~Brielle
I woke up to a pair of blue eyes peering down at me.
“Oh my,” I gasp, falling back into reality. I push away from the girl, only to realise she wasn’t alone. Three others surrounded my bed, staring down at me like a foreign object, one almost completely on my bed. I had to rub my eyes and remember where I was before I could understand what was going on.
I’m in Ren’s estate. I made it safely to island, and I’ve been accepted into this place by someone who has been here for three years. I couldn’t have asked for anything better. Unless these girls are planning to kick me out.
“What’s going on?” I question, when none of them say anything.
Two of the girls exchange glances. One of them looks strikingly similar to Raven, with sleek long hair she has pulled back behind her with a band, however, her eyes are a soft green. She’s foreign to this Pack, and I can’t put my finger on where she might be from. Passion Pack, maybe? She has rather prominent features, with a straight pointed nose and a sharp jawline that only makes her expression harsher.
“What’s your name?” another girl asks. She’s the one almost completely a top my bed. She has a devilish smile, that lights up her icy blue eyes. They are a stunning feature upon her, but don’t catch my eyes as much as the red curls she traps within a bun on her head. She seems slightly heavier than the other girls, with puffy cheeks.
“Brielle,” I say nervously, tucking my knees up to my chest. “Who are you guys? Do you work here?”
The girl the red hair points to herself, the girl with the prettiest eyes, and the other girl, who stares at me blandly. “I’m Mabel, this is Amora and of course, Della. You work with us now. We do the laundry for this place. You’re in our unit now.”
I’m stunned, trying to remember each name to the face.
“How long have you all worked here?” I question. I’m trying to figure out if any of them have the same plan as me. Make as much money so I can so I can escape this place forever. Unless of course, working here is a dream job. Or maybe they are here to see the Alpha. “What’s it like?”
“Della likes it here, but that’s because she’s as boring as the clothes we handle,” Mabel says, glancing cheekily toward a girl who seems standoffish. She has pretty brown eyes that almost swallow her whole face. Her hair - a soft brunette - is braided neatly.
Della scowls. “Sorry I’m not here to fondle the Alpha’s underwear.”
“That’s besides the point,” Amora says tiredly, cutting the two off before an argument can insue. “We have to get upstairs. Maiden Ambrose is the head of the laundry unit, and unless you want to get scolded, I wouldn’t be late.
The three, already ready, wait rather patiently for me to dress and ready myself. Mabel did my hair while I washed my face, braiding it down my back.
So far all these girls seem kind. Some more irritable than others, but they don’t seem to mind me entering their unit. I assume it’s because they will be left with less work. However, I make a mental note to get too close to any of them. I’m not going to be here for long. I’m hoping to leave as soon as I get the funds.
Mabel links her arm around mine as we walk up the stairs toward the laundry unit, whispering in my ear. “Rose has you sorted with the employment thing. She told us to look after you. You’re apart of the family now.”
I smile gratefully at her.
The laundry unit was on the same floor as the kitchen, hidden behind walls, keeping us from being seen from anyone who dwells within the Alpha’s manor. There are a few machines mounted on the wall, a few baskets full of clothing and towels, and a table to fold it all.
Maiden Ambrose didn’t seem to have a care for me being here. She only paused for a few moments to tell me what to do.
She stood in front of me, hands battered from cleaning propped on her heads, steely grey eyes glaring down on me. “Here’s the rules. You do everything in order, or as I say. Mabel or Della will help you, they have been here the longest. You will have a specific amount you are expected to finish every day. You do not leave until it’s done. You go from here, to the kitchen, to your sleeping quarters and that is it. No one delivers laundry to any part of the house but me, unless I say otherwise. You must not ever be seen by anyone beyond these walls, unless they work here like you. You’ll be paid weekly.”
With that, Ambrose didn’t give me a single glance, going on about her work.
Mabel was very helpful, telling me how to sort the clothes and what settings the machines should be on. She informed me that we were cleaning all the servants clothes, and that Ambrose dealt with of Alpha Ren’s finer clothing. It didn’t bother me, but Mabel seemed irked.
I was busy folding the white load when conversation arose.
“So Brielle, what made you come here?” Mabel asks lightly, pulling freshly cleaned clothes into a basket at her feet.
“Parents kicked me out, and the pay where I was working wasn’t so good,” I inform her. “I thought if I come here, I’ll have a better chance at getting back on my feet. Honestly I just want to get out of this Pack.”
“I can relate,” Amora says pointedly.
Della walks over, dumping another pile of clothes to fold in front of me. “You know, the money is pretty good here. But there are other ways to make a little extra. Or should I say, a whole lot extra.”
I perk at the sound of that. With stiff joints in my hand from folding, I would be happy to do more to get a little extra in my pocket. The quicker I get out of here, the happier I will be, adn at this point, I’m up for anything. Even if the glare Mabel sends Della seems like some kind of warning.
Della comes to stand right next to me, leaning to face me. “A lot of girls have gotten out of this place because they have done a few extra favours for the Alpha.”
I frown. “But we aren’t allowed to go near the Alpha, right?”
“Well, he isn’t going to turn you down if you show up at his door. That is, if you get there in the first place, but that’s apart of the fun,” Della murmurs, a smile that turns my stomach queasy gracing her face. “You do a favour for him, and he will surely be happy to return one to you. You get me?”
“Shut up Della,” Amora scolds, grabbing the girls hand to lead her back to her work. “Don’t listen to her Brielle. No one is that desperate to get out of here to do that.”
I brush what they said off, going back to my work.
By the time night rolled around, all the girls had finished and gone off to dinner, leaving me to finish the last of my quota. I was just finishing folding the last sheet over the table, when Maiden Ambrose burst into the room, frantic as she slides a basket full of clothes in an array of colours onto my bench.
“My husband was in an accident…” she says quickly, pulling her apron off to throw across the room.
I startle. “Oh, I’m sorry-”
“Take these up to the Alpha’s room, and don’t you dare tell anyone I left early, or are letting you do this,” she tells me, pointing to the basket. “And don’t you look at him, or talk to him. Understand?”
I have no idea what to say, I’m so stunned. Ambrose is clearly desperate to get out of here and help her husband, so I murmur in agreement, abandoning my sheet for the basket of clothes belong to Alpha Ren. Ambrose disappears out the door, leaving me be.
What I’m meant to do, I’m not sure. There are instructions about how to get to his quarters plastered on the wall, so quickly, I study it, hoping to ingrain it in my mind. I can’t mess this up, as much as my heart is beating rapidly, as much as I’m starting to sweat without even moving.
Ren seems to have an array of tunics within this basket, and a few other shirts. I don’t go through it though, my mind too busy on something else.
You do a favour for him, and he will surely be happy to return one to you. You get me?
Those words ring in my mind. Would I be foolish enough to pull something like that out of pure desperation? I shake the idea out of my head. I need to make it to Ren’s room. Hopefully no one will see me.
And I hopefully Ren won’t be in his room when I get there. Hopefully.
~BrielleNot getting caught right now is more imperative then when I snuck onto the boat.I take a few back hallways to avoid most of the manors formal interior, where I would be more likely to see the Alpha or his officials and company. Usually the corridors are bustling with life, working behind the scenes to ensure everything on the other side of the wall runs smoothly. This hour of the night, though, leaves everything abandoned.It means no one to question where I’m going with a basket full of folded male clothes. Luckily, these pieces of clothing aren’t his most extravagant. If it get out here, maybe no one would question it.When I came to the end of the last corridor, I
~BrielleRen wastes no time in his reaction.“Woah,” he says, holding his hands out as if to frantically tell me to stop. Quickly, I drop my skirt, mortified at his immediate reaction. “None of that.”That was not how I expected him to react, and now I want to curl up in a corner and curse myself for being so foolish. Of course he wants nothing to do with a girl like me. I’ve snuck onto his island and somehow made it into his room. How could I think he would ever want me like he must have liked other girls.“I’m so sorry Alpha,” I blurt, wishing I could cover my cheeks so he wouldn’t see the incriminating blush. It’s only adding t
~BrielleIt was Mabel who spoke first. Eventually.The silence that fell after the scream left us all chilled right to the bone. Mabel shakily smiled, which was proof enough that this wasn’t her doing. She wasn’t trying to frighten us. From upstairs, someone had screamed, in need of help. Yet none of us could move.“Okay, that’s a bit strange,” Mabel says, followed by a breathy laugh. Girls around me exchange glances, skin pale, eyes widened. “Should probably go have a look shouldn’t we?”Most girls called Mabel stupid for wanting to go investigate. I offered to go with her while they cowered in a corner. If there is a chance to save wh
~BrielleInitially, the new job was not that impressive.For the first few weeks, no one came to the estate. I didn’t even see Ren, who had become seemingly elusive recently. A lot of the staff began to wonder if he was even occupying this residence much anymore. It left me with nothing more to do but to make sure staff coming in from the docks were managed okay.At least I’m getting paid well. Which means I shouldn’t have to be here too much longer to get money. Then I can escape.I was surprised when Rose, the first person to accept into this place, approached me with my next set of work. These past few days I’ve spent in a side office close to the main door, in c
~BrielleThe Alpha’s didn’t start arriving for another four hours after Ren left me.Most of that time I spent hurrying around, trying to ensure everything is running smoothly. Almost everyone that I talked to is as nervous as I am. Even Mabel, who won’t be seeing the Alpha’s in person. Just the idea of them being in the same building as her has left her almost useless to Ambrose, who has failed to calm her down when she realised she would be in charge of cleaning the Alpha’s linen when they were done with it.Others are simply struck by the fact that Ren is having guests. It’s an event that is unheard of to those who have worked here many years. Nevertheless, an excited buzz prevails.
~BrielleNot long after I had left, the Alpha’s started up to their rooms for the night.The moment their doors closed, their air in the room cleared, and there wasn’t so many girls running around as if their heads were cut off. Even Mabel calmed down, allowed to head to sleep since her duties didn’t require her until morning. I, however, wasn’t going anywhere. I’m in charge of these girls, and I can’t have a single on of them slack off.I didn’t catch sight of Ren while I was wandering around, checking that not a single thing was out of place. He must have went back to his quarters also, since it’s getting late. It caught us all by surprise, though, that he cut his meeting off so abruptly.
~BrielleI have no idea how to react.This isn’t my Alpha. This isn’t Ren. His gaze is too sharp, his expression too sinister. I can’t escape his grip until mercilessly, he pushes away, giving me space to breathe and think through what is happening. Something is up with Ren, whether it’s a night terror or another unexplainableRecovering myself, I pretend I didn’t hear him claim I belong to him. “I’m going to get back and leave you to it.”For once, Ren doesn’t look as if he wants to stop me. I watch him carefully, waiting for him to say anymore and intervene. When he doesn’t I sm
~BrielleI can’t tell if Noah is being helpful, or warning me.He looks deadly serious, the expression of amusement and curiosity now long vanished. I have a feeling that if I retaliate, and do the opposite of his advice, I might see another side of Noah that I don’t want to. All he has done is confirm in my mind that Ren is hiding something from us all. And I want to find out what it is.“Shouldn’t it be considered unfair that my boss is hiding something from his staff?” I question, hoping he would feel so kind of sympathy for me. “Especially for me, being in a higher position in his staff roster.”Noah shrugs, opening the fridge to pull out a chilled b
~Brielle Something doesn’t feel right. That’s been a thought on my mind for the past few weeks. In one instance, it seemed like everything should be righted in the world. Fate helped me, kept his word and I kept mine. Chase wasn’t exactly happy, but knew he wouldn’t have been awake to deal with Ren in time, so he let it slide after a few days of moping. Really, he’s using it as an excuse for his mourning of his mother. I could hardly believe he didn’t confide in me with any other this, but I didn’t berate him after going through what he did. Of course, he explained that she was sick, and wanted to sacrifice herself. He agreed only on the grounds that she didn’t have long left, but it took him months of consideration, and didn’t want me to convince him out of it. So here we are, lying in the sun on the seating outside, me leaning against his chest, him playing with my hair. It’s been like this everyday for awhile now. But like I said, something doesn’t feel right. I’m not sure w
~Brielle I’m not sure what my first reaction should be. Immediately I fall to my knees by her side. I grab her limbs, feeling her cold skin, feeling how limp they are. Completely lifeless. I shake her a few times, put my ear to her mouth to catch a breath and even feel a pulse. Nothing. There is no life left in her. Had I known this was her choice, I would have never left the table. I may not know her, or even what her name was, but she’s Chase’s mother…why didn’t he tell me? He came in here, acting as though he had no clue who she was. He must have known to. I feel as though the entire plan was done without me even knowing. “Can’t you mourn later? She’s going to wake soon,” I hear Fate from behind me. There’s no need to turn around and shoot him a glare. He knows this isn’t a normal situation.Walking up behind me, he steps out and around the body carefully. Not because he cares all that much for the corpse lying here in the middle of a tent that was her home, but because he doe
~Brielle My blood runs cold. I know Ren doesn’t like me. I know he doesn’t want me getting in the way, but I never thought he would actually want me dead. He’s evil, pure evil, and manipulative to add to it all. When was he planning on doing this? I bet he didn’t think Chase was about to get control again, and was planning to do it that night. Just thinking about what might have happened sends chills down my spine. “He won’t be getting control over me again. I don’t care what it takes,” Chase says quickly, glancing at me. The Gaze Reader still stares at me, clearly trying to decipher why an Alpha wants to kill me, of all people. She must have seen within Chase’s gaze that he is my true mate, not Ren. The Gaze Reader looks skeptical. “I don’t want to be dragged into an Alpha’s mess. That’s dirty business.”Chase and I exchange wary glances. “He was never meant to be the true Alpha. His brother was, before he murdered him and cold blood, and still feels no remorse. I can tell, I ca
~Brielle Shame is all that I feel. Chase and I lay in bed, my head on his chest, as I cry. I can’t help the tears, as they pool onto his shirt. At least the bleeding from my neck has stopped, thanks to Chase and his first aid abilities. But the mark is still there, stuck upon my neck, a false representation of a mate bond that doesn’t actually exist. “This doesn’t change anything, you know,” Chase murmurs, his fingers running gently through my hair. I glance up at him, raising an eyebrow as he gazes down at me. “I still love you. You’re still my mate. We will fix this.”“Quiet,” I breathe. “He can hear us.”Chase sits up, forcing me too as well. He’s frowning at me, and for a moment I can’t tell why. I’m numb, nothing makes sense right now. But of course, this is big news. “He admitted that all this time, he has been seeing through your eyes. I’m assuming it’s because he is the original host of the body. He can hear everything right now. It means no more talking about anything. Ok
~Brielle This should be easy. Should be. If I weren’t suspicious of him, or knew nothing about Chase, then I would have no trouble going into my mates room. But still, I’m hesitant, unsure of what will go down if I take a step inside that room, with Ren, and no Chase there to protect me in case something happens. In case something is brought too far…Lying in my bed, staring at the roof, I contemplate my next move. Maybe I’m being over dramatic. Ren had interest in taking me to bed at some point, but that was a few days ago. Now, it seems like the idea of me turns him off completely. If I get this key, none of that will matter anymore. All I need to do is find it, and it has to be in that room. And if it’s not…Well I guess I’m out of options. Should I do it now? Somehow I doubt that Ren will be all that accommodating if I do show up at his door, wondering if I can come in. But it is something a mate would do, and I am trying to be his mate. I’m just as curious as to why he has su
~Brielle I’m convinced I’ve gone too far this time. Ren would have given a tip off earlier if he has any interested in sharing information with me. He doesn’t want to be honest with me, or share anything with me, even has his mate and Luna. All these doubts flood my head at once, my heart sinking deep within my chest. I’m going to fail Chase with the one thing he trusted me with. “I don’t have much that I keep to myself, really,” he tells me, leaning back into the grass. I’m still disappointed, despite knowing this was going to be his reaction. “But anything I would keep would be somewhere I spend a lot of time, if I were ever to need to.”It’s subtle, and not intended as a hint, but I cling to that piece of information. It’s the first real lead I’ve received from his mouth. I just have to find out what he means. “Alright, your turn,” I say, forcing myself not to react too dramatically. We are playing a game still, and now that I have what I want, all I want to do is find this ‘s
~Brielle I have a game plan. Whether it is going to work or not, I’m not sure, but it’s worth a try. After my escapade with Chase, I snuck back into my room to ensure Ren didn’t reappear with me in his bed. This morning, I’m going to assume everything as normal. Hopefully, Ren will send the Alpha’s home so I have room to get to him without him being distracted by them. Kaden is already suspicious of me, and even with Ren’s assurance that I can be trusted, I know he doubts my motive. Once they are all sent away, Ren will have no one to confide in other than me. Perhaps I can find out this secret Chase doesn’t want to find out from Ren himself. However, if he makes him look bad, perhaps he won’t be honest with me. It doesn’t matter, anyway. What matters is that Ren trusts me enough to get this key. There is nothing more important than that. Approaching the dining room to where I’m planning on having breakfast with Ren alone, I start to get nervous. What if I can’t do this? What if
~Brielle Nothing feels better than being within my mates arms. My back is pressed up against his chest, his arm slung over my waist. I’m enjoying the stories he whispers in my ear about magic and the Devotion Pack. He has so many amazing stories that I could listen to all night without fail. There is something to intimate about being up against him will he shares all he can with me. “I would say you’re easily one of the most interesting people I’ve met,” I tell him. It’s not just because of his stories that I say that, but also due to his knowledge and how charismatic of a person he is, and has been this entire time. I mean, he did manage to convince everyone he was causing us harm in order to keep us all from interrupting his plan. He even let himself take the fall in place of Ren. “You need to travel more, my love,” he comments, his tone amused. I chuckle, but I know I’m right. Twisting around, I lay facing him, looking up at him. Through the darkness, I can still see his eyes
~Brielle It feels shameless, doing this. I’m not going there to do anything with him, simply let him think I want him. Yet it feels dirty, walking to his room with a robe covering my half naked body. This lingerie isn’t too sexy, but it’s sexy enough for me to feel shy, my confidence seeping out past the lace and ribbons of the stupid outfit hidden beneath this silk gown. Ren tried to hurt me. All because I disagreed with him. Now, I’m having to manipulate him into believing me. All so he won’t hurt me again. Will I tell Chase about this? That’s the question. I’m not sure how he would react, but something tells me he would understand. He wouldn’t lash out and hurt me like Ren would. Just because they are in the same body doesn’t mean they have the same reactions. All of this, I know. When I reach his room, I don’t bother knocking. I simply click the door handle open, and slide inside the room cloaked in darkness. From the bed, I can see his shadowed outline lying in the bed. Jus