*Isabella*
“Do you think we’re really staying?” Alice whispers next to me in the dark. “Or will Uncle Tim talk Pa into taking us west?”
I let out a sigh and readjust on the bed we share. Across the room, I can hear Robert’s breaths and know he’s still awake. He used to share that bed with Joseph before our older brother became too sophisticated to sleep upstairs with us youngins. He sleeps on the cot next to the table now. Our parents’ bedroom is the only other room upstairs. I know they are lying awake now, too, talking about what happened.
“We ain’t going,” I tell Alice. She lets out a sigh, and I know she’s glad to hear that I don’t think we’ll be leaving the only home either of us has ever known. “You won’t have to say goodbye to your friends any time soon.”
“Good.” She yawns and rolls over, and I know it’s all settled in her little mind. So easy. So simple. We will stay, and that is that.
Robert shifts, too, and I have to wonder if he’s not thinking similar thoughts to the ones clouding my mind. He’s always been more like me, longing for something new, something unexpected. A wide open space to run free. He doesn’t have his wolf yet, but when they meet, he will be impossible to corral, just like Ma says I have always been.
It makes me smile to think of it. Even if I can’t go west right now, someday I think I will. I imagine my wolf running through grass so tall, even my human form would have trouble seeing over the top of it. In my mind, a herd of buffalo appears, and I am there, running alongside the monstrous beasts. I see myself plowing into one, knocking it over, sinking my teeth into its haunches.
I won’t be doing it alone, though. A large, handsome wolf will run alongside me. My mate. His shiny eyes will meet mine, and we will take on the buffalo and the world together. He’ll be just as handsome in his human form, and all the girls will wish they were the one to feel the bond with him. It makes me smile and almost giggle out loud, but I don’t want to explain myself to my brother and sister, so I hold it back.
I begin to drift off, letting my imagination morph into dreams of the freedom I feel pulling at my heart. But I haven’t quite reached a deep slumber when a noise in the distance rips through the night, and my eyes fly open.
A gunshot.
I’d know that sound anywhere. I’ve heard it a million times before. Our town isn’t lawless like some of the places we’ve heard tell of to the west, but we have our fair share of hunters who trespass on our lands or fools out messing around who meet up with the wrong folk.
Something about this particular noise has me sitting straight up in bed. I blink a few times, trying to register whether or not the sound was real or part of a dream I hadn’t quite gotten acquainted with yet. Robert and Alice are both asleep, their breaths coming even and slow, and outside my window, I hear only the normal sounds of night. The faint clip-clopping of horses’ hooves on roads blocks away. The whir of night creatures—bugs, toads, and the like. The rustle of the leaves on the trees outside of our window stirred by the spring breeze.
I swallow hard, noting my mouth is dry, and reach for the glass of water I always have next to the bed. Maybe it was a dream. Perhaps my particular field of bison was about to be invaded by gun toting humans who wanted their furs more than they needed their meat. I lie back down, studying the shadows cast across the ceiling, thinking I’ve overreacted to a dream.
Then, I hear the screams.
I recognize them immediately, even though they’re coming from a few houses away. Without a second thought, I fling the covers off my legs and reach for my robe, shoving my arms through and tying it tight before I slip my feet into the old pair of slippers Ma handed down to me earlier in the year when my feet got too big for my old ones. I hear Pa stir in my parents’ bedroom, hear him whisper to Ma to stay in bed, but I know she won’t, and when I throw open our door it’s her I nearly collide with.
“Go back to bed, Isabella.” Ma looks at me and nods in the direction of the still sleeping children, but I take her statement as more of a suggestion than an order.
When Pa flies down the stairs, pulling his suspenders up over his shoulders as he goes, I’m hot on his tail. I catch up to him at the door, and he looks back at me for only a second. I see that recognition on his face; he knows I’m here, and he’s not sending me back to bed like Ma. With his acknowledgment, I follow him out into the night, hearing Joseph, who has always been a little slow to rouse, calling after us.
Ma is muttering under her breath that I should go back inside, but I follow Pa down the street with her trailing behind. The lamps are lit at my uncle’s house, and I can still hear Aunt Lena and Hanna hollering into the night. It’s all screeches and wails, and it’s Ma who has the good sense to shout down the road to the crowd that’s beginning to assemble to send for Doc Milligan, our pack healer. Mr. Campbell, an older gentleman, nods in our direction and turns to dash up the street to run Ma’s errand. Not too many people tell Reba Mackenzie no—with me being the primary exception, it seems.
I know what to expect when we make it into my aunt and uncle’s house. I’ve put the pieces of the puzzle together by now. But I’m still not completely prepared for it. Bright drops of red blood dot the porch. In the dim light, it’s hard to see, but I can smell them trailing off down the road, into the woods behind the house. Their land. Their home. When you’re a wolf shifter, it don’t matter. Humans will come onto your own territory and make you wish you’d never met your wolf.
Henry is in his human form, lying on the dining room table, a sheet thrown over him for modesty’s sake. His face is scrunched up in a grimace like nothin’ I’ve ever seen before, and the bright red spot on the sheet grows wider by the second as my aunt grasps his hand, crying and begging him not to go.
He’s younger than me. Just found his wolf. Now, he’s on the brink of crossing over, losing his life, and for what? So some human can feel proud and mighty? So a new homesteader can pretend they’re safer at night now without our kind prowling through the shadows?
I stay out of the way knowing why Ma didn’t want me to come. She crosses the room without hesitance and pulls the sheet down to reveal a bullet hole in Henry’s back. My uncle erupts in a fit of tears at the massive size of it. “Goddess, no!” he howls. “My boy!”
“We ain’t got time for none of that,” Ma tells him in a no-nonsense voice. “Get me the sharpest knife you have. Clean it first,” she says.
Uncle Tim nods and stumbles off toward the kitchen.
“Ain’t Doc Milligan comin’?” Aunt Lena sobs, holding onto Hanna for dear life.
“We don’t have time to waste waiting to see if he’s coming or not,” Ma tells them.
Pa rushes around her to the kitchen where Uncle Tim seems to have forgotten how to open drawers and comes back with what my mother has asked for, pausing to clean it with some sort of liquor before he hands it over.
Ma makes an incision, and Henry, who is as pale as death and lifeless up until that moment, grimaces but doesn’t so much as moan. She’s digging for the bullet in his back, and I find myself chewing on my thumb, praying she finds it easy. I can’t imagine how much pain my poor cousin is in.
Ma fishes it out with her finger, bloodied to her elbows, and plunks it on the table about the time Doc Milligan rushes in, blurry eyed but ready to do his duty. “Thank you, Mrs. Mackenzie,” he says. “I’ll take it from here.”
Ma steps aside, and Pa hands her something to wipe her hands off on, but we all know they won’t never be clean again. When Doc Milligan looks at the mess he’s inherited, he sighs and shakes his head. “He’s lost a lot of blood.”
Aune Lena breaks out into another fit of screams as my uncle wraps his arms around his girls. “Please, Doc. Please. You have to save him. You have to save my boy.”
The doctor gives a slow nod, but when I look into my ma’s face, I know the truth. I take a step back toward the window, wondering if maybe she was right. Maybe I shouldn’t have come. I ain’t never seen nobody die before, and I’m not sure I want to start right now, with my cousin.
Flashes of memories come back to me. The two of us playing on the carpet in the living room next to the fireplace when we were knee-high to a grasshopper. Chasing him through the woods on a spring day. The time we snuck up on Hanna and put that frog down the back of her dress. A tear slides down my cheek, and I hastily wipe it away. Far as I know, cryin’ ain’t never brought anyone back to life so ain’t no sense in my thinkin’ it might now.
I feel it the moment it happens. It’s not a sound or a change in countenance or anything a person can resolve as proof that it’s happened, not in a split second that is, but I knew the moment my cousin left this earth to be with the Moon Goddess. A small shudder went up my spine, and everything stopped moving for a moment, even the earth. Then, the others caught on, and the screaming shook the floors as my aunt near followed right behind him, and my mother tried her best to keep her brother’s family together.
I looked at Pa, and in that moment I knew what was going to happen. I knew what the next day would bring, and that on down the line, there’d be a lot more moments just like this one with people dying while other people screamed and begged them to stay.
And somewhere, deep down, I think Pa and me both knew one of those people dying was gonna be me.
*Isabella*Dust rises up off the road, clogging our lungs and coating our tongues. Even though we’re walking on the raised sidewalk that runs along the outside of the shops to keep our boots out of the horse muck, it hasn’t rained much yet this spring, and the grit in my eyes is proof we are due a nice thunderstorm.“Where are we going, Ma?” Alice whines, darting forward toward our mother so quickly she near pulls my shoulder out of its socket. Keeping a good grip on her hand, I tug her back. “Sis said we aren’t going west.”“That was before.” Ma’s words are clipped. She doesn’t even turn her head to look at us. “We’re just going to listen.”On my other side, Robert huffs under his breath but says nothing. I wish I hadn’t promised them anything last night. I’d felt defeated myself and thought there was little chance of us ever leaving this place only to have everything turned on its head when our cousin was killed.“We’re doin’ more than that.” Joseph, who is a good four feet behind u
*Isabella*The bell on the door rings above me as I push through the opening to the general store, dragging Robert and Alice along. Normally, they’d want to come in here. Ma gave me two dimes to buy them licorice, but they’re so worked up about what we’re missing at the meeting, it takes the scent of sweets wafting from the front counter to remind them that they actually get a treat. “Go on,” I tell them, giving them a little shove. “Go pick out somethin’ that’ll last you.”Both of them take off running, nearly toppling a display of jars of lard on top of a barrel. I swear under my breath, but they make it through without causing a disaster. Shaking my head, I follow them to the front counter where Mrs. Nancy Williams greets them with a chuckle. She’s better natured than most or else she’d have ‘em both by the ear.Her husband, Mr. Bernard Williams, isn’t so nice. Thankfully, he’s busy. I hear his voice across the store and step around the lard display to see him standing over by wher
*Chet*I know that my cousins and younger brother will chastise me the moment we step away from the beautiful girl in the shop, and I am not wrong. Hell, they started the moment she looked in my direction, shouting out their rude thoughts in a language I was thankful she doesn’t understand.We head outside, and it’s my brother, Mowanza, who is the first to make a snide remark, speaking in our native Shaconage tongue. “She was pretty, but she won’t make it fifty miles.”I turn and glare at him. “Watch it, Mo.” I am in no mood to put up with his nonsense at the moment as I go over my conversation with the girl again and again. Why do people take such stupid risks? Why would guides act so foolishly?“Yeah, Mo,” our cousin, Howahkan agrees, but I know he is about to switch sides. “Don’t speak ill of the dead.”I turn and give Kan a playful shove, making him laugh. He is two years older than me at twenty-three and has always been thin as a rail until about a year ago when he finally starte
*Isabella*The sound of my sister and brother slurping on their candy rubbed me the wrong way as I navigate the dusty walkway outside. Ma and Pa had told us to just come on home once they had their candy, assuming they’d be done with their meetin’ by then. But when we walk outside of the general store, I see our parents a few paces ahead of us and rush after them, draggin’ Robert and Alice along.“Keep it in yer mouth or else it’ll get coated in dirt,” Robert advises Alice.“My mouth ain’t as big as yours,” she replies.“Come on. We gotta catch Ma and Pa.” I give her arm a tougher yank, and she yelps. Recognizing the sound, Ma turns her head. “What’s the matter, Alice?”“She’s got lead for feet,” I answer. “Pa, I need to talk to you.” All the information Chet shared with me gets tangled in my brain as I try to remember all the important facts. Pa probably don’t need to know how he smelled like an endless field of golden grain, but he does need to know about the game.“What is it, Izz
*Isabella*“You know that ain’t a fair price, Mac,” Harry says from the other side of the fence that acts as a corral. Behind him, a whole buncha cows are mooin’ and rushin’ around, stirrin’ up clouds of dust. Pa and him would be nose to nose if he weren’t so much shorter than pa. The negotiation seems to be breakin’ down.I don’t like to listen to people haggle. Always makes me feel a little desperate and cheap, like maybe if I can’t afford what the fella’s askin’, I shouldn’t be buyin’, so I wander away, leavin’ Joseph and Uncle Tim with Pa. I see a young calf followin’ behind its mama, and it makes me smile.“You like the baby cow?” a warm tenor voice says over my shoulder. “Think he’s cute? That’s what most girls think about, right? Not eatin’ ‘em.”I turn to see a pair of cattle hands who
*Isabella*Broad strokes of soft orange light brush along the horizon, filtering through the trees and illuminating the world in a golden haze. I blink a few times, stretch, and then remember what today is. Arching my back, I bump my sister, who moans in protest.“Sorry, Alice,” I tell her, not even tryin’ to whisper. “It’s mornin’.”She reaches up to scratch her nose without even openin’ her eyes. “Let me be.”“Let you be?” I chuckle, climbin’ over her to get my day started. “Don’t you know what today is?”Robert’s voice is chipper as he announces he’s awake. “We’re leavin’ today, Alice. Gotta get up and get a move on.”With that, Alice comes around, sittin’ up in bed with her hair all tangled, her doll clutched to her chest. “We’re leavin’ today!” It’s no
*Isabella*Over the last week or so, I’ve gotten used to the gentle rocking of the wagon back and forth as we slowly make our way across the prairie. From time to time, we’ll pass by a small town, and sometimes a few people will ride their horses in to see if there’s anything to trade.But for the most part, we’ve broken away from civilization already. It’s hard to imagine. We’re so far away from everything I’ve ever known, and in front of us sits a vast ocean of waving grass, the bright sun, and lots a critters that wanna kill us.Most of the day, I’m in my wolf form, runnin’ with the cattle. But Pa likes for me to stay with Ma and the younger kids whenever we get to a part of the journey that is a bit more dangerous. I tried arguin’ with him about it the first time he tried to run me off, but one thing I learned a long time ago is that it don’t make no sense to argue with Pa. I ain
*Chet*“We thank you, Moon Goddess, for the blessing of this animal who has given its life to feed our people. Mighty bison, we thank you for the gift of your life, and we will honor you by using your strength as our strength.”My hunting party says, “Let it be so,” together in our Shaconage language, and then we open our eyes and prepare to move the mighty bison I’ve killed back to our village to be cleaned and processed. It is the fourth bison I’ve killed this week, and along with the kills from the other hunters from my pack, we have already claimed enough meat to feed our people through the winter.It’s a good thing, too, because this herd will be moving out of our lands soon, and then we will have to wait for another herd to come through, which might not be until next spring.With the crops we are growing that will be harvested this fall, we should be set for the harsh winter.&ldqu
*One year later**Unega* A cool autumn breeze rustles through the valley as I step out onto the porch of our cabin, wrapping my shawl tighter around my shoulders. The sun is setting, casting the land in golden hues, the sky streaked with soft pinks and purples. Smoke curls from chimneys, the scent of roasted venison and fresh bread filling the crisp evening air.We made it.One year ago, this place was nothing more than an idea—a hope, a dream, a distant possibility. Now, it is home.Chet steps up behind me, wrapping his strong arms around my waist. I lean into him, breathing in his scent—woodsmoke, leather, and something uniquely him. His warmth seeps into my skin, grounding me.“How’s he doin’?” he murmurs, pressing a kiss to my temple.I glance down at the bundle nestled against my chest, our son wrapped snug in a soft wool blanket. His tiny body rises and falls with each peaceful breath, his little hands curled into fists. Takola.He is everything good in this world.“He’s finall
*Chet*The fire rages, turning the sky into a hellish inferno. Smoke burns my throat, and searing heat licks at my fur as I weave through the battlefield. I can barely see through the chaos—wolves locked in combat, blood staining the dirt, rogues moving like shadows in the haze.And then, through it all, I see her.Unega.She lies on the ground, her white fur streaked with crimson, barely moving. The rogues have surrounded her."No. No, no, no!" My heart pounds like war drums in my chest.I lunge forward, tearing through the wolves in my way, my fangs finding flesh, my claws ripping through fur and muscle. A rogue snaps at my flank, but I don’t feel the pain. I can only think of her."Hold on, Unega! I'm coming!" I send through the mind-link.Nothing.Dread sinks its claws into me. The world blurs into a storm of blood and fire. I kill anything that gets between us, but the rogues are relentless. They seem to know what she means to me.I push forward, my vision narrowing to only her.
*Isabella*October 1885 For nearly a month now, two Chyara warriors, Avoon and Hotoa, have been livin’ among us, huntin’ with our pack, teachin’ us new tracking techniques, and sharing stories around our fire. Their presence has been a comfort, but also a constant reminder of the warning their elders gave us—the fire wolves are near.I think back to the first time I heard the name spoken among the Chyara. When we traveled east to visit our friends, they did not hesitate to tell us of the rogue packs who use fire as a weapon against their enemies. The same wolves that Chet saw once before, burnin’ an entire village to the ground."They do not fight like normal wolves," the Chyara elder had said. "They hunt not just for food, but for destruction. They leave nothing but ashes behind."That alone was enough to make my stomach twist, but then the elder looked directly at Chet. "You have seen them before, have you not?"Chet’s jaw had clenched, his hands curled into fists at his sides. "I
*Chet*Mo’s breathing is shallow. His once-powerful body lies limp on the ground, his dark fur matted with blood. The wound on his throat is deep—too deep. Unega’s mother, Reba, and my Luna are working frantically to stop the bleeding, but the life is draining from him too fast.I kneel beside him, my hands clenched into fists, helplessness clawing at my gut. He has been my brother in all but blood since childhood. I cannot lose him now."Mo, stay with us," I urge through the mind-link, but his eyes barely flicker.Unega’s hands are steady, her expression calm but focused as she applies pressure with a clean strip of cloth from Reba’s satchel. Her mother mixes a poultice from herbs she gathered weeks ago—yarrow, comfrey, and goldenrod. The scent is strong, bitter, but it will help."His pulse is weak," Reba murmurs, her brows furrowed. "We need to get the bleeding under control before we do anything else.""He’s lost too much blood," I say, my voice hoarse. "He needs time to heal, but
*Chet* The alliance with the Chyara has been a blessing to our pack. Over the past several months, we have learned valuable lessons from them—about the land, the migration of game, and the dangers that lurk beyond our borders. The knowledge they have shared has made us stronger, but it has also opened our eyes to the reality that we are not alone in this vast wilderness.Tonight, we have invited them to join us around our fire. One of the elders, a small woman with long white braids, sits behind Alice, weaving her hair into a similar braid while sharing wisdom about the land.“You have settled well here,” she says, her voice calm but firm. “But danger still circles like a wolf on the hunt.”I glance at Unega, who stiffens beside me. “What does she mean?” Unega asks through the mind-link.The elder gestures westward, her dark eyes sharp. “There are others,” she says. “Wolves who have no home, no honor. They take what they want, destroy what they cannot. They do not fight for survival,
September 1885*Isabella*Wyoming’s harsh land has slowly shaped itself into a home. It has been several months since we first staked our claim, and the settlement has transformed. The cabins, once just rough-cut logs stacked in hopeful piles, now stand strong, their stone chimneys curling with the smoke of warm fires. The scent of cedar and fresh-cut wood hangs thick in the air as the final few homes are being built.Autumn’s chill is creeping into the evenings, hinting at the winter to come. The fields we cleared in the summer now hold the first true crops—corn, beans, squash—thrivin’ under the wide Wyoming sky. What once was dry, cracked land now bursts with golden hues, swayin’ tall in the breeze. The hunters have done their part too, bringin’ in plenty of meat, dryin’ strips of venison and buffalo to last through the cold months.Everything is changin’—for the better.But despite all we’ve built, Chet and I know we need more than just strong walls and full stores to keep our peop
*Chet*The rain has finally passed, leaving the land damp and rich with the scent of earth and renewal. The morning sun peeks through the dissipating clouds, casting golden light over our encampment. It is a welcome sight, one that signals a shift—a new beginning.As I step out of our wagon, the air is crisp, carrying with it the promise of hard work and progress. The storm may have disrupted our scouting efforts last night, but it also left behind the perfect conditions to resume building.I find Unega already awake, speaking with her father and a few of the men about the cabins we have begun constructing.“The soil’s soft now,” Pa notes, inspecting the ground. “It’ll be easier to get these cedar trees cut and the foundation set.”“We got lucky with that rain,” I remark, and Unega nods.“Lucky or blessed,” she says with a small smile. “Either way, I’m just glad it let up when it did.”“We should thank the Moon Goddess,” I agree. “She has watched over us since we left Tennessee.”The
*Isabella*The scent of sweat, dust, and blood thickens in the air, settlin’ heavy in my lungs. My paws press into the damp earth, muscles coiled tight as I follow Chet’s lead through the darkened forest. We are nearly done checkin’ our perimeters, but somethin’ feels off.Then I hear it—the distant clash of weapons, the guttural war cries of men locked in battle.Chet slows beside me, his massive black wolf blendin’ into the shadows. “Do you hear that?” he asks through the mind-link.“Yeah. And I smell ‘em, too.” The metallic tang of blood, the musk of too many bodies movin’ at once—it all comes together now.Takoda and Ginny, just behind us, tense at the same time.“Two groups. Both human,” Takoda confirms, his wolf’s ears twitchin’ forward.I peer through the trees, eyes lockin’ onto the scene just beyond the ridge. Firelight flickers against the wet bark of the trees, castin’ eerie shadows over the battlefield below. Warriors, fierce and determined, clash in the open space, their
*Isabella*The scent of fresh-cut cedar fills the air as axes swing and saws cut through the sturdy trunks. The rhythmic thunk of wood hittin’ the ground echoes through the trees, minglin’ with the voices of our packmates workin’ together to build our new homes.It feels real now—this land, this future we’re claimin’ as our own.Chet stands beside me, sleeves rolled up, sweat glistenin’ on his skin as he directs the men on how to lay the foundation beams. The strength in his arms, the way his muscles move beneath his tanned skin, sends warmth spreadin’ through my chest. My Alpha. My mate. My future.“We’ll have the first cabins framed before nightfall,” he says, his tone full of certainty. “Once we have a few homes built, we can start work on a meeting hall and a proper cookhouse.”I nod, feelin’ the weight of what we’re creatin’ here. “It’s gonna be a beautiful place, Chet.”His eyes soften as he glances at me. “It already is.”I smile, restin’ my palm against a newly stripped log, b