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Alpha, Not Luna 71- Back Home
MegWhat is wrong with me? That question has been rattling around in my head for days. I stared out the window of our place back in our home. Not Jax’s house in White Mountain Valley but here where our regular lives were. Where I had my job- had because I had taken an indefinite leave of absence. But my rattled thoughts are refusing to leave me in peace. I can’t make sense of it. How I could have been so wanton with Soren in the forest, then turn around and be with Jax as if nothing had happened? The guilt gnaws at me, a constant, bitter reminder of what I’ve done. It’s as if I’m being torn in two different directions, each piece of my heart demanding something I can’t give fully to either of them. Soren and I share a bond that I can’t ignore, no matter how much I try. The pull between us is undeniable, even after all these years and all the pain. When I was with him in the forest, it was like everything else disappeared- my hurt, the anger, the confusion. As if it did not exist fo
Alpha, Not Luna 72- Mundane drama
MegBut I am a bit concerned now because I had been under the impression it was a private meeting, and now I am seeing almost all the other parents here today. I wondered if it was normal for parents and teachers to have a meeting this way during the holidays- I don’t know because I’ve never had this sort of stability I’m offering my child. Or if it is different from a hybrid world to not. I take my seat and like the other mums, I place my fancy bag on the table. The bags are all beautiful- I realised I loved bags and shoes when Jax got me a matching set- Questioning another parent from the kindergarten carpool, I am left the way I came in. She is also unaware of anything else other than they were all called in by the said teacher as well with no information. The minutes are ticking by too slowly. My thoughts keep drifting back to everything that’s happened- my betrayal, Jax’s quiet acceptance, Soren’s lingering presence in my mind. I should be focusing on Kenzie, on
Alpha, Not Luna 73-
Alpha SorenThe Omega House is quiet when we arrive. It’s late, and most of the omegas are either asleep or pretending to be. My heart is pounding in my chest as we approach the door, my mind racing with possibilities. What if she really is gone? What if Megan left me behind again? I can’t afford to think like that. Not yet. Will opens up the door and we enter. Gail is inside, sitting at the kitchen table with a cup, of tea I suppose, in front of her. She looks up, from the table, startled, when we go in, and I see the flicker of fear in her eyes. It’s not surprising. I’m on edge, and she can probably sense it from a mile away. “Alpha Soren, Beta,” she says, her voice trembling slightly as she rises to her feet, lowering her head. She’s young, barely out of her teenage years, and I can tell she’s nervous. I need to tread carefully, but there’s no time to waste. “What- ha- why are you here?” “Gail,” I say, trying to keep my voice steady. I’m su
Alpha, Not Luna 74
The More than a Mere Omega; Gail I’ve never been so scared in my life. Not even when I was younger, back in my old pack when our alpha bullied my parents. At fifteen, I might have been innocent then in the ways of men but I knew what a proposition looked and sounded like and our alpha wanted my dad- in that way- and threatened my mother as well, in hopes to bring my dad around into his way of thinking. Back then, sure I was terrified the last couple of nights before their deaths. But this- this was different. The Alpha and Beta, right there in my living room, questioning me. Me, a nobody Omega. The weight of their presence made the air feel thick- like I was suffocating. I could barely breathe, let alone think straight. That’s my wolf, Sheila. My insides were mush, I tell you. My heart wanted to leave my chest. I was cold, yet I sweated and the air felt like it had left my lungs- yet I breathed just fine. Every instinct was scream
Alpha, Not Luna 75- Back
JaxIt’s been almost a month since we should have gone back to White Mountain Valley, but I kept pushing it off. Meg needed more time, and honestly, so did I. This wasn’t just about going back to the pack; it was about reintroducing Mackenzie to Soren- this time as his daughter. I knew it would be a bombshell, one that would change everything, and Meg wasn’t ready to face that on her own. She said she couldn’t do it without me, and I couldn’t leave her to handle it alone. Meg had been acting different these past few weeks. Clingy, maybe a little sad too. It was like she could feel the pull of the mate bond with Soren growing stronger as we got closer to the day we’d have to go back. I hated seeing her like this, torn between two men, and I hated even more that she thought I was trying to push her back to him. It wasn’t true, but the mate bond is a powerful thing, and it was eating at her, making her question everything. One night, just over a week ago, she broke down. We were sittin
Alpha, Not Luna 76- Admittance
JaxAfter getting a very tired Mackenzie inside and settled- poor child so confused by everything- we found ourselves alone, the weight of the impending confrontation pressing down on us. Meg stood by the only open window in the entire house- because it faced the forest and not the pack where someone could see it by chance- staring out at the dimly moonlit forest beyond, her shoulders tense with her unspoken worry. But I know her. Walking up behind her, I wrap my arms around her tiny waist, pulling her close. I kiss the nape of her neck and she sighs leaning back against my chest, letting go of a shaky breath, and relaxing against me, the tension slowly melting away as I hold her. “Jax,” she began, her voice barely above a whisper, “what if he doesn’t accept it? What if he tries to take her from me?” He can't. I love that little girl as if she were my own flesh and blood. It nearly breaks my heart to hear the fear in her tiny voice and to know this is what has been corroding her b
Alpha, Not Luna 77- Eyes Like Mine
Little MackenzieI like the park. It’s big, with lots of grass and trees, and I can run so fast! I can hear the birds singing in the trees and the wind whooshing past my ears when I run. Today, I'm playing with the other kids from the wolf pack. My shoes get all muddy, but Mummy says it’s okay because they’re just shoes. There’s this boy named Benjamin, and he’s kind of fun. He’s got a funny laugh that makes me giggle, and we run around and around until we fall into the grass, all out of breath. Beth, his mom, says I should be nice to him because we’re gonna be friends forever. I wonder if that means we’ll get married one day. Maybe. Mummy says she and Uncle Jax grew up together here, just like me and Benjamin. They were friends when they were small, and now they’re big and still friends. So, maybe I’ll marry Benjamin when we’re big, but only if he stops pulling my hair. Maybe I’ll just have him as my boyfriend. Gross. There’s a lot of people at the park today, grown-ups too. I l
Alpha, Not Luna 78- Wait Until Tomorrow
Alpha SorenThe Moon Goddess must truly despise me. Why else would she punish me so? I was barely holding on, teetering on the edge of my sanity. It had been weeks since I last saw Meg. Weeks of torture that only the Moon Goddess herself could have devised. Logan was growing weaker with every passing day. The absence of his mate was like a slow, excruciating death. And I felt every bit of it. Even if I had hoped to gather the strength to reject Meg, to sever the bond that only brought pain- at my strongest, I was powerless when it came to Megan. Both my wolf and I would accept death rather than live without our mate. I was pacing my office- I should not and save my strength but I am restless and agitated. A knock on the door pulled me from my spiralling thoughts. “Come in,” I barked, not in the mood for interruptions, though anything was better than this maddening speculation. when Beta burst through the door, his face flushed with urgency. “Alpha, they’ve arrived,” Will said, his
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