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Chapter 7 Part 4 Aberdeen Loss & Love
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2021-10-22 03:45:24I couldn’t remove my gaze. This was impossible. He’s dead. My eyes searched his handsome features. I reached my hand up to feel his face. Maybe I was dreaming. My hand caressed his stubble, and I knew I wasn’t dreaming.
“Zade,” I murmured. Tears pricked my eyes. “You are dead. How are you in front of me?”
Zade’s eyes filled with sorrow. He leaned into my touch and his eyes closed like he had been dreaming of this moment for the longest time.
Our bodies melted together. Zade’s warmth was like laying under a cozy blanket by the fireplace on Christmas morning. I didn’t want him to move. I wanted us to stay like this forever.
It had been six long years thinking he was dead, but Zade was liter
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