Ethan released my hand an I let it slip into the water. Only when it was underneath the surface did I ball it into fists. Ethan turned from me, he didn’t address the servants as he walked toward the door. The girls continued their washing but didn’t utter a word. It wasn’t until the door closed behind Ethan that it felt like I could breathe for the first time in days. I didn’t let myself fall apart but I couldn’t keep the tears from escaping and streaming down my cheeks. I remained calm and looked out of the window. The sky was painted with beautiful colors. I had thought the view from my window back home was breathtaking but being here, in this room atop a mountain, it felt as if I were up in the sky among the colors. I didn’t let myself dwell on what had happened. Today was only the first day and things would only get worse from here. I knew this but I couldn’t help but feel lost. After they had finished washing me I stood to my feet and stepped out of the tub. They dried me and dr
*Content Warning: Violence of a sexual nature is depicted in this chapter and may be triggering for some readers.*A shiver ran down my spine, which Ethan confused for arousal. The sick fuck actually thought I could find pleasure in his touch. With the feeling of his bulge between my legs, his hands on my thighs, and his lips on my neck, I steeled my resolve. I had forgotten who the fuck I was. My father may have never loved me, and I had no friend to call my own, but I had one person who loved me. I was loved, even if I didn’t understand why he abandoned me. I had alpha blood flowing through my veins and I had made a promise. I promised to fight Ethan tooth and nail. I lifted my chin and looked Ethan in the eyes.“You’re mistaken. I’d rather bite off my tongue and drown on my own blood than wait in bed for you like a good little slave,” I spat.Ethan groaned and chuckled at my response. I moved to kick him in the balls but his hands gripped my thighs and stopped me from connecting. I
My first month in Crimson Moon Pack went the same way as the first day. After how I acted that first night, Ethan forbade the warriors from letting me leave the room. He told me that everything I needed was in this room and everything that wasn’t would be delivered and it was. I was brought the bare minimum. Meals three times a day and drinks were brought up to my room.The servants came every day to dress me, run my bath, and prepare me for Ethan’s nightly visits. I tried the first two weeks to talk to them but they refused to speak. I assumed Ethan spoke to them, threatening them to keep them from talking to me. I finally gave up and stopped trying to talk to them. I knew if I had a chance at getting one of them to help me it was Nicole. I only needed one thing and time was ticking.Every day they came in when I woke and helped me wash. If I was cut or hurt they would try their best to patch me up. They would leave me and I would have the day to myself until the sun began to make it
Whatever I was expecting to hear, the news of an heir rising to their rightful place as Alpha, wasn’t it. The politics and discussion of men was never something I had a place in. As a young girl I remember saying something about a strife my father had with another pack. My father didn’t hesitate to put me in my place. I knew from that day on that what I thought didn’t matter to him. It’s funny how my life has gone full circle. Ethan’s hand lifts my chin and I’m reminded that he’s supposed to hold my attention.“Why would the news of a new Alpha in this Goddess-forsaken world be good news? I don’t see why you would rush all the way here to tell me,” I said.“I received word this morning that there would be an alpha meeting this weekend,” Ethan said.“That’s… interesting,” I said.“It is. All the Alpha’s and their Luna’s will be required to attend,” Ethan said.“So… I’ll have to-”“It’s your duty as my mate. You’ll have to sit by my side. Don’t worry though. You wont have to say a word.
*Content Warning: Physical violence is depicted in this chapter and may be triggering for some readers. *I reeled back as if I’d been struck. My legs became wobbly and I could feel the room begin to spin. I stumbled back but Ethan held me tight. This was news. This was the news. It didn’t make any sense, none of it, and my mind ran a mile a minute as I tried to fit the pieces together that just didn’t fit. He wasn’t an heir, he was a bastard. I knew everything there was to know about him, or at least I thought I did. I’d always known he was a bastard because of his hair. I’ve known since the first time I met him that day long ago.The day when he dropped the bag of potatoes and I looked down my nose at the handsome boy who scrambled for the spuds that had fallen and rolled out. As a young girl, it didn’t matter because he was my friend, my only friend. As a young woman, his parentage didn’t mean anything because I loved him.When Ethan said I would see a familiar face at the alpha’s
“I never said I’d given up on him or that I had intentions on giving him up. Try all you want, Alpha, you’ll never break me,” I snarled. “I will win you over,” Ethan promised. The hand on my backside squeezed. Hard. His fingers slid down and I felt the warm blood spread as he dragged his fingers through it. He pried apart the sensitive broken skin from the belt. His fingers dug into the filleted open flesh. I tried to wriggle free but got nowhere. Instead, I felt the pain intensify. “If you would just let it be and accept me, you would see how good it could be. How good I could be. I won’t waste my time asking you to give yourself to me. Because I know that one day, you will,” Ethan said confidently. Dread hammers into me as time quickly runs out. The wait is almost over as Ethan whispers filthy things into my ear and releases himself from his pants. The sound of the material falling to the floor as me thrashing as I tried to get away. I hate the rough fingers that find my opening
I gasped for air and clutched at the sheets when I woke from the nightmare. Flashes of terror skittered across the edge of my memory. I felt delirious as I scrambled to try and get a sense of where I was and who it was I ran from. Sweat beaded and dripped from my brow, my muscles were tight with tension, and goosebumps ran across my skin. The fear still coursed in my veins and the disgust rolled in my belly from what had happened as I failed to grasp at what that was. I scrunched my eyes shut as I tried my hardest to recall the last thing I could remember. When I came up blank, I opened my eyes and squinted into the darkness. If I couldn’t remember anything I would see for myself.I was distracted when the bed dipped and my mate’s smell washed over me as his large arms wrapped around me. My fight or flight kicked in and every instinct told me to run as far as possible. His body curled up behind me and I’m pulled into his embrace until my back is pressed firmly to his chest. I ignored
Adea“Luna,” the man said respectfully.His voice is low and there’s an allure to it, something about it draws me to him. I want to turn around and look at him, but I refuse to. I wanted to laugh because respect was the last thing I thought I would receive at Crimson Pack. I folded my arms in front of me and focused on the irritation I felt crawling up my neck.I turned on my heel and came face-to-face with the visitor. My lips parted and my body relaxed as my eyes landed on him. He was breathtakingly beautiful and if my heart had not already belonged to another man it would have skipped a beat. I raised my chin, closed my mouth, and threw daggers at him with my eyes.Long blonde hair brushed back from his face, sharp features, a jawline that could cut glass and the bluest eyes I’ve ever seen. He was strong, his shoulders broad, but his eyes were kind and gentle. I wouldn’t be fooled by a friendly face, no matter how pretty it was. A silver necklace dropped beneath the material and hi