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Author: Jay Mhekzy
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SIN

The moment Artemisia's eyes shut, it felt as though it was the end for me.

I wanted to let go of everything and freaking go to the werewolf Pack that had cost me my mate.

But I couldn't go unprepared, and I was aware it was my fault. Everything that happened was my freaking fault.

I had let her down.

I grunted and yanked at my hair in frustration.

Not only that, but I had let her be in harm's way. Whereas I could have easily protected her.

And I was the Alpha for crying out loud!

It was pathetic. I kept on shoving her in front of the danger. Although I did not hurt her on purpose, I couldn't help but feel I was the one who orchestrated everything.

It wouldn't be the first time she was getting hurt.

And each time it happened, I had the power to not let it.

Gazing at her pale face, I recalled the attack.

They warned me before it occurred. Nico had f**king informed me to get prepared, as they were coming for Artemisia.

They had the information beforehand, and he had relayed it to me,
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