NATALIE
My lips land on his and I begin to devour him like a hungry beast. He doesn’t push me away for a second, but then, it feels like he snaps out of some kind of trance and shoves me away.
I stumble on my feet, whining, reaching out to him once more.
His hands on my waist, turn me around, my back hitting his hard front.
“ Well. Well. Well. Are not you too young to be roaming around here? ” He whispers close to my right ear.
I gulp my saliva, the taste of expensive wine plastered over my lips.
It seems like I am not the only one drunk here.
“ I am an adult! ” I shoot back, struggling to release myself off his hot touch.
A wave of heat rolls off my body and I stop struggling. My head falls on his chest behind me, my back arching and another moan falling out of my lips.
I press my thighs together, my hands landing on his big hands to claw them away from me. His touch is not helping my situation and my mind is too gone to allow me to deal with this situation rationally.
“ Why are you so desperate, love? ” His nose slides down my neck, sending shivers down my spine.
“ I — I am… ” I try to speak but words disappear from my mind when he pauses in the crook of my neck and inhales my scent deeply.
I bite my lower lip between my teeth and suck in a sharp breath.
“ Can you even take me? ” He purrs, his hands still encircling my waist, his thumbs running up and down my stomach in slow motion.
I nod my head instantly. I am not a virgin — I have had sex with Enzo before.
Enzo. A lump forms in my throat and I try to get away from the man behind me.
But, the moment he turns me around and smashes my back against the wall, hard, I forget about my boyfriend all over again.
It’s all heat fucking my mind.
Through my hazy vision, I see the man leaning in before his lips collide with mine. The sheer force knocks the breath out of me.
But, I respond immediately.
Wrapping my hands around his neck, I pull him closer and allow him to kiss me as hard as he wants.
Without wasting any time, he forces his tongue in my mouth, tasting every inch of it.
My hands disappear in his soft locks, tugging at them while my lips try to match his intensity.
He is rough with his moves, his lips stiff and his tongue invading.
I feel his hard cock against my stomach and I gasp in his mouth. This doesn’t scare me but makes me want him more.
Another wave of heat travels down my body, making me press myself firm against him.
I drag my hands down his chest, trying to unbutton his shirt with my trembling fingers.
He pulls away with a cruel tug and growls at me, his right hand reaching out to my throat to cage it between his palm.
He chokes me, not too harsh to cut the supply of my oxygen but hard enough to make me moan in pleasure.
“ As much as I would like to tear this dress off and take you here, I don’t think you will like it very much, Love. ” He whispers and picks me up.
I yelp, coiling my arms around his neck and closing my eyes instinctively. Everything whirrs past me and right after a moment, I am forced down on a soft bed.
I choke on my breath when he hovers above me and pushes his lips on mine again. Then, he moves his lips away from mine and nuzzles down my neck, leaving tantalising kisses down.
He bites into the crook of my neck, where it meets my shoulder. A burning sensation claims the bitten spot as he swipes his tongue over it.
I feel him panting against my skin, his chest vibrating with animalistic growls.
I gasp when he suddenly pinches my hard nipples from over the dress. Without even warning me, he tears the dress off my body.
My hands land on his shoulders, my body pressing against his. I let him remove the tattered dress completely.
The scent of my arousal spreads across the room immediately and it feels like I am flooding with wetness already.
He doesn’t waste any moment in ripping off my panties and then my bra. His hungry lips reach out to my nipples, sucking, biting, nipping fast.
My heart hammers against my ribcage as my body grows hotter by the moment.
His finger runs down my swollen clit and I mewl out aloud.
“ That’s good. So wet. ” He murmurs against my nipple.
I shiver under him before he presses down on me, making me moan out in his ear.
His finger enters me savagely. My pussy clenches around his finger and the throbbing of my clit becomes worse.
My hands claw at his shirt, wanting his skin to be on mine. I push out a moan while unbuttoning his shirt hastily.
He wraps a hand around my breast and begins to slide his middle finger in and out of me at a fast pace.
My breathing becomes ragged, my chest burning with the effort to claim the oxygen I desperately need to survive.
All of a sudden, he pulls his finger out of me and forces it in my mouth. I taste my own juice going down my throat as our eyes meet.
His gaze turns dark, red flashing in his eyes. I suck on his finger and he pulls it out of my mouth before closing his lips on mine.
His hands work on his pants, unzipping them and pulling them down his legs as I hurriedly push his shirt off his shoulders.
His skin feels rigid and hot under my fingers. Electric sparks erupt from every spot where our skin meets.
The sensation drives me crazy and forces me to pull him impossibly closer.
I attempt to drag my fingers down his chest which feels a little bumpy when he abruptly turns me on my stomach. My hands clench the sheets. I gasp for air.
A stinging smack lands on my butt cheek, making me bite my lower lip violently.
“ Bad girl. ” He rubs my butt cheek.
“ Raise your ass in the air. ” He hisses in my ear.
The demand makes me become even more wet. I do as he says and force myself on my knees.
His finger invades my pussy once more, going deeper this time.
I moan loudly, my grip tightening around the sheets.
A wave of heat passes over my body, causing me to press against his firm body. His cock brushes against my butt cheek, making my cheeks heat up.
He penetrates me with another one of his fingers, stretching me out good.
I gulp when he leans down, his chest rubbing against my back. His hand reaches out to my hair, tugging at them until my scalp burns deliciously.
My eyes land on the window in front of me. The light pouring in from that window is the only source of lightening in the room.
He takes his fingers out of me and wraps his left hand around the front of my neck, pulling my head back at a weird angle. This makes it difficult to breath, but the tingles which follow his touch don’t allow me to protest.
“ I tried stopping you once, Love. ” He reminds me.
I arch my back into his body, urging him to give me what I want instead of telling me all this.
He parts my legs and thrusts his cock inside me. My mouth hangs open when he uses force to shove it completely inside.
My walls stretch to their limit, an ache spreading in my lower abdomen.
“ So fucking tight. ” His raspy voice purrs in my ear.
My head spins. A scream of pleasure and surprise spills out of my mouth when he pulls out and thrusts his cock back inside.
The size of his cock threatens to tear me apart and fills me up to the hilt, hitting my cervix.
My pussy feels unbelievably filled. I sink my fingers into the mattress.
His grip tightens around my throat, black dots appearing in my sight. I hungrily pant.
Moans fall off my lips without any control as he thrusts in and out at an inhumane pace. I begin to wither due to the light pain in my lower parts and the lack of oxygen in my body.
He fucks me relentlessly, dominating every inch of my body and claiming my breath as well.
His growls and grunts fill the room, mixing with my low moans. The bestial noises sound like a perfect melody to my ears, only arousing me stronger. His thighs meet the back of my thighs harshly, creating loud noises.
Every stroke of his penetrates me deeper and makes me lose my sanity all over again.
There comes a moment when I feel like I am going to die with the overwhelming pleasure and of course, the lack of oxygen in my lungs.
My hands wrap around his hand on my neck and silently plead him to allow me to breath.
“ Fuck. ” I grunt when he loosens his grip around my neck.
And then almost instantly, it grows tighter than before. Pressure builds inside me, a climax threatening to ripple out of me and destroying me in the way.
Sweat coats my body all over. I scream, howl as he rams inside me continuously without stopping or even breathing.
His strength scares me and it feels like he is never going to stop. Yet, it excites me at the same time, makes my insides clench.
With another one of his monstrous thrusts, my insides contract around his thick cock. I yell in pleasure as the orgasm washes over me.
This doesn’t stop him. He pulls out for a mere moment and then pounds back in.
His hand releases my neck, permitting me to breath, to survive.
He begins to thrusts faster than before, his hand disappearing into my hair this time.
Overstimulation makes my insides hurt but it’s not enough to stop him. He continues to devour me, ruin me.
My hands disappear in the sheets, searching for a spot to rest myself on. His balls slap against the back of my thighs at great speed, bruising the spot surely.
With a fierce thrust, he releases a growl and pulls out of me abruptly. He releases his cum over my back and butt cheeks.
I shudder, the world blurring around me. My ears are muffled, my brain too tired to keep me going.
I breath in relief, dropping on the bed.
“ Fuck. So good. ” He grumbles, dropping beside me.
I let go of the sheets and keep my eyes closed. My mind loses track of the surroundings and eventually, I find myself falling asleep.
NATALIE The eternal blinding light hits my face, making me groan and shift into the soft mattress. My body hurts as if someone has battered it to pieces while my head spins. It takes me a moment to blink open my eyes and stare at the ceiling in complete confusion. Where am I? That’s the first question which penetrates my thoughts. The events from last night flash before my eyes when I try to get up, only to realise that I am naked, oddly sticky between my legs, undeniably sore. Panic courses through my veins, my whole life starting to revolve in my head. A gasp escapes my lips and I roll away, falling down on the floor with a thud. A groaning sound comes from above. All my senses come to life as I forget all about the pain in my head and my body. Fuck! What did I do?! I place my hand over my mouth, stopping myself from making any noise. I don’t want to scream and wake him up. My face contorts and I barely manage to not start crying in absolute horror. Lifting myself on my k
NATALIE “ I am going to die. ” I deadpan. My wide eyes glare at the mark on my neck. For once, I rub it as hard as I can to get rid of it idiotically even when I know that this mark is engraved not into my neck, but my soul now. “ You are not going to die. ” Giana rolls her eyes, sighing. “ NO! That man was not my mate and he had marked me…which means I am going to die. ” I gulp. Tears well up in my eyes after I imagine my life ending because of this one mistake. I have heard about this a lot. If someone who is not your mate, marks you without your consent, then you die in twenty four hours. It happens suddenly and you don’t even get the time to think about anything before you are gone, forever. “ You are not getting sick or anything. You don’t look like you are dying either. ” Anne inspects me before coming to her own conclusion. “ Are you two not worried even the slightest bit for me? What if your speculations turn out to be fucking wrong and I really die after twenty four h
NATALIEI have been moving to and fro in my room after taking a shower and staring at the mate mark over my neck for a whole hour. At first, I tried to cover the mark by wearing a high neck but when I realised that it was the middle of the summer and I was only going to make everyone suspicious by wearing it, I removed it and covered the mark with many layers of concealer.I like to believe that I can keep it a secret but my mind is about to explode with anxiety.For one, I have to find out who that man was.For two, I am scared that I am going to die tonight.For three, if I don’t die, my Dad will kill me with his own hands after finding out that I slept with a man who was an outsider.All of this is weighing me down and there is nothing positive I can think about right now.“ Natalie. ” The door to my room opens and Emilie strolls inside without permission.I gulp my saliva and question. “ What do you want? ”Although I try to appear fearless and unbothered, I know she can see righ
NATALIE“ Okay! I agree with you two. Please help me find this man. ” I tell Anne and Giana who are both sitting on Giana’s bed.Worry and anxiety is clear in their eyes along with suppressed pity. I got my head bandaged earlier and as usual, Doctor Yoona insisted that I admit someone was abusing me but…I lied to her and told her that I had fallen off the stairs like I always do. This excuse is becoming ridiculous at this point, but no one in this pack gives a damn to what happens to a wolf less daughter of the Beta. For all they care, I should die soon.Instead of going home after getting my head bandaged, I came to Giana’s house. As expected, she and Anne were waiting for me to come. It’s like a routine. Every time I get scolded, I come here for comfort. Anne and Giana’s parents allow me to be in their house because they are the only one’s except Enzo who care about me.“ So you believe he is your mate now. ” Anne excitedly makes a statement.“ No. There is some error in this situat
NATALIE My mouth drops open, my jaw aching when I see the man — screaming trouble —sitting right over my bed. Gasping, I step inside and close the door before anyone from my family catches a whiff of his scent or hears the spike in my heart rate. “ What the fuck! ” I mumble under my breath. “ We have to work on that colourful language. ” He hums in a deep voice. Putting his hands on both sides of his frame, he stretches his muscles and leans back. I draw a deep, shaky breath. Disbelief makes me freeze on my very spot. “ Y…Y…You. What? I mean…h…h…how? ” I am at a loss of words. “ How am I here? ” His left eyebrow shoots up. His gruff voice does weird things to me. Heat tackles my body. When you are close to your mate, you get affected by heat season. Giana said this to me and I think…she was not wrong. “ Something bothering you? ” A fine smirk touches his lips. “ You! You stay there! ” I narrow my eyes, taking support of the wall behind me. This is a shitty time for this h
NATALIEWith my heart hammering in my throat, I pull the door open slightly. “ What are you doing? I heard noise coming from your room. ” She blinks at me, her droopy eyes screaming that she woke up from her deep slumber.How good is her hearing to be able to pick up noise from a soundproof room even in sleep?I swallow hard and look around. “ I — I was in the bathroom, taking a shower. ” I have never lied so confidently before, I can guarantee.Unconsciously, I fix my wet hair to hide the mark over my neck. “ At this hour? ” She narrows her eyes in suspicion.Fuck my life!“ I — Mom. ” Come up with something, Idiot.Finding me at a loss of words only confirms my Mom’s doubts. Without giving me the time to regain my composure, she pushes the door open with great force. The door hits my face, making me stumble back and cup my nose instinctively. Pain stabs my whole face. I wince and close my eyes.“ There is someone here, right? You are lying again. ” She accuses and strolls inside
NATALIEThe next morning brings me a new kind of nervousness and fear that I have never experienced before.I get ready and sneak out of my house before anyone sees me and eventually stops me from going out.Contrary to my expectations, I find Giana and Anne already waiting for me around the street, still dressed in their pajamas.“ I told you! ” Anne tells Giana as I get near them.“ You can’t tell him. ” Giana folds her arms over her chest.“ He has the right to know. ” I don’t know from where these words are coming.“ Natalie. I knew you will do this when guilt hits you again. We have been waiting here for two hours so we can stop you. So please…listen to us and give up on this stupid idea. ” Anne insists, gripping my wrist.“ Anne…Enzo has always been good to me. I can’t hide this from him anymore. At least not after, I have done this twice. The first time, I could let it slide as a mistake but…I can’t anymore. He needs to know what’s going on. ” I get my hand out of her grip.“ H
NATALIEWhen you think you are breaking apart and can’t hold yourself together, you find yourself running back to your home — the safe haven.I did the same. After running away from everyone I had considered dear once, I came back home and dashed to my room before locking myself inside.I can feel those pointed looks directed at me. Those people make my skin crawl. They make me feel disgusted.It was not my fault. They did this to me. I want to run to everyone and tell them one by one but I know no one will believe me.I sobbed, pulled my hair out, and asked myself the same question.Why was this happening to me? They all had loved me once. Everything was fine — I had a happy family, good friends, a standing in this werewolf society for being a beta’s daughter. I had a future — a bright one.But Moon Goddess fucked up everything when she decided she didn’t want me to have my wolf.What’s a werewolf without her wolf? I can’t be loved, I can’t be seen as someone respected, I can’t eve