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BonnieI wasn’t lying when I told Nicky that I knew that he needed to go and run, I could feel how tense he and his wolf were and I knew neither of them would want to lose their temper in front of me or Lexi but that wasn’t the only reason I convinced him to go. The truth is I needed some time on my own to work through everything.Don’t get me wrong, I’m so happy that he told me everything that he did and while it does explain a lot of things, it does still leave me with some questions but they’re questions that I don’t think he’ll be able to answer, not really or maybe he won't want to, I'm not sure, so for me to try and figure them out for myself I needed him gone because when he’s around it’s hard to breath, never mind think.Take away the asshole side that he carries around or at least the asshole side that he can appear to have and you’ve got everything I could have ever wanted in a mate. He’s tall, strong, and incredibly handsome. He clearly loves his family, pack and of course,
Last Updated : 2024-09-18Alpha Nicholas Alpha Nicholas
Alpha NicholasAfter a quick link to Shane letting him know I'm going for a run I take off for the forest without a backward glance. He tries to insist on coming but I quickly dismiss it. I only linked him as he is my Beta and is in charge when I'm not around. I appreciate his offer but I need some time alone.I let Storm lose and he runs with all he has. I can feel the anger rolling off him as he storms through the forest and as I feel the wind whip past us as he runs through the trees and the ground crunch beneath his paws I feel him slowly start to calm down and so do I. Reliving everything to Bonnie was so fucking hard. Yes, I've spoken about it over the years, more so the first few years after it happened but even then I've never given as much detail as I did to Bonnie. Still, she deserved to know as much as possible.She was so incredible the whole time but I could sense her pulling away towards the end and I know why. She thinks that I'm still holding back something. She thinks
Last Updated : 2024-09-18Alpha Nicholas Bonnie
BonnieThe freedom that I felt as soon as we hit the forest and Lexi let loose does not last very long, There is so much on my mind, and it's hard to stop thinking or feeling for even just the shortest amount of time. The moon goddess must have it in for me because I can't seem to catch a break. First losing my mom before I even got to know her, could even remember her, and then she let me grow up like I did and now, I have a mate who plays ping pong with my heart, and it feels like I'm about to explored.I keep going from upset to angry and while I want to curl up in a ball and cry until I pass out my anger is overriding it and right now I just want to scream and shout and destroy everything in sight. I've always been fairly quiet, had no choice but to be that way but for some reason right now I feel stronger than I ever have and ready to take down everything that's in my sight."We'll run for a while and then find you somewhere to let out all of your anger, it won't do you any good
Last Updated : 2024-09-18Alpha Nicholas Alpha Nicholas
Alpha NicholasI have every available guard searching for my girl including my brothers, Cole, Tony, and even my dad, and yet it's been almost an hour and we are yet to find her. Where the fuck is she? "We've searched the entire east border but she is nowhere to be seen," Tony grunts looking seriously pissed off. I know that I lost my shit with him earlier and blamed him for her disappearance but I didn't mean it, not really but he is blaming himself and I hate seeing it. "She is here somewhere, I just know she is." I'm not sure if I'm trying to convince him or myself but either way I pray that I'm right."Alpha we're picking up scents towards the north border." Cole's voice bellows through our link making my head raffle. "Scents... as in more than one? How many?" As I wait for Cole, I signal for several of my men to come to me, including my brothers and father. "Yes, Alpha. I'm picking up three different scents. We're by that odd-looking oak tree that sits in the middle." What the fu
Last Updated : 2024-09-23Alpha Nicholas Alpha Nicholas
Alpha NicholasWe keep searching for a few more miles but one by one the group searching mind links me to inform me that they have reached dead ends and it's starting to fuck me off. How can this be? I try to ignore the throbbing in my head but it's becoming impossible. They may be reaching dead ends but the more I search the stronger my mate's scent is getting and I soon realize that I know where we are heading, it's the cliffs that surround a massive waterfall and lake. Could she be up on them? It would explain why my men keep hitting dead ends, they are more than likely reaching the bottom of the cliffs.I link Robbie telling him that we are heading for the waterfall and leave him to inform the others as I continue moving forward. I kept tracking her scent until I too hit a dead end and it was just as I thought, It was a dead end because of the cliffs that surrounded the waterfall and lake but luckily for me, I know a quick way up them.As a teenager, I spent a lot of time explorin
Last Updated : 2024-09-23Alpha Nicholas Bonnie
BonnieAfter a few minutes of him running his hands through my hair and taking lots of deep breaths, he finally starts talking. "So you remember me telling you about Lottie's mom turning up here when she was 7, right?" I nod yes because well, how could I forget what she did? "Well, her wanting money for Lottie wasn't all she wanted when she came for that visit."She... when she first turned up she wanted me to take her as my chosen mate, to be a family with Lottie but that was never going to happen, and after she didn't get the response that she wanted she blackmailed me by demanding that I give her money or I would lose Lottie."I'm not that surprised that she wanted to mate with him "What else did she do?" He takes a deep breath and all I see is a pain in his eyes, and it feels like my heart is breaking for him so I reach out and take his hand in mine hoping to bring him even the smallest of comfort. He gives me a gentle smile but it doesn’t cover his hurt.“After I paid her she lef
Last Updated : 2024-09-30Alpha Nicholas Alpha Nicholas
Alpha Nicholas “Telling Bonnie that final part of what happened has left me feeling so many different things and above all else completely drained. I feel like I could sleep for a month but on the other hand, I also feel relieved that she knows but more than anything I feel pure terrifying fear. Once I knew I wanted her with every fiber of my bearing I was afraid that she would leave after all I had put her through but now…Well, now I’m fucking terrified that she will, and while there’s a part of me that still wants her to so that I know she will live and can have the chance of being happy there’s another part of me that never wants to let her go regardless of what could be. And while it sounds awful I’m only thinking that way because it’s been a few days since we met and yet she’s still alive so maybe we have a chance… Just maybe.I’ll pulled out of my wondering mind as my mate wiggles on my lap. She seems concerned but nothing like I thought she would be. I imagined she would be t
Last Updated : 2024-09-30Alpha Nicholas Alpha Nicholas
Alpha NicholasI don't think I have ever run so fast before in my whole life. When I sent the guards back with Bonine's brother and that bitch that calls herself my daughter's mom I give Tony some other errands to run for me to keep him away. Of course, I knew that he would want to go and see her after what she did. Of course, I knew that he would love nothing more than to kill the bitch and he may not know it yet but if it comes down to that then I'm going to give him the honour of ending her life, it is the least he deserves, but right now, I need her alive because I need to know what the fuck she's up to now. I've not seen her in almost 9 years so why is she here now?As I run with all I have to reach the cells where we keep all our prisoners I send Will a link to get several guards down there. I need to contain this as quickly as possible but it could all go very wrong very quickly and I want to make sure I have a few men there to keep Tony in line. He may be one wolf but he's als
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Alpha NicholasOnce I have her completely naked I wedge myself in between her legs and lean back on my hunches so that I can admire the sight that's before me. She is perfect in every single way and I was a fucking fool to think that I could ever have walked away from her. "I'm the only one naked." Her cheeky smile makes me smirk. “Is that so?” I ask as I begin to slowly run my hands up and down her legs. She nods as she bites her lip and I swear that sight alone makes my knees feel weaker.“And what do you propose we do about that? Hmm?" Her cheeks go a beautiful shade of pink as she once again bites down on her lip. She's shy and I get that. I'm her first in everything that we do and while I love it I also know that she's going to be shy while she's learning but that's ok because I'll soon get her out of that. I'll soon have her asking... even begging me for what she wants and I can't wait for that.This once I decide to give her a break and swiftly peel away my towel so that we are
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Alpha NicholasAs much as I wanted to head straight to my mate, I needed to shower more. There was blood splatter on me from that pathetic ass Rowan and I knew that their scents would be on me too and I didn't want Bonnie to pick up on that. I don't want any part of them near her again.It's the first shower that I have taken on my own since the day that Bonnie and I first mated and I can honestly say that I don't like it. Showering without her fine ass is just boring and something that I plan on doing as little as possible. Thankfully it doesn't take me long to get myself clean and out of there and the moment I do I pick up on my mate's scent. She's outside the door and if im reading her emotions right, she's nervous. She doesn't know whether to come in here or not and while I can't help but find it cute as fuck, I decided to help her."Get your pretty little ass in here, mate." The door slowly opens and as always the sight of her takes my breath away. "How did you know that I was th
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BonnieAfter I left the shed and left my entire family behind to die Will took me to the lounge room in the pack house where Lily, Sophie, Rosie, and Lottie were all sitting around and talking. There are several guards outside of the room and I understand why. These men are protective of their mates and they needed to know that their mates would be safe while they were busy with their 'guests'. As soon as Will knew that I was ok he said his goodbyes and headed back to the shed. I know that he was eager to get back to those assholes and not miss anything so I made sure not to keep him any longer than necessary.For a little while, I just sat there thinking over everything. I saw my entire family tied up and didn't feel anything. I knew that they were going to die painfully and I didn't feel anything. I saw my entire family for the last time and I didn't feel anything, not any of the emotions that I should have anyway. No anger, no sadness, nothing.If I had to pick a word to describe h
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Alpha NicholasIf her words hurt Lily then she's doing a great job at hiding it. However, Shane is struggling to hold everything in. "Say what you want blue, I honestly don't give a fuck! You're going to pay for your sins and I'm more than happy to help you along.""She's boring me now. End her baby girl and we'll head out for dinner," Shane shouts encouraging Lily while also making her laugh. She gives him a nod before moving and only stopping once she's right in front of Blue. "Your problem, Blue, is you tend to underestimate people. You think that I won't end you but you're so fucking wrong. While I may not be as evil as you and may not have it in me to torture you as you deserve, don't think for one second that I don't have it in me to end you. Now, say goodbye because you are done!""Sure, Lily. Sure." Blue rolls her eyes but they soon widen with shock when Lily grips her head in a firm hold before twisting it hard and snapping her neck. Her head rolls to the side, the life in he
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Alpha NicholasRowan's head is covered in a layer of sweat and his breathing is erratic and yet, all I've done so far is punch him just once. If he has that amount of fear from just one punch then Goddess help him when I start on him. "Would you like to tell me why you've always been such a prick to my mate?"He looks at his dad before turning back to me seeming confused, not that I have a clue why. "Your mate? Are you seriously going to accept her? Are you kidding me? Why would you do that? You're an Alpha and you deserve so much better than that poor excuse of a mutt!"Wrong fucking thing to say. I pull my arm back and land another hard hit to his stomach only this time I don't stop. I keep punching him time and time again raining blow after blow to his stomach, ribs, chest, arms and face. My vision is a wall of anger and I can't see past it. His grunts get louder as my hits get harder. My final hit breaking his nose and causing blood to splatter everywhere. Good I hope it fucking h
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Alpha NicholasWords can't describe how proud of my daughter I am. She stood tall and proud while she spoke to her mom and while I imagine that she had wanted some answers to those questions that have haunted her for a long time, deep down she also knew that there was a very big chance that she wouldn't get them and when she didn't she acted like the strong, confident girl that I know she is and I couldn't have been any more proud of her. She showed more courage than I ever had at her age and the way that she and Bonnie had each other's backs made me want to howl with pride.They barely know each other and yet they were willing to stand up for each other. That means more to me than they could ever know. I know that Bonnie is only two years older than Lottie but still, I see a great future to come for those two be it a relationship based on friendship or more. I don't mind which direction they decide to take, as long as they are happy and get along, I'm good with whatever they want.Wi
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BonnieWatching Lottie as she steps closer to her mom is somewhat heartbreaking. What must she be feeling right now? What must she be thinking? What do you say to the one person who should have always been there for you? She's never known the love of a mom and it's heartbreaking and while I know how she feels in that department there's still a huge difference in our situations.Her mom chose to leave her, but my mom didn't. I've heard more than once about how much of a good mom my mom was, and about how excited she was to have me and Blue. She wouldn't have walked away from us ever but Lola chose to walk away from Lottie and I am pretty sure that she doesn't regret a thing about it. I can't imagine the pain that she feels. I wouldn't want to."Why?" She asks Lola. Her voice sounds so raw and pained that I feel a tug in my heart. Nick gently pulls on my hand and leads me across the room until we are facing both Lottie and Lola. "Why what?" Lola asks acting dull. Every single person in
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Alpha Nicholas We make quick work of getting all our guests comfortably tied to chairs in the old tin shed that's at the back of our pack lands. It's one we use when it's time to quietly end a motherfucker. Often those who need to die have a public death. And then there are those deaths that don't need to be made public or deaths that require special attention like when we want information from them first. That kind of death doesn't happen often but when they do, we have this place ready.Before this land was bought for the use of wolves, it once was a farm and the tin shed that we are currently in was used to slaughter the animals. It is cold, damp and dirty as fuck. It also still has chains and hocks hanging from the roof along with a large table thats covered in tools and weapons. Tools and weapons that have been here for a long time. Tools and weapons that can and have caused a lot of pain over the years. The Alpha who originally bought this land years ago decided to keep it and
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Alpha NicholasThe walk to the cells feels like it takes forever. I want nothing more than to get down there and end every single one of those motherfuckers and I will be. There's no excuse for anything that any of them has done and I do not doubt that every single one of them will die at my hands, and possibly at the hands of some of my men. I already know that my brothers and Tony will want to have their moment and that's fine, but my mate's dad and sister... they die at my hands.They are disgusting and poor excuses for wolves and it stops today. They will be given a chance to tell us why they did what they did but that's more for my mate and the other girl's sake. I think some explaining will help them with the closure that they need to move on and if they don't want to talk freely then there are several of my men who will happily drag it out of them, but ultimately they are all going to die and I'm going to enjoy every single moment of it.We stop at the first cell that we come t
