BROOKE
Going to the bar in Goldenleaf is somewhat of a ritual for the squad members on Saturday nights. The girls trade their workout apparel for tight dresses, the guys for jeans and nicer t-shirts or button-downs. I don’t typically put a lot of effort into my appearance, but Fallon always gets really into getting dressed up for our Saturday nights out, so I indulge her.
Tonight, she’s talked me into wearing a black pleather mini-skirt and a white lacy crop top with elbow length sleeves. I don’t know if it’s hers or if it’s borrowed, but I feel oddly exposed in the outfit. At least the skirt is high-waisted and the lace of the crop top dips down to conceal my midriff. My legs are really the only thing on full display, and I trade my usual chucks for a pair of heels because according to Fallon they ‘make my legs look longer’ and ‘complete the outfit’.
My friend Carly from the IT unit is coming out with us tonight, and she’s more of a girly-girl, totally relishing in the process of getting all dolled up. She insists on curling my hair, but her efforts are in vain- within five minutes, the curls are limp, my long blonde hair taking on more of a loose wave. She also applies more makeup to my face than I’m comfortable with- typically I’m a mascara and lip gloss kind of girl, but Carly applies smoky eyeshadow and winged eyeliner to my eyes and bronzer to my cheekbones.
At the last minute, Fallon talks me into swapping my glasses out for contact lenses. She always wears contacts, but I try not to fuss with them too often. I usually only wear contacts when I go for a run. I blink them into my eyes, glancing over at my sister. Fallon looks stunning as always, dressed in a red halter top, skin-tight low-rise pleather pants, red pumps, and her signature ponytail.
Always eager to get going, Boyd finally comes into the locker room where we’ve been getting ready to hassle us and herd us out. We’ve got a big group tonight- it’s Fallon and me, Carly, Shay, Casey, Davis, Boyd, Judd, and Connor. Gray is meeting Fallon at the bar since she wanted to get ready with her girlfriends, but I’m not sure if he’ll join our group or pull her to his. Either way, I’m excited to get away from the complex for a night.
The nine of us trek the short forest trail from the complex to the bar at the edge of Goldenleaf, filing inside and heading straight for the bar. In his typical fashion, Boyd makes a show of buying the first round of drinks for everyone- his family’s got money and he’s never shy to throw it around.
Before the drinks even make it to our hands, Fallon’s mate is prowling up behind her, sliding his arms around her waist and tucking his chin over her shoulder. The two of them can’t keep their hands off of each other. I don’t know if I’m grossed out or a tad… jealous.
Boyd hands me my usual vodka soda and I take it from him with an appreciative smile. I glance around the bar as I sip on it, Carly sidling up beside me.
“Mister sexy is here,” she whispers, looking over toward the table in the corner where the alphas always post up.
I roll my eyes. “Mister sexy?”
Carly giggles. “Well yeah, he… oh crap, he’s looking over here!”
She brings a hand up beside her face, blocking her view.
I glance over to Theo’s table and sure enough, I’m met with those intense hazel eyes staring from underneath a furrowed brow.
“Is he still looking?” Carly hisses.
I sigh, spinning around to face the bar and bringing my glass to my lips. “Mhmmm…” I hum as I take a sip. I swallow it down, wincing a little as the liquor burns my throat. The bartenders here always pour heavy. “Total creep.”
“Ugh, he’s so hot,” Carly laments, flipping her brunette curls over her shoulder. Her hair holds curl much better than mine does.
“He’s a jerk,” I mutter, taking another sip of my drink.
Carly shrugs. “Well, he’s been really nice to me so far.”
“Probably because he wants to get in your pants.”
“I’d let him.”
My eyebrows shoot up. I guess I’d just assumed that Carly was as inexperienced as I am when it comes to men.
“What were you guys talking about today?” Carly asks. “He sat with you for a long time.”
I toss back the rest of my drink, setting it on the bar top. “Music.”
“Music?” She parrots, blinking.
I shrug. “I sent him a Spotify playlist.”
I lean forward onto the bar, throwing up a hand to get the bartender’s attention.
Carly leans back onto the bar beside me, sipping her daiquiri. “Are you guys friends or something?”
“God no,” I sigh, exasperated. “I wish he’d just leave me alone so I can get my work done.”
The bartender delivers me another drink and I fish some cash out of my bra to pay for it.
“Feel free to send him my way instead, then,” Carly says, grinning mischievously. “I wouldn’t mind him posting up at my desk for the afternoon.”
“I’ll do that,” I mumble, grabbing my fresh vodka-soda off the bar and taking a little sip.
I glance over at Fallon and Gray, still tangled up in one another nearby.
“You go ahead,” Fallon purrs, pushing at Gray’s chest. “I’m gonna hang with my friends for a little while.”
Gray plants a steamy kiss on Fallon’s lips before he turns around to head back over to his table and Fallon swivels to face Carly and me, wiping her bottom lip with her thumb.
“You’re so lucky,” Carly gushes, grinning at Fallon. She treats my sister like she’s a celebrity now that she’s mated to an alpha.
“The luckiest,” Fallon winks.
She steps closer to me, slipping an arm around my shoulders. “Gray said we can put our drinks on his tab tonight.”
“Oh, that’s so nice,” I reply.
It really is. Gray’s a good guy. I’m glad my sister wound up with someone like him, even if I may be just the teensiest bit jealous of her for it. It’s so obvious that Gray’s head-over-heels for Fallon. I hope I’ll find a love like that for myself one day.
As if on cue, Connor makes his way over to me, giving me an awkward little wave and a lopsided smile.
“Hey Brooke,” he greets, dragging his fingers down through his shaggy bangs. “I was gonna get another drink, do you want one?”
Ugh. He’s so frickin’ cute.
I glance down at the full glass in my hands, wishing I could take him up on his offer.
“I’m good for now,” I say, holding up my drink. “In a little bit, though?”
“Yeah, totally.” Connor swallows, looking down at the floor, fidgeting. “Well I’m just gonna…” he trails off, motioning to the bar.
“Yeah, of course.” I sidestep to allow him access.
Fallon rolls her eyes, grabbing my drink out of my hand. I open my mouth to protest, but she’s already downed it, tapping Connor on the shoulder.
“Hey Connor! Brooke could use that drink after all,” she says, tossing me a wink.
Connor swivels around, raising his brows. “Oh yeah?”
I stifle a laugh, shaking my head at Fallon.
“Yeah, vodka soda,” I say, my cheeks heating in a blush. “Thanks, Connor.”
He flags down the bartender to order our drinks and Fallon leans in to me, waggling her eyebrows.
She drops her voice to a whisper. “Don’t say I never did anything for you, sis.”
THEO“Ah, he’s back,” I drawl as Gray approaches our table, stabbing his fingers through his hair. “What happened man, trouble in paradise?”Gray slides into his seat beside me, but not before he delivers a jab to my bicep.Jax snickers on the other side of me. I can always count on him to laugh at my smartass comments.I press further. “Don’t tell me you guys broke up already…”Gray rolls his eyes, reaching for the beer he left stranded when he got up to greet Fallon. Little does he know, I downed it in his absence, impatient for the waitress to bring over more.“Please,” Gray scoffs. “She’s hanging with her friends for a while. We don’t have to be together twenty-four seven. I know who she’s going home with.”Gray picks up the beer, realizes it’s empty, and reaches for a fresh one instead, br
BROOKE If I didn’t think so before, then last night’s run-in with him certainly cemented it- Theo Jacobsen is a pig. Who the heck gets a handjob in a public place? And he had the nerve to ask for privacy, like I was the one being rude? Who the hell does he think he is? On Sunday morning, I head out for a run after breakfast. I don’t consider myself the sporty type like my twin is, but endurance has always been my jam. Running helps me clear my head, get centered. The endorphins don’t suck, either. The wolf inside of me is also particularly wily. It’s a struggle to keep her at bay, but running helps. Just getting out in nature appeases her, tiring out my body quiets her. I try to stick to my typical forest paths so I don’t get lost. I’m a terrible navigator. When I first moved to the complex almost two months ago, I got lost a few times on my runs. I had to shift and allow my
THEO“Sup, nerds?” I greet as I walk into the IT hub the next afternoon. I’m really settling into this new gig as the liaison- it isn’t half as boring as I expected now that I’ve made it my mission to bed Brooke Eastwick.Speaking of Brooke, she doesn’t even glance up at me when I walk in. I make my rounds to the other desks, asking the geeks if they have anything to report back to Gray, and by the time I get back to hers she still doesn’t acknowledge me.What gives? I apologized for yesterday. You’d think a self-proclaimed ‘nice girl’ would be a little more gracious.Instead, it seems she’s giving me the cold shoulder today. She doesn’t say anything when I drag a chair over to her desk, sink down into it. Doesn’t respond when I greet her with a “hey kid”. Doesn’t flinch when I kick my boots up on the edge of the
BROOKE I head outside five minutes early to wait for Theo, and he’s ten minutes late. Figures. The afternoon sun is beating down and beads of sweat are rolling down my back by the time he pulls up in Gray’s Jeep, honking the horn as if he doesn’t see me waiting here. Why did I agree to catch a ride with him again? I sling my backpack over a shoulder and shove my hands in my pockets, trudging around to the passenger side. When I pull open the door, I hear the familiar tune of Boulevard of Broken Dreams and I can’t help but crack a smile, throwing my backpack on the floor, sliding into the seat, and closing it behind me. Theo doesn’t even give me time to fasten my seatbelt before he hits the gas, spinning the wheels on the dirt and peeling out toward the road. “Will you slow down?!” I gasp, clutching at the seatbelt and shoving it down over my lap and into the buckle. “O
THEO Dad’s acting strange. More chipper than usual. He asks for my help manning the grill, talks my ear off about the happenings with the pack while he flips the steaks. I can’t remember the last time he was this friendly with me, but it has me on edge. Maybe he’s finally coming around, has accepted me for who I am and is gonna let me lead the pack. A guy can dream, can’t he? I don’t know what else would explain his odd behavior. Fuck, I’m so ready to be alpha. To finally be in control, be the one calling the shots. I bet I’ll be good at it. I’ve never been great at anything- other than women of course- but I was literally born to be alpha. If he’s ready to step down, I’m ready to take on the job. I can’t fucking wait. I help him carry in the steaks and get the table set while Quinn and Brooke wander downstairs, chatting and giggling. “Brooke!” Dad booms, waving the grill tongs at her. “How’s it going?”
BROOKE I’m still reeling from Monday night. Dinner at the Jacobsen’s was such an ugly scene, one that keeps resurfacing and replaying in my mind. I knew Theo had it rough at home, that he left for a reason, but what I witnessed at dinner far surpassed what I’d imagined. I’ve never seen family members yell at each other like that, throw plates, cut each other down with their words. It was scary. It was like a movie; one I wish I’d never watched. That look in his eyes when I ran into him in the hallway is still haunting me. Theo, always so cocky, arrogant, confident, looked… broken. His freakout at the dinner table definitely wasn’t okay, but his dad shouldn’t have said what he did about Theo’s mom, either. It was so heartbreakingly cruel. He said it just to hurt him, and from the look in his eyes, it worked. I still remember when his mom died. I was seven or eight, so he must’ve been about twel
THEOI lay on the horn as I roll up to the complex in Gray’s Jeep, waving a hand out the window at a very irritated looking Brooke waiting by the gate.“Let’s go!” I shout, hitting the horn a few more times. “Denver or bust!”She’s standing at the gate, arms folded, glaring at me. If looks could kill, it’d be my funeral.“What are you doing here?” Brooke demands, stooping to pick her duffel and backpack up off of the ground. She slings one over each shoulder, trudging toward the Jeep.“Gray had some pack business come up, so you get me as an escort instead,” I say, waggling my eyebrows. “Now hop in, kid, we’ve got a lot of miles to cover!”Brooke heaves an exasperated sigh, stomping around to the passenger side. She throws her bags into the backseat before sliding in beside me, buckling her seatbelt immediately.
BROOKE Denver’s IT setup is amazing. I was like a kid in a candy store all afternoon, taking everything in as Rico, the head of their security team, gave us a tour of the hive and walked us through their security processes. Denver’s system makes the six-pack look like we live in the dark ages- while we have squad members running patrols each night, they’ve got cameras everywhere, giving them twice the coverage with half the manpower. I got to meet with their IT specialists, too, to tell them all about the tracing program I’ve been working on. If executed correctly, we’ll be able to track all known shadow pack affiliates by their cell phones, transactions, and even their online activity. The Denver IT specialists were all really impressed and excited about the program, which made me feel like a frickin’ superhero. We agreed to share all of our intel going forward, link our systems up. I told them I’d deliver my