BROOKE
“Sup, nerds?”
I whip my head around the side of my computer monitor to stare toward the open door of the IT hub, groaning internally when I see the person behind the rude greeting. Theo is leaning against the doorframe, taking up most of it with his massive size. Thick, corded forearms folded across his chest; he surveys the room with a condescending eye.
What the heck is he doing here?
The IT hub is the last place I’d expect Theo to be. Perhaps he was trying to find the weight room. Did he get lost?
“Theo,” Erin greets, scrambling up from her desk near the door. It’s a struggle for her to get to her feet- she’s super pregnant, due any day now. “Thanks for coming in.”
Theo glances around from his perch in the doorway, taking in the interior of the IT hub. It isn’t much, though it’s probably more space than the nine of us need. A couple of comfortable couches sit at the front of the room, a place for us to relax and hang out when we need a break. The walls are lined with five large desks on each side, providing each of us our own personal workspaces. There’s a long conference table situated in front of the back wall, which displays several large TV screens and a smartboard.
I straighten to peek over the top of my computer monitor from my desk at the back of the room, studying the unwelcome intruder in our space. Tall, tanned, and hard-bodied, he looks like a total fish out of water in here among us IT geeks. His t-shirt and leather jacket do little to disguise his form underneath- the dude’s built like a linebacker with his broad shoulders and chest. His chocolate brown hair is cropped short, his hazel eyes unblinking. Square jaw clenched, rough and days past needing a shave. Devastatingly handsome.
I catch myself ogling his physique appreciatively and force myself to look away and back down at my keyboard instead. His looks may be distracting, but I’m not an idiot- I know who this guy really is. Theo Jacobsen is a jerk with a capital J. An arrogant narcissist with a devil-may-care attitude. A guy whose bedpost has probably run out of space for notches to add. A total alpha-hole.
Erin claps her hands together to get our attention and my head snaps back up.
“Alright, gang… so as you all know, I’m going to be leaving for a while,” she smiles, rubbing her baby belly. “So for the next few months, Theo is going to be taking report from you each day, running it up the ladder to leadership.”
I blink. Did I hear her correctly? I couldn’t have heard that correctly.
“I hope you’ll all make him feel at home while he’s here.”
I snort. Theo, at home with a bunch of geeks? Doubtful.
“And who knows?” Erin continues, waggling her eyebrows. “Maybe you can teach him a thing or two about what we do here, get him to join our ranks.”
It’s Theo’s turn to snort. “Yeah right,” he scoffs, setting a large hand on Erin’s shoulder. “But thanks for the warm welcome.”
He flashes a wide, charming smile. I feel my face heat, eyes fluttering down to stare at my keyboard again. Whose bright idea was it to assign Theo as a liaison to the IT unit? We do serious work here- and from what I hear, Theo hasn’t worked a day in his life, nor taken anything seriously.
I refocus my attention back to the lines of code I’ve been trying to perfect for a new tracing program I’ve been working on, my temperature rising in annoyance. Erin chats quietly with Theo for a few minutes, then turns him loose to wander around the room.
He stops at Carly’s desk first, planting himself behind her chair and leaning in to say something. She laughs loudly, tossing her head back toward his hard abs. She’s obviously flirting- no joke’s that damn funny.
Ugh. Surely Carly’s not dumb enough to fall for the Theo charm? She’s been with the IT unit for two years longer than I have, and she’s probably my closest friend on the unit since we’re the closest in age. She’s a tall, waify brunette- conventionally attractive, but not what I’d necessarily pin down as Theo’s type. She’s pretty quiet, conservative. Some may say mousy.
I don’t know why their interaction bugs me so much. Maybe it’s because Theo seems like a predator, Carly like prey. I get back to work, tuning Theo out as he continues making the rounds. It almost works, too- ten minutes later, my fingers are dancing across the keyboard again as I fall back into a groove.
I try to keep my eyes focused on my computer screen as I feel Theo prowl up next to me, his presence large, looming. I don’t look up as he leans in, slapping a big palm on my desk.
“You’re the new girl, right?”
He knows damn well who I am.
We’re from the same pack. Our fathers are friends. I’m the same age as his sister and used to hang out with her at his house. My twin sister recently found out she’s mated to one of his best friends. My identical twin.
It’s laughable now to think of how I used to have a big crush on Theo when we were younger, before he flew the coop after he graduated from high school. Before I paid attention to the rumors of his womanizing ways and before he covered his body with tattoos and so much hard-earned muscle.
I dart my eyes to him, then back to my computer screen. “Theo.”
My hands fly over my keyboard. “How’s Quinn?”
“Riiiiight, that’s where I know you from,” Theo muses, continuing the facade. “My kid sister.”
My eyes roll so far back in my head I can practically see my skull.
He leans closer. He smells good- woodsy and masculine. “So how are you settling in with the nerd herd, kid?”
“It’s Brooke,” I grind out, fingers still typing furiously.
Somehow, he takes that as an invitation- Theo grabs for a chair from the conference table behind my desk, dragging the legs across the floor loudly as he pulls it closer. He sinks down onto it, leaning back and kicking his feet up on the edge of the desk. His big motorcycle boots land with a thud as I silently curse his presence.
“So, what are you working on?” he asks, pulling a bag of pretzels out of his jacket pocket and tearing it open. I turn to stare at him as he pops one in his mouth, starts chewing.
“You shouldn’t be eating in here,” I grumble. “Not around all the equipment and computers.”
He chuckles, popping another pretzel into his mouth. “My bad. Wouldn’t want to offend them.”
I heave a sigh, turning back to my computer and trying to resume my work. Trying, because Theo’s very presence is a distraction.
I can feel him peeking over at my monitor, watching me.
“Those aren’t even real words,” he comments, mouth full of pretzel.
“It’s code.”
“Code for what?”
The keyboard clicks under my fingers. “A program I’m working on.”
“What kind of program?”
I sigh, stop typing. “Why do you care?” I ask, shooting him a sideways glance.
“Just trying to get up to speed.” He flashes another one of those gorgeous smiles and damnit if it doesn’t give me pause. How can someone that good looking be so insufferable?
I go back to typing and get approximately one and a half minutes of work in before Theo speaks up again.
“Want some?”
I whip my head sideways to see him thrusting the bag of pretzels in my direction.
“What?” I blink. “No.”
I turn back to my monitor, go back to typing.
He keeps shoving pretzels into his mouth, crunching loudly. “You sure?”
Crunch. Crunch. Crunch.
I heave a sigh, pushing back in my chair.
“Do you mind?” I ask, tone laced with irritation. “I’m trying to work, here.”
His eyes go wide, brows shoot up. As if I’m the one being unreasonable.
“Sheesh, why so hostile?”
“Just trying to do my job,” I mutter, not risking another glance. It’s bad enough that he’s going to be working with the IT unit for the next few months, but the last thing I need is him zeroing in on me, distracting me from my work.
“Doesn’t your job include sharing information with the liaison?”
He’s got me there.
“Fine,” I sigh. “You want my report?” I push back in my chair again, swiveling it toward him, sliding my black framed glasses up the bridge of my nose and folding my arms across my chest indignantly. “I’m still putting the finishing touches on my new integrated tracing program. I’m hoping to have the source code finished by the end of the week, and I’ll spend next week debugging.”
Theo’s looking at me with his jaw slack, like I just spoke in Chinese.
Then he starts raking his eyes over my body. There’s not much to look at- I’m dressed for comfort in a pair of leggings, an oversized Rolling Stones t-shirt, and a pair of chuck taylor sneakers. Still, his lingering stare makes me profoundly uncomfortable.
“What are you doing later?” he asks, the hint of a smirk on his lips.
Now it’s my turn to look at him like he’s speaking a foreign language.
“Huh?” I blink.
“I was thinking about going to the bar in Goldenleaf,” he says casually, wadding up the empty pretzel bag. “Wanna come?” He waggles his eyebrows.
“What?” Is he frickin’ serious? I wrinkle my nose in disgust. “Are you asking me out?”
Theo shrugs, tossing the wadded-up pretzel bag toward the trash can by the wall. It bounces off of the rim, landing on the floor. “Seems like you could use a break. And all that nerd-speak was kinda sexy.”
Unbelievable.
“No thanks,” I reply curtly, spinning back to face my monitor and placing my hands on the keyboard.
He lingers, assessing me, like it’s the first time he’s ever heard the word ‘no’.
“And here I thought you were the nice twin.”
I whip back around to look at him, incredulously. He’s getting on my last nerve.
“So you do know who I am!” I pronounce, exasperated.
His face splits into a shit-eating grin, two rows of perfectly white, straight teeth. Those devilish good looks and that charming smile probably allow him to get away with murder, but they won’t work on me.
“You’re definitely more tightly wound than your sister,” he sighs, lacing his fingers together and bringing his hands behind his neck, reclining back on them. “You need to loosen up a little. I could help you with that.” He winks.
I wrinkle my nose, scowling at his innuendo. Does he really think I’m that kind of girl? Or is he just trying to get under my skin?
I shake my head, returning to my computer screen. “No thanks,” I mumble, setting my hands on the keyboard to type again. “You can go now.”
“Now why would I do that when I’m having so much fun talking to you?” Theo asks, undeterred.
I ignore his question, focusing back in on the line of code that I’ve restarted five times since he invaded my space.
This is going to be a long few months.
BROOKE“Why does it have to be Theo, of all people?” I lament, poking my food around my plate with a fork.I’m glad my sister decided to stick around for dinner at the complex tonight, because the other girls on the IT unit are so charmed by Theo that my complaints would fall on deaf ears. I barely got anything done today after he decided to post up at my desk and torment me with his incessant chatter.“Is it that bad?” Fallon asks, tilting her head, eyes sympathetic.“Worse,” I scoff. “He actually tried hitting on me today.”“He what?!” Fallon’s eyes fly wide, then she erupts in a fit of giggles.I narrow my eyes, stabbing a piece of chicken with my fork. “Ohhhkay, it’s not that frickin’ funny, Fallon.”I’m a little offended that she finds it so outrageous th
THEOI don’t know why Brooke Eastwick intrigues me. Call it morbid curiosity.She’s not my type at all. Buttoned up so tight, so prim and proper. A good girl. A brainiac. A nerd. She’s got glasses, for fuck’s sake. In normal society that probably wouldn’t seem like a big deal, but shifters typically have perfect vision; our healing abilities overcome any deterioration of eyesight.I sort of remember asking my mom about it, once, and her telling me that it was some kind of rare recessive trait that the Eastwick twins’ mom carried. That was a long time ago, though, so I don’t remember exactly. Either way, it’s weird. If our interaction yesterday is any indication, Brooke clearly wants nothing to do with me- which is strange, because I’m me. Some females throw themselves at me, others play a game of cat and mouse- but the e
BROOKE Going to the bar in Goldenleaf is somewhat of a ritual for the squad members on Saturday nights. The girls trade their workout apparel for tight dresses, the guys for jeans and nicer t-shirts or button-downs. I don’t typically put a lot of effort into my appearance, but Fallon always gets really into getting dressed up for our Saturday nights out, so I indulge her. Tonight, she’s talked me into wearing a black pleather mini-skirt and a white lacy crop top with elbow length sleeves. I don’t know if it’s hers or if it’s borrowed, but I feel oddly exposed in the outfit. At least the skirt is high-waisted and the lace of the crop top dips down to conceal my midriff. My legs are really the only thing on full display, and I trade my usual chucks for a pair of heels because according to Fallon they ‘make my legs look longer’ and ‘complete the outfit’. My friend Carly from the IT unit is coming out with us tonight, and
THEO“Ah, he’s back,” I drawl as Gray approaches our table, stabbing his fingers through his hair. “What happened man, trouble in paradise?”Gray slides into his seat beside me, but not before he delivers a jab to my bicep.Jax snickers on the other side of me. I can always count on him to laugh at my smartass comments.I press further. “Don’t tell me you guys broke up already…”Gray rolls his eyes, reaching for the beer he left stranded when he got up to greet Fallon. Little does he know, I downed it in his absence, impatient for the waitress to bring over more.“Please,” Gray scoffs. “She’s hanging with her friends for a while. We don’t have to be together twenty-four seven. I know who she’s going home with.”Gray picks up the beer, realizes it’s empty, and reaches for a fresh one instead, br
BROOKE If I didn’t think so before, then last night’s run-in with him certainly cemented it- Theo Jacobsen is a pig. Who the heck gets a handjob in a public place? And he had the nerve to ask for privacy, like I was the one being rude? Who the hell does he think he is? On Sunday morning, I head out for a run after breakfast. I don’t consider myself the sporty type like my twin is, but endurance has always been my jam. Running helps me clear my head, get centered. The endorphins don’t suck, either. The wolf inside of me is also particularly wily. It’s a struggle to keep her at bay, but running helps. Just getting out in nature appeases her, tiring out my body quiets her. I try to stick to my typical forest paths so I don’t get lost. I’m a terrible navigator. When I first moved to the complex almost two months ago, I got lost a few times on my runs. I had to shift and allow my
THEO“Sup, nerds?” I greet as I walk into the IT hub the next afternoon. I’m really settling into this new gig as the liaison- it isn’t half as boring as I expected now that I’ve made it my mission to bed Brooke Eastwick.Speaking of Brooke, she doesn’t even glance up at me when I walk in. I make my rounds to the other desks, asking the geeks if they have anything to report back to Gray, and by the time I get back to hers she still doesn’t acknowledge me.What gives? I apologized for yesterday. You’d think a self-proclaimed ‘nice girl’ would be a little more gracious.Instead, it seems she’s giving me the cold shoulder today. She doesn’t say anything when I drag a chair over to her desk, sink down into it. Doesn’t respond when I greet her with a “hey kid”. Doesn’t flinch when I kick my boots up on the edge of the
BROOKE I head outside five minutes early to wait for Theo, and he’s ten minutes late. Figures. The afternoon sun is beating down and beads of sweat are rolling down my back by the time he pulls up in Gray’s Jeep, honking the horn as if he doesn’t see me waiting here. Why did I agree to catch a ride with him again? I sling my backpack over a shoulder and shove my hands in my pockets, trudging around to the passenger side. When I pull open the door, I hear the familiar tune of Boulevard of Broken Dreams and I can’t help but crack a smile, throwing my backpack on the floor, sliding into the seat, and closing it behind me. Theo doesn’t even give me time to fasten my seatbelt before he hits the gas, spinning the wheels on the dirt and peeling out toward the road. “Will you slow down?!” I gasp, clutching at the seatbelt and shoving it down over my lap and into the buckle. “O
THEO Dad’s acting strange. More chipper than usual. He asks for my help manning the grill, talks my ear off about the happenings with the pack while he flips the steaks. I can’t remember the last time he was this friendly with me, but it has me on edge. Maybe he’s finally coming around, has accepted me for who I am and is gonna let me lead the pack. A guy can dream, can’t he? I don’t know what else would explain his odd behavior. Fuck, I’m so ready to be alpha. To finally be in control, be the one calling the shots. I bet I’ll be good at it. I’ve never been great at anything- other than women of course- but I was literally born to be alpha. If he’s ready to step down, I’m ready to take on the job. I can’t fucking wait. I help him carry in the steaks and get the table set while Quinn and Brooke wander downstairs, chatting and giggling. “Brooke!” Dad booms, waving the grill tongs at her. “How’s it going?”
THEO The packhouse is full, bustling with activity as everyone gathers together for the full moon run. Every one of the couches in the great room is packed with people, while others lean on the arms or the backs of the furniture, waiting for my dad to begin his pre-run announcements. The excitement in the air is palpable- our whole pack looks forward to the monthly run, we’re all itchy to let our wolves out and get started. Until last month, I hadn’t been back to Summervale for a run with my own pack in years. I’d almost forgotten how cathartic it is; how good it feels to be a part of something bigger and bond with your own pack. Running with Gray’s pack in Goldenleaf was always fine, but I didn’t feel the same loyalty and bond to those wolves as I do with my pack here in Summervale. It’s instinctual, it transcends all human thought and emotion. My pack is as much a part of me as I am of it. Tonight’s run is extra spec
BROOKE I hear the click of the lock as I turn my key in the door of my dorm room, adjusting my backpack on my shoulders and turning to start down the hallway. I’m on cloud nine- freshly marked, a permanent smile etched across my face. Heart full of love. Theo and I are headed home to Summervale for the weekend to tell our parents that we’re mates and join our pack for the full moon run, and I’m so excited that I feel like I could burst. Everything about our marking was perfect. We stayed on top of that mountain all night, making love under the stars, talking about our plans for the future. For our future. We’re forever linked, forever connected. The mate bond is stronger than ever, and I’ve never felt more in sync with another person. Theo is truly my other half, my soulmate. I’m about halfway down the hallway when I see Sutton round the corner on the other end, glossy dark hair bouncing as she heads my way. A
BROOKE Theo has been acting strange all week. Ever since his dad showed up at the complex and they had their heart-to-heart and set aside their differences, he’s been quieter, more withdrawn. I’m trying not to panic. It’s a good thing that he’s finally on good terms with his father and is on track to become alpha. That should have no bearing on our relationship… right? Except now the full moon is only a few days away and it feels like he’s pulling away, and I’m stressing out under the immense pressure of our deadline to seal the mate bond- is this guy gonna frickin’ mark me or what? I’m trying to not over-think it, but that’s easier said than done. We said we were all in, so why does it suddenly feel like he’s backing out? Even when he asked this morning if he could take me out tonight, his nervous demeanor left me feeling a little uneasy. He was really vague about why he wouldn’t be coming to the hub this afternoon an
THEO “Dude, your dad’s here,” Jax remarks, nudging me with his elbow. “What?” I turn to follow Jax’s gaze, and sure enough, my old man is walking through the gate of the squad complex. If I wasn’t seeing it with my own eyes, I wouldn’t believe it. I’m not sure my dad has ever been up here to visit me at the complex- and even now, he looks totally out of his element. Physically, he appears like he could belong here. He doesn’t look his age and he works out and stays fit. A lot of people say that I’m his spitting image, which I’m sure irritates him to no end since he thinks I’m a colossal fuck-up. I’ve got his square jaw, the same nose and brow line, and his height- but while his eyes are dark brown, Quinn and I both have our mom’s hazel eyes. As I stare at my dad standing by the gate, I can’t help but wonder what the hell he’s doing here- and if he’s here to see me. Then it hits me that Quinn probably le
THEO I kick my feet up on Brooke’s desk, leaning back in my chair as I watch her work. I take in the way her long fingers glide across the keyboard, the way she furrows her brow and chews her lip in concentration. She’s fucking adorable. I still can’t believe she’s mine. Well, almost. We’ve still got that whole marking thing to take care of in order to seal the bond. I’ve been thinking about it a lot lately, and I feel like we’re both ready, but I’m just waiting for her to give me the green light. Maybe I’ll set up an epic date that’ll totally blow her mind, to the point where she’s begging for me to sink my teeth in her shoulder and claim her officially. Something to make it special. And yes, I know how fucking cheesy that sounds. What can I say? I’m fucking hooked on Brooke. I don’t care if it makes me look weak, because with her beside me, I’ve never felt stronger. She must feel empowered, too, jud
BROOKE I look into Theo’s eyes as he unbuckles the helmet strap under my chin, a smile creeping across my face. This. This must be what true happiness feels like. To be adored and cared for by this gorgeous man. This man who, despite his sharp edges, tends to me with such a gentle hand. The soft side he reserves only for me. He pulls the helmet off of my head, turning to set it on the back of his bike as I reach up to run my fingers through my disheveled hair. My long blonde tresses are all knotty from the ride over to Summervale on the back on Theo’s motorcycle- I should’ve thought of that and braided it or something. Theo swivels back to me as I’m still raking through the ends of my hair, smoothing it over my shoulders. His lips tip up into a grin. “I love when your hair’s all windblown like that,” he says, reaching out to cup my cheek. “It’s sexy as hell.” He leans in
THEO “Wake up,” comes the sweetest voice, reaching into my mind, pulling me from sleep. The voice of an angel. I feel the weight of Brooke on the mattress beside me, shifting to move closer. Then I feel her fingertips stroking my hair gently. “Wake up, handsome…” I blink my eyes open, meeting the ocean blue of Brooke’s eyes. She’s so fucking beautiful. “Mmm,” I hum, leaning my head into her hand as she gently scratches my scalp. “That feels good.” Her pouty pink lips tip up into a smile as she traces her fingernails in a circle. “What time is it?” I squint, furrowing my brow. “Six.” “Six?!” I throw my eyes wide. Brooke giggles, sliding the covers off of her body and sitting up. “Why the hell are we awake?” I groan, scrubbing a hand over my face. “We don’t have to get up for at least another two hours, let’s go back to sleep…” Brooke smirks at me over her shoulder,
BROOKEMy chest feels hollow as I muddle through my afternoon at the hub. I hate that I picked a fight with Theo. After I let those nasty comments from Sutton fester, I knew it was only a matter of time- and when I heard him make that comment about his dad and becoming alpha, it tipped me over the edge. I lashed out, tried to hurt him before he could hurt me.The worst part is that he’s right- he’s so right. Even though I said I was giving him a chance, I always had one foot out the door, unsure whether we’d really be able to work as a couple. Not allowing myself to give in fully, to give myself fully. Refusing to admit to myself that despite our differences, we fit pretty damn well together. We could be happy. We were happy.But I screwed it all up. Pushed him away in some vain effort to shore up my walls and protect myself. And it totally backfired- in trying to protect myself, I only
THEO I don’t know why I bother going home to Summervale. I’m trying to get more involved with my pack by going to visit once a week, but it always ends in me bickering with my old man and getting stressed out by the tension between us that never seems to dissipate. I stay the night, but the visit’s anything but productive. I make it back to the complex the next morning in time to run drills with the squad, which helps relieve some of the stress I carried back with me. After they’re over, I hang back with the guys while the rest of the squad files back into the complex to grab lunch. I’ve got some serious road rash on my left forearm from when Gray dropped me during our last drill, and I rub at it as I approach Jax and Brock, wincing a little. “Gray got you good, huh?” Brock chuckles, eyeing my arm. “Yeah,” I mutter. “Got the jump on me.” It wasn’t the first time, either- I kept making sloppy mista