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19. Pale Shaky Mess

Author: Ennyayomi
last update Last Updated: 2023-06-03 08:04:37

ALPHA KING AYDEN

There was no way I had a peaceful night.

Aside from the furious storm that raged through the night, I experienced another form of the storm all through the hours of the night. That storm was within me and I had to battle with it so it wouldn't break me. 

Zadie… 

She had caused a mixture of emotions within me without trying. 

  

After she left me hanging last night, I retired to my room due to the weakness I felt in my stomach. This room was nothing compared to the one I have back at my Royal Mansion but it was closer to Zadie’s room.

It was closer to the woman that nearly broke me last night.

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