chapter six

"no, no ,no.. stop that don't do that, leave them alone" opening his eyes to another nightmare. in his half-wolf form he got out of bed and went to wash his face. looking in the mirror one eye color was his and the other was Derek. " Derek this is the third night I'm having these nightmares. something has to give. what are you hiding from me? These are not my dreams this is something you went through they feel so real." all Benjamin got was a growl and he knew when Derek did this he wasn't going to say anything thing.

Getting back full control he put on his jogging clothes and went for a Run. "are we not shifting?" " no Derek, I'm not in the mode to run in wolf form" running deep into the forest until he couldn't run no more. Remember when he was a child, his father used to tell him if he ever felt like he needed answers all he had to do was do some meditation in the forest. His wolf had no control in this place as long as he was in human form when he got to the location.

This secret place was meant to help Alphas who might have lost memory in battle Or accidentally hurt themselves to a point of forgetting. Derek had known this and this was the only place even his magic could not work. once they crossed a certain boundary he felt himself being caged. like he could no longer control Benjamin.

"Derek, one last chance before I find out for myself what the hell is going on?" remembering he could only come forth on command. he drew the circle. it served as a protection spell from any outside attack while he and his wolf were no longer one. Benjamin sat down and chanted the words taught to him by his father.

a lot of Alpha's before him didn't have to use it because most could fully control their wolves unless fully provoked and their anger combined with that of their wolf came out.

As another Benjamin started to form in front of him. Benjamin started to feel like his life force was being reaped out of him. His head felt dizzy and he had shortness of breath. "it helps when you lay down and take a short deep breath" "I think I'm doing to pass out. " "turn to your side and breathe" taking in another deep breath of fresh air he started to feel his body settle.

"look Benjamin even if I tell you everything you won't believe me.

Because your mind is locked." "locked, how can it be with I can think right now. I got you here" Derek couldn't help but laugh at the childish fire back. "alpha Benjamin, what is your mate's name?" "Luna Grace. he answered with pride " with no doubt in his mind confident as he spoke. " we don't have all day Alpha, what is your mate's name, not Luna?" "Is there a difference? she bares my mark" does she not thinking to himself. "sorry to remind you I'm out here. what you think I don't know. so I ask again Alpha. think very well before u answer " with a grin on his face showing he was enjoying the show. Benjamin thought hard. trying his best to think who it could be.

Closing his eyes, he remembers that night on his 18th birthday when he made the oath." I shall not lay with " before he could finish it. memories flooded his mind. his beautiful mate, with her laugh and her smile. how they cared for a child. a child he thought Whitney.

He shot up to his feet and hit his wolf you bustard what did you do to my family. how dare you, you are supposed to be my wolf. My fucking wolf. " before he could hit his wolf who didn't fight back he heard the voice behind him "dada, why are you fighting you? the looked girl looked to the side. trying to figure out what was going on. dropping his fist, Benjamin turned around, and there she was, his beautiful Whitney. his daughter. but he thought she was just a dream. Some sort of comfort his brain offered him. " hey honey, dada was just training. what are doing here? looking at her father confused. you are in my bedroom dada. With his eyebrows raised he looked around he was no longer in the forest. how did he get here?

Turning around to look at his wolf whose hands were already up like he was saying it wasn't me before he got a beating. which would technically hurt him. "Hey honey", that sweet smell, the one that took away his nightmares. his dreams that he thought were mare dreams. " I'm sorry but when you cast the spell to separate yourself, I felt my soul split and I knew I needed to come to help you. you see you are a special wolf. such strong spells don't go unnoticed. and if I could easily find you imagine who else felt the spell." turned to Derek, who bowed at his queen. even though they were equal she had her power so strong it could kill him outside Benjamin's body.

"I should leave u out there for the others to find you know. you promised me you would protect him at all costs!" turning to her mate. "invite him in now. "come in Derek" but before Derek could walk in a small knife was thrown at him. the knife almost went through him like a clean cut but got stuck on his side. He still managed to step inside. whoever it was shot the knife from far away but did not realize that the queen was on the other side blocking any more attacks. " Benjamin allows him in, he dies you die. he can't heal without you. putting on a child-like face he said fine and called his wolf back. when Derek was back in him. Benjamin made a huge growl sound from the pain.

"shh, I need to concentrate" casting a protection spell against Benjamin's home. it was so nice she had agreed once to come to his home and take a tour of the place. any witches or wolves who went near the boundary would die. " do you have any friendly witches" in his pain he couldn't think so well. Derek came forth and listed names and locations around the spell. anyone inside or outside who doesn't have your blood might die or that of your pack might die.