*Isabella*
Dust rises up off the road, clogging our lungs and coating our tongues. Even though we’re walking on the raised sidewalk that runs along the outside of the shops to keep our boots out of the horse muck, it hasn’t rained much yet this spring, and the grit in my eyes is proof we are due a nice thunderstorm.
“Where are we going, Ma?” Alice whines, darting forward toward our mother so quickly she near pulls my shoulder out of its socket. Keeping a good grip on her hand, I tug her back. “Sis said we aren’t going west.”
“That was before.” Ma’s words are clipped. She doesn’t even turn her head to look at us. “We’re just going to listen.”
On my other side, Robert huffs under his breath but says nothing. I wish I hadn’t promised them anything last night. I’d felt defeated myself and thought there was little chance of us ever leaving this place only to have everything turned on its head when our cousin was killed.
“We’re doin’ more than that.” Joseph, who is a good four feet behind us and has gotten separated from the rest of the family a few times as busy shoppers exit the businesses around us, stepping into an opening and not recognizing the fact that the young man loping so far behind us is actually part of our party.
“No one has decided nothin’,” Ma reiterates. This time, she does whip around to give us a stern look before turning back around in time to avoid running into a gaggle of children running down the walkway, laughing, with licorice in their hands. “Heathens,” Ma mutters.
Pa grunts. He has that steely look on his face, the one that tells us no matter what our mother may be attempting to speak into existence, the decision has, for certain, already been made.
I knew it last night when Pa’s eyes met mine from across the room, only a flame’s flicker after Henry left this world.
After that, Uncle Tim had lain into Pa. How could we possibly stay here now? We have to leave now before it’s too late.
Pa had suggested they wait until today, give it some time and proper thought, but Uncle Tim was more determined than ever.
Today, a couple of veterans my father is acquainted with from the war are holding a meeting to see how much interest there is in organizing a party. It’s the same one my uncle and Mr. Casper were talking about just a few hours before Henry met his demise. Over breakfast, Ma had ranted about how it was likely to be a bunch of foreigners who don’t even speak the language, folks we won’t even be able to communicate with through the mind-link because they ain’t from our pack.
Pa, the picture of tranquility, sipped his coffee and reminded her that we’d promised her grieving brother we’d hear them out.
“I don’t know why we are dragging the children along,” Ma says as we approach the old bank building that now serves as a makeshift meeting space since the new bank opened across town.
I’m not surprised when Pa pretends he didn’t hear Ma’s statement. He does that when he don’t feel like arguing and doesn’t have an answer she’ll like.
I’m about to walk inside when I hear a whoop go up across the street. My head turns in that direction, and immediately my mouth drops open as I see what all the noise is about.
It’s a rare sight for our little town. Feathers, leather, bright colors, long black hair, skin truly kissed by the sun’s rays. Four men walk along the walkway, wide smiles on their faces as they take in everything our Tennessee town has to offer. I can imagine everywhere they look, they see something new and interesting, too, as none of us are anything like them.
My eyes meet a pair of black glossy orbs, and my breath stutters in my throat. Even though he’s clear on the other side of the street and a team of horses has just raced by, stirring up the dust, I see him as clear as I saw the back of Ma’s head as I followed her here before his very existence snapped me out of one reality and into another one.
He sees me, too.
The acknowledgement is small, just a shallow inhale, the tilt of his head, the quirk of a smile in the corner of his mouth.
Then, his friend says something, and he turns away, shiny black hair floating like ribbons as he turns.
“Izzy?”
My attention is ripped back to my family as a yelp escapes my gaping mouth. “Sorry,” I mutter as Pa raises an eyebrow. “That was loud.”
Again, his only response is a low rumble in the back of his throat that tells me I cannot get anything by the steady eyes of a man who was once responsible for convincing thousands of men to follow him across death’s threshold.
He holds the door to the bank for us, and we all go in.
Once again, I’m caught off guard. I was expecting ten or fifteen people, but the entire room is full. Ma lets out an unamused laugh as Pa takes her hand and leads her to a spot with a little more room. I reach for Robert’s hand to pull him along, but he snatches away from me, reminding me he’s not a baby anymore. I let him go, giving him a scowl, and the three of us follow, with Joseph lagging behind.
Aunt Lena is perched on the edge of one of the few chairs left in the space, a handkerchief pressed to her nose. Hanna sits on the floor next to her, forlorn, and Uncle Tim, whose hands grip his wife’s shoulders, follows us with puffy eyes. Next to him, Mr. Casper and his family stand stoic, their heads tipped slightly as if to punctuate the fact that they wanted to be here all along, and it didn’t take the death of a young man to persuade them to stand with their friends.
Once we are tucked out of the way a bit, I take a look around. I’ve lived here my entire life and don’t recognize a single face, other than those I’ve already named. Most of these people look like they just swam across the ocean and walked from Savannah or some other port city. They’re dirty. Thin. Their clothes are worn and wrinkled. A few of them cough into their sleeves or sneeze. Ma wraps her arms around Alice and Robert and pulls them closer as if that will keep them from becoming infected with whatever these folks are suffering from.
None of them look prepared to shift and run for thousands of miles across forests and prairies, to cross mountains, to swim across rapid rivers. What the hell are they thinking?
“I think we’ll go ahead and get started.” A man with gray hair dressed in a military uniform steps forward, another, slightly younger man in marching garbs at his shoulder. “I’m Major Sanders, and this is Burns. We’re holdin’ this meetin’ to see if there’s any interest in organizing a party to head west—tomorrow.”
A murmur rips through the crowd, and at first I think it’s because everyone is so surprised that we’re leaving right away, but then, people begin shaking their heads, and I realize they don’t understand a damn word he’s saying.
Sanders swears under his breath. “Anyone speak English? Parle vous English?” His French accent is almost comical, but I can’t laugh at a time like this, so I bite it back.
A girl about my age in the back of the room raises her hand. “I do. Some.”
Sanders swears again, and the girl translates, which has all the mothers covering their children’s dirty ears.
This time, I can’t help it, and a giggle slips out. Ma elbows me hard in the ribs, and I manage to rein it in.
“What’s yer name?” Sanders asks her.
“Genevieve,” she says, bowing her head to him as if he’s the Alpha or something. She steps through the crowd to stand in front of him.
“All right, Ginny,” he says, like he’s hard of hearing or just doesn’t care that he’s changed who she is. “Tell ‘em everything I say. Every word. Except the swears. Got it?”
She nods, and when Sanders starts lecturing us all about how we’re basically all starting a slow march into death’s open arms, the girl repeats what he’s saying in French.
My eyes wander around the room, taking in the various reactions from the crowd. One after another, their mouths drop open as Sanders—and Ginny—explain all the dangers we’ll be encountering should we be foolish enough to embark on this journey. “Deadly snakes, poisonous plants, water that’s not safe to drink, raging rivers, and worst of all, native rogues.”
When he says those last two words, Ginny’s forehead crinkles, and she turns to look at him. “Native rogues?” she repeats in her thick accent. “I don’t know how to say it.”
“Wolves that have lived in these parts for thousands of years,” Sanders tells her. “They still think those lands out west are theirs, even though the humans are tellin’ ‘em otherwise.”
I bite down on my bottom lip, thinking of the four men we saw across the street on the way here, namely the handsome one who caught my eye. They weren’t native rogues—but they were from a native pack. There’s a difference, though I doubt Sanders will have Ginny explain. Some of the packs between here and Wyoming are kind and helpful. They trade with us and the humans. As long as no one tries to take the land where they’ve settled, peace is possible.
But further west, we will encounter packs that refuse to budge. They see anyone coming their way as a threat. And maybe they’re right, but that won’t stop the humans.
And apparently, that won’t stop us neither.
A thin gentleman with a scruffy beard full of dirt raises his hand. Sanders acknowledges him, but his question is in French. Ginny translates, “Are we taking land that belongs to someone else?”
A hardy laugh emanates from both Sanders and Burns. “It ain’t theirs if they can’t keep it. Either us or someone else.”
In response, all Ginny says is, “Oui.” Yes, yes we are.
*Isabella*The bell on the door rings above me as I push through the opening to the general store, dragging Robert and Alice along. Normally, they’d want to come in here. Ma gave me two dimes to buy them licorice, but they’re so worked up about what we’re missing at the meeting, it takes the scent of sweets wafting from the front counter to remind them that they actually get a treat. “Go on,” I tell them, giving them a little shove. “Go pick out somethin’ that’ll last you.”Both of them take off running, nearly toppling a display of jars of lard on top of a barrel. I swear under my breath, but they make it through without causing a disaster. Shaking my head, I follow them to the front counter where Mrs. Nancy Williams greets them with a chuckle. She’s better natured than most or else she’d have ‘em both by the ear.Her husband, Mr. Bernard Williams, isn’t so nice. Thankfully, he’s busy. I hear his voice across the store and step around the lard display to see him standing over by wher
*Chet*I know that my cousins and younger brother will chastise me the moment we step away from the beautiful girl in the shop, and I am not wrong. Hell, they started the moment she looked in my direction, shouting out their rude thoughts in a language I was thankful she doesn’t understand.We head outside, and it’s my brother, Mowanza, who is the first to make a snide remark, speaking in our native Shaconage tongue. “She was pretty, but she won’t make it fifty miles.”I turn and glare at him. “Watch it, Mo.” I am in no mood to put up with his nonsense at the moment as I go over my conversation with the girl again and again. Why do people take such stupid risks? Why would guides act so foolishly?“Yeah, Mo,” our cousin, Howahkan agrees, but I know he is about to switch sides. “Don’t speak ill of the dead.”I turn and give Kan a playful shove, making him laugh. He is two years older than me at twenty-three and has always been thin as a rail until about a year ago when he finally starte
*Isabella*The sound of my sister and brother slurping on their candy rubbed me the wrong way as I navigate the dusty walkway outside. Ma and Pa had told us to just come on home once they had their candy, assuming they’d be done with their meetin’ by then. But when we walk outside of the general store, I see our parents a few paces ahead of us and rush after them, draggin’ Robert and Alice along.“Keep it in yer mouth or else it’ll get coated in dirt,” Robert advises Alice.“My mouth ain’t as big as yours,” she replies.“Come on. We gotta catch Ma and Pa.” I give her arm a tougher yank, and she yelps. Recognizing the sound, Ma turns her head. “What’s the matter, Alice?”“She’s got lead for feet,” I answer. “Pa, I need to talk to you.” All the information Chet shared with me gets tangled in my brain as I try to remember all the important facts. Pa probably don’t need to know how he smelled like an endless field of golden grain, but he does need to know about the game.“What is it, Izz
*Isabella*“You know that ain’t a fair price, Mac,” Harry says from the other side of the fence that acts as a corral. Behind him, a whole buncha cows are mooin’ and rushin’ around, stirrin’ up clouds of dust. Pa and him would be nose to nose if he weren’t so much shorter than pa. The negotiation seems to be breakin’ down.I don’t like to listen to people haggle. Always makes me feel a little desperate and cheap, like maybe if I can’t afford what the fella’s askin’, I shouldn’t be buyin’, so I wander away, leavin’ Joseph and Uncle Tim with Pa. I see a young calf followin’ behind its mama, and it makes me smile.“You like the baby cow?” a warm tenor voice says over my shoulder. “Think he’s cute? That’s what most girls think about, right? Not eatin’ ‘em.”I turn to see a pair of cattle hands who
*Isabella*Broad strokes of soft orange light brush along the horizon, filtering through the trees and illuminating the world in a golden haze. I blink a few times, stretch, and then remember what today is. Arching my back, I bump my sister, who moans in protest.“Sorry, Alice,” I tell her, not even tryin’ to whisper. “It’s mornin’.”She reaches up to scratch her nose without even openin’ her eyes. “Let me be.”“Let you be?” I chuckle, climbin’ over her to get my day started. “Don’t you know what today is?”Robert’s voice is chipper as he announces he’s awake. “We’re leavin’ today, Alice. Gotta get up and get a move on.”With that, Alice comes around, sittin’ up in bed with her hair all tangled, her doll clutched to her chest. “We’re leavin’ today!” It’s no
*Isabella*Over the last week or so, I’ve gotten used to the gentle rocking of the wagon back and forth as we slowly make our way across the prairie. From time to time, we’ll pass by a small town, and sometimes a few people will ride their horses in to see if there’s anything to trade.But for the most part, we’ve broken away from civilization already. It’s hard to imagine. We’re so far away from everything I’ve ever known, and in front of us sits a vast ocean of waving grass, the bright sun, and lots a critters that wanna kill us.Most of the day, I’m in my wolf form, runnin’ with the cattle. But Pa likes for me to stay with Ma and the younger kids whenever we get to a part of the journey that is a bit more dangerous. I tried arguin’ with him about it the first time he tried to run me off, but one thing I learned a long time ago is that it don’t make no sense to argue with Pa. I ain
*Chet*“We thank you, Moon Goddess, for the blessing of this animal who has given its life to feed our people. Mighty bison, we thank you for the gift of your life, and we will honor you by using your strength as our strength.”My hunting party says, “Let it be so,” together in our Shaconage language, and then we open our eyes and prepare to move the mighty bison I’ve killed back to our village to be cleaned and processed. It is the fourth bison I’ve killed this week, and along with the kills from the other hunters from my pack, we have already claimed enough meat to feed our people through the winter.It’s a good thing, too, because this herd will be moving out of our lands soon, and then we will have to wait for another herd to come through, which might not be until next spring.With the crops we are growing that will be harvested this fall, we should be set for the harsh winter.&ldqu
*Isabella*The rogue’s a grinnin’ at me like he just found his next meal. I stop dead in my tracks and stare at him, sizing him up. He’s way bigger than me, but he’s scrawny. I bet he ain’t as fast as me, and I bet he ain’t even that strong.Still, when he bares his teeth and growls at me, I think twice about going at him. Instead, I take a step back. He starts to chuckle a bit in the back of his throat, like he knows somethin’ I don’t.That’s when I smell another rogue somewhere nearby, and I have to wonder if he ain’t comin’ from behind me.Backing up is probably a bad idea. But I can’t go forward neither.‘Pa?’ I say through the mind-link. ‘I gotta problem.’‘Where are you, Izzy?’ he says back in that tone that tells me he’s annoyed. ‘Ma said you was on your way.’‘I was.’
*Isabella*St. Louis is amazing! I can’t believe all the sights and sounds. It’s what I imagine a county fair would be like, not that I ever been to one of them. Our family walks together down a crowded street, smellin’ all kinds of savory and sweet treats from street vendors. Shop windows are full of beautiful fabric and other trinkets. I see expensive jewelry and high end musical instruments. I pause to look at a violin in the window of one of the stores. I always wanted to learn to play the fiddle.“Come on, Izzy.” Robert tugs on my hand. “Pa said we can get some candy.”“Oh, you and yer candy,” I say with a laugh. I remember what it was like to be young and always wantin’ somethin’ sweet in my mouth, though. Now, Chet’s sweet enough for me. Still, I let my little brother tug me along.“Let’s go in here and look at the fabric,” Ma says to Pa. She kno
*Isabella*I ain’t never seen nothin’ like St. Louey. We got some big cities back closer to home, but this is amazin’. I can see so many big buildings on the other side of the river, I can hardly contain myself.“Are you feeling well, Unega?” Chet asks from beside me on the wagon. “You’re smiling so big, I’d think your face would be sore.”I giggle. “I’m fine. I’m better than fine. I can’t wait to get over there and see what they’ve got to trade. I bet Alice and Robert will beg Ma and Pa for some candy, and I’d love to see if I can find some new fabric.”“I’m sure they will have a lot of interesting items,” he says with a nod. “But be careful not to trade away the items you will need for the packs out in the wide plains.”He’s not wrong, of course. I nod. “I know. Still… I wanna go in all the
*Chet*I am filled in about what happened by overhearing Mrs. Mackenzie shouting in the back of the wagon to her husband as Unega serves all of us a nice breakfast. My friends are thankful for a woman’s good cooking. She says it’s the least they can do since we’ve been so helpful.Robert and Alice eat in near silence. It seems they haven’t quite woken up yet. I like to watch Unega interact with them. She will make a good mother one day, a mother to my children.After Mrs. Mackenzie is done telling him about how Sanders and Burns tried to make everyone go off without waiting for us, she tells him about how Unega and Takoda got the wagon train to stop. Takoda’s absence is felt, but I’m not surprised he’s with Genevieve. I can see the two of them ending up together.Eventually, Mac comes out of the wagon. Unega wordlessly hands her father a plate of warm food, and he nods his thanks. His wife stays insi
*Isabella*Ma’s been sittin’ up all night with the shotgun clutched in her arms. She’s on the seat of the wagon, starin’ out at the distance to her right as I get up and start tendin’ the fire. I know she’s watchin’ for Pa.Last night, she was afraid Sanders was gonna come cause trouble while Pa was away. He didn’t, but then, who would mess with my ma when she’s sittin’ there, armed, ready to unload.I get some coffee and bacon going before I approach her. “Ma? You wanna go rest?” I say quietly, not wantin’ to alarm her and end up accidentally shot. “I can manage.”“Yer pa will be here soon,” she says, her voice hoarse from bein’ up all night. “He just told me they’re movin’ the wagons out. They’re only a half a mile or so away.”“Good. Rest up. Ain’t no one gonna mess with us now,” I assure her, but we both turn our heads in the direction of Sanders and Burns’s wagon. I see smoke, and where there’s smoke, there’s fire, but he has to
*Chet*Getting the wagons across the river at the place I’ve shown to Mac is no trouble whatsoever. It’s the second day of our journey away from the smaller group of wagons when we hit the shallowest point, and I tell him, “This is where they should cross,” through the mind-link.He nods and looks to the sky. “We’ve got a couple more hours of daylight. Reckon we can get everyone across?”Before I answer I take a few steps into the water. It barely covers my paws, so I wade deeper. The river is wider here than it was at the point where Sanders had the other wagons cross, but it’s not deep, and by the time I’m in the center of the body of water, I’m able to stand on the bottom of the riverbend and keep my head above water. “Yes.”I come back to meet Kan and Mo on the shore while Mac steps behind a tree to shift and get dressed. When I am close enough to my friends, I shake
*Isabella*On the second day of our traveling separate from the majority of the wagons, I’m growing restless. Ma made me sleep most of the day before, or try to, anyhow. It wasn’t easy to sleep in the back of the wagon with all the ruts and whatnot. I have no idea how my brother does it so well.Today, I’m sittin’ right next to her in the wagon as the sun is startin’ to go down. We should be seein’ the others soon enough. I know we’re in mind-link range because Ma’s been talking to Pa, and I’ve checked in with Chet a few times. I don’t wanna be a distraction. He’s got an important job to do, makin’ sure everyone goes the right direction. Still, I’ll be excited to see him again soon.“We should be just about to where they’re gonna cross, once they reach this spot,” Ma says, lookin’ way ahead of us. “Yer pa said they’ve cut back to the we
*Chet*The sound of my friends moving around what’s left of the campfire rouses me, though I’m not yet ready to open my eyes. I spent too many hours speaking to Unega through the mind-link last night. Even though I’ll be exhausted today, it was worth it. A smile spreads across my face before I even open my eyes.In our language, Kan says, “You’ve got it bad, Alpha.”He calls me that sometimes, even though I’m not the Alpha yet. It’s just another way he can try to get a reaction out of me. But not today. I blink a few times and look into his face as he hovers near me. “I know.”“Well, at least you admit it.” He laughs and finishes putting out the smoldering embers.“Her mother was very angry last night,” Mo reminds me. “Are you going to speak to her today?”“Her mother? No.” I don’t have any plans to. I sit up and lo
*Isabella*Ma’s voice is shoutin’ in my head. She’s a yellin’ at me to head back to the wagon. She don’t want me out here with these “wild men,” not because she’s afraid they’ll hurt me. Hell, Chet already done saved my life. No, she’s afraid of what the others will say.Well, to hell with them.I ignore her and hone in on what Chet has just told me. I feel my stomach tighten up in a knot and a funny feelin’ lower than that, like parts of me are alive and on fire I ain’t never paid much attention to before.“Are you going to say anything?” he asks in that quiet, even voice that always makes me feel so calm.“I would, but I reckon I ain’t sure what to say,” I admit. “And my ma’s screamin’ at me in the mind-link to get my ass back to the wagon.”He chuckles softly, shaking his head enough to make his long
*Chet*The stares from the people whose group we’ve infiltrated grow more intense as the sun begins to set, like they are afraid we are really here to rob and butcher them in the middle of the night. Mr. Mackenzie, who insists I call him Mac, but I can’t wrap that amount of informality around my mind yet, has told them all we are there to help. Some of them seem to believe him. Others not so much. After all, they just met him not long ago, and while I’m certain he’s proven himself trustworthy, these people have left oppression from Alphas in foreign lands to come here, so they are a bit skeptical.I look at Kan and Mo and know that they are skeptical, too. They do not want to be here, but they are here because they are my friends.Takoda, on the other hand, has a different problem. He’s so love sick and worried about the girl, Ginny, as they call her, that he has hardly blinked for the last hour. He sits near the fire, staring at the flickering flames as if he might see a premonition