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Alpha, Not Luna 69- A Quiet but Heavy Morning
MegI slipped into the house just before dawn, the first light of day barely peeking over the horizon. Every muscle in my body ached, my legs trembling with exhaustion as I quietly closed the door behind me. The night had been a whirlwind, a storm that I still couldn’t quite process. My thoughts were a tangled mess of anger, confusion, and something I couldn’t quite name- a darkness that seemed to linger, no matter how hard I tried to shake it off. Soren. His name echoed in my mind like a curse, a reminder of everything that had gone wrong. His touch still lingered on my skin, a ghost of the past that refused to fade. The raw power he exuded, the way he had commanded me, consumed me- it terrified me. But more than that, it made me angry. Angry that he still had this hold over me, despite everything he had done. I leaned against the wall, closing my eyes and taking a deep breath. The smell of Jax’s home surrounded me- warm, comforting, safe. It was a stark contrast to the chaos of t
Alpha, Not Luna 70- Missing
Alpha Soren She’s avoiding me again. Smirking as I get off my bed, I take a quick warm shower, even whistling. Hah-ha. Meg has been absent from my house since the night of our coupling. I wonder how she explained the marks and bruises I left on her body to the delta. It fills me with an overly- excited kind of joy. By day three, I am not laughing and Logan is seething. Something is wrong- he sensed it. I know better than to question my beast’s instinct and so, in the middle of breakfast, I jump in my pick-up heading to the delta’s house. Did I also mention in the past three days that I have been failing to contact her wolf? Logan explained to me that Red dislikes me and I get it. Honestly, I would dislike me too if someone treated me the way I did Megan in the past. But he told me that while he was in contact with her, he lost her last night. “Why didn’t you say anything?” I fumed at him. He
Alpha, Not Luna 71- Back Home
MegWhat is wrong with me? That question has been rattling around in my head for days. I stared out the window of our place back in our home. Not Jax’s house in White Mountain Valley but here where our regular lives were. Where I had my job- had because I had taken an indefinite leave of absence. But my rattled thoughts are refusing to leave me in peace. I can’t make sense of it. How I could have been so wanton with Soren in the forest, then turn around and be with Jax as if nothing had happened? The guilt gnaws at me, a constant, bitter reminder of what I’ve done. It’s as if I’m being torn in two different directions, each piece of my heart demanding something I can’t give fully to either of them. Soren and I share a bond that I can’t ignore, no matter how much I try. The pull between us is undeniable, even after all these years and all the pain. When I was with him in the forest, it was like everything else disappeared- my hurt, the anger, the confusion. As if it did not exist fo
Alpha, Not Luna 72- Mundane drama
MegBut I am a bit concerned now because I had been under the impression it was a private meeting, and now I am seeing almost all the other parents here today. I wondered if it was normal for parents and teachers to have a meeting this way during the holidays- I don’t know because I’ve never had this sort of stability I’m offering my child. Or if it is different from a hybrid world to not. I take my seat and like the other mums, I place my fancy bag on the table. The bags are all beautiful- I realised I loved bags and shoes when Jax got me a matching set- Questioning another parent from the kindergarten carpool, I am left the way I came in. She is also unaware of anything else other than they were all called in by the said teacher as well with no information. The minutes are ticking by too slowly. My thoughts keep drifting back to everything that’s happened- my betrayal, Jax’s quiet acceptance, Soren’s lingering presence in my mind. I should be focusing on Kenzie, on
Alpha, Not Luna 73-
Alpha SorenThe Omega House is quiet when we arrive. It’s late, and most of the omegas are either asleep or pretending to be. My heart is pounding in my chest as we approach the door, my mind racing with possibilities. What if she really is gone? What if Megan left me behind again? I can’t afford to think like that. Not yet. Will opens up the door and we enter. Gail is inside, sitting at the kitchen table with a cup, of tea I suppose, in front of her. She looks up, from the table, startled, when we go in, and I see the flicker of fear in her eyes. It’s not surprising. I’m on edge, and she can probably sense it from a mile away. “Alpha Soren, Beta,” she says, her voice trembling slightly as she rises to her feet, lowering her head. She’s young, barely out of her teenage years, and I can tell she’s nervous. I need to tread carefully, but there’s no time to waste. “What- ha- why are you here?” “Gail,” I say, trying to keep my voice steady. I’m su
Alpha, Not Luna 74
The More than a Mere Omega; Gail I’ve never been so scared in my life. Not even when I was younger, back in my old pack when our alpha bullied my parents. At fifteen, I might have been innocent then in the ways of men but I knew what a proposition looked and sounded like and our alpha wanted my dad- in that way- and threatened my mother as well, in hopes to bring my dad around into his way of thinking. Back then, sure I was terrified the last couple of nights before their deaths. But this- this was different. The Alpha and Beta, right there in my living room, questioning me. Me, a nobody Omega. The weight of their presence made the air feel thick- like I was suffocating. I could barely breathe, let alone think straight. That’s my wolf, Sheila. My insides were mush, I tell you. My heart wanted to leave my chest. I was cold, yet I sweated and the air felt like it had left my lungs- yet I breathed just fine. Every instinct was scream
Alpha, Not Luna 75- Back
JaxIt’s been almost a month since we should have gone back to White Mountain Valley, but I kept pushing it off. Meg needed more time, and honestly, so did I. This wasn’t just about going back to the pack; it was about reintroducing Mackenzie to Soren- this time as his daughter. I knew it would be a bombshell, one that would change everything, and Meg wasn’t ready to face that on her own. She said she couldn’t do it without me, and I couldn’t leave her to handle it alone. Meg had been acting different these past few weeks. Clingy, maybe a little sad too. It was like she could feel the pull of the mate bond with Soren growing stronger as we got closer to the day we’d have to go back. I hated seeing her like this, torn between two men, and I hated even more that she thought I was trying to push her back to him. It wasn’t true, but the mate bond is a powerful thing, and it was eating at her, making her question everything. One night, just over a week ago, she broke down. We were sittin
Alpha, Not Luna 76- Admittance
JaxAfter getting a very tired Mackenzie inside and settled- poor child so confused by everything- we found ourselves alone, the weight of the impending confrontation pressing down on us. Meg stood by the only open window in the entire house- because it faced the forest and not the pack where someone could see it by chance- staring out at the dimly moonlit forest beyond, her shoulders tense with her unspoken worry. But I know her. Walking up behind her, I wrap my arms around her tiny waist, pulling her close. I kiss the nape of her neck and she sighs leaning back against my chest, letting go of a shaky breath, and relaxing against me, the tension slowly melting away as I hold her. “Jax,” she began, her voice barely above a whisper, “what if he doesn’t accept it? What if he tries to take her from me?” He can't. I love that little girl as if she were my own flesh and blood. It nearly breaks my heart to hear the fear in her tiny voice and to know this is what has been corroding her b
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