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19. Taste
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2021-11-18 19:37:28Caterina
I’ve been lying on this bed for the last hour and a half, mortified to death about my behaviour last night. My throat hurts from screaming so much, and my legs still feel shaky.Kai is still fast asleep behind me, his morning erection digging into my lower back. Oh, my gosh, how am I going to face him? He made me sit on his face and ride his mouth, pleasured me from the back, with both his fingers and tongue all while I begged for it!
What the hell, three more days of this? I need to be chained up!
His arm tightens around me, and I hear him groan as he snuggles into my neck.“Caterina,” he whispers my name, and it sends a shiver down my spine.
“Good morning,” I answer in a small voice, my face burning in embarrassment, and I hear him chuckle.
“What is this anxiety I smell? Are you remembering what I did to you last night?” he asks, gripping me tightly and grinding against my back.
“Are
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