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2022-03-18 06:46:50~Avia
Shattered glass under my foot crunches as I walk into the home.
I can think of at least five people that would be disgusted to find me here, but I can't help myself. Knowing how this Pack works, there is no guarantee there will ever be justice for the murdered, even if they are prolific families who have done nothing but bad for the rebellion.
And mostly I want to know. Especially if Mari's family might be involved.
"This is dangerous," Kadrick mutters as he picks through the shattered glass, following me into what must be the main living area of t
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