My first love with Neil ended up shitty when I turned 18.
Now a year has passed.
Today is Jenna's and my 19th birthday. Our Alpha father has prepared a big party.
Of course, not for me, but for his precious daughter, Jenna.
Jenna had not found her mate yet. So father invited all the young wolves from the surrounding packs, to see if Jenna can find her mate among these guys.
As for me? Well, father hated me.
Mom said I was born at midnight, with crows crying outside of the delivery room. That reminded dad of Vampires, werewolf’s arch enemy.
Jenna was born after me at dawn. The moment she was born, the crows dispersed.
So she was the gifted daughter, whereas I was the cursed one.
And as the cursed one, I kept my head down at all times to avoid trouble. People ignored me so I haven’t met my mate since.
Turning 19, Jenna was no different than usual. She was still as cocky and impulsive as ever, and she still loved bullying me.
Jenna barged into my bedroom, rudely throwing open my closet and turning my neatly organized closet upside down.
"Can't you just knock?" I asked.
She tossed my clothes out one by one and said, "Should I? I don't think that's necessary."
After almost emptying my closet, Jenna finally picked one she was happy with. And she put on the yellow dress.
That dress was my favorite.
Jenna was always like this. She loved to take everything that I liked from me. Clothes, makeup, our parents…
And even my boyfriend.
Wearing my clothes was something Jenna always did before going on a date. Because this way, she would have my scent on her.
I had a scent. I smelt like the most expensive rose that has been carefully cultivated, but Jenna? She didn't have any scent.
So, plundering my scent was the easiest solution for Jenny.
After fixing her makeup, Jenna left my bedroom humming.
I sighed, gathered my clothes, hung them back in the closet, and then went downstairs to help mom prepare for the party.
Jenna had gone off to date her 5th boyfriend after Neil, while I worked late into the night.
In the kitchen, mom was finalizing the party's menu with Beta's wife, Kelly.
When Kelly saw me approaching, she smiled and greeted me, "Jenna! Luna Diana was just telling me about you. We're going to make your favorite mango pie!"
"That's Rylee, not Jenna," Mom clarified.
Mom was amazing. Others mixed us up all the time. They could only tell who is who by our scents.
But Mom always got it right with a simple look.
Mom beckoned me over. "Rylee, come and cut the mangos."
I was allergic to mangos.
I huffed, "Did you forget that I'm allergic to them?"
Mom pushed me to the chopping board. "I know, but Jenna only likes to eat the mangos you cut up. Besides, you're fine as long as you don't eat them. Your skin will only be a little little bit red and swollen. Anyway, it'll go away in a while."
I obediently picked up the knife and cut the mango. My fingers itched from the allergic reaction as soon as I touched the fruit.
I didn't argue with mom because I knew how the conversation would go.
If I tried to argue, she would say, "I told you not to fight with Jenna on small things. You're the big sister. You take care of your sister unconditionally. She doesn't have a scent, you should understand her."
Mom always did that, and so did Father.
I knew they disliked me since I was born. Who would like a jinx? So, even though we were twins, Jenna was Alpha's precious daughter while I was a nobody.
My hands were red and swollen, and it was painful and itchy.
However, Mom didn't notice that, or perhaps she just ignored it. She instructed Kelly a few words and then left.
Few minutes after she left.
-"Did you hear that the Alpha of Blood Shadow Pack will come?"
-"Seriously? Lionel Garcia? The one who’s gonna be the new Alpha King?"
-"Yes! That's right! Him!"
The maids around me whispered, catching my attention.
-"But hasn't he always hated parties?" One of the maids asked.
-"Bah, isn't it obvious? He's here for Miss Jenna! The two of them are very compatible in both looks and status!"
Did Jenna find her mate? Did she just get a new boyfriend this month?
"Enough! Get back to work!" Kelly also heard it and ordered.
After sending the maid back to work, Kelly said to me, "Rylee, could you get some coal from the warehouse?"
"Okay," I agreed and left.
The party had already started, and elegant music was playing in the hall.
As I was walking through the hall, I caught a whiff of a particular odor. It smelled like pine, rich, cold, and more captivating than anything I had ever smelled, making my body hum with electricity.
What... was that?
I stopped and turned to look around, but all I could see was a big crowd of people.
"What are you doing here?"
I looked back and saw Mom standing behind me.
"I was going to get some coal from the warehouse."
"Don't be lazy, go and come back quickly. We have great news to announce later." mom's eyes flashed with excitement. "It's about your sister."
I smiled bitterly. "Okay. I'll be right there."
***
The coal soiled my clothes and dirtied my hands. I dusted the soot off as I made my way up the stairs to change.
"Oh my god! How could he be so handsome?! He's taking my breath away!"
"Ahhh! That’s Alpha Lionel! Right?"
Screams rang out in the crowd. I looked up and saw a young man walking downstairs. He was tall and straight in build, with a very handsome face.
He wore a black suit, a deep-blue shirt buttoned all the way to the top and a rose-shaped gold brooch on his delicate bow tie.
I stared at him blankly.
A smell wafted from his side, making my heart flutter and my legs go weak!
My wolf, Rina, growled lowly, "MATE!"
He was my mate!
A girl in a yellow dress ran over to him and threw herself into his arms.
It was Jenna. She embraced the young man.
The man took Jenna's hand, smiling tenderly at her.
What... was going on?!
I felt like struck by lightning, dizzy, and the scene seemed to coincide with my memory of a year ago.
The man led Jenna to the center of the ballroom and came to a stop next to father.
Father looked at their tightly held hands and smiled gratified.
A wave of unspeakable sadness and pain rushed through my heart.
I looked at the harmonious scene before me. It hurt, like a knife ripping apart my heart. The jealousy was driving me insane.
I couldn't help but take a few steps forward, wanting to ask them what the hell was going on.
The closer I got, the stronger the scent. My heart beat faster as I walked, racing crazily in my chest!
Meanwhile, the man frowned, too.
With his nose fluttering, he started to look around.
Then he found me.
His hazel green eyes became brighter when they met mine, with an unmistakable surprise in his gaze as I approached.
The look in his eyes told me that he had just realized something too.
He stepped forward, trying to reach me.
Right this moment, father held him back.
Father raised up the hands that Jenna and the man were holding together. With a big smile, he announced in a booming voice:
"Everyone, please congratulate my daughter. She has found her mate—the Alpha of Blood Shadow Pack, Lionel Garcia!"
Everyone present rejoiced.Except me."No... That can't be!" My voice was drowned out in the shouts of congratulations in the hall.-"Brilliant! A perfect match!! Their union will definitely make the Blue Moon Pack and Blood Shadow Pack more powerful!"-"Yes! Lionel and Jenna are destined to be together!"The only other person not rejoicing was probably Lionel. His gaze was still fixed on me, puzzledly.Jenna followed Lionel's gaze and turned her head. When she saw me, the graceful smile on her face disappeared and was replaced by panic.Jenna bit her lower lip and wrapped Lionel's arm tightly.When the applause died down, father continued speaking proudly, "My daughter will soon become the Luna of Blood Shadow Pack. The wedding will take place in a month..."My mate was getting married to my sister. I couldn't breathe when I heard it.I couldn't help but shout, "Wait! I have something to say!"The hall instantly quieted down. Everyone turned to me stunned.I shoved my way through th
Lionel pushes Jenna away. He came up to me and took my hand."So, it's not Jenna. It's you, Rylee. You are my mate." "Lionel smiled.I struggled to control the emotions coursing through me as I trembled, and I saw Jenna turn pale instantly. Mom covered her mouth in surprise while my father's expression was heavily clouded."A-are you sure?" I stammered.Lionel nodded without hesitation. "I would never mistake the mate bond. I smelled the scent of roses on Jenna this morning, and my wolf told me it was my mate's smell, so I thought she was my mate. But the moment I got close to you, I understood what love was that instant. Rylee, you're my destiny."Jenna was about to faint."Alpha Lionel! We just announced that Jenna is your Luna! Everyone at the party knows about it!" Father emphasized."I don't care. I only want Rylee." Lionel said.Lionel paused for a second. "As for Jenna and the others, that’s my mistake. I will inform everyone and clear up that Rylee is my true mate."Dad tende
I huffed as I pried open the window. My face was red from the effort it took.I jumped from the third floor, holding the rose brooch in my hand.I landed heavily on the lawn, gritting my teeth in pain. I tried to stand, but my feet gave out, and I fell back down.Damn! I broke my leg when I jumped!My ankle rapidly became red and swollen, and a stabbing pain crept up from it.The appointed time with Lionel was almost up. I gritted my teeth and got up, dragging my injured leg on my way.I did my best and finally arrived at the Blue Moon River. However, Lionel wasn't there. Looking around but I still didn’t find him.He didn't come... Or had he already left?No! He wouldn't!Perhaps he was tripping over some trouble, just like I was. I decided to wait a little longer...I waited up till midnight, but Lionel never showed up. I sat on the lawn, clenching my hands in dismay.I looked down at the rose brooch in my hand. I couldn't help but wailed.Had I been abandoned once more?Taking a d
"No! Stop!!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, struggling while trying to twist out of the restraints that bound me, which caused the needle to break off.The doctor quickly picked up another syringe and stabbed down at my veins as he pressed my arm down.The pain burned through me, and I blacked out for a moment.My leg twitched painfully, aggravating the wound on my ankle.My mother's choked voice rang above me. "Stop struggling, my good girl... you are hurting yourself. Just suffer a little, it will soon be over..."Someone adjusted the restraints, tightening them to the point I could barely breathe.I screamed again, but I could do nothing to escape.They pumped my blood out one tube at a time, and I felt my strength draining and my body going numb.My eyes fluttered shut as I plunged into darkness and finally lost consciousness.***I didn't know how long I was out.I only felt dizzy and my limbs were as stiff as stone.I was awakened by the faint sound of thunder. I opened my
"...We're going to exchange your blood with Jenna's...""...From now on, you'll be Jenna...""No... Stop! Please No!!" I screamed as I opened my eyes. I gasped sharply, trying to calm my racing heart, when I realized I was lying on a hard, wooden bed.I was in a log cabin, it seemed. A handsome young man was kneeling by the fire, giving me an astonished look while roasting a hare."You're awake!" The man said in surprise. He dropped the hare and approached me.I struggled to sit up when a wave of dizziness hit me. I couldn't help but muffle a grunt.The man reached out to help me, then gave me a cup of water."You're lucky. If I, the Great Franz, hadn't happened to be nearby, you might have ended up in the mouth of some beasts."After finishing the cup of water, I gave him a sincere thanks."How did you get to the edge of the Blood Shadow Pack's territory? Also, did you know you were running a high fever?" Franz asked.I was in the Blood Shadow Pack's territory?!"Could you take me to
"Enough, Jenna! Stop this! Are you trying to ruin your sister's wedding?" Dad reprimanded me sternly. There was a strong warning laced underneath his voice.I ignored my father and turned toward Lionel and Jenna.I came to a stop before Lionel. Looking at him, I said firmly, "I AM Rylee. I know all of them call me Jenna now, but I'm not! Look at me closely. You can recognize me, can't you?"Lionel furrowed his brows, a hint of doubt flashing in his eyes.Jenna cowered and hugged Lionel's arm tightly before saying uneasily, "Jenna... I know you like Lionel too. I don't blame you, but you shouldn't lie. I trusted you so much..."I clenched my fist. My eyes were puffy and red, and my heart was pounding crazily in my chest.I was waiting for Lionel's answer.He would believe me.He surely would!Lionel took a step closer to me. He raised his hand as though he was about to touch me.I reached out to take that hand-And that's when Jenna reacted and pulled Lionel back and screamed, "Lionel!
Franz led me into a dark room while I was still in a trance.After he left, I sat alone in the darkness and wept silently.How did things turn out like this?Creak...I don't know how much time had passed, but someone opened the door and turned on the lights.Jenna walked in with a pair of sharp scissors in her hand."Why are you here? To laugh at me? Or do you want to kill me? It'll be easier to replace me if I'm gone, isn't it?" I struggled to speak. I could taste the blood in my mouth from my throat.Jenna didn't answer. She approached me, bringing with her the fresh scent of roses that once belonged to me.I felt a stabbing pain in my wrist. It was the feeling of blood circulating back after being tied up for a long time.Jenna had used the scissors to cut the rope binding my hands."Leave. Leave this place. Return to the Blue Moon Pack with Mom and Dad and never come here again. Don't ever meet Lionel again."Lionel...My heart twisted at the sound of his name. I stared at Jenna
"Rylee!"Lionel approached me, undisguised concern on his face.My heart skipped a beat.Did he recognize me?"I'm here, Lionel," Jenna cried out from the corner she was in.Lionel stopped in his tracks. He looked at me and then at Jenna in confusion for a moment before he walked towards Jenna."Are you okay?" He asked Jenna.Jenna shook her head with a pitiful look and kept sobbing. Then, my parents also entered the room.My mother's eyes fell on the gash on my face. Just as she was about to move forward to check on me, my father pulled her back."What happened?" Dad asked.Jenna pointed at me in panic and choked out, "S-she tried to kill me! I was just trying to cut the rope, then she grabbed the scissors and attacked me! When I tried to resist, she accidentally cut her own face!"After that, she buried her head in Lionel's shoulder with a frightened look."T-that's not what happened!" I shouted, ignoring my still bleeding face. "She's lying! It's obvious she-"Slap!My father slapp
"Ben!" Lionel roared. "Take her away!" "I won't leave!" I cried in response. "Lionel, I know about everything! All of it! You liar! Why didn't you tell me that you let Bruce take me to save my life? Why didn't you tell me you ruined your hand to rescue me? Why?!"Lionel didn't answer, but he lowered his head, a soft gaze in his eyes that he would never show as a king."Is he the only one in your eyes?!" Bruce growled at me while I waited for Lionel's answer. "I'm also your fucking mate, you know?!"I slowly turned to glare at Bruce, then sneered, "You've only been using me from the start! I'm only a tool in your eyes!"Bruce was stunned. "What are you talking about? I went out of my way to wage war against the Blood Shadow Pack to take you back! I did all of this for you!""Enough!" I screamed. "Did you really think I'm stupid?"I made my way slowly toward Lionel and Bruce. "I still remember the story you told me about your life. If I'm not mistaken, the father you spoke about... It'
After three days of traveling, I finally saw Stacey again. She and Ben had worked out all their troubles and even had a son.Stacey was excited when she saw me."You finally remembered?" she asked."Yes," I replied with a smile. When I looked at the familiar surroundings of the Moon House, I felt warm inside.Stacey had tears in her eyes and choked up when she saw my round belly. "It'll be okay. I'll treat your baby as my own. We'll raise them together, okay?"I nodded gratefully, and we hugged each other tightly.A week later, I gave birth smoothly to twins with Stacey's help. As if verifying the existence of my past and life, I gave birth to two daughters.However, I vowed that I would never let them experience the same miserable fate I did. I would love them both equally and ensure they grew up healthy and happy."Have you thought of names for them?" Stacey asked once everything had settled down."Yeah," I responded as I cooed at them. "Their names will be Celest and Elsine.""They
"You still want to leave me, don't you?" Lionel asked calmly from where he sat on the couch.I was silent for a while before I said, "I thought you already knew the answer to that.""So, no matter what I do, I can't convince you to stay," Lionel said with a smile."That's right. Staying by your side will only make me recall the painful memories repeatedly," I said.Lionel closed his eyes, the veins on his forehead growing more prominent as the minutes ticked by. After a few moments, he opened his eyes and said hoarsely, "Okay." I was dumbfounded. Had I misheard him?"W-what did you say?""I said okay. Leave. Take the baby... and leave," Lionel said."Why would you-""I don't want you to suffer anymore, and I don't want to suffer anymore either because of you," Lionel cut me off, the smile still on his lips. "I know you'll never forgive me, so... I won't trap you here anymore."With that said, he got up to leave. Before he exited the room, he stopped and said, "I'll have someone pack
Two months later, I was sitting by the window and caressing my round belly when the butler came to me and said, "My lady, the Blue Moon Pack's Alpha and Luna are here for a visit."I stayed silent for a while as I continued to rub my stomach before finally saying, "Let them in.""Understood."After the butler left, Rina asked, 'Are you actually willing to meet them?''No,' I replied easily.'Then why did you let them in?' 'I'm simply curious...' I chucked mockingly. 'I wonder... What do they have to talk to me about now that things have reached this point?'The door to the room opened once more, and my parents walked in. Unlike what I remembered, they looked much older now. Their heads were full of visible white hair, and the wrinkles on their faces were prominent, especially on my father's. He was no longer the towering and intimidating Alpha, and the vicissitudes of age and helplessness were obvious in his eyes.As required by etiquette, they gave me a respectful salute. I waved m
I never thought I would learn the truth of my past this way, and I didn't expect to feel calm while listening to Jenna speak. As the tale unraveled, it felt like someone was picking apart old scars on my skin and making them bleed. However, I simply stood quietly, listening to the woman huddled in the cage as she recounted the memories. It felt surreal, like listening to stories I was not part of, even though I played a huge role in them.Jenna spoke for a long time, and once her trembling voice stopped, it was a long time before I finally said, "I'll release you once the ship docks at the shore."Jenna was shocked by my mild response. "...Don't you hate me? I... I stole the life that was meant to be yours. I... I even wanted to kill you...""What answer do you want from me?" I shot back at her with a mocking smile. "If you were me, what would you do?"Jenna paled instantly at my words.I signed and turned to leave, ignoring the hysterical sobs that broke out behind me. I leaned on t
"What did you say?" I asked. I was so shocked that I stopped struggling."Jenna isn't pregnant. She showed up that way to sabotage our relationship," Lionel said.I blinked, confused. "But I clearly saw-""Bring her in!" Lionel suddenly said coldly.The bedroom door opened, and two guards walked in. They carried a she-wolf with messy hair into the room and threw her on the ground. She coughed violently for a while before finally looking up, revealing a familiar face.It... was Jenna!Why was she here?"Tell her," Lionel firmly ordered as he looked at Jenna sternly.Jenna visibly shuddered at the sound of Lionel's voice, curling into a ball as if terrified of him.What exactly had Lionel done to her? Jenna used to be so proud and arrogant, but now she looked like she had a mental breakdown."Don't test my patience," Lionel warned.Jenna trembled even more at that, and she glanced at me before finally stuttering out, "Y-yes... I faked my pregnancy. I wanted to destroy your relationship
I gritted my teeth, tore off the cloth around Lionel's waist, and held his huge member in my hands. After stroking it a few times, it gradually hardened, and I leaned down to take it into my mouth, swallowing as I did.Lionel let out a low, muffled grunt, but his eyes remained closed. He subconsciously snapped his waist upward by instinct, and his member fully hardened after a few minutes of sucking. It was a matter of life and death, so I didn't care how embarrassing the situation was. I pulled off my panties and rubbed my clit, pushing two fingers inside my core and stretching my walls quickly. When I felt wet enough and fluids dripped from between my legs, I straddled Lionel and took his large dick into me in one smooth motion.The sex was rushed, and there was not a hint of pleasure in this exchange. The entire situation was absurd, but I could feel the poison slowly being transferred into my body as my strength drained away quickly. It was working! However, I needed to keep goi
My heart tightened at Lionel's condition. He tried his best to smile, but it came out more like a grimace, then he reached up to touch my cheek. "Don't be scared, Rylee, I..."His eyes slipped closed before he could finish his words, and his body became heavy as he fell unconscious."Lionel! Wake up! Stop scaring me like this, Lionel!"No matter how many times I called his name, Lionel's eyes remained closed. The rain got heavier, and panic seeped into my mind. I looked around, but there was nothing in the clearing save for the trees around us.If we stayed here, Lionel might die. The thought of Lionel's death caused agony to wash over me, and I lost my breath for a moment. No, I couldn't sit here and wait for death! I needed to at least find a place out of the rain.I gritted my teeth, took off my wedding dress, and then wrapped Lionel's shredded clothes around my chest before placing him on my back and walking back along the path we came from."Bastard! You better hold on. If you
(Rylee's POV)Lionel suddenly stopped talking, and I looked up at him only to see a fierce scowl on his face."Shh!" He held a finger to his lips, gesturing for me to keep quiet, followed by a wary look around the area. The rain pounded frantically through the leaves and onto the ground, the rhythm of it sounding like drum beats.Before I could react, a huge blur burst out from the bushes and lunged at us. It took a moment for my eyes to adjust, and I realized it was an unusually large wolf!It's eyes were glittering green, shining fiercely with a maniacal glint. I could practically taste the bloodlust radiating from it!But that was not the worst of it. When the brown wolf shot out, more than a dozen wolves followed behind, their sharp canines glinting and growls echoing in the air.Lionel reacted instantly, slipping his arm around my waist. He lifted me and leaped upward to avoid the brown wolf's attack. I couldn't keep up with the sudden change in momentum and only heard the wind