The fact that he's sitting here telling me that this is all new to him and that he's willing to try send my heart into overdrive, and my mind reeling.
He has never been with another guy and truthfully that scares me. What if he's repulsed by my touch or flinches away when I try to get close to him? Can I do this? Can I give him the chance to try and see if he can handle being with another guy? Yes, yes I can and I owe it to myself to try if he's willing to. "You can stay here for the time being. I'll have the room across from mine made up for you and Nigel and Keven should be here in a bit with your things" he says while getting up from the couch and walking over to the stairs. Standing I start to take a step away from the couch but stop mid step when his front door opens and in walks a beautiful women with a tight blue dress on with her face caked with make-up and seductively struts over to Nixon who's halted on the second stair. "Baby I was wondering if you wanted to go with me to my parents house for dinner and we can bring up our request to be mated" a tinge of hurt pangs deep in my chest at her words. He was going to break the bond before even taking the chance to meet me. My brows pull together as I take her words further and over think like I always do. "Or we can skip the dinner and head straight for the dessert" Bowing my head with so many negative thoughts I turn and take a step towards the front door, wanting to be as far from here as possible. "As tempting as your offer sounds Viviana I don't think my mate would like that to much" she huffs out a laugh and takes a step closer to him and he takes one back going backwards up the steps. "Since when do you have a mate Nix? I'm your mate remember we talked about this" again she takes a step closer and I do the same taking another step towards the door. "Oh I get it is this some kinda sex role-play you want to try" she purrs. Nixon halts my final step by calling to me "Harper meet Viviana, Viviana meet Harper my mate" Viviana quickly turns around and starts laughing hysterically while pointing back and forth between myself and Nixon "Wow Nix all you had to do is tell me you wanted to bring someone else into the mix" she tilts her head looking me up and down "He's not really my type but he's cute so" she shrugs and turns back to Nixon who takes the tree steps he'd taken up the stairs until he was back on the ground level then walked around her to my side. "Viviana Harper is really my mate" his tone is low sending chills in some uncertain way down my spine. Nixon takes me completely by surprise when he takes my hand in his, sending a wave of sparks and heat up my hand tell its spread through my whole body. I tighten my hold on his hand and give it to small squeezes and if to tell him I've got him and I don't even know what it is I'm trying to give him strength for. "What the fuck is wrong with you Nixon? You can't be fucking serious? I guy your mate is another man why the fuck would you want to be with another man your not even fucking gay" she yells causing me to flinch and her high tone that's like nails on a chalkboard. "I have no right to question the moon goddess, if she mated me to Harper then theirs a reason for it and who the fuck do you think you are talking to" He radiates power making even me want to bow my head in submission and I'm not even a werewolf. "I am your fucking Alpha Viviana and you will fucking respect me do i make myself fucking clear?" she doesn't answer and he lets my hand go and stalks over to her. "I ask you a fucking question" "Yes Alpha" she whispers then storms out of his house slamming the front door behind her. he walks back over to me and gently touches my cheek "Baby steps" he softly says and i raise my eyes to look at him "Baby steps" i whisper back. He takes my hand in his again sending sparks and warmth up my hand and leads me up the stairs, he points to his room then opens a room right across the hall from his and ushers me in. The room is simple and nice with small touches of light blues and yellows here and there and i cant help but to turn and raise a brow at him "You decorated" i ask with my brow still raised. "Yeah" he says dragging it out in question. "Are you sure your not gay" he chuckles lightly and looks around the room "Hmm" he hums pinching his brows together in thought. "Hey i didn't mean it like that, I'm sorry" "No its alright i mean it does look a little straight out of a magazine with a flare" i chuckle lightly and agree. We both stand in the room silently gathering our own thoughts when we hear shouting from down stairs "Up here" he yells out and the sound of footsteps echo down the hall until in walks three extremely attractive men. "I'm over here love" Nixon says and i blush looking over to him. Sorry a softly say, feeling shy and timid for some unknown reason. I'm not a shy person, i mean I'm kinds socially awkward but I've never been shy. The guys leave my bags on the floor and leave the room closing the door behind them. "I'm not a jealous person Harper but something about the way your were looking at them made me want to rip their fucking heads off their bodies" he takes slow hungry steps towards me as if he were stalking his pray and i find myself rooted to my spot. He come with in a few inches from my face his lips only centimeters from my own and whispers "I might not no what the hell I'm doing Harper but what i do know is that this" he says trailing his figures along the back of my damp shirt following my spin until he's reached behind my neck "Is mine" ruffly he grabs the back on my neck and growls claiming a whimpers moan from me from the roughness in which he claimed me as his.Harpers small whimpered moan causes a new sensation to stir deep inside my body, somewhere deep with in me that i didn't even know fucking existed. "This is mine to claim" i run my nose along his jaw line feeling his breathing and pants along my skin "This is mine to touch" my left hand finds the hem of his jeans and i follow it with my figure tips, stopping just above the button if his jeans. "This" i groan, felling his hardening length as i press my thigh against him "Is mine too" he sucks in a sharp breath, pressing his body into mine. The new heat and arousal his body is sending though mine is new but fuck is it intoxicating. Lightly my kips skim along his jaw to his smooth neck and i cant help but press my body into his filling the thin space between us, using my body i push his backwards intel were both falling onto the crisp white bedding covered bed. My hand find there way under his shirt feeling the slight outlines of natural abs, his skin is smooth and hot to the touch.
"Good morning" comes the soft voice of a red headed girl when i walk into the kitchen."Good morning" I answer back walking over to the coffee maker."Would you like something for breakfast" the girl asks to which i shack my head no and tell her thank you.Taking a seat at the island i sip on my coffee enjoying the warmth and smooth flavor of it, i watch as the girl walk around the kitchen putting dishes away and whipping down the counter tops."I'm going to the grocery store if you'd like to join me?" she pauses waiting for me to tell her my name."OH.. I'm sorry um Harper and yes that would be cool" I answer her.Along the way i learn that her name is Nina and that she's what's called an omega, they are mostly used as staff and very rarely are called equals to the other werewolves, She said that most omegas live out their lives as maids to the other pack members or higher powered, Nina said that most omegas don't have mates and that made me sad at first but then i heard her say that
Harper's fucking sad eyes stuck with me the rest of the day and distracted me from my work as the topic of the rouges was again brought up, i could hear what was being said as the images of Harper moaning and groaning under my touch last night flooded my mind and tightened my slacks.Tonight was my weekly dinner with my closest friends and i made the decision to tell Maria to tell Harper to dress nicely and join me for dinner along with a few others."So did you make up with the boy toy" Luca asked then took a sip of his beer."He's not my boy toy""SO what is he to you then" Skyler askes."Nothing" i dryly say taking a long swig of my own beer as if to wash the sour taste of my words out of my mouth."If you don't want him then can uh can i have him" Skyler asks keeping his eyes on me, I tell him he can have him then seconds later Harper come walking down the stairs with his eyes down cast.Dinner goes on with light conversation and Skyler and Harper flirting up a fucking storm at th
Heavy paws hit wet forest floor as I run through the woods, Harper's touch, the heat of his mouth and the look in his eyes before he walked out of my room drown me making it hard to breathe, hard to fucking think.This fucking mate bond is messing with my head, making the urge to mark and claim Harper grow strong.Why the hell did she mate me to a human male?Why would she do this to me, haven't I proved myself a strong leader one who's help make peace with the humans after my father passed away.Shifting back quickly I march up the front steps on the council grounds and burst the doors "Alpha Nixon" Torin greets."I would like to request an audience with the moon goddess" he says nothing and leads me to the open conservatory, instructing me to stand in the center of the room.Soft echos of chanting full the room then wind picks up in the darkness before the room spins and I'm standing in a bright open field of tall grass."Speak" says a strong but feminine voice."Why have you mated
I couldn't sleep after Nixon left I felt restless and nervous, I didn't quite understand what a rouge was but what ever it was made Nixon tense up.Looking out the window as the hours ticked by, the glow in the distance seemed to fade and I wondered if everyone was okay, if Nixon was okay.It's a little after seven in the morning when I hear the front door open followed by Nixon calling for me to come downstairs.Quickly I rush out of my room and down the stairs and into his arms instantly feeling relieved."I was so worried" I softly tell him tightening my arms around his waist."There's nothing to worry about babe" he whispered into my hair holding me tighter to his chest.A scuff is heard from behind Nixon and I pull away while looking over his shoulder to see Viviana."She was outside when I came home" Nixon tells me turning around with me still in his arms he glare at her."I don't remember telling you to come in but I do remember telling you to leave" he says in a cold demanding
"I fucking told you to leave" I growl at Viviana as she follows me up the stairs."I'm not leaving until you tell me why your dragging on the inevitable" "Your fucking delusional Viviana, I already told you I will never fucking be your mate. I have a mate and your fucking shit up for us now leave" I push open my bedroom door and try to slam it shut behind me but she stops it only to close it behind her as she walks in."Tell me you don't want me. Tell me how all the fun we've had meant nothing to you" opening my mouth to tell her the harsh truth to her questions she stops my by kissing me.At first I give in and kiss her back only to find myself comparing her lips to Harper's."You need to fucking leave now Viviana, this is the last time I'm going to tell you" Taking a few steps backwards she reaches behind her back, only when I see the he fabric around her breast loosen do I realize what she's doing and I lose control of my last strand of pacientes."I Alpha of the Night Noon pack
"Do you accept me as your mate" I ask him nervously.Harper leans back and looks me in the eyes before saying "I accept you as my mate" a smile tugs at my lips before I connect them with his.With out a second thought I lift him up over my shoulder, kicking the front door closed behind us and rush up the stairs to my room.He's laughing as I pull him down, his eyes are beautiful, he is beautiful and tonight I'm going to claim him as mine and seal out bond together my marking him forever.Slowly and nervously I trail my hand down his arms before locking our fingers together.Leaning forward I seal his lips with mine walking us backwards to the bed. Our tongues glide against each other's sending a wave of heat through my body down to my hardening cock.My hands release his, tugging at the hem of his wet shirt I peel it from his body. One hand tugs at the base of his nape while the other reaches inside his jeans feeling his semi-erect cock in my hand I squeeze it as I trail light kisses
He's doing it again with out even noticing he's doing it.Nixon is a man who I've come to learn hates change and this bond, is changing him and he doesn't seem to want to let it happen or accept it.Which is why we're standing in the kitchen arguing."For fucks sake's Harper you act like a fucking women sometimes""I'm gay of course I act like a women sometimes!" I answer back."Trust me it's a flaw""Then reject the fucking bond and move on with your life if you regret what we did and the promise you made when you marked me" He growls at my outburst and I roll my eyes. "You know what fuck you Nixon.""Not even in your dreams doll" "It would be the best sex you'd ever had, better yet why don't you bend over the counter and let me fuck you... no never mind I don't fuck straight men with denial issues and fears of commitment" his eyes do that switch thing where they're color changes when his wolf wants to take over, bringing a smug smile to my face as I see I've hit a nerve. "I'm done