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Chapter 17 Part 4 Aberdeen Loss & Love
My body jolted awake, sweat dripping down the side of my cheeks. My hair was damp. My breath was heavy, and my heart raced.
It was always the same nightmare every day. I dreamed that I killed the guard and got away, but all I did after what he did to me was lay there like a coward.
I went into a depression. I didn’t want to eat anything nor move from the couch. Not even to take a shower, I could care less what I smelled like or looked like for this man.
It had been three weeks since Nico took away any right for me to have control over my own body. He comes in here and sniffs me every day. I don’t know if that’s the Lycan way for a pregnancy test or what? But it’s fucking creepy, and I was sick of seeing his face every day.
My thoughts were i
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Even though I knew this meant that Nico would try and kill my baby because it wasn't his, I felt relief knowing that it was Zade’s. I just had to try and get out of here. But without my powers or my wolf, it wasn't going to be easy. Weeks later, surprisingly, Nico hasn't tried to kill the baby, which I'm guessing he hasn't found a strong enough medicine to do so. With the baby being Lycan, witch, and wolf, it may be impossible. Early morning and the birds chirp outside the window. I stretch my arms out and feel a flutter in my stomach. Excitement overwhelmed me. The baby was moving, I never it felt before, and it was moving anxiously, which was weird. Then all of a sudden, I can hear Zade’s voice like he's outside my window. I thought I must be dreaming. I can't really be awake. There's no way I could be hearing his voice. I hurried to my feet, looking out the window, but no one was there. But that is w
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ZADE POV "PAIS, NOO!" I shouted. My heart crushed as I saw Paisley's petite frame collapse on the floor, and there stood Nico with his all too familiar smirk that I was ready to rip off. Nico shrugged. "If I can't have her, then no one can," He sneered. "You're dead," I boomed, rushing at him full force. Nico braced himself for our encounter, but I had so much rage I slammed into him with such force we blew through the brick fireplace into the next room. I heard Malachi and Hunter enter and shout Paisley's name with fear. Nico threw a right hook into my jaw with my distraction, knocking me back."Ha, you always were the weak link between your brother's. Why do you think Gabe was
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My eyes fluttered open, and as my vision finally focused, Zadie’s sweet face stared lovingly at me. Her tiny hands cupped my cheek. “Mommy!” Her voice squeaked in excitement. Were my eyes deceiving me? Was I hallucinating? Terrified that this was only a dream and I would soon wake up back in the room on the couch. I hurried to my feet, wrapping my arms around Zadie, praying it wasn’t a dream. “Pais?!” Zade said behind me. Facing him, I glanced between the two, and tears filled my eyes. “Am I really here?” I asked, not quite sure I believed it. Zadie grabbed my hand, bringing my attention back to her. “Yes, mommy,” She giggled.” You’re silly.” “Oh, thank God!” I sobbed, falling to my knees, and Zadie sat on my lap, cuddling into me. Zade walked over, sitting on the floor next to me, and embraced the both of us. “Oh lord.” my mother said and turned back towards the hall, yelling. “SHE’S AWAKE!” Instantly it was like a herd of elephants trampled up the stairs. First, Hunter, dad
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I stared blankly at the woman before me. "Um, I'm sorry, did you say, sister?" I thought things between Zade and I were going better, but it seems he still had secrets that he felt he couldn't tell me. "Yes, I'm his sister." I looked at her suspiciously. "I didn't know Zade had any siblings." Before Chantelle could answer, the doorbell chimed again, and Zade walked in with Zadie in tow, when his eyes fell on the woman standing before me, he froze, placing Zadie behind his back. “Zade, long time no see. How many years has it been now?" Chantelle said, smiling. "What the hell are you doing here?" Zade sneered, eyeing me as if he was calling me over to him. Slowly, I moved towards him, and his sister watched from the corner of her eye. "What? You don't trust me?" She looked hurt by his reaction. "No, not particularly," Zade affirmed harshly. Chantelle narrowed her eyes at Zadie, who stood peeking around Zade curiously. "You will have two children?" her eyes crinkled as she smiled
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