Chapter 163 giving brith

Stella asked Martin about Kate but he remained silent and gave her a letter. She was heartbroken, as she can feel what is going to be written. She took a long sigh and whispered "I... I really hope that she will meet me". Then she started to read that

"dear Stella,

I was so guilty after you went in my place and disappeared, I blamed myself for your death, I blamed that I am a stroke of bad luck, that can make anyone's life a living hell. I thought that you should have had a bright life but everything was destroyed because of me. But after reading the note you send me. I was broke. I was so sad that you hid such a big thing from me, I was so angry and ferocious, All I wanted to ask you is, why didn't you tell me anything about this before?! why didn't you tell me this when I was crying? why didn't you tell me that I was not the reason for my parent's death?! why?!

You made me go through all of those things just because you don't want me to hate you! I know that you could have undergo