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Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate She Came
Chapter Forty N: She CameZarina's POVThe sun filtered through the curtains.I sat in the nursery, cradling my baby boy in my arms.He was so small, so cuddly. His tiny hands were clutching at my dress as if he'd never let me go.I smiled ruefully.At least he still needed me.At least someone still did.In the corner of the room, Asher's mother gently swayed another of the babies in her arms.She didn't glance at me.She hadn't spoken to me that morning.Asher's father was leaning against the window, cradling the third triplet as if he was carrying a sack of groceries, not a baby.There was nothing warm in their expressions, only chilly courtesy.I didn't mind.I tried to comfort myself — "It's all right, Zarina. You have your children. They adore you. That's enough."But deep within, it pained.It pained so excruciatingly that it became hard to breathe sometimes.I carefully shifted my son and placed a soft kiss upon his forehead."You're my everything," I whispered.Then the front
Last Updated : 2025-04-26Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate The Gathering
Chapter Forty Nine: The GatheringAsher’s POVThe meeting hall smelled like old wood and burning firewood.I stood at the front, my arms crossed, trying to stay calm.Zarina was upstairs in the packhouse with the babies.I told her to rest — she didn’t need to hear whatever foolishness the elders were planning to say.I could feel her suffering every day.I could see how isolated she was.Tonight, though…Tonight would be worse.The big doors creaked open one by one, and the pack members started to enter.Beta Damon stayed with me.He nodded discreetly, but even he was on edge.The elders sat down first, their faces firm and unyielding.Other wolves, young and old, filled the seats and the benches.Whispers had already started before anyone said anything official.I clenched my fists.They were whispering about her.About Zarina.The Luna.My mate.The mother of my children.I gritted teeth and stared straight ahead.Finally, Elder Warren stood up.His voice was old, but his words sli
Last Updated : 2025-04-26Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate Shattered Hearts
Chapter Fifty : I Broke AgainZarina's POVThe house was too quiet.The triplets were asleep in their cribs, their little chests slowly moving up and down.I was alone in the small guest room, the one I had made my little corner, as much as I could be away from everyone else.The room was cold and lonely, but it was better than being in the big rooms where no one wanted me.I sat down on the floor beside the cribs of the babies, hugging my knees to my chest. I stared at the wall, my heart too painful to endure anymore.I missed the days when I thought that I had a family.I missed the days when Asher would smile at me.Now it was as if I was a ghost.As if I didn't exist to them anymore.A soft moan at the door had me lifting my head slowly.I thought at first it was one of the maids.But when I looked up and saw her standing there — tall, beautiful, perfect — my heart sank.Cara.She smiled pleasantly, but her eyes were full of something evil."Hello, Zarina," she said, coming into
Last Updated : 2025-04-27Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate She Left
Chapter Fifty One: She LeftZarina's POVThe house was too quiet.I sat alone in the nursery, gently rocking my baby girl in my arms.The boys slept in their cribs, gently breathing, unaware of the storm raging inside me.Asher had left early that morning.An emergency.He kissed the babies goodbye.But he hadn't kissed me.Not even a glance.He left his parents to "take care" of me.I smiled sourly to myself.Take care?If only he understood.The second he walked away, I was invisible once more.Or worse — a target.I heard feet coming toward the nursery door.I stood still, holding my baby close to me.The door creased as it opened.It was Cara and Asher's mother.Their faces were unkind.Cara snickered softly, glancing about the room like she was home."Still here?" she commented, tilting her head towards me, like I was something she had left out to be taken out.I held my head down, gently rocking my baby.I didn't answer."What a waste," Asher's mother sneered."You think being p
Last Updated : 2025-04-27Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate Where Is She?
Chapter Fifty One : She's GoneAsher's POVThe house felt off the moment I stepped inside.Too quiet.Too still.I tossed my jacket on the chair by the door and let out a breath, running my hand through my hair.Today had been one of those days — constant meetings, pack problems piling up, one thing after another without any break.All I wanted to do was gaze at Zarina.Gaze at my babies.Maybe hold them against me for a moment, remember nothing else.A small grin tugged on the corner of my mouth as I climbed up the stairs.They were my peace.My home.My reason for all things.I headed straight for the nursery, needing just one moment of peace.But as I opened the door, what I saw halted me in place.The room was clean and neat, the curtains pulled wide so that the soft evening light seeped in, casting a golden glow over the rows of small cribs set along the walls.But the cribs.The cribs were empty.No Zarina.No babies.For a moment, I stood there, blinking as if maybe my eyes wer
Last Updated : 2025-04-27Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate Felt Empty
Chapter Title: Felt Empty(Asher's POV)The moon was high overhead, but I wasn't even aware of it.It had been three days.Three days since my whole world imploded.I was sitting in the Alpha office, sitting behind my desk, and I looked at the pile of papers in front of me.Important stuff. Pack business. Meetings I was supposed to attend.I didn't even pick them up.I couldn't.I simply sat there, empty.Every time I blinked, I could see her face.Zarina.Cradling our babies in her chest.Her eyes full of tears.I gripped the sides of the desk tightly, my knuckles whitening.Where was she now?Was she alright?Were the babies warm enough?Were they nursing well?I leaned back in my chair and closed my eyes.The quiet in the room was heavy, choking me.I should have noticed earlier.I should have seen how tired she was.How alone.But I didn't.I let her down.I let them down.A soft knock on the door.It was Caleb, one of my fighters."Alpha," he said guardedly, "there's a council wi
Last Updated : 2025-04-27Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate In The Heart Of A Bush
Chapter Fifty Four : In the Heart of the BushZarina's POVThe night was dense and heavy around me.The trees towered like dark giants, their leaves whispering secrets I could not hear.Mosquitoes buzzed in fury, biting at my arms, my neck, any flesh they could find.I squatted in the cold bush, back against a tree.I held my babies tight, one on each arm, and the third resting softly on my chest.Their small faces twisted every time a mosquito got too close.I waved my hands weakly, trying to swat the bugs away, but they were relentless.My belly moaned in misery.It had been so long since I'd eaten anything.I could feel my strength slipping away bit by bit.Yet still, I stayed.I would not leave my babies.Tears burned my eyes, yet I would not cry.I could not afford to be weak now."I'm here, my angels," I whispered, kissing each small forehead. "Mommy's here. Mommy won't leave you."But how was I going to protect them like this?I needed food.Something — anything — to keep up my
Last Updated : 2025-04-27Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate The Bond That Guides Me
Chapter Fifty Five : The Bond That Guides MeAsher's POVI couldn't think.I was sitting at my desk, staring at the papers in front of me, but the words weren't registering.All I could see in my head was Zarina's face.All I could hear were my babies' gentle whimpering in my ears, even though the room was silent.Where are they?Are they safe?Are they cold?Are they crying for me?I pushed the chair back so hard it creaked across the floor.I couldn't remain there another minute.I strode out of the office, past the guards and the uneasy glances.I didn't care who saw me.My bond with my children, it was pulling at me — tight and sore, like a rope around my heart.Something in me was believing they were close.Somewhere out there.Waiting.Suffering.I went to the edge of the woods.My feet moved faster than my mind could keep up.I took a deep breath, filling my nostrils with the scent of trees and earth.I closed my eyes."Zarina," I whispered, as if saying her name would magicall
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Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate The Idea
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Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate The Elder’s Demand
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Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate Whispers In The Night
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Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate My Heart
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