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20. The Beast
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Alpha Ryan Damison
I shake my head furiously as I feel my eyes shifting to black then back to my golden brown color. The focus of my retina keeps on changing as Dakota tries to take over my mind. A fight for control between me and my wolf which I am not willing to give. Focus.
I want our mate. OUR MATE RYAN.
Errr! I fall on my knees as I feel my vertebral column shifting into an animal's, the bones break then join again to change its shape.
I can feel my chest expanding, the shirt and suit on my human form are suffocating me, ceasing the beast inside me. I immediately remove the suit, not wanting to watch it tear into pieces. Bitch, it's Versace.
Animalistic growls release from my throat, my claws scratch the wooden floor as they slowly replace my nails. Dark razor-sharp deadly claws digging in hardwood and scraping out the wood. I ca
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