~ Dawn
"This really has become a trend now, hasn't it?"
The men stand in a tight semicircle in front of me, watching my every move with wary eyes. For whatever reason, they are trying to act as if their fingers don't quiver on their weapons, their feet ready to take a step backwards if it came down to it.
Once upon a time, there were five men, however, I whittled it down to four. By accident, of course.
The commander-in-chief stood in the middle, the staff in his hand, carved out of dark wood, sharpened at the tip with a metal cuff for holding at the base. Purity Pack members are against using firearms, or even silver. Right now, though, I can see he wants to use such weapons on me, and go against the Alpha's rules.
"Get to your knees," the sternness in his voice wavering with every word.
My eyes roll unintentionally at the predictiveness of those for words. Commander Burke doesn't tend to bring any spice into our meetings - especially not lately. As the Commander of an Elite Force created to protect the Purity Pack's itself, he probably would rather be doing anything else than this; this being chasing a girl aimlessly through the forest.
"And comply," we say at the same time, and he scowls. I, on the other hand, chuckle animatedly.
He casts a glance at the three men he brought with them. Did he see the scar of the one flanking his left's forehead? I surely did...I did when I inflicted it too. It wouldn't have had to happen, had he not thrown himself at my feet without listening to my claims.
I hate when they don't listen.
"What is this?" I muse, pulling my hand up, with my fingers outstretched. "The seventh time we have been through this?"
Commander Burke furrowed a dark brow, that almost swallowed his almond shaped eyes completely. He hated the talk. I do it every time, though. It get's lonely sometimes, and admittedly, a lot of my entertainment is found playing around with Alpha Rylan's Guards.
"We wouldn't have to if you would just give yourself in," Burke says irritably, his grip tightening around the handle of his weapon. Again, he's being predictable; has he been taught nothing? He does that when he is about to strike like he might catch me off guard or something. When he notices my raised eyebrow, he will loosen it.
I sigh. "Have we not established that is not an option."
The man on the edge of the group looks over to his Commander. Why he comes along, I have no idea. Each and every time, without fail, he saunters up all confident but runs the moment I decide to make my move. He's my favourite.
"Trust me, creature, we wouldn't be here if you weren't his mate," Burke says. Rylan won't tell them my real name, so they resorted to a creature. I liked it too much to correct them.
If I wasn't Rylan's mate, a lot wouldn't happen.
I wouldn't be on the run. I wouldn't be poor. My family wouldn't have disowned myself and my sister. I wouldn't live every moment wondering when his Guards might burst through the undergrowth in a hunt for me. I have to give him credit for being so damn insistent...it's coming up a year since we both found out. A year I have been on the run.
I won't, won't live under his rules. I won't believe in the Goddess. And neither will my sister.
"Nor would we have to, if you didn't steal..." Burke reminded me. My eyes narrow at him as he brings up a subject I'm done explaining to him. Stealing is a Capital Offence. So is murder. Only one I committed on purpose.
Again, he shouldn't have thrown himself at me. He practically forced my hand.
"You're right," I say blandly. "However you're wasting your time chasing after someone who isn't your Alpha's precious good girl."
It was at that moment, one of his Guard's struck. Actually, I had expected it around five minutes ago. The way he regarded me behind the cloth covering his mouth and nose gave me all the evidence I needed. Every now and again, he would jump slightly in anticipation, as if he was ready to commit, but changed his mind last minute.
I had already dislodged my weapon of choice from the tree against my trunk before he decided.
A heavy rock - one I found at the bottom of the local river- filled my palm, round and perfect for throwing. I prefer the long ranged weapons; helps me sleep at night knowing I didn't get close to him to hurt him. I don't even have to look him in the eyes, as I launch the rock into the air, aiming directly between his eyes.
It hit him, instantly knocking consciousness out of him. As he crumpled to the floor, beside the rock. I'm quick to mask the flicker of guilt with anger. The anger I feel toward him.
A thick silence settles over us until Burke cuts through it with a sigh. "A rock, that's new."
Usually, I opt for a sharpened stick, like the ones they hold, however not so long and extravagant. I tried a bone once too, however it didn't last without proper treatment. Nothing that fancy out here in the forest. Burke doesn't listen when I tell him it's unfair advantage.
This isn't a game to him like it is to me. It's his job. Which is why I take great pleasure in putting it in jeopardy. Every time he drags injured men back to Rylan, I can imagine the possible consequences. Today is going to be no exception to the current streak we have going on.
"Honestly, I think you need better men," I comment, brushing my hands off on my thighs. My pants are tattered, but they do the job.
Burke rested the tip of his staff on the ground. "How about a bargain?"
My head perks up at the sound of that. Did he seriously just insinuate such a thing? Never, in the time Burke and I have met in the forest, has he ever offered me anything along the lines of a bargain. It was always the same old thing, so the sound of this has me a little excited.
"He wants to talk to you...One last time," Burke tells me. "Then, he will agree to let walk free."
My heart almost stops. Is he serious? Burke is an older man, which makes him twice as adamant as the young boys who usually stand by his side. This must be putting him through such mental torture, to know I may just get out free. The thought of that alone has me openly smiling with glee.
"Interesting," I say tersely. I can't decide if I should believe him. "What about?"
He shrugs; a very unusual motion for such a prestige. Even the two remaining boys look a little surprised. The blond one, who likes to run away, still looked uncomfortable, though, and I felt the need to say 'boo' or something, to give him an excuse to flee. I would like one too, but I won't let them trace me back to my sister.
"You think I am allowed to know? You'll have to find out for yourself."
"Gross," I mutter, remembering every other conversation I have had with him. It's the same trash over and over again.
If I have to hear one word from that insufferable Alpha one more time, I think I might rip my hair out. Of all the people in this world to not understand me, it's him. He seriously thinks keeping me locked within his Pack walls constantly is going to turn me into a sweet darling. At least, that was his stance six months ago.
I haven't heard that voice since.
"You know what," I say, straightening my shoulders. "I'll talk to him. If he pulls anything, I'll kill him."
That much is true...Maybe. Every time I have been near him, I haven't felt the urge, but things have changed. I'm stronger now. Better.
I'm his personal fugitive. I'm planning to keep it that way.
~DawnThis is dangerous. This is dangerous and stupid.The reason why I decided to do this is primarily related to the lack of entertainment I get from the forest. Also, my incessant curiosity won’t let me live this opportunity down.My body strength from climbing trees all day allows me to heave my body weight onto the concrete structure, my feet coming under me, so I am crouching. I won’t make the mistake of standing up; the shadows will only conceal me so much.Today, I’ve decided to take Commander Burke’s delivered note from the Alpha into c
~DawnIt took me at least two minutes to figure out where I was when I next opened my eyes.I haven’t stared at a ceiling in a long time. There has also never been something so comfortable and soft underneath me, or warm wrapped around me, since I ran away. The feeling is awfully daunting, and for a good moment, I am paralysed. And not from the drugs Rylan’s little team must have feed me last night.I sit up slowly, rubbing a mildly aching head. This is the first time I have let Rylan get to me. I shouldn’t have went in for the meeting...I know better then that.
~Dawn“As if.”“Come on…”“No.”“Why not?”I sigh. “I said no.”“That not an answer.”A year was enough time for Rylan to become even more infuriating. Right now, he has decided he wants me to accompany him to dinner tonight, at some fancy restaurant he enjoys. Personally, sitting in
~DawnThe restaurant was beautiful.It has been too long since I have had a taste of what civilisation looks like, but wealth? This place may be simple and quaint, yet I still see the little things that make it worth more than I could ever fathom. From the richly coloured table and classic art work strung on the wall. It made sense that this is one of Rylan's favourite places to go.The warmth from blazing, crackling fireplace to my left makes me aware of how warm it is in here. Shackles of heat wrap around my wrists, making me increasingly nervous.I feel Rylan's hand on the small of my back. "Shall we sit?"The queasy feeling building in my stomach wants to be expressed, however, I keep my mouth firmly shut. If I say something, I may anger Rylan, and that isn't going to get me any closer to Lucy. My poor little sister must be freezing outside, and h
~DawnHe leant against the thick base of the tree like prey.My mind played with ideas, as my eyes follow the line of the slight quivering bow in my hands. It's handmade and not all that reliable. It will do the job though, if I decide to completely blow my cover. It might be worth it though, to see him in pain, even if it's for a flicker of a second.He had his dark leather outfit created especially for Rylan's guards. They never used to wear the bulletproof clothing, or wear hoods over their faces. They never were from the Power Pack either, where some of the most elite soldiers were trained. I remember when they were incompetent Purity Pack members who were too scared to hurt anyone.It has all changed since I escaped Rylan for a second time, three months ago.I pull the string of the bow back, hair
~Dawn"This is a stupid idea," I grumble, flinching away from Lucy's touch. "I can hold up on my own for awhile yet. Let's just get away from the Purity Pack-"Lucy slapped me.The sound echoed around the trees, the jarring feeling shocking some sense into me. She had given me three hours to recover after my near collapse in the forest. I had been lucky to get away from the Elites in time, otherwise, I would been locked up in Rylan's home with him, or maybe in a prison somewhere."You'll be dead in another few days," she growls, as I rubbed my searing cheek.A part of me knows she is right. My legs feel heavy and sluggish, and I know that if I had to make a run from another Guard, I wouldn't make it. I don't know when the last time was that I ate a full, proper meal. Probably with Rylan...Since then, it's been small morsels.Lucy does
~Dawn"You don't have to do this," I reason through his fingertips, my stomach turning at the feeling of the young male's lips against my neck.He ignored me, his free hand roaming wildly across my body, which he had pinned against the wall. I'm done for. As he tightened the grip of his hand around my mouth, it dawned on me that there is no escape out of this. I am at his mercy, and that feeling may possibly be the worst I have ever felt.That was until a hand came from the darkness behind him, and tapped his shoulder.Already being on edge from what he was doing, the boy jumped away from me. I remained against the wall, wondering what was happening. Someone has saved me. Someone is wrestling him to the ground.
~DawnA few more weeks passed.It got to the point where Lucy was going into the Pack, because it was too dangerous for me. Rylan has guards posted where we usually go in, and the amount of Elite's scouring the forest has almost tripled.I hate him for it. He knows it too, since I told him."You're getting paler by the day," Lucy told me one afternoon. She stands over me, the golden sun glistening in her dark hair.I'm aware of how hopeless I look, how sickly and disgusting. Lucy looks tired, but other than that, she is still my stunningly beautiful sister. Even if she looks a little ruffled a pink cheeked, as if she had been running. She has been pursued numerous times, especially lately, however, she is too quick for them. Perks of b
~RylanDear Rylan,I know this is hard to hear, after everything. It's not as simple to explain as I thought it would be, when I picked up this pen to write to you. I've always known that you were too good for me, and that you deserve better. I know you won't agree with me right now, but one day you will realise. The decision was made when you marked me. I knew then.I will leave, and neither of us will get sick. Sadness is a given, but we can survive that, and move on. I ask you please not to pursue us. Lucy and I can't be here, but you must. I can't explain it, I just have to ask you to trust me, and to understand that I don't belong here. Someone once told me that no one should feel justified to stay with their mate. You can hate me. I understand. What you don't just yet, is the reason why I have to do this. At the end of the day, it's to protect Lucy. Here, I can't do that. Thank you for trying. I'll miss you, mate. DawnI crush the note within my fist, having found it on
*Two Weeks Later*~Dawn"She's your sister, Dawn, why are you so worried?"I can't explain it. The idea of my sisters being risen from the dead is daunting. Will she look the same? Will she get her body back? Nothing in my mind is coming together to make sense at all. Instead, it has me stressing out that the sister I knew won't be the same when Death brings her back. Lucky for me, I won't have to meet Death. From what has been described of her, she doesn't seem like the...nicest immortal to exist. "It's so many things," I mutter, looking up at Rylan who crouches in front of where I sit, hands on my knees. He's been there for me all week. If I hadn't gotten Lucy back, I don't know what would have happened to me. I doubt I would be here, that's for sure. "Everything will be fine. Once she is here, we will go back to the Purity Pack, life will be restored, and we can attend the mating ceremony," he says. I know he is trying to be reassuring, but the cold, dark feeling in my stomach
"She's dead," I breathe. "He killed her."It took a moment for Rylan to register what I meant. While he blankly stares at me, I realise how badly my heart hurts. Lucy, my baby sister. It's not fair. "Oh Dawn, I'm so sorry," Rylan apologises. I'm glad he isn't bringing anything else up, instead letting me fall into his arms in grief. He could ask who did it, and why, but instead he only holds me, letting me finally cry. I'm still numb. I know this is just an automatic reaction, that won't hit until later, when I notice her absence for real. Right now though, I have no idea how to handle this all. Not until I can look Kaden and the eye and ask him why. All of a sudden, a knock on the door draws me away from Rylan, as I wipe my tears away. It's the doctor."We haven't found any clear reason as to why she wasn't woken," the doctor informs us solemnly. I grit my teeth. If Millicent doesn't wake up, this will never end. I'll never be able to escape the confines of the Vengeance Pack. Sh
~Dawn"Seriously?" I splutter, not sure if I could really understand it. Who decided this? Who was the sick person who decided that Sinful and the Goddess would be at all compatible together? I can tell by the look in Millicent's eyes that she doesn't want this at all, but the undeniable bond that even I once questioned has done its work, and she has no other choice but to fall for it. She nods solemnly. "I've long since accepted it. Now, it seems, he wants more than that. He wants me to admit it.""I'm so stupid," I mutter. "I would never have made that deal if I knew this.""You don't have to worry. He can make me admit my love to him, but he can't make me want to be with him, which I assume is the end goal," Millicent says confidently. I have to admire her backbone, as I glance at Rylan, who was coming back into the room. He's not Sinful, I must remind myself. My mate actually has a heart. Even though I don't want to continue bringing up, but I have to. Sinful's threats to my mat
~Dawn If Rylan's hand wasn't against my back I wouldn't have stepped into the room. I could see her the moment I looked up from my moving feet. She sits casually in the middle of the room, watching myself and Rylan as we enter. Her posture is painfully impeccable, her gaze sharp and direct. She's here for a reason...to find out mine. There are two chairs placed in front of her, ready for us to sit down on. Not looking at her for less than a second, I take a seat, Rylan taking his right beside me. When I look up at her, I see...a normal girl.The mystical beauty that had once been explained to me isn't here. Her eyes have been shredded of every inch of soul that she might have previously possessed. The darkness of her hair either has always been like that, or wasn't, I'm not sure. She doesn't look right, and I know instantly why. This isn't the Moon Goddess. This is Millicent, the one who had her powers taken from her. As per her request. She doesn't say anything for a moment. Ins
~DawnLucy looked practically unrecognisable. There's a feral look in her eyes, as she silently slides back into her chair, right after Kaden had let her go. She trembles under everyone's scrutiny, looking as if she had been shocked into utter silence. I am too. That wasn't my sister who attacked Kace...My mind goes to Sinful, but I brush it off. Sinful has to be done with me. I haven't had a chance to speak with Millicent just yet. At this point, I would rather perhaps Rylan or Kaden talk to her instead. She's the Goddess. It's not necessarily an easy conversation to have. Kace looks at me for help, as he says, "I don't understand..."I want to tell him neither do I, because that's the truth. But right now, I'm ignoring my other mate as he holds the side of his face that bleeds profusely, I focus on my sister. Right now, I know her well enough to know she's not about to speak. She has that drawn off look about her that usually only appears when she's shy, when I'm the one who has
~DawnA sense of dread I've never felt before draped over me. I haven't seen those golden eyes of desire for three years. When I knew him, we were both young and stupid, before he was announced as Alpha. He had roped me in with the charming words he spun, and his addictive touch. Our kind of, but not really, relationship we had established was mutually beneficial for both of us, however, there was nothing like love there.He's part of the reason why mother decided we should move away from the Desire Pack. To save me from the temptations of boys like him.He's not a boy anymore. He's grown up, and almost a completely different person.No one else seems to notice the tension between us, as Rylan stands, walking over to Asher to shake his hand. He has no idea. At least I hope he has no idea. Rylan doesn't even flinch, as Asher's gaze remains on mine for a good second, radiating with a fierce, uncompromising intelligence. Knowing. Then he drags that gaze to Rylan, as he smiled lazily.Gl
~DawnThe moment I could no longer hear Kace's footsteps, I was on my feet. It's not Kace's fault at all. It's mine. I need to get back to my room, because at least there, I can't smell his scent, or even accidently fall asleep in his bed. So, I'll go back, shower, and start plotting a way to get Rylan back. No one sees me on my way back. Once I'm to my room, I make sure my door is closed, before I take some clothes from the drawer, and take them to the shower. I feel so guilty for everything that has happened, my feet dragged, as if shackles were locked around my ankles. What if this was Fate's idea? If I never get Rylan back, then I will be forced by nature to be with Kace. I don't think I could live with that decision.I shower everything off me. Washing my hair, my face, my entire body, I try rid of any ounce of Sinful on my body, wishing my troubles would was down the drain with it. Who even is Sinful? What does he look like when he isn't stealing other people's bodies. Once
~Dawn I take a moment to absorb the information. Sinful. The only hint that Rylan is gone is his eyes. The depth of the, holding raw emotion that's too unfamiliar to grasp. Like two onyx stones, his eyes are on me, his gaze unrelenting. I've seen that smile before. That's the scary part. "Why?" I breathe, shifting to my feet so I could have some leverage with him. "Why are you doing this?"I don't know anything about Sinful, but already I hate him. I had no idea spoke one could possess the power to completely take over someone's body like that, so seeing it happen right in front of me is terrifying. There's is a brewing anger within me that urges me to launch myself at him, but I've been witness to Rylan's strength. If Sinful can harness that..."You're not going to ask what happened to your precious mate?" he questions, seeming genuinely surprised. He even sounds exactly like Rylan, which sends a shiver down my spine. This is definitely Sinful though...Apart of me can just feel i