I closed my eyes and felt the soft water as it cleansed my entire being, but stopped when I felt it.
Someone is watching me.
Again.
You know that feeling when you can feel it in your bones when someone is staring at us?
That is exactly the same feeling. With my wolf senses, I could easily tell there was someone out there. I went into this river, which is just near our house, and chose this as my usual hangout place. It is nearing nighttime, and I'll soon leave this. I always went here to calm my nerves down but these following days, those stares I could feel from nowhere are irking me.
This is the day I will confront that person, whoever he is.
"Show yourself," I said bravely. "I can feel you staring at me. I know you're there."
Silence fell as the wind brushed past.
Am I talking to a ghost? What if there really wasn't one?
My werewolf senses tell me that there are two of them...
Just then, I stood up and grabbed the towel to cover my body. I looked at the bushes but there was no one.
Sighing, I put on my clothes and grabbed my shoes when I stepped into the muddy water, slipping and almost falling when a pair of strong hands caught me.
"Got ya."
I turned around and chuckled as I saw Mayhem's lopsided grin as he looked down at me.
"You really need to be careful, Arya." he said and sniffed his nose in the air, "Good thing I came."
"Or what? I'll get drowned or get face first in the mud?" I tried to joke.
He just rolled his eyes, "Yeah yeah, but where's my thank you? I saved you though."
I scoffed at him, "Yeah, yeah. Thank you for saving me from almost falling from the mud."
He then ignored my remark and escorted me back to our site. where we're temporarily staying for the week. Since we're night walker rogues, we're nomads. We jump into place and place and outside of any alpha's borders.
"How's your hunting, by the way?" I asked, breaking the silence.
Mayhem turned to me and said, "Oh, good. You'll never believe what we caught. We caught a huge!"
I looked at him disbelievingly because he's mayhem, he's never serious. Plus, we all know the rogue's fate... We don't have a chance against nature.
Watch a crow turn white and you'll see that we'll never get to see some amazing hunting.
When we neared our site, everyone greeted Mayhem, as he's popular, being the second strongest, and soon to be the Rogue leader. Well, my father's the strongest and current Rogue leader.
"Thank you, Mayhem! With you, we'll never starve to death!"
They exclaimed happily as they chugged down some meat.
I blinked at the enormous amount of harvest they had, and Mayhem was smirking at me, happy at my reaction.
"See? Can't you just trust me a little?"
I stuck my tongue out at him, "Alright,
I believe you. How did you even get this? "
Mayhem winked, "That's a secret. Only the strong will know."
I gritted my teeth, "Hah, funny."
"Heyyy there, future leader!" greeted Livia, my best friend. She's an omega with pink-colored hair and red lips. That's her signature style.
"Hmm...all these amazing harvests, why not delay the wedding for you too?" Her eyebrows were wiggling playfully.
My cheeks turned red and I widened my eyes at her, "Wha-Livia!" She knows my weakness and teases me all the time.
Mayhem seems to love this, as he laughs, glancing at me.
I mean, I know Mayhem's love for me. But I'm more focused on getting the leader title from my father and being finally acknowledged by my powers. The problem is, I was just an omega before we built this rogue pack.
Although we clearly don't believe in hierarchies, it still reflects in our powers... I can't deny that Mayhem might have become an alpha already if we're on a normal pack.
"I'm just..waiting for the right time...." He trailed off and I knew exactly what he was referring to. It's blood moon night. And it will appear later.
Of course, the blood moon. The night where we'll wait to see who our mate is.
Our eye contact was stopped as I felt my father's hands.
"Oh, here's our future leader! What are you talking about with my daughter?"
Mayhem chuckled, "Good Evening, Leader."
My father turned to me and clasped his hand on my face, "My dear daughter, how are you?"
I rolled my eyes and pushed his hand away, "Father, enough of that drink, it makes you silly."
"What? I'm just celebrating. And don't you forget, we don't get drunk."
"Yeah, but you get silly when you drink that human drink.
"Oh, but come to the hall. We've prepared a mini banquet." He invited, dragging me to the makeshift tent we made, and inside, there were long tables and all the members huddled in as they drank.
Some little pups gave us drinks and I just glanced at Mayhem to give him a "what is happening" signal look, but he just shrugged and replied, "Just enjoy the show."
"Cheers everyone!" My father raised his drink" For more bountiful harvests!"
"For more bountiful harvests," his members repeated.
Our hunters had found enough food for us for the first time in the year, after starving for months.
In a world where we're hidden, we have to stay concrete, and our food is always in short supply. Ever since Alpha Rufus from Shadow pack banished us from his pack, we fend off for ourselves, troubling no one and trusting only ourselves from now on.
"Thank you, leader!" One of the she-wolf pups came to give a bow to my father. My father is the rogue leader. A respectable man. He had a clear vision and hated hierarchy. How Alphas have the power.
Living out here is rough, but we managed to make ends meet, even almost starving to death. I smiled at my father beside me, "I hope our whole year will be blessed like this." I said, not wanting us to starve anymore. I don't want to witness children asking for food, pregnant women losing their children, and men running into madness just because we lacked the resources.
I felt my father ruffling my hair, "It will be like this. Mark my words, Arya."
I chuckled, taking a sip from the glass of wine. I felt like crying from the sweetness of it, wanting to experience this every day, and not just once a year if lucky.
We all paused as we waited for the blood moon. Mayhem guided me to the front for a clearer view.
Mayhem was holding my hand,
He was breathing deeply, and I could sense he was nervous a bit. "It's finally time.."
As soon as the blood moon appeared, Mayhem released a shaky breath.
"Did you feel that?"
I blinked at his question, "Felt what?"
"You're my mate!" he exclaimed happily, hugging me, and I was confused, not feeling anything. Is there something wrong with me?
"Mayhem-"
"I want to be with you-"
My moment with Mayhem was cut off as soon as my father's aid came back with a panicked voice, "They found us!"
We all stopped in motion, and I glanced at Mayhem, who instantly understood what was happening.
"Mayhem-"
Mayhem's hand instantly held mine, "Let's not panic." He then guided me to my father's aid and asked, "How many are there? How far?"
Father's aid didn't have the time to answer as he threw up blood and fell to the ground. I watched in horror as we shrieked, all the men surrounded the women and children, and I looked at everyone to make sure they are fine.
Damn. They are getting us now.
"Go to your father, I'll protect the borders." Mayhem instructed as he shifted to his gray wolf. He then disappeared with the other pack fighters.
The one thing I feared the most is suddenly happening on this lovely night. Time for battle. Goodness, there's not even a rest day for us.
"But-" I interjected. "Mayhem-" "Nob buts. You'll be my partner soon. We have to protect our soon-to-be pack." he said and leaned in to kiss my nose. "Alright, make sure to come back." I said, "Promise?" He smirked and ruffled my hair, "Of course, I'm strong enough." I wonder how he could stay calm at times like this. Only Mayhem could do this. "Dad!" I yelled for my dad, even though I already knew the answer. He had already shifted in his black fur and stood beside me. He flashed me a sad smile but stood still, "Protect everyone in my stead." I blinked, knowing what he meant. "No, dad, I'm not going to let them attack us." "Just evacuate the weak. Let me handle this!" I did as he told me and ushered the women and children to our safe place, "This way!" I looked at our place once more. We already had memories here in our short time. Even though we had been going home after home and transferring here and there, this was the safest place. How come enemies got to
I woke up in an entirely different place. There was a soft mattress I was lying on, a soft rug around the room, and the window was open. I expected to wake up in a dungeon with stinky rats and dark cells, yet here I am I, in a beautiful room like a princess. How long was I asleep? My flashbacks of the event came to my mind, replaying and bruising my heart's wounds again. Mayhem. And dad... I miss them already. I hate these twins for killing them in front of my eyes, but what I hate the most is me, just standing there weakly and not having any power to fight back, knowing I can’t win, yet Ever since I knew they were my mates, I couldn't even believe it and refused to acknowledge it. There is no way that is true, right? I promised to be their slave, to do anything for them. How stupid was I? How could I know I was able to perform what they’ll want? What if they want my soul, right? Yet I ended up being their mate. The door opened and I was greeted by the twins. “You’r
“No, he’s busy enough helping Alpha Kamilah and Alpha Magnus from the other continent,” Kai said. “Then give us a protection spell, anything-“ “No, it’s too late. I don’t wish to be involved in your trouble.” Kai instantly grabbed his neck and said, “Remember the time we protected you? Why not return it or else my fangs will be buried deep in your neck, old man.” “I can’t go against the moon goddess's wish-“ “That’s bullshit, do anything you can.” Zef threatened. The necromancer sighed, “Alright, I have this temporary protection spell I might try. Remember, once the Lycan King gets you, don’t blame me.” And he chanted a few Latin words, and a bright light appeared and left Alpha Kai and Alpha Zef’s chest. “But what about this mate thing? Can’t you just change-“ “It’s the moon goddess’s job. I can’t change it. Unless you can go up there yourself and talk to her.” He said, “Which is impossible to do.” Kai rolled his eyes at him and said, “You’re useless. Come on, we’re wasti
Kai looked at everyone before grabbing my hand and saying, “Let’s go, Arya.” He directed me to my room. His dark gray eyes bored into me. I instantly stood up, but he calmly put his finger on his lips as he shushed me, “Don’t mind Sam. She's been obsessed with Zef all these years.” I nodded, “I’ve been through hell. Here, mere actions don’t affect me at all.” Well, Samantha trying to poison me is not a big deal. I knew I would survive as my father had made me immune to poison since I was a child. He said that I needed it in case of future events where cases like this would happen, and I guess he was right. Cases like someone poisoning me indeed came. I have to thank my father for that. Plus, growing up having to change homes every season gave my immune system a boost. Just remembering about my old life and with my father still alive awoken the pain in my heart. And what made it worse was how I was talking to his killer. Hatred is still in my heart, but his soft expressi
What if I say I want my father back? Or Magnus? Or back to my clan. Surely he can’t get that to happen. This won’t become true. I bit my lip, feeling a bit tempted. No, it was Kai. He’s an alpha, and he’s one of my mates. Of course, he would have this effect on me. I can’t deny it. His intense gaze bore into me, trapping me at the moment. I met his gaze, not sure how I could escape his hold on me. The way his arms were grabbing me, I was almost an inch away from my chest. He inched closer, and I could feel his hot breath fanning over me. His hand caressed my cheek and stroked my hair to my ear. Out of nowhere, my hands traveled to his body, to his and he stiffened a bit. He breathed deeply, and I noticed something rock hard between us. I looked down to see that it was not just a rock. It was his…member. I swallowed hard, biting my lip as I knew this. I could feel my body heating up. Was it... because of the mate thing? I felt my pearls against my bra sensitive more th
“You seem to go with anyone.” I could hear Kai asking beside me, breaking me from my thoughts, “What if something happens?” “I had already been through hell. What more could I lose.” was all I answered. And the next day had arrived, indeed, and I could see that Zef was already waiting by the door as soon as the sun had risen. My nose wrinkled from smelling his alpha scent lingering, filling in the void. I opened the door and see him grinning from ear to ear, “Goodmorning, have you slept well?” I bit my lip, nodding. “Good. Because I couldn’t sleep a wink.” He admitted, “I’m excited to take you to my surprise.” “What surprise?” He pouted, “It’s a surprise, why would I say it to you? Now go and get dressed. I’ll just be here outside.” I just stared at him, his ears red with excitement and his eyes gleaming and I chuckled. “What? Go inside now, or you want me to dress you up yourself?” I instantly closed the door, took a shower, and prepared. I could sense him leaving f
We went inside and he made me put on some clothes. He would wait outside and talk with the store staff as I changed and I would go out from the dressing room to wait for his approval. But I have tried 20 outfits, and he only chose two clothes complaining that some were not my style, not suits me, or were too revealing. But I could not miss out on the slight hint of a smirk he has on his face. It’s obvious that between us,he’s the one enjoying this the most. “Can we go now?” He smirked, “Are you tired already?” I nodded but he shook his head, “Alright, let’s go now, but we’re not going home yet.” In the end, he paid for all the clothes I put on and even bought me dresses, heels, and bags. I knew I would not even be able to wear all of those considering how I’m planning for my escape from them. “You’re too lucky to have a boyfriend like him, miss!” Sealed the store staff. Another staff looked at me with envy and jealous stares but I just let them. Alpha Zef heard it and i
“By making me as part of your pack, you mean that by taking me forcefully right?” I said sarcastically, and his hands instantly clenched and almost tried to grab me but he held still.“You’re getting too gutsy.” He commented.What my mouth said the next came out unexpectedly. “No, you’re getting too egotistical. I get that you and your twin are having a competition on who could get me first but you are too full of yourselves to even think that I would let one of you get to me.” I huffed, letting it all out. “No, you’re getting too egotistical. I get that you and your twin are having a competition on who could get me first but you are too full of yourselves to even think that I would let one of you get to me.” I huffed, letting it all out. I mean I kind of told him about that but it is getting out of hand. Of course, I had a plan on making them lose their mind and let them get crazy to me. “Barging in my room will not even make any difference and make me hate you more.”He was quiet