Savage,
‘Think of something ugly, think of something hideous, think of something that disgusts you.’
I thought as I kept pacing my office while willing my erection to go down. I have been hard since I bit Tamara, and the room was suffocating from the scent of my arousal.
I was fucking acting like a damn teenager. What the hell is wrong with me? I bit her after I was blinded by my anger and the moment she moaned and I smelled her arousal; I become hard.
I stopped in the middle of the room, closed my eyes, and took a deep breath, begging the goddess herself to help me with my little problem here.
I can’t go outside like this embarrassing myself in front of my entire pack. I’m the alpha for the goddess’ sake, not just some wimp.
Ok, old women, disgusting alpha from this morning’s meeting, or damn broccolis. I fucking hate broccolis. Anything, please.
I clutched my hair and tore whatever I was able to h
Tamara,“You all are here to train. You came of age the last moon and now you should be prepared for your rite of passage, which will define your role in the pack and help me to understand your potential.”Jeremy said as he paced in front of us and I looked around me, then stared at my bare feet in nervousness.After what happened in the bedroom and my mate has been ignoring me and surprisingly I was moping around because of that.I mean, the male might be my mate now, but before that, he is nothing to me. He still means nothing to me, but I guess my wolf’s sudden awakening has something to do with it.She was whining and huffing and when I tried to reason with her, she just snarled and gave me her back, refusing to even acknowledge me.But after two days of this damn stupid situation, Lily and her brother came to inform me that starting tomorrow, I will be practicing with the teens of the pack.They said that I&rsqu
Savage,I watched as Tamara stood in front of my head enforcer timidly and the male gave her skeptical looks while anticipation filled me.But then I stared at the scene in confusion and I blinked, trying to see if what just happened was the truth, and a loud laugh broke out of me.I heard some giggles and laughing to my right and found my mate’s fans laughing at how ridiculous she looked.My enforcer had kicked her ass, and it took him less than a minute to do so, and my mate was lying on the ground huffing and buffing as her cheeks blushed red.I shook my head as the male stared at me in confusion and I walked to the fighting ring and stood over my still gasping mate.She narrowed her eyes when she looked up and pouted, then she looked to the other side and I bit the inside of my mouth in order not to laugh again. This was so funny.“Tammy, why didn’t you kick his ass? I saw how you fought before. He might be big, but I’m sure that you can take him down.”Adam said as John and Fredd
Tamara,I shouldn’t have said that.I winced inwardly the moment I finished speaking and saw how he reacted to the mention of Sam. I guess he can hold a grudge.“Take the second right. This is where the first place is.”I said in a small voice and he took off, startling us all. Yep, I shouldn’t have said anything about the diner or my friend.Savage isn’t a forgiving male. I should have learned that by now. I thought as I stroked the two girls’ hair, trying to calm them down.They were sleeping and I guess the sudden move startled them. The poor pups are still weary of everything.We reached the first place and there was a male already waiting for us, but my mate stomped out of the car angrily and I bit my lower lip.“You did nothing wrong. He is the one who needs to control himself.”Lily said after she squeezed my shoulder and I nodded my head, sighing, but because she was wrong, I should have been more careful.“And you should learn to control your damn mouth. This is your alpha yo
Tamara,I slowly stared at the big male in front of me and almost shuddered. He was still as big as I remember, even though now his handsome features changed.He has a little protruding belly and his hairline receded, too. Nothing like the usual cocky handsome male he used to be.I took a deep breath and tried to sidestep him, but again he stood in front of me, blocking my way while he stretched his hands, smirking down at me.“Why the rush? We barely said anything to each other. I can see that you have been busy since high school and honestly albino, you have grown to be prettier.”He said, looking me up and down after he gave a side glance to the pups who were holding my shirt and clinging to my legs.“There is nothing for us to talk about it, we weren’t friends and we will never be, so please step aside and let us pass. We are done here.”I said firmly, even though my fists beside me started to shake and I almost jumped in the air when a small but strong hand gripped mine.I looked
Savage,“This place was my son’s, but after I lost him in that car accident, it was shut down like this. I had so many offers from people to buy it, but now I need the money to support myself and my wife. We are getting older and our costs and bills are growing.”The old male said, and I nodded my head as I listened to him and looked around the place, checking everything.He was willing to sell it as it is, with the equipment and everything, which would be great. The place might need some modifications, but it was in a great condition.I wiped away some of the dust the machines and tools collected as I listened to the male talk about the place and how his son loved his work here.I could feel how hard it was for him to sell the place, but he had to in order to pay the medical bills of his sick wife.I stopped and looked around me one last time and smiled at the man and gave him my final offer, making his eyes widen in surpr
Tamara,It has been two days, and he isn’t back yet.I thought as I got my ass handed to me again by Jeremy and the male wolf didn’t help me to stand up this time.He crouched and glared at me while a vein in the center of his forehead popped and pulsed as if there was something beneath.“Now I’m sure that you are trying to get over this quickly and then go somewhere else to chill. Your mind is absent, your wolf is absent, and this is turning into a joke. Look around you. The teenage pups are much better than you, Tamara.”The male snarled and I winced not because of fear. I understand now that he is a harmless big teddy bear but because his words actually hurt.“I’m just still tired from what happened two days ago. My forehead wound still causes me pain and makes me dizzy most of the time.”I said as I tried to fake being hurt and upset about it, but the male huffed, stood up, and wrapped his arms around his chest, still glaring at me.I bit the inside of my mouth as I stood up, then
Tamara,I kept tossing and turning on the bed and when it felt like too much, I huffed, pushed the covers away, and went to the open window to stare at the dark sky.The place might be quiet, but I could see the dark shadows that moved silently under the cover of the big trees and darkness.Since the last attack and the strong males in the pack have been vigilant and they kept a close eye on the pack house, not just the borders.And since the alpha sudden leaving and they have been more focused and not even an ant could pass them and enter the house.I closed my eyes and leaned over the window and took a deep breath, but then I heard some shuffling and my eyes burst open again.The beta was down and under my window looking at me with a frown on his face and I nodded my head to tell him that everything was ok and he can leave, but he didn’t.I tried to ignore his presence for a while and when it become awkward; I put on my slipper and headed downstairs.I found Sawyer still sitting in
Savage,My wolf panted, then he shook his head angrily before he dropped and gulped some cold water from the stream.He has been running for hours now and it seems that he will keep doing that for more hours during the night. He is agitated, stressed, and unstable.We heard something to our right, and he held his breath as he listened, then sniffed the air slowly and his mouth opened in a silent snarl when he smelled a prey.He licked his muzzle as silently as possible, then crawled to where the rabbit was eating the grass, oblivious to the monster that was stalking it as drool fell down its chin.We hadn’t eaten much during those two days. We just ran through our territory, snapping at any familiar wolf and growling at any foreign ones.I closed my eyes and hugged my knees, feeling emotionally drained. I might be in my wolf's form, but it was still stressful. We share everything.Thoughts, emotions, feelings, and even pain. The physical and emotional one. We are one, even though we a
EpilogueTamara,When the god of thunder left, I dropped to my knees because my feet were shaking from stress.The day didn’t end yet and I feel like almost fainting, but I looked back at my mate and a soft smile touched my lips. He is back and alive.“Are you certain about this, mortal? The gods aren’t trustworthy. They are known for their decisive and for playing with mortals’ dreams and hopes.“it is you who have been sensing around, Tamara? You were the one who caused her all of this trauma and stress.”Savage snarled as I sat on the couch and put his legs slowly on the ground, planning to stand up and attack the fox, but I stopped him by shaking my head and made him sit back again.“And you are the stupid mortal who had brought doom upon us, but I guess what you did was lesser than what was already happening already, so the Ragnarok won’t be entirely your fault.”She said in a snarling voice and Savage frowned at me and everyone in the room and I sighed, then told him everything
Savage,I gasped as I opened my eyes and touched my heart, breathing harshly.I have never felt such pain in my life. It felt like there is fire running through my veins branding me and even though I can feel it, I can’t do anything to stop it except cough up black blood.I looked around me, feeling confused and disoriented, looking for Tamara or anyone who helped me to open my eyes again.But there was no one I was alone sleeping on a couch in my office and it was empty. I opened my mouth to call for my mate.But nothing came out except for some gurgles and coughs. I looked at my hand that was holding my chest, then touched my mouth and found nothing. There is no blood!And I blinked at it in confusion. Was I sleeping for long that they cleaned me meanwhile? But why am I in my office and not in my room on the third floor? And why am I still in my clothes from that fight?I shook my head to clear it from all the thoughts and doubts, then I walked on shaky legs to the door and opened i
Tamara,“Long time no see fox.”Zeus said in his masculine voice and I almost shivered from how deep and beautiful it was, but instead I watched the fox as she shook in anger and hatred.“I fail to see this as a happy reunion, my lord. If you are here to kill me for a second time, be certain that this time I will fight. I have nothing to lose anymore, my lord.”The fox said snarling, and the god frowned as he walked toward us, but then the entire place held their breath and suddenly they dropped to the ground, kneeling and bowing to the god.I blinked at the scene because I didn’t have the obligation to do the same and Zeus frowned at me as he continued walking toward us, but then the fox stood in front of me, blocking his way.“Ah, I see. Then she is the reason that you are here and back in the mortal world. She is your connection and the only thing that connected you to it. She is your anchor.”The god said, smiling, and I shuddered. Is this the moment when he kills me to sever this
Tamara,I stroked my mate’s matted hair and his blood crusted cheeks, then gave him one last long kiss before I turned around and stood in front of Silas.The male gritted his teeth, but when I nodded my head at him with a faint smile on my face, he hardened his features.“I don’t know how you are going to do this, but I don’t mind anything, even the pain.”I said, then closed my eyes and pushed my head back a little to give him some space to work with as I imagined myself joining my mate soon.But then I heard some racket, and a fight started startling me and I opened my eyes to find the entire room in chaos.“How could you approve of such a thing, you coward? How fucking could kill an innocent soul who carries one that didn’t see the light yet?”“They are my responsibility. I will not let you hurt either of them. The alpha asked me to take care of them and the pack as well. I won’t allow it.”“Look at you. Finally found your voices and balls and you were just watching minutes ago. Y
Tamara,“kro….nos. Savage. SAVAGEEEEE. Answer me, please. Plea….se.”I called his name shakily, and I began to wail when I saw his eyes close slowly after he throw up black blood.“HELP. SOMEBODY HELP ME, PLEASEEEEEE.”I touched his face then his chest and felt it as it rose and fell slowly and his heart beating was so slow and he kept opening and closing his mouth trying to say something but it was so hard for him.“No, stop don’t try to speak. I…I will get help.”I said through my tears and he snarled weakly then his eyes closed entirely and my sobbing and wailing rose.“What happened? Minutes ago, he was fine fighting like a damn beast.”Jeremy came running, and he crouched in front of my mate and leaned down trying to listen to his heartbeat then he looked at me frowning.“His heartbeat is so slow and he is barely breathing. We need to go back and let the healer see him. I don’t know what happened to him, but he doesn’t look like he was seriously injured.”The male said as he haul
Savage,“Are you sure about this?”Cyrus asked me when we reached our destination and I nodded my head silently, telling them that I won’t change my mind.He will be the one to search for Tamra and Aryan, not me. I will be here fighting my way through and clearing a path for him.And Silas is back in my territory guarding the pack house because we don’t know if the witch went there or if she is still here.But either way, we will surprise them. This is our only chance to have an upper hand because they don’t know that we found their hiding place.I looked behind and found Jeremy, my head enforcer, along with my warriors and some from the other packs.The alphas were gracious enough to lend me some of their strongest. Even Silas sent his daughter with me, leading half of his warriors.“Just wait for my signal and don’t engage in any fights. Try to avoid them as much as you can.”I told the alpha firmly and even though he didn’t like what I just said and it showed on his face; he nodded
Tamara,I woke up with a start when I heard the loud screams and powerful bangs.“Shh, it is ok, I’m here with you. Something is happening outside. I think they have finally found us.”Aryan said as he hugged me tightly and I stared at the closed door expectantly, but nothing happened even though the sounds and shouts continued.I stood up on shaky legs, still nursing my right kidney because the bitch had kicked my ass because of that damn fox.I leaned my ear against the thick door and tried to listen to what was happening outside, but still, it felt so far and I wasn’t sure about the identity of the people who cause all of that racket.So I began to bang on the door even though I was in so much pain and my legs couldn’t support me at all, but then Aryan joined me and he shouted at the top of his lungs, calling for help, and I copied him.The door was pushed open, and we staggered back, almost falling on our asses expecting Savage or any one of the other alphas, but it was just that
Savage,I was back from another nightly run and went straight to my office.I need to handle some things before I met with the witch today. I must be sure if things went south that my pack will be taken care of.And on the chance that my mate survived this, I wanted to secure their life after my death. I wasn’t sure if she would like to keep living here with the pack or maybe choose to live in the human world.And who would blame her? Her life has been miserable before me and my showing didn’t help and in the end, I hurt her the same as others did.I will leave Sawyer the pack’s responsibility if my mate didn’t want it and some funds to run everything. The rest will go to my mate and pup.I will then send an email to my cousins, the two of them, to inform them of everything that had happened so far and what is about to happen next.I need them to know about my mate and son and respect their choices, but they must keep an eye on them.But not interfere in any life choices of theirs, th
Tamara,It was one of those dreams, but still; you were aware of it.I was back in the woods running and laughing with Savage. We were running in our wolf's form, then human, naked and uncaring.From the beginning, I was aware that it was a dream, but still, I enjoyed it. I even pushed myself further to do everything I have never done with my mate before.We hunted together; we ate together and we even skinny dipped in the small pond together. And when the day was over, we slept in each other’s hands under the moonlight.I even told him how much I loved him and love the baby we are going to have, and he told me how much he loved me and vowed to keep me safe forever.It was so good that I even cried and I know if I woke up just right now, I will find my cheeks wet and I would be a sniffling mess.‘What a nice lie you are living here. Is this your way of escaping your reality? Just pathetic.’A snarky hateful voice said, and I went rigid and slowly Savage’s image began to shake and he v