~Brielle
This isn’t going to be easy.
Boat’s come in from Ren’s island four times a day, I’ve come to notice in these past few weeks. One glides in early in the morning as I wake, another just before lunchtime breaks. Late afternoon, as patrons sip their tea and enjoy the sight of the lake, another boat finds itself in the dock. The last one often arrives just as we are closing up for the day, once the sun has fallen and night has consumed the lake.
That’s the time I plan to smuggle onto the boat. When Linda has left, and I’m expected to lock up for the night.
My desperation to get onto the boat has lead to an obsession. The curiosity of what Ren’s island might involve mixed with the poor amount of pay I receive, which barely has covered the cost of new shoes recently.
Raven is no longer interested. I first pitched the idea to her two weeks ago. She has shook her head and told me to be quiet. I was, for a day and a half. Then I approached her again. She quickly informed me her mother was sick, and she had no other choice but to stay here and look after her. I promised I would be back to help her.
Today is the day I escape.
I wrote out a note for Linda this morning. I had to apologise for leaving her like this, but I have no other choice. Not when life may be better on Ren’s island. Of course, I don’t know these things, but I have no other idea how to make things better.
I’ve immaculately created my plan for tonight.
Linda will leave me with the key and wish me goodnight, just after the boat arrives. Instead of locking the heavy double doors the close the main section of the docks outside from the inside, I’ll peer out the small window near the ceiling to make sure the captain and his crew have removed themselves before I sneak out. Once I’m on the ship, I’ll hide until they depart an hour later, and reach the island.
From there, I haven’t got a plan. Within my mind, Ren’s island is a mystery surrounded in fog, an unknown yet to be explored.
But regardless, I’m excited.
“Someone’s happy,” Linda notices while I was wiping the last table for the night. For a moment, my heart skips, wondering if she figured it out, that I’m escaping tonight. “Have you met someone?”
I startle. “Oh...No, I’m only really ever at work.”
Linda has that suspicious smile on her face, as if she’s watching me lie right in front of her. I know she believes I go out at nights and drink like Raven does. That couldn’t be further from the truth. I’m either too exhausted, planning out my escape to Ren’s island, or the idea seems repulsive. Especially when Raven comes to work in the morning complaining about a headache and spending too long in the bathroom.
“You know, I have had a few customers compliment you on your kindness, on your appearance,” Linda tells me, walking over to help me stack the chairs on the table. “I think you’re one of the favourites.”
I shake my head at her, as if to hide my blush. “Hardly.”
“Well it’s true,” Linda says, taking a chair off me to prop it on top of another. “Most Loyalty Pack members eyes always turn out hazel at birth. The fact that you got green was pretty lucky.”
I wouldn’t say luck had anything to do with it, but I don’t say anything. Mother always told me my eyes were my selling point. For that, I almost resent them. Anything involving her I’m spiteful about. I can’t help it.
“You’re kind, Linda,” is all I reply.
She grabs both my shoulders in her hands, forcing me to look at her. “Maybe if you find someone, it might help you get out of this impossible situation you’re in. It would be good for you. You deserve someone as sweet as you, my girl.”
There’s no chance of that; not with my current plans. I wouldn’t tell her that. Not after all she has done for me. When I come back from the island, I’m going to bring her back something. Whether it be money, or something else. I won’t forget about how she brought me in without any need to.
“If I were looking for someone, maybe,” I say simply, holding my palm out for the keys to lock up.
“Have a good night then,” she says, placing them in my hand.
I watch her go, before going about my usual routine. Lock the front and back doors, all the windows, and make sure the lights are shut off. Then, with quiet footsteps, I drag a step ladder to the window, clambering on top of it to gaze out.
The boat I’ll be smuggling onto is tied to the dock outside, swaying back and forth on the gentle waves. It’s not as impressive as the mid day boat, which is always the public’s biggest spectacle. It’s rather small, although I’m guessing there will be enough room at the back for me. The boat brings staff back to the main island for the night, so as it heads back, it will be emptier than before.
The dock seems empty, moonlight peeking out from behind the clouds streaming over the water lapped boards. The waves aren’t too high tonight, which is a relief. I’m not sure how adept my sea legs would prove to be.
I’ve decided not to bring luggage. It will only accelerate my chances of being seen. Who knows what will be on the island for me, but I need to get their first.
And right now, I might have my chance.
Slowly pushing the wide double doors open that separate the restaurant from the docks, I peek my head out first. Checking both ways, the dock is abandoned, the captain clearly taking a break in their separate quarters. I was never allowed in their; it was always Raven sent to give them refreshments.
The air that greets me is balmy, the overcast weather above me trapping today’s heat in. I made sure, regardless, to pile on as many clothes as I could. That way, maybe I would have a few spare when we get to the island.
I look out into the harbour. No other boats are out at this time. Ren has always kept the lake clear at night by law.
The ship, or rather, the boat, has a small cabin at the front, which I make a note to avoid. The back is exposed to the night, however, as I get closer, I catch sight of a small covered area underneath the raised cabin that I might have luck hiding under.
My luck suddenly changed at the sound of voices.
Whirling around, I catch sight of two figures approaching from the other end of the dock, masked by the night. The only people prohibited out here are the captain and his crew, or any others who assist in ship maintenance and so forth. Which means if I don’t get on the boat soon, I’m doomed.
Crouching down, I reach over a short body of water to the edge of the boat, staring down at it worriedly. I imagine it being shallow, but at this time of night, I don’t know how I feel about taking a dip.
As silent as I can manage, I sneak on the boat, one leg at a time, pushing my body onto the rocky boat.
Seats line the edge of the boat, for whoever is prohibited to be sent back from the island. I ignore those, trotting quickly to the area of the boat concealed by night, and the cabin above me. With the two figures approaching, I find myself stepping over the chest which I assume houses boat paraphernalia.
I just sunk uncomfortably behind it, when I could clearly hear the voices.
“Better get back,” one of them says, voice gruff and tired. “Ren will be closing off his dock soon. There’s talk he’s going to start doing it earlier.”
Another replies. “Another way to isolate himself further from his Pack, huh.”
My interest peaks at their conversation. Any chance to learn something new about Ren intrigues me. When I’m on the island, I plan to avoid him at all costs. I’m sure he is aware of his staff, and I don’t want him sending me back here. Either that, or he might arrest me. Then I’ll never escape this Pack.
“You know what he’s like,” the gruff voice mutters dismissively. I can feel their weight as they begin removing the binds keeping the boat to the dock.
There’s an irritated sigh from the other. “That’s the point. We don’t know him at all.”
I frown.
“Look, it’s not up to us what happens. Like I said, I best get going. I can’t be late, if I want to get this ship into the docks. I got a mate waiting for me at home,” gruff voice says, and with that, their conversation end.
It’s a relief. We’re leaving, which means Ren’s island is about to finally become my own.
~BrielleBy the time we made it to the island, my stomach was so queasy, I started to doubt if I could stand or not.I stayed hidden, hearing keen, as I patiently wait for the captain to leave the boat, and anyone else on the docks had dispersed. When everything sounded still, I made my move, forcing my stiff limbs into submission. I almost fall on my face, as I crawl across the boards, removing myself from when I had been hunched the entire journey.The breeze off the lake hits me the moment I hobble to my feet. It chills me right through my clothes, but it snaps my mind back into reality. I need to get off this boat, and find a way onto the island.And most importantly, not get caught.&n
~BrielleI woke up to a pair of blue eyes peering down at me.“Oh my,” I gasp, falling back into reality. I push away from the girl, only to realise she wasn’t alone. Three others surrounded my bed, staring down at me like a foreign object, one almost completely on my bed. I had to rub my eyes and remember where I was before I could understand what was going on.I’m in Ren’s estate. I made it safely to island, and I’ve been accepted into this place by someone who has been here for three years. I couldn’t have asked for anything better. Unless these girls are planning to kick me out.“What’s going on?” I question, when none of them
~BrielleNot getting caught right now is more imperative then when I snuck onto the boat.I take a few back hallways to avoid most of the manors formal interior, where I would be more likely to see the Alpha or his officials and company. Usually the corridors are bustling with life, working behind the scenes to ensure everything on the other side of the wall runs smoothly. This hour of the night, though, leaves everything abandoned.It means no one to question where I’m going with a basket full of folded male clothes. Luckily, these pieces of clothing aren’t his most extravagant. If it get out here, maybe no one would question it.When I came to the end of the last corridor, I
~BrielleRen wastes no time in his reaction.“Woah,” he says, holding his hands out as if to frantically tell me to stop. Quickly, I drop my skirt, mortified at his immediate reaction. “None of that.”That was not how I expected him to react, and now I want to curl up in a corner and curse myself for being so foolish. Of course he wants nothing to do with a girl like me. I’ve snuck onto his island and somehow made it into his room. How could I think he would ever want me like he must have liked other girls.“I’m so sorry Alpha,” I blurt, wishing I could cover my cheeks so he wouldn’t see the incriminating blush. It’s only adding t
~BrielleIt was Mabel who spoke first. Eventually.The silence that fell after the scream left us all chilled right to the bone. Mabel shakily smiled, which was proof enough that this wasn’t her doing. She wasn’t trying to frighten us. From upstairs, someone had screamed, in need of help. Yet none of us could move.“Okay, that’s a bit strange,” Mabel says, followed by a breathy laugh. Girls around me exchange glances, skin pale, eyes widened. “Should probably go have a look shouldn’t we?”Most girls called Mabel stupid for wanting to go investigate. I offered to go with her while they cowered in a corner. If there is a chance to save wh
~BrielleInitially, the new job was not that impressive.For the first few weeks, no one came to the estate. I didn’t even see Ren, who had become seemingly elusive recently. A lot of the staff began to wonder if he was even occupying this residence much anymore. It left me with nothing more to do but to make sure staff coming in from the docks were managed okay.At least I’m getting paid well. Which means I shouldn’t have to be here too much longer to get money. Then I can escape.I was surprised when Rose, the first person to accept into this place, approached me with my next set of work. These past few days I’ve spent in a side office close to the main door, in c
~BrielleThe Alpha’s didn’t start arriving for another four hours after Ren left me.Most of that time I spent hurrying around, trying to ensure everything is running smoothly. Almost everyone that I talked to is as nervous as I am. Even Mabel, who won’t be seeing the Alpha’s in person. Just the idea of them being in the same building as her has left her almost useless to Ambrose, who has failed to calm her down when she realised she would be in charge of cleaning the Alpha’s linen when they were done with it.Others are simply struck by the fact that Ren is having guests. It’s an event that is unheard of to those who have worked here many years. Nevertheless, an excited buzz prevails.
~BrielleNot long after I had left, the Alpha’s started up to their rooms for the night.The moment their doors closed, their air in the room cleared, and there wasn’t so many girls running around as if their heads were cut off. Even Mabel calmed down, allowed to head to sleep since her duties didn’t require her until morning. I, however, wasn’t going anywhere. I’m in charge of these girls, and I can’t have a single on of them slack off.I didn’t catch sight of Ren while I was wandering around, checking that not a single thing was out of place. He must have went back to his quarters also, since it’s getting late. It caught us all by surprise, though, that he cut his meeting off so abruptly.
~Brielle Something doesn’t feel right. That’s been a thought on my mind for the past few weeks. In one instance, it seemed like everything should be righted in the world. Fate helped me, kept his word and I kept mine. Chase wasn’t exactly happy, but knew he wouldn’t have been awake to deal with Ren in time, so he let it slide after a few days of moping. Really, he’s using it as an excuse for his mourning of his mother. I could hardly believe he didn’t confide in me with any other this, but I didn’t berate him after going through what he did. Of course, he explained that she was sick, and wanted to sacrifice herself. He agreed only on the grounds that she didn’t have long left, but it took him months of consideration, and didn’t want me to convince him out of it. So here we are, lying in the sun on the seating outside, me leaning against his chest, him playing with my hair. It’s been like this everyday for awhile now. But like I said, something doesn’t feel right. I’m not sure w
~Brielle I’m not sure what my first reaction should be. Immediately I fall to my knees by her side. I grab her limbs, feeling her cold skin, feeling how limp they are. Completely lifeless. I shake her a few times, put my ear to her mouth to catch a breath and even feel a pulse. Nothing. There is no life left in her. Had I known this was her choice, I would have never left the table. I may not know her, or even what her name was, but she’s Chase’s mother…why didn’t he tell me? He came in here, acting as though he had no clue who she was. He must have known to. I feel as though the entire plan was done without me even knowing. “Can’t you mourn later? She’s going to wake soon,” I hear Fate from behind me. There’s no need to turn around and shoot him a glare. He knows this isn’t a normal situation.Walking up behind me, he steps out and around the body carefully. Not because he cares all that much for the corpse lying here in the middle of a tent that was her home, but because he doe
~Brielle My blood runs cold. I know Ren doesn’t like me. I know he doesn’t want me getting in the way, but I never thought he would actually want me dead. He’s evil, pure evil, and manipulative to add to it all. When was he planning on doing this? I bet he didn’t think Chase was about to get control again, and was planning to do it that night. Just thinking about what might have happened sends chills down my spine. “He won’t be getting control over me again. I don’t care what it takes,” Chase says quickly, glancing at me. The Gaze Reader still stares at me, clearly trying to decipher why an Alpha wants to kill me, of all people. She must have seen within Chase’s gaze that he is my true mate, not Ren. The Gaze Reader looks skeptical. “I don’t want to be dragged into an Alpha’s mess. That’s dirty business.”Chase and I exchange wary glances. “He was never meant to be the true Alpha. His brother was, before he murdered him and cold blood, and still feels no remorse. I can tell, I ca
~Brielle Shame is all that I feel. Chase and I lay in bed, my head on his chest, as I cry. I can’t help the tears, as they pool onto his shirt. At least the bleeding from my neck has stopped, thanks to Chase and his first aid abilities. But the mark is still there, stuck upon my neck, a false representation of a mate bond that doesn’t actually exist. “This doesn’t change anything, you know,” Chase murmurs, his fingers running gently through my hair. I glance up at him, raising an eyebrow as he gazes down at me. “I still love you. You’re still my mate. We will fix this.”“Quiet,” I breathe. “He can hear us.”Chase sits up, forcing me too as well. He’s frowning at me, and for a moment I can’t tell why. I’m numb, nothing makes sense right now. But of course, this is big news. “He admitted that all this time, he has been seeing through your eyes. I’m assuming it’s because he is the original host of the body. He can hear everything right now. It means no more talking about anything. Ok
~Brielle This should be easy. Should be. If I weren’t suspicious of him, or knew nothing about Chase, then I would have no trouble going into my mates room. But still, I’m hesitant, unsure of what will go down if I take a step inside that room, with Ren, and no Chase there to protect me in case something happens. In case something is brought too far…Lying in my bed, staring at the roof, I contemplate my next move. Maybe I’m being over dramatic. Ren had interest in taking me to bed at some point, but that was a few days ago. Now, it seems like the idea of me turns him off completely. If I get this key, none of that will matter anymore. All I need to do is find it, and it has to be in that room. And if it’s not…Well I guess I’m out of options. Should I do it now? Somehow I doubt that Ren will be all that accommodating if I do show up at his door, wondering if I can come in. But it is something a mate would do, and I am trying to be his mate. I’m just as curious as to why he has su
~Brielle I’m convinced I’ve gone too far this time. Ren would have given a tip off earlier if he has any interested in sharing information with me. He doesn’t want to be honest with me, or share anything with me, even has his mate and Luna. All these doubts flood my head at once, my heart sinking deep within my chest. I’m going to fail Chase with the one thing he trusted me with. “I don’t have much that I keep to myself, really,” he tells me, leaning back into the grass. I’m still disappointed, despite knowing this was going to be his reaction. “But anything I would keep would be somewhere I spend a lot of time, if I were ever to need to.”It’s subtle, and not intended as a hint, but I cling to that piece of information. It’s the first real lead I’ve received from his mouth. I just have to find out what he means. “Alright, your turn,” I say, forcing myself not to react too dramatically. We are playing a game still, and now that I have what I want, all I want to do is find this ‘s
~Brielle I have a game plan. Whether it is going to work or not, I’m not sure, but it’s worth a try. After my escapade with Chase, I snuck back into my room to ensure Ren didn’t reappear with me in his bed. This morning, I’m going to assume everything as normal. Hopefully, Ren will send the Alpha’s home so I have room to get to him without him being distracted by them. Kaden is already suspicious of me, and even with Ren’s assurance that I can be trusted, I know he doubts my motive. Once they are all sent away, Ren will have no one to confide in other than me. Perhaps I can find out this secret Chase doesn’t want to find out from Ren himself. However, if he makes him look bad, perhaps he won’t be honest with me. It doesn’t matter, anyway. What matters is that Ren trusts me enough to get this key. There is nothing more important than that. Approaching the dining room to where I’m planning on having breakfast with Ren alone, I start to get nervous. What if I can’t do this? What if
~Brielle Nothing feels better than being within my mates arms. My back is pressed up against his chest, his arm slung over my waist. I’m enjoying the stories he whispers in my ear about magic and the Devotion Pack. He has so many amazing stories that I could listen to all night without fail. There is something to intimate about being up against him will he shares all he can with me. “I would say you’re easily one of the most interesting people I’ve met,” I tell him. It’s not just because of his stories that I say that, but also due to his knowledge and how charismatic of a person he is, and has been this entire time. I mean, he did manage to convince everyone he was causing us harm in order to keep us all from interrupting his plan. He even let himself take the fall in place of Ren. “You need to travel more, my love,” he comments, his tone amused. I chuckle, but I know I’m right. Twisting around, I lay facing him, looking up at him. Through the darkness, I can still see his eyes
~Brielle It feels shameless, doing this. I’m not going there to do anything with him, simply let him think I want him. Yet it feels dirty, walking to his room with a robe covering my half naked body. This lingerie isn’t too sexy, but it’s sexy enough for me to feel shy, my confidence seeping out past the lace and ribbons of the stupid outfit hidden beneath this silk gown. Ren tried to hurt me. All because I disagreed with him. Now, I’m having to manipulate him into believing me. All so he won’t hurt me again. Will I tell Chase about this? That’s the question. I’m not sure how he would react, but something tells me he would understand. He wouldn’t lash out and hurt me like Ren would. Just because they are in the same body doesn’t mean they have the same reactions. All of this, I know. When I reach his room, I don’t bother knocking. I simply click the door handle open, and slide inside the room cloaked in darkness. From the bed, I can see his shadowed outline lying in the bed. Jus