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009: A coward

Author: Aurora Dawn
last update Last Updated: 2024-08-02 22:05:33

Sean had been called several things in this miserable life of his.

He has been called a weakling, taboo, cursed, The Mute Heir - the cursed Alpha.

And even though growing up those discriminating words and taunts hurt like hell, by the time he was a teenager he had learnt to just ignore them - that was wrong. More like he learnt to accept and embrace them.

With time he allowed these words to become his branding, what he is, his identity and it was easier, way easier for him because at least it stopped hurting when he already came in terms with his fate and just accepted that this was the destiny written for him.

To be a taboo.

To be in the shadows.

And goddess above how much he loved staying in the shadows, how much he loved being invincible and just watching everyone else go about their lives without saying a word - not that he could.

And the shadows were exactly where he had hid, as he watched the girl he had grown to love, his mate - well, ex mate - the love of his life, ride away i
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Aurora Dawn
Update starts again today. Took a few days sick leave
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Aurora Dawn
Hello Shanna. Thank you so much for your review And I'm sorry about the errors. Will try to pay more attention on the coming chapters Thank you so much for picking up the book. PS: Yeah, Sean MIGHT get his act together OR, things would just be that simple. .
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Shanna Blackdeer
I think it's a very good story so far. There were a few grammar errors but not bad. I'm hoping you continue on with the story because I'm hoping Sean gets it together and goes after her. So please write some more and what ever happened to her Wolf and can Sean's wolf talk for him?
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