When your luck is bad, you find an excuse to screw yourself over, no matter how careful you are.
The morning breeze wasn’t very fresh and calming that day. It felt like a million needles were inserted into my muscles. I pulled my skirt down unintentionally when the wind caused my skin to shiver. I tried changing sides, but the sore part of my body was the only part I could stay lying down on.
"Ehh!" My lips let out a sigh of pain when I closed my arms on my chest. "Umm!" I groaned, forcing my eyelids open. The very first thing in the view was not the windchimes by my window that I usually wake up to. It was a window of a building on a crumbled plaster wall. It took me a second, but I somehow managed to acknowledge that I wasn’t in my comfortable king-sized bed, but on a goddamn road.
"What the heck!" the shock made me pull my body up, so I was sitting and look around at the surroundings. "I slept here." I asked myself out of disbelief. I slept on a street with a dumpster.
I began to collect my thoughts and fight for my memories from last night. It is a blur for now.
What struck me like a silver bullet in the chest was my messed up hair, my off-shoulder strap and,
"My panties!"
I panicked when the window blew my skirt and the naked sight of my private part flashed through my peripheral vision. I held the skirt down and closed my eyes. I felt like I was naked in front of a crowd.
"Where are my panties?" My concern grew; I was looking around like crazy, but the only thing I could spot was my mini flap Chanel bag.
I grabbed the bag to check if anything was stolen from me. "Everything is here, then who stole my panties and what ha---," I heard some passerby’s voice as they spoke on the phone and began their journey to the office, maybe.
"Shit! I need to get back home." I swiftly staggered up on my feet and dialled my driver to come pick me up. If anybody saw the Alpha’s bastard one naked and in such a state by the dumpster, I will become even more hated than I already am.
Thankfully, the driver arrived soon, and without getting caught, I reached my mansion. I was rushing through the maids and the servants, making my way upstairs, where my room was located, when I heard a faint call for me,
"Octavia Fr***** Williams,"
"Oh, no!" I didn’t stop until I was in my room and about to lock the door when the most annoying person in my life slammed the door open, compelling me to step way back from her.
"Where are you coming from at this time of morning, and what the heck happened to you, Octavia Williams?" My stepmother, Tessa Whitlock, was watching me through knitted brows. The sad part was her referring to me not by my actual surname, just to remind me whose blood I had in my body apart from an Alpha’s blood.
"Tessa! I need to change." I waited for her to leave so I could breathe a sigh of relief. A lot happened last night, and I have yet to sit down and recollect all the incidents that led to me losing my panties and God knows what else!
"Really? Now you are all shy, where was the same dignity when you ran jiggling your ass before the whole mansion?" Her words were always very revolting whenever they were directed at me.
I get that she feels betrayed, but it’s the Moon Goddess’ fault that she should be mad at me for blessing her Alpha mate with a second mate, who happened to be my mother. Sadly, her anger didn’t die with my mother’s death; it just resettled on me.
"I—I was--," I tried to make up an excuse, but I couldn’t find one. I can’t tell her that the wind blew my panties off. She will kill me if I do.
"Don’t tell me your mother’s stripper genes made you act up last night?" She crossed her long arms over her chest and forced her body weight onto one foot.
"She is dead; at least spare her now." It was a shame that I had to look away and mumble under my breath instead of snapping back at her.
"Get dressed up and come downstairs. It’s my daughter’s graduation breakfast. I wouldn’t want it ruined." She passed me one last glance, full of disgust, before storming out of my room.
It had been like that ever since I was born. My mother passed away, and all the anger from the pack was passed onto me. My mother was a rouge stripper, and she was destined to be the second mate of the Alpha of the Masked Pride Pack, Abel Whitlock, my father.
The whole pack kept hating on my mother because she was a rogue and a stripper too. There were other factors involved, but none of them should have been a reason for anyone to bully me.
Although I was considered the most beautiful princess with black hair, icy grey eyes, a well-defined jaw, and fuller lips, I was still called other horrible names that overshadowed this beauty of mine.
Stripping off naked, I stood under the shower and let the warm water cleanse my body until I started noticing something between my thighs.
"Holy shit!" I almost cried when the dried blood slipped down onto the floor of the bathroom. "Oh no, no, no!"
The panties weren’t the only thing I lost last night. I lost my virginity too.
It all started to come back at once, meeting this mysteriously handsome young man, with whom my wolf instantly felt a mate bond, and then doing it in the backseat of his car.
"But he drugged me," I was speaking to myself. My wolf hadn’t woken up yet. We were drugged last night by this man who my wolf, Icy, has felt a mate bond with. After getting me drunk, he took my virginity in the most uncomfortable backseat of his car and then tossed me out half-naked by the dumpster! My body shuddered at the reminder of his chiselled body between my legs.
‘Not the time to remember how sexy he was. He screwed us over, Octavia!’ Finally, Icy responded, but she was filled with rage. I know it wasn’t easy for us to get past the idea that our own mate stole our panties and left us naked in the middle of the street, drugged up, and in a miserable state.
I have already stolen Tessa’s attention for the day, so in order to not piss her off even more, I got dressed up to attend the breakfast.
"Ah!" I let out a grunt in pain; wearing jeans was really painful. How big was this guy? He really messed me up down there, and I can’t even ask anyone for help.
"Good Morning dad!" I greeted my father, wearing a smile on my lips at his sweet image. The breakfast was served on the outdoor dining table in our idyllic garden.
"Hey! the pride of mine, my child Octavia!" his pleasant response was met with a frown and an eye roll from my stepmother and my half-sister.
"I was thinking why the breakfast was incomplete?" he added, getting up to greet me and help me sit down.
The only good thing in my life so far is my father. He was the Alpha of the Pack, but he had always treated me like a queen. I could proudly say that I was his favourite golden child.
He was proud of me and had always spoken highly of my ways of keeping his reputation squeaky clean.
"How was your time last night, Roxanne?" father now asked my sister, taking his seat and gesturing for the maids to start serving us.
"It was actually very fun. You know dad, all my friends were there and then," she was over excitedly describing the last time in the club when she looked over me to add, "Octavia went missing!" the sly look from her covered my arms with goosebumps.
I recall her forcing me to go out partying with her because Dad wouldn't let her go alone. Father had more trust in me than her, so she would drag me around for her own gain.
"I found a friend," before Dad could even question me, I lied.
"Oh! I am happy that you girls had fun," dad chuckled, lifting the newspaper to check what was going on in his Pack.
I was now awkwardly sitting in front of the two people who were speaking with their eyes on me. In order to not get too affected by their actions, I looked around, and my eyes fell upon a certain image in the newspaper.
‘The new Alpha King, Silas Charming, was crowned yesterday. He celebrated his coronation with his close friends at a club named Young Night’, Icy read the title for me; the picture was what had caught our attention.
‘Octavia! we slept with the Silas f****** charming!’ the announcement from her after we recognized his face in the picture shook the world from under my feet.
I hadn’t been able to process through the turn of events after finding out that The Alpha King was my mate.I wish I could just stop there without adding that my mate tossed me out of the car after stealing my virginity in the most uncomfortable way possible.“I am only 18!” I complained, sitting on the stool and watching my image in the dressing table’s mirror. I was basically a few months over 18 but the Alpha’s kids were not allowed to lose their virginity before they have found their mate and have marked each other.It’s been a few days and I wasn’t able to get a hold of Mr. Silas Charming or anyone from his pack. I just needed a moment to speak to him and ask him did he not feel the mate bond?“Ugh!” covering my face in my hands, I let my lips heave a sigh of exhaustion. My pack was celebrating Roxanne Whitlock’s 19th birthday today and obviously, I didn’t get the invite. I
“Huh! I have told him million times that a rouge’s daughter will always be a rouge. She will scar his reputation someday but he never listened to me,” Tessa was growling and hitting my head repeatedly after she had blasted the bomb on me. It had been a few hours that I passed out after getting the news and woke up way later to her scolding me again.I am pregnant?“Just wait till I tell your father how big of a nasty dirt you are to his name,” she grabbed the test to sprint out and tell dad everything. For a moment, I couldn’t decide if I should follow her and beg her to not do that or just tell her some crazy story about how I got pregnant?“Please wait!” I almost tripped on the table, rushing before her and closing the door to block her from leaving, “please don’t do this. Dad has always loved me and supported me, he will be so disappointed, please!” I begged when her eyes glare at me for preven
The next few days were weird; I was pregnant without any care. I had to pretend like everything was fine by dancing around and doing my normal routine stuff. There were times when I threw up in the school but thankfully, Esa was there to come up with an excuse. I have not told her about my pregnancy, she just thought I was having digestion problems.“Rick Wards!” I mumbled in my mouth, scrolling through his profile on my laptop. He was the Royal Beta of the Reckless Growlers Pack, the Alpha King Silas Charming’s Royal Beta.‘We should contact him,’ I whispered to Icy,‘Do you think he will care?’ she asked back, her agitation had been on the rise now. He was our mate and had got us pregnant, now he needs to come here and mark us so that we can live a respectful life before the truth about my pregnancy hits the news.‘He has to, we are his mate,’ I comforted her with the idea of the true mates not being
She hadn’t said a word and left my room like she had seen a ghost. I don’t even care if she believed me or not, it just gave me a bit of satisfaction to think she won’t be able to hurt me or my child if the Alpha King himself accepts me and marks me. Nobody would know if he had marked me before getting me pregnant or after us mating, so it will be a win-win situation for us.I didn’t do anything afterward and fell asleep right away only to wake up in the morning at my stomach growling.‘Our baby needs food and good rest,’ Icy spoke to me when I was getting ready for breakfast.‘I know, just two minutes,’ I replied, applying lipstick and checking my image one last time in the mirror.‘Octavia! You can’t act like that with a baby in your womb. Your first priority should be the baby,’ she argued back again. I know I was pregnant but what do I do now? I cannot stop living so I have to take care
"You want me to abort the baby?" I was surprised that my father even suggested something like that."You want to keep this baby?" the looking father gave me was enough evidence that he wouldn't ever allow it.It wasn't even about being a pregnant teen anymore, this was my and my mate's baby, I cannot abandon our baby."Thi---s is my mate's baby," I stuttered while placing a hand on my belly. Although they can't see it now, I can already feel the presence inside me."I cannot believe you had this in you this entire time and I didn't see it," it was my father saying those words for me. There was only one person who had made me believe in myself ever since I started understanding things and that same person wasn't even ready to hear me or understand me.
"What is she doing here?" my father was the first one to volunteer to question my existence. I espied everybody getting on their feet to witness the arrival of a girl, who was not supposed to be present among them.I have quickly passed a glance around to see the Alpha King Silas Charming accompanied by Rick Wards, who was the Royal Beta of him.Silas was breathtaking, I could not believe I have made a baby with him let alone having him as my mate.
"How do you still want me to do it when the doctor told you that I will never be able to conceive again," I was watching my father in the eye while he stood arrogantly in my room with no remorse over his demand and heart-wrenching words.We had arrived home just a few minutes ago after my father fixed tomorrow's day for this process.I had been trying to understand why he was so heartless to me, why wouldn't he understand that I desperately wanted to keep this baby.
“It’s a baby girl,” the words rang in my ears before I finally fell asleep. I had a c section because of the baby being in a wrong position.My entire pregnancy was very cursed, and even when I was in the operating room, I was told that nobody came to see me.I was slowly getting my consciousness when a nurse lifted my dress and tucked my daughter in my lap.“Feed her.” the way she said it made me feel a weird strike of pain.“When will I fill out the form for the birth certificate?” it was mandatory that the mother fill out the form right after giving the birth, but so far, I have heard no one talk about it.“What form? Your father and the council have forbidden us from giving any birth certificate to a bastar* child. He doesn’t have a father, anyway.” She shrugged her shoulders and exited the room before I could defend my baby.She was feeding on my breas**
The after-party started right away but we had our own little fun planned. I saw Nessa walking behind Desmond, who was angrily trying to get away from her. The two stopped after she held his hand and stopped him from leaving.Silas, Rick, and I had followed them but didn’t come forward to announce our presence. They were standing near the trees to talk, while we stayed behind the bushes to wait for them.“I thought you said he was going to reject her?” he yelled at Nessa, not realizing he was outing himself.“I was wrong! But why does it seem like you are so mad about this?” she inquired, feeling confident once she noticed we were there to help us if he tries to do anything.“I am not mad; it is just--- I was worried for the poor girl the whole night. You got me worried for nothing,” he shouted once he couldn’t come up with an explanation to his behavior.“It doesn’t seem like that though,&
“Is Hope all dressed up?” I was standing in front of the mirror, watching the hairdresser set my hairstyle with a diamond crown on my head. My wedding dress was designed for royalty; it was a long white dress decorated with white gemstones for a Luna Queen. It was way heavier than I thought it would be, but it was all fine. At least better than wearing a mask like others. Vanessa was my bride’s maid and wearing a peach pink long gown, looking all elegant too.“Everything is ready. I will just have to go out and receive that as*hole,” as she mentioned Desmond, my mood changed. I didn’t want the wedding to be all about him but it was the one last war that I needed to win.“I am so sorry,” she instantly acknowledged what she has done but I don’t blame her. In fact, I have more to speak to her about.“Nessa! Can you bring Rick here?” I requested to see him after dismissing everybody else.&ldqu
“The question is where is he hiding and why?” Rick was the one to question since everybody else was just silently sitting around the phone and looking at his caller ID.We have called Silas home, who hadn’t sat down ever since he had found out about Desmond contacting Vanessa. He was breathing like a bull and walking back and forth around us.“Because I took everything back from him,” Silas muttered whilst not stopping. At this rate, he would have traveled the world even if he had taken breaks. He had been working up his poor feet like that would solve the problem.“When?” Rick inquired, stealing eyes from us because he knew even I wasn’t told anything about what happened to Desmond.“Okay!” Silas gave a little rest to his crazy walk and took a deep breath in to speak up, “after I made him rich, I attempted to contact him back again,” he finished as if he knew there will be some quest
It's been a few days and we were busy preparing for the wedding. Hope was the happiest one and so was I, Silas had proven to be a completely different person from the past.Tomorrow was the wedding and we were still busy sorting out office work, but at least we were trying. The masquerade wedding was Hope’s idea, she wanted to dress up like a princess and wear a mask just like the rest of the guests and pretend it to be a fairy tale. Silas and I would be the only ones to not wear a mask. I didn’t interrupt her because I was happy with whatever made her happy.He was the one helping me and Hope with everything. Rick has returned and taken his status as the Royal Beta of the pack.I would join the office with Silas every day to not be just a home at staying Luna Queen because I have spent years learning to fight so I couldn’t just throw it all away."I was working on these files about the borders when the whole insane Roxanne thing happene
Silas slowly walked towards the bench and sat down on the bench with me. His strong and refreshing scent hit my nostrils and I smiled a little. “What?” he politely asked, feeling awkward due to my reaction. I responded to him, I only shook my head and we both went silent for the next minute. "I can't believe you went through so much," Silas and I were sitting with our eyes stuck in space while my father and Rick were in the mansion. "It was all worth it, that nightmare helped me understand something," I lowered my face to focus on my fingers to distract myself from looking at him and melting right away before I could even say anything else. "Before going to that cabin, I didn't accept your marriage proposal because I held so much resentment towards you that I couldn't see past the truth," I started talking and spilling what I had been keeping in my heart for too long. The good thing was that he was silently listening to me without adding anyth
Tessa had stabbed her own daughter in haste when she thought she was attacking me. Everybody was now silent at the outcome of Roxanne’s jealousy of me."Roxanne!" Tessa's body shuddered when Roxanne collapsed on the floor without any delay.Silas wrapped his arm around me and covered Hope with his other arm as we watched Tessa get on net knees and cry like a wounded she-wolf.Hope was sobbing while not being able to pull away from me."My daughter!" she screamed, holding her daughter's dead body in her lap and shedding tears. Now she understood what it is like to see someone you love so much in pain?“Roxanne! Wake up. I didn’t mean to,” she was bawling her eyes and screaming, her voice was going to haunt us forever.“Hope! Look at me,” I got on my knees to cup Hope’s face in my hands, “we will leave now, okay?” I wanted to take her out of here so that she doesn’t have to listen to
“Octavia!” Silas smiled while I expected him to be mad at me, to yell at me. I bet Roxanne had shown him the video and probably made it seem like I have run away from him but he still smiled in contentment.“Silas!” after so many years of suffering and accusing each other either under the control of some stupid blue rose or by misconception, saying his name didn’t only contain tears in my eyes but also love for him.“My Octavia!” he corrected himself and my heart skipped a beat, everything turned blurry while his image stayed bright in my view.I can only thank the nightmare to make me forget the past and move on, I was desperate to accept Silas and get accepted by him. our moment of reunion was interrupted once I acknowledged the person behind him was equally shocked to see me.“Rick!” Silas looked shocked and it definitely took him a moment to recognize him.“You are back!” Roxanne
“So do you remember losing from me,” I smirked weakly because I don’t even know what she was capable of. I watched her show her face and I realized I wasn’t wrong.She was probably in her 50s but looked way older than her real age because of all the animosity she had carried in herself throughout the years.“And I was right! You do have all the qualities of your mother. Beautiful, smart, and a bi***!” she grunted, appearing in front of us with her lips blaring hate. The light stuck in her hand was now tossed to the side without any concern of anything catching fire.She was wearing a black dress and holding a silver knife in her hand. I know she had come to either shove us back in there or just finish us.“You wasted your years to get back to my mother and this was your master plan?” I scoffed to annoy her, getting a rise out of your enemy helps you in distracting them. Anger and rage do not work for everyon
“You call it a mistake?” I closed my eyes to calm my nerves down. Rick’s gentle touch around my wrist helped me hold my emotions in for now.“That was all her fault, she was being too reluctant to someone who truly loved her,” Mavi raised her voice in defense of her son, she was the reason her son never understood the fine line between right and wrong.“He forced himself on her out of rage after she passed out. Instead of being understanding of his frustration, she told Abel about it and cried a river to make my son look like a monster. She didn’t even think twice that her friend made a mistake and oh! She shouldn’t have drank anything if she was such a pure soul. That stupid bond they shared made Abel to give the power of punishment to the hands of Martha, who asked my son for an open battle without any powers. She fu*king killed my son because her ego was too big,” she finished and I urged to throw up. There