple, really. I need money and you need a Luna. It's a fair exchange.""Anya," my mother growls. Does she want me to keep up the charade when this is all about to go to shit? "I apologize, Alpha Riku.""But… why you?" Jae continues with a derisive snort as he looks at me. I feel my face heat up with embarrassment, "What do you have to offer me? What makes you so special? Why do I have to marry you, specifically? Not that I want to marry at all, but why would I have to marry you?""I'm the only female Red Wolf in the pack. The only one close to your age," I reply, shrugging. I could lie, make something up, but I don't think it would work. As soon as he hears that, he rolls his eyes like an angry little boy, "I imagine your father thinks it will make you look good to have a Red Wolf Luna. And in the future, to have full-blooded children. So, yeah... That's what makes me so special, I guess."Jae turns to his father and the two have a silent conversation for a few seconds filled with tension, then Jae looks back at me."Are they forcing this on you too? Tell me the truth. I don't think a girl your age wants to marry a man like me. I'm way too old for you," he blurts out, giving me a weird look, as if he's worried about me. I swallow and glance briefly at my mother.She looks scared. We really need the money.I know I have to take control and ownership of this situation because my mom won’t. She is a good woman, but she wasn’t made to live through hardship. She just curls into a ball, unable to do anything. Usually, my dad would take charge of whatever would come our way… but he’s dead now.I guess it’s my turn to take charge.“They're not forcing me, Jae. It was my idea to accept your dad’s offer. I really want to be your wife," I lie. His face crumbles and his eyes darken with anger again, "I promise I'll be the best wif—“"Oh, yeah? You really want to be my wife?" He interrupts me. I open my mouth to try to answer, but he slaps me before I can. Everyone gasps except for me, because I'm in shock. My face is burning. The slap wasn't even that hard, but I still can't believe it. I've never been slapped before, "My Luna won't be allowed to speak without my permission. You will have to behave or face the consequences.""Oh my god, Jae," his father gasps and stands up from the table, stunned, "Don't ever do that shit again. I-I apologize, Anya. He's acting out, he's not like this.""Don’t worry. I can take it," I assure, clenching my hands and looking up at Jae without showing submission. He won't ruin this for me, "I'll speak only when I have permission, Alpha."Jae growls and grabs a glass from the table to throw it at me... not directly, though. He throws it at the wall behind me, but the sound of it breaking makes me jump in fear."That's enough!" my mother shouts, "Don't disrespect my daughter!""Why wouldn’t I? She'll be my wife, right? My daddy is buying her for me, so I can do whatever the fuck I want with her. There's no escape," he smiles in a way that looks... evil. He looks evil, "I won't bow down to any of you, ever. If there's no way out, I'll make sure to make this as painful as possible for all of us, especially poor little Anya. I hope she's sturdier than she looks, because I'm a strong fighter... and she looks a lot weaker than my usual opponents."Everyone falls silent.He turns to me again, this time smiling as if suddenly excited."Watch how the person who supposedly loves you the most gives you to a monster for fucking money," he growls at me, emitting so much dominance that I can no longer hold his gaze, "Soon you’ll see how I will make every day a hell for you and no one will do anything about it because you are nothing but a whore being sold to me. My new wife, my new punching bag."{ Jae } I'm used to my dad trying to control me, but he should know at this point that he can't do that so easily. He never has been able to, but he keeps trying. The fact that he got me a wife without consulting me is a surprise, but it shouldn't be. He has been pushing me to 'settle down' and 'be more serious' for a year now, which I have completely ignored because that is simply not in my plans. The last thing I want is to settle down at twenty-two and completely ruin my life while I'm in my prime. I don't give a shit what people think of me, I know I'm going to win the competition to be the Alpha anyway, who cares if I have a fucking wife or not? What does that have to do with me being a good Alpha for the pack? I'm going to protect them and that's all they should care about. "Anya and Channey, I'm so sorry," my father apologizes. Little Anya is still shaking after I threw the glass and her stupid mother is clenching her fists in anger, but I know she won't do anything because
{ Jae } For a month, I chose to stay away from my family after I told them I was going to actually marry that girl. I decided to play their game, but I wanted to make them feel like shit anyway. I stayed away from all the wedding preparations too, so I didn't know what to expect, that's why it takes me by surprise to see such a huge ceremony when I arrive in my tuxedo. I haven't worn one of these in about five years so I feel extremely uncomfortable and, even though I look like a million bucks, I can't wait to take it off. "You look so handsome," my mom says when I get to her, before giving me a tight hug. She's wearing a long pink dress and her red hair is up in an eccentric knot, "Please don't do anything to ruin this day. For me." I sigh and nod l. If there's one person I'd surrender for, it's her. "I've already given in to this shit. I understand my father's reasons now, even if I don't like them. I'll play along, don't worry," I assure with a smile, trying to look like a go
As soon as we get to the main dance floor, my favorite song starts playing just as planned, so Mary signals for us to start dancing. Whew, this is going to be deplorable. "We have to dance now, Alpha," I tell Jae in the lowest tone I can muster. He looks confused, "It's our first dance, we'll dance together for a minute and then your parents will take over.""Why didn't anyone tell me about this?" he spits in annoyance. I don't know what to say to him, so I stay quiet, hoping he doesn't decide to do something stupid. Jae grunts, but still leads me to the dance floor and stands in front of me, but he doesn't do anything more than that. I have to grab his hands to put them around my waist, then raise my hands to grab onto his big shoulders. "Oh, goddess, do you see how good they look together?” someone to my right exclaims, and for some reason, that makes me laugh. Yeah, sure, it's stupid... but when I pay attention, I realize that most people say things like that about us. Nice thin
I don't see my husband at all while I make the rounds around the party saying hi to my guests, the ones I know and the ones I don’t, but then dinner time comes and I have to go back to our main table. With him.He holds my hand and helps me up the three steps like a true gentleman, then he opens a chair for me and helps me with my dress so I can sit down. How kind of him. “Where the hell is your mother?" Jae asks as he sits down next to me, "She didn't come.""I sent her on a trip she always wanted to go on. It's not like she's missing anything meaningful around here," I answer, which I think surprises him a little, because he looks at me and then lets out a small laugh. "Maybe someday you can have a real wedding, right?""I hope so," I admit, looking at him, too. At how damn handsome he looks right now, "Do you want to get married for real?""Fuck no, this little show was good enough to last a lifetime. Weddings suck," he mutters, but then shuts up when the waiter comes over with o
As soon as I reach Jae, he wraps an arm around my waist. "Darling, these are my future fellow council members," Jae begins in a pleasant tone, "Isaiah Wayber, Austin Reed, Christian Monroe and Thomas Dandy. Guys, this is my wife Anya Kyung. My love and the owner of my whole life from now on.” What the fuck? "I never expected you to be such a romantic," one of them laughs and shakes his head, then takes my hand to place a soft respectful kiss in there... then the rest all do the same. Having a bunch of Alphas respectfully kiss my hand is a little surreal, but I force myself to look normal and even make conversation while smiling like a pageant queen, happy to show Jae how good I am at this. And I don’t even know why, but I’ve always been like this, social interactions are my thing. It’s definitely coming in handy now. We chat with the Alphas for a couple of minutes until my aunt and uncle come to my rescue, so I excuse myself and almost run to them. "It's late, we're leaving now
{Jae}Fortunately for Anya, she's not as stupid as she seems at first. She knows how she should behave when I introduce her to the rest of my friends and that surprises me in a good way. She also behaved very well when I introduced her to my council colleagues. Anya is all smiley and polite, she laughs when is necessary and even makes a couple of jokes that put my friends at ease. Except Rogan, of course, he still looks like he has a stick up his ass. I'm still bothered by the fact that her friend Remington knows we have a fake relationship and probably even knows about the slap I gave her. That could snowball into something I don't need, but I'll trust the little guy. I would tear him apart if it came to that and he knows it, so I don't think he'll risk it. Still, Anya needs to keep her mouth shut from now on or I'll stop being so nice to her."I have to go say goodbye to the rest of my friends, but I hope we can see each other soon," Anya says a few minutes later, still all smile
{ Anya }We say goodbye to the last guests and it's finally time to leave… with my new family, the Kyungs. Because that’s what I am now: Anya Kyung. This was part of our deal. After the wedding, Jae and I have to start living together in the house his parents bought for us and start acting as a real marriage in public. But once again, this is the first time they tell Jae about their plans. Right here in front of me."What the fuck? I already have a house!" Jae growls as soon as he gets the news, angry and still drunk, "Damn it! What more do you want from me!""Do you really think that man cave is good enough for a married man? You think you can start a family in there? Did you really want Anya to live with you and Rogan? Come on, Jae, be serious, "Alpha Riku says, raising a hand to massage his nose, "You’re not a kid anymore, you can’t keep living like that.” "Fuck you," he blurts out. I close my eyes and try to disappear, "Literally, fuck you all.""Stop it," Luna Vivian pleads, "
There are several rooms upstairs. The main one of course belongs to Jae and although I don't dare go inside with everyone else to inspect everything, I peek in for a little bit, just to have a quick look.Everything is black and mostly empty, which goes perfectly with his personality. "It's not horrible, I guess," he mumbles after inspecting if it is to his liking. There are five other rooms on this floor and they are all conditioned for any guests, which I doubt we’ll have. There's also a gym that spans the size of two rooms and has mostly weights, huge barbells and stuff like that."Hm, alright. This place is just mine, by the way. You can't come in here," Jae tells me, shooting me a quick look."I knew letting him be an only child would be a problem," Vivian mutters, shaking her head. I just shrug my shoulders. It's not like I mind not being able to be here, I don't think I could get much use out of those weights and I'm not very active anyway, so it doesn't bother me.The rest o
{ Epílogue }Six Years Later The day I hate the most is finally over. The third Alpha Challenge is done and, unsurprisingly, my man won. He fought for almost two hours against five very brave but very dumb competitors. He's once again, the Alpha of Ellington. And now we're back home, all safe and sound, so I can finally breathe. I guess you could say I am a little traumatized about what happened at the Challenge when Jae almost dies and lost his memory. Things are so, so different now."My daddy is the strongest," Iseul says, looking up at Jae with sparkling eyes because she loves her dad. She looks at him like he's the fucking sun."And you're the sweetest daughter alive," he says, finally picking her up even though I know he must be tired as hell. He kisses her chubby cheeks over and over, making her laugh in pure joy. Jae walks a few steps until he can sit his ass on the couch and he groans, "Where's your brother, huh?”"Still outside," Iseul says. And that's true, Tate never
I remember being told Anya sent me a 'good luck' little pastry and I thought, ‘damn she knows I don't like sweet treats, but I'll eat it anyway because I don't want her to get mad at me for not doing it’.Next thing I know, I can't even move my body correctly and my mind is all slow and slurry. I couldn't even move my mouth enough to fucking talk. "What happened after I went down?" I ask my father when I'm back in their house after being discharged. My memories are back into place, so now we're allowed to talk normally. My dad growls in anger."Anya ran to you," he starts, making me lift my eyebrows in complete shock, "She ran and shifted to attack Klein in wolf form, she got him real good actually. His arm got the worst of it, but she managed to bite his head, too. The council was going to let the Challenge continue, but Anya and Rogan figured out you ate that pastry thing, which you never fucking do. Also, Anya never sent anything. The fact that they figured it out so early was the
I shake my head. I don't know much about myself, but I do know I wouldn't do something like that."No," I say, the girl frowns and looks at me, then nods, "Nu-uh.""Yes.""No," I repeat, "There is no way.""Jae, I'm the only one in this room that remembers anything," she spits out at me, "I remember what happened, you don't.""But I'm me," I say and I point a finger to my head, "And I don't think I would do that.""You did," she says, clasping her hands into fists, "And I want you to say you’re sorry again.""Why? I don't even remember. I think you're lying to get my attention and get me horny for you again," I joke, making her eyes get red, so I relent. I take a deep breath, "I'm just joking.""I know you are fucking joking because I know you and your stupid jokes," she yells, "I know you! I remember everything. And you don't."She starts full blown crying then, so I force myself to take this seriously. And consider the fact that I... hurt her on purpose? For what reason? The only wa
{ Jae }It's been almost twenty four hours since I woke up after my fight and fortunately, some things are starting to make more sense, but I'm still struggling to remember 80% of things. I don't even remember my best friend, but it helps that he's here, forcing me to remember."Rogan," I close my eyes with stress, "I believe you, dude. I just don't remember.""Well, shut up and let me continue," he spits with a furrowed brow and opens his mouth as if he really wants to keep telling me our entire friendship story, from the very very beginning, when we were ten years old. This bastard really has a good memory, "We've only had one fight, back when we were in sophomore year, it was over a girl. I didn't actually like her that much but I..."The door opens slowly and I sigh in relief because someone is finally saving me from this storyteller. A head peeks in and I recognize her as the crying girl from yesterday, the one with long red hair."Anya," Rogan says, and he suddenly tenses up, lo
{ Anya }I leave Jae's room even though Vivian is telling me it's not necessary. I close the door behind me and cover my mouth to control my sobs, but I can't.No. No. No.I refuse to believe this is really happening to me. Jae has been in intensive care for two days while the swelling in his brain goes down from the fracture that idiot Klein gave him. I've been here with him, holding his hand and wishing with all my might that he'll be okay.I know he's going to be okay now. And I also know, logically, that it's completely normal to have trouble stringing thoughts together after such trauma. I know Jae could be back to normal in a few hours or a few days, once he gets better.But logic doesn't fix how I feel right this second. Jae looked at me and ignored me like I was nobody, then implied he didn't remember me. And then he talked to me that way... like he used to when I first met him.I can't do it again, I can't deal with Jae treating me like crap again. I won't, I refuse. I've l
"What's going on?!" I grumble once we're backstage, completely disoriented. When I see Jae being brought in on a damn portable stretcher, I run towards him."Luna Anya, please stay away," a paramedic tells me, holding me back. I'm about to tell him I'm a doctor and I have a right to see what the hell is happening with my mate, but Rogan grabs me from behind and pulls me away."This isn't normal. Jae didn't do anything to fight, that’s not him!" I say, but Rogan keeps restraining me and trying to quiet me down, "You can't let this happen, Ro. Something was wrong with him.”"Anya, Anya, please," Ro continues, "I know it's not normal, but you need to calm down first. I can't take care of you and find answers at the same time."That makes me calm down because he's right. I can't be another problem right now, I have to help."Okay, okay... what do you know?""Nothing. I was here with him when he arrived, while he was getting ready and before the fight began. Everything was perfectly normal
Before I realize it, the day finally arrives. The day of the Alpha Challenge.Jae has been more focused than ever on his training, so we haven’t had any more time to explore our relationship, but I’m not worried because I know it’s necessary and important… maybe not as much as our bond, but close. Because this is not just about his position and his future. It’s the future of our family, a future where the pack will bear our name.When I arrive with Tate and my aunt and uncle at the arena, Jae’s family is already in the family booth, so I greet everyone and then I have to go through the worst anxiety ever again, just like five years ago, except this time it’s even worse because Klein is not just another True Alpha who came to Ellington to try to fight Jae. Now it’s personal.Klein is my ex-boyfriend and he wants revenge for being ‘humiliated’ at the last Alpha Challenge. I don’t know why, but I have a bad feeling about this. Or maybe it’s just worry because this time what I feel for J
"And because you're mine to use whenever I feel like it,” I continue, sucking on his bottom lip and making him let out a low growl from his chest. "We can't do this here," he whines, trying to take a step back, but I don't care. I follow him, "Baby, I mean it. I can't fuck you here with my parents and my son downstairs.""Why not?" I ask, running a hand down his chest until I reach his hard dick. I grab it through his pants tightly and pull, making him moan, "I know you want it.""Of course I fucking want it," he grunts, thrusting his hips against my hand for just a second before ripping my grip off his erection and flipping me over until my back is to him. Jae takes my hands and in just a second crosses them across my chest until he has me completely unable to move...at least my upper body, "Damn it, Anya. You don’t change. Don't you ever think with something other than your clit? We can't do this here. You can wait until we get home.""I can't," I moan, wiggling my ass against him,
When we all arrive at Vivian and Riku Kyung’s house together, I can see the surprise on both of their faces. I don’t think Jae told them I would be joining them for Sunday brunch.“Anya, darling, hi!” Vivian exclaims, coming over to give me a tight hug, which I return. I haven’t seen them since the news about our bond started circulating in the pack, so I’m not surprised when she holds onto me for longer than would seem normal, “I heard the news. About your bond… whatever decision you make regarding that, I want you to know that I am SO grateful to the Moon Goddess for choosing you as my son’s mate. You are such a wonderful girl, and I will never stop considering you part of my family.”I blink several times when my eyes start to sting, returning her hug with equal intensity.“Thank you for your words. I consider you part of my family too,” I let her know. When I let her go, Riku takes me into his arms.“There is no woman more perfect for my son. I hope he knows how to treat you as yo