Tamara,I kept tossing and turning on the bed and when it felt like too much, I huffed, pushed the covers away, and went to the open window to stare at the dark sky.The place might be quiet, but I could see the dark shadows that moved silently under the cover of the big trees and darkness.Since the last attack and the strong males in the pack have been vigilant and they kept a close eye on the pack house, not just the borders.And since the alpha sudden leaving and they have been more focused and not even an ant could pass them and enter the house.I closed my eyes and leaned over the window and took a deep breath, but then I heard some shuffling and my eyes burst open again.The beta was down and under my window looking at me with a frown on his face and I nodded my head to tell him that everything was ok and he can leave, but he didn’t.I tried to ignore his presence for a while and when it become awkward; I put on my slipper and headed downstairs.I found Sawyer still sitting in
Savage,My wolf panted, then he shook his head angrily before he dropped and gulped some cold water from the stream.He has been running for hours now and it seems that he will keep doing that for more hours during the night. He is agitated, stressed, and unstable.We heard something to our right, and he held his breath as he listened, then sniffed the air slowly and his mouth opened in a silent snarl when he smelled a prey.He licked his muzzle as silently as possible, then crawled to where the rabbit was eating the grass, oblivious to the monster that was stalking it as drool fell down its chin.We hadn’t eaten much during those two days. We just ran through our territory, snapping at any familiar wolf and growling at any foreign ones.I closed my eyes and hugged my knees, feeling emotionally drained. I might be in my wolf's form, but it was still stressful. We share everything.Thoughts, emotions, feelings, and even pain. The physical and emotional one. We are one, even though we a
Tamara,I moaned softly, stretching and yawning, and a small smile touched my lips. I hadn’t slept this well for so long.And I felt my head drift back to sleep again and just burrowed deeper into the soft but firm mattress beneath me.There is no harm in sleeping a couple more hours before my trainer from hell shouted at me again. Yes, I will sleep for some more.I hugged my pillow and rubbed my face all over it, making it go taut beneath me, then it purred, making me giggle and something poked at my belly, making my giggle go louder.My eyes snapped open when a couple of powerful arms wrapped around me while the same thing poked me further, but this time, I felt it wet and hot at the same time.I looked down slowly and was greeted with a big powerful tanned chest and I blinked at it as it rose and fell softly while it breathed.I slowly looked a little more up and my eyes widened when I saw Savage’s sleeping face and, even though his breathing was soft, his eyebrows were frowning.I
Savage,I headed straight to the fighting ring with some of my enforcers following me closely, making all kinds of noises and alarming everyone.The young wolves were already there waiting for their instructor, who was yipping and jumping around me and my mate like a damn young pup.I stopped and turned around to stare at Tamara, who was giggling and laughing at the stupid male antics, and I frowned and smiled at the same time, but my wolf sneered when a pang of jealousy hit him.I groaned softly, getting her attention, and my mate’s lavender eyes focused on me and my wolf shivered and his blue eyes glowed.Our mate leaned down, and she stroked our fur, then she scratched behind our ear and when the fucker was about to purr like a damn love sick puppy, I growled at him.He huffed and lowered himself a little bit down, asking Tamara to get off of us silently, even though he wanted to keep her like this for much longer.The asshole was smitten, and it felt odd and didn’t set well with m
Tamara,I swallowed harshly as I stared at the smirking alpha on top of me and I barely suppressed a shudder of pleasure.His firm cock was pushing against my hot pussy and my damn juices flowed like a damn river, and now I was too lost in the moment to be embarrassed.My mate lowered his head, and he nuzzled my ear, making me this time shiver and clench my legs that instinctively wrapped around his waist.“You two thought that this would work on me, little demon? I’m an alpha. I can fuck and fight you at the same time.”He said, thrusting forward, and I closed my eyes, moaning and my arms wrapped around his neck instinctively as I arched my back when his hot breath caressed my sensitive skin.Savage sniffed my hair and my neck and I bit the inside of my mouth in order not to moan again. God, this was too much. Or am I turning into a slut?I thought and my wolf growled softly, then she dropped to the floor of my mind and whined, making my eyes snap open.No, this isn’t entirely me. Th
Savage,I closed my eyes, gritting my teeth, trying to control myself and the wolf.I just want to flip her over and mount her like a damn beast in a rut and fuck her so hard that she turns into a rag doll under me.But from the fear and surprise on her face, I know that this was not going to happen any time soon. I’m not that animal.Yes, our mating wasn’t a mutual activity, and it was a moment I wasn’t proud of, but it had to be done. But I’m not that animal, at least I think I’m not.I can’t force myself on her ever again and the next time we do something like that, she must be on board with me.I took a deep breath as I thought of things that will help me with this problem, but when I smelled her arousal, it become impossible for me.My wolf was pacing in the recesses of my mind anxiously when he figured out that we won’t do anything intimate with our mate.He couldn’t understand the concept of forcing ourselves on her. He can smell her arousal, so he knows that she wants us the s
Tamara,I stared at the big, wide forest in front of me and swallowed harshly. Today was the day of that rite of passage thing and even though it was ridiculous for me to go through it, I still showed up today and stood here.I watched all the teenage wolves go in from dawn and hunt their prey in awe and fear.Some of them came back proudly, showing off their kills, but others returned with their tail tucked in between their legs after they failed.But in both cases, all of them returned with scratches and some big wounds, but they didn’t whine about it or show any discomfort.It was like what Savage said ‘wear your battle scars proudly no matter the outcome, winning or losing doesn’t change the fact that you were brave and tried.’So here I was, standing in my place while the sun shone in the middle of the sky, trying to force myself to take the first move into adulthood.I almost laughed at my thought, as if I wasn’t about to hyperventilate from fear. This was too much for me, espe
Savage,I paced nervously as I waited for Tamara’s return, ignoring anyone who tried to talk to me or ask about something.“She is going to be fine.”My beta said, making me stop, and I snarled at him, but then I continued pacing again.I was acting irrationally. I was agitating everyone around me and I was embarrassing myself.Since our last encounter and we kept to ourselves, I was processing what just happened and fighting my lust toward my mate while she ran each time she saw me.I went to our room when I was sure she was asleep and I left it before she woke up and found me sleeping in the bed with her.I could have slept in my office or one of the many empty rooms in the pack house, but my fucking wolf didn’t budge.He even threatened me to shift in my sleep and just join her in bed, and this time, it won’t be some innocent cuddling.The fucker was threatening to mate her properly behind my back as if we weren’t sharing the same damn body.I stopped abruptly when a cold shiver ra
EpilogueTamara,When the god of thunder left, I dropped to my knees because my feet were shaking from stress.The day didn’t end yet and I feel like almost fainting, but I looked back at my mate and a soft smile touched my lips. He is back and alive.“Are you certain about this, mortal? The gods aren’t trustworthy. They are known for their decisive and for playing with mortals’ dreams and hopes.“it is you who have been sensing around, Tamara? You were the one who caused her all of this trauma and stress.”Savage snarled as I sat on the couch and put his legs slowly on the ground, planning to stand up and attack the fox, but I stopped him by shaking my head and made him sit back again.“And you are the stupid mortal who had brought doom upon us, but I guess what you did was lesser than what was already happening already, so the Ragnarok won’t be entirely your fault.”She said in a snarling voice and Savage frowned at me and everyone in the room and I sighed, then told him everything
Savage,I gasped as I opened my eyes and touched my heart, breathing harshly.I have never felt such pain in my life. It felt like there is fire running through my veins branding me and even though I can feel it, I can’t do anything to stop it except cough up black blood.I looked around me, feeling confused and disoriented, looking for Tamara or anyone who helped me to open my eyes again.But there was no one I was alone sleeping on a couch in my office and it was empty. I opened my mouth to call for my mate.But nothing came out except for some gurgles and coughs. I looked at my hand that was holding my chest, then touched my mouth and found nothing. There is no blood!And I blinked at it in confusion. Was I sleeping for long that they cleaned me meanwhile? But why am I in my office and not in my room on the third floor? And why am I still in my clothes from that fight?I shook my head to clear it from all the thoughts and doubts, then I walked on shaky legs to the door and opened i
Tamara,“Long time no see fox.”Zeus said in his masculine voice and I almost shivered from how deep and beautiful it was, but instead I watched the fox as she shook in anger and hatred.“I fail to see this as a happy reunion, my lord. If you are here to kill me for a second time, be certain that this time I will fight. I have nothing to lose anymore, my lord.”The fox said snarling, and the god frowned as he walked toward us, but then the entire place held their breath and suddenly they dropped to the ground, kneeling and bowing to the god.I blinked at the scene because I didn’t have the obligation to do the same and Zeus frowned at me as he continued walking toward us, but then the fox stood in front of me, blocking his way.“Ah, I see. Then she is the reason that you are here and back in the mortal world. She is your connection and the only thing that connected you to it. She is your anchor.”The god said, smiling, and I shuddered. Is this the moment when he kills me to sever this
Tamara,I stroked my mate’s matted hair and his blood crusted cheeks, then gave him one last long kiss before I turned around and stood in front of Silas.The male gritted his teeth, but when I nodded my head at him with a faint smile on my face, he hardened his features.“I don’t know how you are going to do this, but I don’t mind anything, even the pain.”I said, then closed my eyes and pushed my head back a little to give him some space to work with as I imagined myself joining my mate soon.But then I heard some racket, and a fight started startling me and I opened my eyes to find the entire room in chaos.“How could you approve of such a thing, you coward? How fucking could kill an innocent soul who carries one that didn’t see the light yet?”“They are my responsibility. I will not let you hurt either of them. The alpha asked me to take care of them and the pack as well. I won’t allow it.”“Look at you. Finally found your voices and balls and you were just watching minutes ago. Y
Tamara,“kro….nos. Savage. SAVAGEEEEE. Answer me, please. Plea….se.”I called his name shakily, and I began to wail when I saw his eyes close slowly after he throw up black blood.“HELP. SOMEBODY HELP ME, PLEASEEEEEE.”I touched his face then his chest and felt it as it rose and fell slowly and his heart beating was so slow and he kept opening and closing his mouth trying to say something but it was so hard for him.“No, stop don’t try to speak. I…I will get help.”I said through my tears and he snarled weakly then his eyes closed entirely and my sobbing and wailing rose.“What happened? Minutes ago, he was fine fighting like a damn beast.”Jeremy came running, and he crouched in front of my mate and leaned down trying to listen to his heartbeat then he looked at me frowning.“His heartbeat is so slow and he is barely breathing. We need to go back and let the healer see him. I don’t know what happened to him, but he doesn’t look like he was seriously injured.”The male said as he haul
Savage,“Are you sure about this?”Cyrus asked me when we reached our destination and I nodded my head silently, telling them that I won’t change my mind.He will be the one to search for Tamra and Aryan, not me. I will be here fighting my way through and clearing a path for him.And Silas is back in my territory guarding the pack house because we don’t know if the witch went there or if she is still here.But either way, we will surprise them. This is our only chance to have an upper hand because they don’t know that we found their hiding place.I looked behind and found Jeremy, my head enforcer, along with my warriors and some from the other packs.The alphas were gracious enough to lend me some of their strongest. Even Silas sent his daughter with me, leading half of his warriors.“Just wait for my signal and don’t engage in any fights. Try to avoid them as much as you can.”I told the alpha firmly and even though he didn’t like what I just said and it showed on his face; he nodded
Tamara,I woke up with a start when I heard the loud screams and powerful bangs.“Shh, it is ok, I’m here with you. Something is happening outside. I think they have finally found us.”Aryan said as he hugged me tightly and I stared at the closed door expectantly, but nothing happened even though the sounds and shouts continued.I stood up on shaky legs, still nursing my right kidney because the bitch had kicked my ass because of that damn fox.I leaned my ear against the thick door and tried to listen to what was happening outside, but still, it felt so far and I wasn’t sure about the identity of the people who cause all of that racket.So I began to bang on the door even though I was in so much pain and my legs couldn’t support me at all, but then Aryan joined me and he shouted at the top of his lungs, calling for help, and I copied him.The door was pushed open, and we staggered back, almost falling on our asses expecting Savage or any one of the other alphas, but it was just that
Savage,I was back from another nightly run and went straight to my office.I need to handle some things before I met with the witch today. I must be sure if things went south that my pack will be taken care of.And on the chance that my mate survived this, I wanted to secure their life after my death. I wasn’t sure if she would like to keep living here with the pack or maybe choose to live in the human world.And who would blame her? Her life has been miserable before me and my showing didn’t help and in the end, I hurt her the same as others did.I will leave Sawyer the pack’s responsibility if my mate didn’t want it and some funds to run everything. The rest will go to my mate and pup.I will then send an email to my cousins, the two of them, to inform them of everything that had happened so far and what is about to happen next.I need them to know about my mate and son and respect their choices, but they must keep an eye on them.But not interfere in any life choices of theirs, th
Tamara,It was one of those dreams, but still; you were aware of it.I was back in the woods running and laughing with Savage. We were running in our wolf's form, then human, naked and uncaring.From the beginning, I was aware that it was a dream, but still, I enjoyed it. I even pushed myself further to do everything I have never done with my mate before.We hunted together; we ate together and we even skinny dipped in the small pond together. And when the day was over, we slept in each other’s hands under the moonlight.I even told him how much I loved him and love the baby we are going to have, and he told me how much he loved me and vowed to keep me safe forever.It was so good that I even cried and I know if I woke up just right now, I will find my cheeks wet and I would be a sniffling mess.‘What a nice lie you are living here. Is this your way of escaping your reality? Just pathetic.’A snarky hateful voice said, and I went rigid and slowly Savage’s image began to shake and he v