"David can catch you anytime, anywhere. Therefore, you need to hold onto this."It was only when someone grasped a heavy dagger in my hand that I woke up from my deep sleep."Where did you get this weapon?" I said, still sleepy-eyed. "This is a dagger that should belong to an Alpha noble. Don't tell me you stole it from David.""It belongs to our Master, Master Jackson," the Beta servant replied.My eyes rounded perfectly at hearing that name for the first time. How could I have forgotten him? They, Jackson, were on the brink of life and death thanks to sacrificing themselves for me!"You, you'd better catch up with Jackson and your friends before David kills them," I said to the Beta maid after getting up from my bunk on this yacht."If you go there, you might still have time to save them," I said seriously. "Don't worry about me here. And tell Jackson I'll be fine."The beta nodded quickly. He already had a plan to catch up with his friends who were struggling there."Make sure you
"Please ... save my baby ... It's innocent. It’s ..." My voice was drowned out by my crying.The image of my failures that made my baby so weak, all those mistakes haunted me until I couldn't open my eyes.From the moment he arrived in my womb, I never gave it a break except for the various sufferings and fatigue that I carried with my body.In this second trimester, all I ever gave it was stress. This baby had learned to fight and was on the brink of death many times. Danger instead of love, misery instead of peace.And all because of me."If motherhood is something I've failed at, at least let it live," I said into Amelia's arms. "My baby should feel the love I could never give. Maybe if it's born, Hilbert will recognize it as a child. Then when that time comes, I ...""Lizzbeth! Oh my God! Hang in there!"After that, all I could hear was Amelia's screaming voice that was so shrill in my ears. Even though the nurses and the Alpha woman were doing something to my body, I couldn't fee
[Lizzbeth's POV stops here][Hilbert's POV begins][Aquamarine Palace][The day after Lizzbeth was kidnapped by David]_____"Mobilize all available soldiers! Lizzbeth must not be far from here, catch her before she gets out of the border!""Understood, Your Majesty!"I don't understand. Deep down in my heart, after finding out that Lizzbeth was pregnant with David's child, I wanted to drag her into hell so that she would know what I was feeling right now.So, why? Now that she's disappeared from my sight, I don't understand why this sense of unacceptance is so strong.I want her to die and know my pain now. But at the thought of her leaving with another Alpha, I can't let her."Your Majesty."The warlord I told to trace Lizzbeth's disappearance, asked me to go to the detention room where she had been locked up."What do you want to show me?" I asked hurriedly. "This is your duty, don't ask me to check everything in my already limited time.""Forgive us, Your Majesty. But I hesitate t
That Omega was so frightened to see me. With the sword I was holding now, I could easily slash through the carriage window to my heart's content. Then what would happen if she ran away? That was my consideration from the start.My guess was wrong when I thought that Omega was afraid of me, but it turned out that she had planned to run away from me while I was off guard. That little body of her was running out of the carriage with something covering her face.How could I not be more suspicious? As if knowing I was looking for someone, all she did was cover her face."Please let us go. He's not the Omega you're looking for." Jackson protected the Omega in his arms.And guess what I found out, that Omega was pregnant! Coincidences never happen this big."Justin, prepare for attack. We're going to capture that Omega no matter what," I muttered after dismounting from the white horse I was riding.'Do you need to kill her? You just need to take the Omega and get out of here. No need to both
I couldn't believe that I could say such a cruel thing to the Omega that I brought to this palace by myself. Lizzbeth seems to have changed the contents of my head so much that I can't recognize my own decisions.Losing her made me panic, have no opinion, and distrust myself. If there were no servants in this palace, it's not impossible that Charmy would be endangered because of my tantrum."Your Majesty."My eyes closed so painfully, my head throbbed dizzily as one servant called out to me again, before I could even lie down on my bed."What now?" I retorted, angry, but still trying to grasp my consciousness. "Do you need a lesson in not disturbing a tired King?""Please forgive us." The servant spontaneously bowed to me and apologized."What's going on?" I asked after my emotions had cooled down. "You'd better bring me some good news after daring to interrupt my rest."The waiter had a terrified look on his face. And I wondered, what was it that made them so bold with me today? It w
"So this is the reason you never visited your home? Because all the letters I sent you never arrived?" he asked, shaking his head along with that gloomy face."And here I thought you didn't care about your mother anymore," he continued with a long, irritated sigh."Mother ... Since when did she die? And ... Why? You had a duty to continue protecting her, why did you let her die!" I tugged at the collar of my father's shirt, making him look at me who was choking with emotion."Protect?" he retorted sarcastically. The way he rolled those golden irises never changed with time, arrogant as ever. Even though the one he was dealing with now was his son."How can I protect her, if she kills herself?" he continued.My grip on the collar of her royal robes loosened, as my eyes blurred with tears of disbelief."Mother ... Suicide?" It was a sentence that didn't fit well in my mouth, which was referring to the strongest woman in my life. "There's no way she committed suicide. She valued life so
"Marry Esther, then I'll let Lizzbeth live. For an Alpha who loves someone so much that he's willing to leave his pack, I don't think that's a bad negotiation."Damn it. Katthias had prepared everything. And how did he know Lizzbeth was missing? When even I couldn't track her down!'Justin, do you think I can find Lizzbeth without my father's help?' very reluctantly, I asked the wolf inside me even though he was the last one I wanted to discuss with.'You're asking my opinion?' he sneered.'Haha. Of course not, silly. I think Lizzbeth is already in your father's hands. If so, only by obeying his request can you find where the Omega is.' He said again.What Justin said didn't help at all. And it's not like I can find another way.The portrait of Lizzbeth's scarred body that Katthias had gotten, rang through my brain like a disease. My heart was beating fast at the thought of what had happened to her in my absence.Did another Alpha touch her? What if the baby gets hurt? She looks so th
[Hilbert's POV stops here][Lizzbeth's POV begins]________"Sorry. Can you please hold this baby for a moment? I can't take it anymore."What mother would leave her newborn baby in the hands of a strange Beta just like that? Of course, there isn't one. Because that crazy Mom is me."But, this is your baby. And he's crying! Shouldn't you breastfeed him?" said the Beta woman. She was confused by my strange actions. It was like I was avoiding, and staying away from my baby."I know," I retorted, unable to control the movement of my mouth. "I know he's my baby. But, can't you take care of him for a while? I can't take it. Looking at his face ... I'm not sure I can."That poor baby was crying after being neglected by me, the mother who had just given birth to him.The news of an Omega throwing away her baby due to severe depression had spread throughout the village.Ever since the baby was born, bad rumors had been attached to me. The birth of my baby was only accompanied by Amelia, witho