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Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate Don’t Touch Me If You’ll Let Me Break
Chapter Twelve: Don’t Touch Me If You’ll Let Me BreakZarina’s POVI didn’t run.I walked—slow, quiet, broken—until I reached the room. And then I closed the door behind me and leaned against it, staring into the empty silence.I didn’t cry at first.I just stood there, trying to breathe through the heaviness in my chest. My hands shook as I reached up to untie my hair. My fingers failed me. I gave up. I sat on the edge of the bed like my bones couldn’t carry me anymore.Everything they said kept replaying in my head.“What’s your family name, dear?”“Her kind can’t lead packs, you know that.”“Are you sure about this girl?”I bit my lip to stop it from trembling. But it didn’t work. The tears slipped out anyway.Why did it hurt so much?I never expected them to love me. I never thought they’d hug me or say I was perfect for their son. But I didn’t expect to feel so… unwanted. Like I didn’t even deserve to stand in the same room.And him.Asher.He stood there, silent. He didn’t fight
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-04-05Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate The Price Of Silence
Chapter Thirteen: The Price of Silence Zarina’s POV I woke up slowly, my eyes blinking against the morning light that streamed through the window. As I stretched out, I reached for Asher beside me, but he wasn’t there. My hand brushed against the cool, empty space he had occupied only hours ago. A sudden chill ran through me, but I shook it off, pushing myself up in bed. I couldn’t help but smile to myself, remembering last night—how he had kissed me, how he had held me close, as if I was the most important thing in the world. But now, I was alone. The smile faded from my face, replaced with a dull ache in my chest. I stood up, my feet softly landing on the cold wooden floor. I needed to see him. I wanted to see how he is doing. I could already feel the emptiness in the house, the quiet pressing in. He had to be somewhere. I tiptoed through the halls, trying to be as quiet as possible, not wanting to disturb anyone. When I reached the living room, I stopped. I could hear vo
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-04-06Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate A Very Stubborn Heart
Chapter Thirteen: A Very Stubborn Heart Asher’s POV I sat on the edge of my bed, staring at the floor like it could help me. The room was too quiet. It didn’t feel like home anymore. Not without her. Her scent still hung in the air—soft, sweet, just like her. It made my heart ache. She wasn’t gone from the house. But she was gone from me. From my arms. From my world. She wasn’t talking to me anymore. No more gentle smiles. No more shy glances. She had shut me out completely. And I deserved it. But it hurt. it hurt so much. So much. I missed her laugh. I missed her voice. I missed the way she would look at me like I was more than just an alpha… like I was a man worth loving. Now she wouldn’t even look at me. I leaned back on the bed, covering my eyes with my arm, trying to stop the heaviness in my chest. But it didn’t stop. It only got worse. My wolf was pacing inside me, howling softly for her. “Zarina…” I whispered. Just saying her name made something inside me b
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-04-08Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate Prove It
Chapter Title: "Prove It"Zarina's POVI sat by the window in my room, staring out into the dark sky. The stars were hidden behind thick clouds, and everything was chilly. My heart was sinking. I couldn't breathe right, couldn't get him out of my mind.Asher.He wasn't there in my life as he used to be, maybe Cara is getting his whole attention now. It was as if everything between us had shattered, and I had no idea how to glue it together. How to glue us together. I could still feel his touch from last night, his heat on my skin, but it all felt so distant now. So unreal.I wanted to be able to believe him. I wanted to be able to believe he was sorry, but I did not know how. How could I after what he had done? After what he had agreed to?I closed my eyes and took a shaking breath. The pain in my chest did not go away.Suddenly, the door burst open. I did not even need to look up to know who it was."Asher," I whispered, my voice barely audible.He didn't speak right away. He just s
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-04-09Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate The Bitter Betrayal
Chapter Sixteen "The Bitter Betrayal"Zarina's POVI sat on the couch in the pack living room, my hands resting in my lap, but my mind elsewhere. The room around me distorted as I fought to keep a hold on my emotions. The weight of everything that was pressing down on me felt like a boulder in my chest, suffocating me.It was a long day, a day that was comprised of moments that did nothing but make me feel more alone than ever before. I wanted to be with Asher. I wanted him to see me, to understand what I was going through. But each time I tried, it was as if something, or someone, thrust me back.The door creaked open, and my heart skipped a beat. I did not have to look up to know who it was. Cara.She walked into the room, her heels clicking loudly on the floor, each one echoing out in the silence. Her smile was fake, that cold, calculating smile she always wore when she wanted something. And I knew, in my gut, she wanted something from me today.I looked away, not wishing to show h
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-04-10Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate Emotional
Chapter SeventeenEmotionalZarina's POV (I)I couldn't take it anymore. I had been in my room for hours, my head spinning. Why was Asher not paying attention to me? What did I do wrong? The quietness around me was crushing, was choking. I kept repeating everything that happened—the way he was cold, the way his eyes didn't have the heat they used to have when he looked at me.I missed him. I missed the way he guarded me, the way he watched over me. But now. it was like he did not even notice me anymore. He had been avoiding me for days. Every time I tried to talk to him, he would just turn and walk away, or worse, remain silent. It hurt so much.I attempted to hold back the tears, but it was in vain. The pain in my chest was excruciating. I felt as if I was losing him, and it was breaking me from the inside out. I stood up from the bed, quickly brushing away the tears, trying to hold back the paralyzing sadness. I had to find him. I had to talk to him. Maybe then would I understand wh
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-04-10Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate The News That Got Me
Chapter Eighteen : The News That Got MeZarina's POVToday was the mating ceremony.It was supposed to be a lovely day. A day of happiness, love, and joy.Not for me.I sat on my bed in silence, staring at the floor as if it would give me answers. My heart was sore. My chest felt tight. I could hear voices downstairs—loud, excited, happy. Everyone was rejoicing.And me?I was still here, in a plain dress that was nothing compared to what Cara would have had on. I didn't do my hair. I didn't dye my lips. I didn't smile.Because inside, I was scared.What if he wouldn't choose me?What if everything between us was a lie?What if… I was just someone he used?My hands trembled as I rose to my feet. My legs felt weak. My wolf inside me was quiet, almost somber. She had been hurting for days—missing Asher, pining for him. But he wasn't here. He was keeping away from me. Ignoring me like I meant nothing.I moved slowly out of my room.And then I saw her.Cara.She was standing in the hallway
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-04-11Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate Unexpected
Chapter NineteenUnexpected Zarina’s POVAsher’s voice filled the room, warm and comforting. He walked in holding a beautiful gown, his eyes locked on mine.“I got this for you,” he said softly, his voice gentle as he handed it to me. “Make sure you wear it for the ceremony. I want everyone to see you, Zarina. I want them to know you’re my mate. I will announce you as mine, and everyone will know.”My heart stopped for a moment. He really means it… I couldn’t believe it. He’s going to announce me… as his mate. Finally.I took the gown from his hands, my fingers shaking with excitement. The soft fabric felt cool against my skin, and the way he looked at me made me feel like I was floating. The gown was beautiful—a deep red with gold embroidery along the edges. It was perfect for this moment.“I’ll be there, Asher,” I whispered, my voice shaking with happiness. “I’ll be there. I’m ready.”Asher smiled at me, a smile that made my heart flutter. “I know you will be. You’re my mate, Zarin
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-04-12
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Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate The Crown, Not Me
Chapter: The Crown, Not MeZarina's POVThe room was silent. Too silent.Only the gentle cry of my babies broke the silence. I was lying there, weak and tired, my body screaming in pain. My eyes felt heavy, but I couldn't help looking at him—at Asher.He was standing by the cradle, holding our baby boy in his arms. His fingers touched the baby's small face, and for a moment, something crossed his eyes. Something soft. Something I longed to have for myself.But it wasn't.He didn't look at me. Not even once.I opened my mouth to say something, anything, but the words clogged. My throat constricted. My chest did as well. I had just given this world life—in the shape of three stunning puppies. My body was torn in half, my heart aching. but the man I used to give everything to didn't even place his hand over mine."Asher." I said, barely a whisper.He didn't stir. He didn't even glance my direction.Rather, he looked over at the healer who was scanning over the babies. His voice was icy,
Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate Relief
Chapter 38 Zarina's POV - ReliefThe pain was too much, It felt like fire was burning inside of me, like something was tearing me apart from the inside out. I shrieked, my voice breaking as I tried to hold on to whatever strength I had left. The doctor, standing beside me, looked helpless, his face pale and pinched. The pack's healer had refused to do anything, not with Alpha Elior's order still ringing in everyone's head."Please," I whispered faintly, barely able to form words. "Please… the babies…"But no one responded. The room was too still, too silent. Where’s Asher…My abdomen burned with pain that engulfed me. I could barely see through tears that blurred my vision. I fought against it. I attempted to push it away, but it was as though the world was conspiring against me, pinning me down in this single moment of weakness."You have to do something!" I heard Asher exclaim. His voice was frustration-filled, and I could hear the panic underlying his words."We can't," the healer r
Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate Amidst The Pain
Chapter: Amidst The Pain Zarina's POVThe wind rushed past my face while Asher took me through the night. I had my arms around his neck, but I was not consoled. My stomach ached, and it was increasing in strength. It came in waves, and each wave intensified more than the previous one.I bit down on my lip to keep from screaming out. I didn't want to be weak. I didn't want to cry. But it ached so badly."Asher…," I breathed, my voice shaking. "Something is not right…""I know," he said in a rush, but his voice wasn't soft. It was cold. It was harsh.His arms were muscular, hard like I had recalled. But I did not feel warmth. I did not feel the worry that I had thought I would feel if he ever came back. He looked ahead, not at me. His whole focus was on getting to the healer.He did not inquire about how I was.He did not wipe away my tears.He did not even look into my eyes.And somehow, that cut me deeper than the pain tearing through my body.When we reached the healer's house, two
Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate He Came Back
Chapter Thirtt Six : He Came Back"Zarina's POVI was cold.Too cold.Although the fire was lit next to me, I wasn't warm. My hands shook. My tummy was full of a heaviest feeling. The babies had not moved in hours. That scared me the most.I stood next to Elior in front of the whole pack.He gripped my hand. His grip was tight. He stood strong, proud, and ready to accept me as his mate.But me? I didn't want to flee.My heart belonged to another.No amount of guarding he did for me…No amount of vow he swore…He wasn't the one I wanted.I looked up at the full moon. My lips trembled. My body was tired. I was weak.But I said nothing.For the babies.For their safety.Then Elior spoke a word. His voice was booming and strong."Tonight, under the full moon, I take Zarina as my mate. She will be Luna of this pack. And her children will carry the blood of our strength."The crowd cheered. Some wolves howled.But all I had to do was cry.And then I heard it.A deep growl.A growl so low an
Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate The Pain
:Chapter: “The Pain Zarina’s POVThe pain started in the middle of the night.At first, I thought it was just the babies kicking again. They always kicked when I lay on my left side. But this time… it was different. It hurt. It felt deep, like something inside me was pulling, twisting. I grabbed the side of the bed and held my breath.Then it came again—stronger.A small cry escaped my lips. I tried to stay calm. I didn’t want to wake anyone, but the pain grew fast, and it didn’t stop this time.Tears rolled down my cheeks as I whispered, “Not now… please… not now…”I wasn’t ready. The babies weren’t ready.The door suddenly opened. Damon stood there, looking worried, his hair messy like he’d just woken up. His eyes found mine, and he rushed to my side.“Zarina?” he asked quickly. “What’s wrong?”I shook my head, gripping his arm. “I-It hurts… Damon… it hurts bad…”He didn’t waste time. He placed his hand on my stomach, trying to feel the movement. The babies were still kicking, but
Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate A moment of Uncertainty
Chapter Thirty Four : A Moment of Uncertainty”Zarina’s POVThe night was heavy with silence, but inside my chest, everything felt loud. The babies were kicking, reminding me that there was life growing inside of me. As much as I wanted to feel joy, there was a weight in my heart that wouldn’t let me be happy. My wolf was restless, anxious, like she didn’t know where to turn. Was it wrong to want Asher back? Was it wrong to hope that he’d come back, even if everyone said he was gone?I sat on the edge of the bed, my hands rubbing my belly softly. The gentle movements from the babies gave me some comfort, but it wasn’t enough. I still missed him. I still missed Asher. My mind drifted to the past. The way his eyes would soften when he looked at me, how he made me feel safe. But now, he was gone. Gone without a trace.I heard a soft knock on the door, and my heart skipped a beat. I wasn’t ready for any more decisions. I wasn’t ready to face what was coming. But I had no choice.“Come in,
Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate A Talk I Didn’t Want
Chapter Thirty Three : A Talk I Didn’t Want”Zarina’s POVThe night was quiet, but my heart was loud.The moon was high, shining its light through the window. I was sitting on the bed, rubbing my stomach softly. The babies were kicking again. I smiled a little, even though my chest was heavy.So much had changed.Elior had been kind. Too kind. He made sure the doctor checked me well. He stood beside me like… like a mate. But he wasn’t. And the one who was supposed to be, was standing far away from me like I was poison.My wolf was restless. She didn’t know who to trust anymore.A soft knock pulled me out of my thoughts.I looked up, my heart skipping.“Come in,” I said quietly.The door opened slowly, and Damon walked in.His scent filled the room—the scent of forest, ash, and something strong that I once found comfort in. Now it just confused me. He walked to the window, looking out, then turned to face me.“You can’t sleep?” he asked, voice low.I shook my head. “No. I don’t just kn
Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate Emotional
Chapter Thirty-TwoZarina's POVI sat down slowly on the edge of the bed, holding my stomach. Damon had already left, but my heart was still pounding.Why did I feel like I had done something wrong?Elior stood at the window, his arms crossed as he stared out the window. He stood in silence for a few minutes. The air was quiet, except for the wind hitting against the glass and the sound of my breathing. Footsteps came.The door creaked open, and an old man stepped in. His gray hair was contained, and he wore a heavy coat smelling of moon herbs. He carried a small wooden box.He nodded his head very slightly. "Alpha. You called for me.""Yes," replied Elior. "She requires a full check-up."The doctor smiled at me. "May I?"I shook my head slowly. "Yes…"Elior scooted closer and helped me lie back gently against the pillows. He said nothing, but his fingers were tender, careful—like I was breakable and would crumble if he pressed too hard.The doctor opened his case and drew out a few
Alpha’s Deal: Be My Mate Torn
Chapter Thirty-OneZarina’s POVThe morning air was cold, but I was sweating. My hand rested on my stomach as I sat by the window, looking outside. The baby was growing fast. My belly was bigger now, and I could feel small kicks. It should make me happy, right?But I was scared.I didn’t understand what was going on anymore. So many things had changed.Damon was always near me now. Protecting me. Caring for me.And Elior… I didn’t want to admit it, but I had started to see him in a different way. He wasn’t just the Alpha anymore. He was quiet. Watching me. Speaking to me gently. And sometimes, when I looked into his eyes, I felt something I didn’t want to feel.I touched my stomach again and sighed.Then I heard the knock.Damon walked in, looking serious as always. His golden eyes went straight to my stomach.“It’s time,” he said in a low voice. “Your belly is growing. We need to take you to the hospital. Not a human one—one of our own and you don’t need to worry, I am making prepara
