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Chapter 14 Part 4 Aberdeen Loss & Love
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2021-12-03 07:08:54Our bodies molded together as if we had never spent a moment apart—our lips belonged to one another.
I knew it was wrong with Asher not being gone long, but I have never felt more sure in my life about something besides Zadie.
I never felt this way with Asher. Maybe the mate bond between werewolves wasn't as strong as a Lycan mate bond. I remember Zade saying that at the airport in Russia. That has to be it.
Maybe my wolf was mated with Asher, but I, in human form, was mated with Zade. That could be why Raven and I don't see eye to eye half the time. We have different mates. No wonder she constantly argues with me about Zade.
Geez, Paisley, this is not the time to think about all this nonsense when you have an incredibly sexy Lycan making out with you.
I focused back on the task at hand. Mission bang, my mate, is in order.
My hands found every crease of his athletic frame. M
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