Alpha Fiama
'I'm his girlfriend'
That single statement kept echoing in my head, making my whole body numb like ice. I couldn't utter a single word, my voice was lost. Even when I tried to speak I felt like something was stuck into my throat, stopping me to speak.
She might have said something after that, but I didn't hear anything. His phone slid down from my hand to the bed as I took back steps. My legs wobbled to walk. Did I mishear her? No! She said she had been his girl. She said that. I was not wrong at all.
My eyes burnt, releasing the vapour. The next moment, I just turned back and walked towards the door.
"Who was that?", I heard Jay said from behind. However, I rushed out of the room without even looking at him for once. "Fiama! Are you going to the class?", he asked allowed when I was running along the corridor.
Tears streamed down my eyes and I felt my legs weakening. My wolf was howling inside, angry and frustrated. B
Alpha Fiama "You surprise me, Fiama", leaving me in shock and distress he laughed aloud. "You're actually different than other she-wolves", he said. He was never gonna accept that I was an Alpha too. He was never gonna appreciate me with my rank. Just because of my gender, he had gotten the right to easily call me a she-wolf instead of an Alpha. I said nothing. "And that's what drives me even crazier to make you mine", he stepped towards me as I took my steps back. My heartbeats raised faster than any other time. His dark eyes were haunting me, even his actions. I wanted nothing but escaping from there. Anyhow. He grabbed my wrists and twisted them behind. I was letting him do that to see what more he had to show. I was numb when he yanked my hairs behind and whispered. "Get ready to be marked by me, my Luna" He slid his hand down, almost touching my breasts while his mouth was almost
Our eyes met. I could see the intensity and desperation in his eyes. For a moment I felt like he was real, whatever he felt for me was real. But I couldn't forget that he hid such a big thing from me. I jerk off my hand. "Jay, please. Be in your limits", I shrugged. "I'm sorry", he mumbled. "But I wanna know what I did, what my fault is, what I faked", he urged. I didn't look at him anymore and turned around. "I have a lot of work to do. Will you please excuse me?", I scoffed. "At least tell what my mistake is. I'll try to resolve it. But don't stop talking to me", he said in an intense voice, giving rise to my heartbeats. He didn't know what his existence did to me. "Talk to him", Zendaya said. "For once at least. Hear him out what he wanna say" However, I knew I wouldn't take that conversation. What if he accepted that in front of me. It would be unbearable for me to hear. "Fiama, please", he pleaded a
Alpha Fiama My guilt was eating me up. And the other side I was fearing losing him. What if he left me after knowing the truth of my existence. He was just a simple boy with a simple life. Did he ever imagine loving a werewolf? Did he believe in our existence? "Hey!", he waved his hand before me as I came to my senses. "What happened? You're always lost somewhere" "Umm... No", I chuckled, taking another sip. "I was just thinking about the new project" "Ah! I thought we were spending some quality time", he smiled in disappointment. Maybe, it was the connection that let me know how he was feeling, what every action of him was saying. "Sorry! I'm listening to you", I said. "Still, the project is more important now and more than that it's your health. I guess you should take some rest now. Come", he got up as I immediately held his wrist.
Alpha Fiama I turned on the music system as a soft tone hit our ears. Holding his wrists I placed them on my waist and gripped his shoulders, connecting my eyes with his ones. Our lips stretched into a wider smile. We moved with the slow beats, still peering into the eyes of each other. He pressed me against his torso, pulling me closer to him as our faces paused half an inch away from each other. My eyes wobbled at the sight of him. It felt like I could stare at him for hours or days. He brought his face closer to mine, decreasing the gap of half an inch as I closed my eyes. Our foreheads met and our noses touch. At that moment, the sound of music also deemed. But the silky sound of his breathing was the only thing I could hear and feel. I wrapped his neck with my arms, placing my head on his shoulder. He rubbed his cheek against my hairs, tracing his hand a bit up to my back on my backless dress. I sh
Alpha Fiama Aren still hadn't rejected me which meant he could still feel massive pain if I got intimate with any other man. He could easily figure that out. "Let me see", I said, walking towards the door. "You're here?", Aren scoffed from a distance. I could sense a bit of wrath in his voice. Did he see something? "Mr Aren?", I tried to pretend before Jay. "Who's that with you?", his voice seemed to be heavier. I couldn't see him yet and I hope he didn't too. He could just see two people. "M.....", Jay strived to say something when I gripped his wrist. He stopped there, gaping at me. "That's my assistant, Mr Aren. We are talking about work. What brings you here suddenly?", I asked. "Talking about work in darkness?", his voice mocked me. "That's my way to work. Now, will you please answer me?" "I heard about your first successful deal. So, came to congratulate you. So strange! Everyo
Alpha Fiama "This.....", I strived to say with my trembling voice when he grabbed my arm, pulling me close. "This is nothing much, Jay" "Just shut up", he blurted out, gazing at me. I had never seen him shaking like this in anger and his voice being so rough. The drastic change in his gaze almost haunted me. My voice stuck into my throat. I just kept staring at him. "It's nothing? Who did this? Tell me" "Jay, please relax. I......" "I asked who the fuck has done this to you", he almost shouted. "That Aren Stuart?" As he took Aren's name, my heart sank. I didn't want him to go near Aren, nor Aren's shadow around him. "It was him, no? He was there inside", he groaned. I couldn't even look at his eyes. I had seen so many horrible creatures in my life but still, it haunted me when the closest one turned out to be in so much anger. "Who gave him the right to touch you and hurt you? I'm not gonna spare him today", he attempted to go past me
Alpha Fiama Sitting in the conference room of the pack council office, I kept staring at the wooden table, locking the fingers of both hands. Aren was sitting in the exact opposite direction, his face steady on me, eyes glistening as he had leaned back to the chair. I knew he wouldn't keep calm after what I did to him last night. He must be burning in humiliation and his so called ago. And he would definitely try to seek revenge from me. My heart was pounding with unnecessary thoughts. I didn’t bother to look at him since it could only piss me off. “Good afternoon, Alpha Fiama”, the Secretary, Alpha Stephen along with Alpha Smith entered the room as we all stood up. “Good afternoon, Alpha Smith”, I smiled, shaking hands with both of them. “How are you?”, Smith asked, taking his seat. “How can I be if you keep summoning me every month, Alpha Smith? I
Now that was fucking enough. And I fucking couldn’t take that anymore. My silence was gradually turning into a big blotch of anger, delivering shivers all over my body. It frustrated my wolf enough to release enormous howls inside. How dare he lie about this? He had lied in the council that he rejected me because I was undeserving. Such a jerk, egoistic and arrogant jerk he was. He couldn’t even announce that I had rejected him. It would hurt his fucking ego. “You both need mates and I would suggest you to......”, Stephen couldn’t complete as I howled aloud, shaking the whole council room. “I don’t need this fucking asshole”, I asserted with a heavy groan, peering straight into his eyes. His gaze turned darker with my sudden curse as he clenched his jaw. “You arrogant jerk! You lied about me? You had rejected me?”, I scoffed in disgust. “I was the one to reject you because you tried to slap me that night, you tried to raise your hand on me just because I wasn
Alpha Fiama"Push harder, Fiama!", Valley cheered me up when I was going through the strong pain. My pup was about to come and see the light of this world. I was having a tough time when Valley, Augusta, and Sharon were continuously cheering for me.Tears were streaming through my cheeks when I yelped aloud. My eyes drifted to the window, looking at mom and Jay, tensely standing there.My breath went heavier as I hear the first cry. A smile appeared on my face unknowingly when Valley held my tiny baby in her hands. I couldn't stop smiling."There's another one", Sharon beamed. That was a surprise. I didn't know I would be having twins but I could sense two heartbeats."Fiama! Again. Just a bit. Push hard", Sharon gasped. I tried with all my strength when the other one cried.I breathed heavily with the last try as Sharon held my second baby. It was such a blissful moment t
Alpha FiamaAfter an hour, I and Jay reached the council office, David and William following us. As soon as we entered, two large-bodied wolves appeared while howling at Jay. Before they could reach us, I groaned."Alpha Stephen and Smith want to meet us along with him. We have permission. Please", as I said, they let us come inside.My heart was pounding with each step I took but Jay held my hand tightly, giving continuous squeezes to give me the courage I was missing harder.I stepped inside the conference room as all the eyes drifted to us. I made sure, I held Jay's hand tightly when their eyes lingered down to our hands. Their dirty reaction towards Jay was disturbing me the most."Welcome, Alpha Fiama", Alpha Stephen said. No one stood up today. I guessed, according to them I didn't deserve the honor anymore. I didn't mind. Their honor was always fake."Please have a seat", Smith said with a smirk."Not exactly I need to sit. Can
Jay The news was indeed shocking but she told me about it beforehand. I was kind of ready for that. Staring straight into her eyes, I found a way of peace and relief. Our lips met. I held her on my lap tightly, pressing her against my torso as we kissed each other passionately. My tongue was slid into her sweet mouth and wandered inside, reaching every corner of it. She hummed inside my mouth, her sharp nails dug into my skin. The last four days were too depressing for me. I tried to overcome it but still, I was failed. We talked less, spend less time. I was not even sure if everything was gonna end up perfectly. Nonetheless, the news gave me some relief, at least a reason to smile. I knew how desperately she was waiting for this moment. Things were still awkward for me. Living like a human, I never thought I would have to go through this phase at the age of twenty one. But unexpected happiness is better than anything. I pulled her away and released a
JayI felt like a culprit of Fiama. She lost everything overnight just because of me. I shouldn't come to her life ever.Nora went inside and I pushed myself on the couch closing my eyes. Everything was fucked up. However, at that moment, there was no point in regretting it. I just knew that Fiama needed me, I needed her. And that was it.William"Are you sure that it's not possible now?", I spoke on the call to Henry."I don't think so, William. Everything was fine until Aren got paralyzed. Now, Alpha Fiama can't justify that Jay is not dangerous for our community", Henry said."But Aren did the worst. Didn't he? It was all his fault. Jay just gave it back to him", I scoffed."Still, Aren is our member. An Alpha, the strongest one. Did you ever see a family going against its family member for an outsider? Have you?", he gasped."I got it", I sighed and cut the call immediately, holding the railing.
Alpha Fiama"Didn't you want me to?", he asked, being nervous."There's nothing like that. I'm just shocked. What made you do so?", I looked straight into his eyes."I wanted to myself, Fiama. I was not a human, not even a true hybrid. I had to the complete one", he said as I passed him a smile. However, I couldn't imagine my sweet simple Jay ripping off the flesh and drinking blood.I laughed at my thoughts."Why are you laughing?", he rolled his eyes."Nothing. Just like that""You're tough to understand. Well, let's go. We'll be late", after finishing the coffee, we walked out and left for the campus.---------I could hardly focus on the classes. Until everything got in place, I doubted if I could ever focus on anything. I asked the beta President to take the whole charge of my company. Laura, David and William would handle the rest.After two periods, I, Jay and Vienna walked inside the cafe. I missed Elson.
Alpha FiamaIn the morning, I opened my eyes, finding myself draped into Jay's arms. My eyes felt the warmth of shyness as lifted them to look at him. He was sleeping peacefully. I sensed a smile on my face when I remember the whole night. It was too tragic but the end felt good when he completed me. We completed each other. Our naked bodies were tangled inside the blanket when I tried to get up. His grip was too tight. Even I couldn't drive him away.We finally made it after all the dilemmas. At last, everything seemed to be unreasonable. I couldn't resist him longer when he had already marked me. There were a bunch of thoughts roaming into my mind. About Aren, about my pack and about the council.The last three months were the fastest time of my life. I couldn't gather the pieces of moments that happened too quickly. But I was glad that we were near to conclude everything.Using a bit more strength, I nudged Jay's hand, releasing myself from his grip, a
Alpha FiamaI opened my eyes after a roll of silence, found him still close to me. We peered deep into the eyes of each other and then I just hug him. He released a sigh next to my neck as if he finally got the relief that was missing.Breaking the hug, I pressed my forehead with his one."You were so nervous?", I giggled at him."Obviously. We were taking time for it. And suddenly it happened. I didn't know how you would react", he mumbled, rolling his eyes."But I love you. You know that", I said."That doesn't mean I can take any decision without your final consent", he tugged my hair behind my ear. "Especially when you were not in sense"We smiled at each other."By the way, what was your decision actually?", he asked abruptly as I sighed."Well, I would still be confused. But I'm glad it happened and I'm happy with it. I'm honest in this", I said."Really? I hope you're not saying this just to make me happy",
JayMy eyes met her swollen ones as I stepped inside, slamming the door behind. My face was calm and her eyes were frozen on me. Mixed feelings filled me inside with a bunch of insecurities. She didn't smile at me, nor she said a single word until I reached her. My legs were trembling in an unknown fear.Despite trusting that she would choose me, I was nervous. What if she had another plan, what if she didn't want it right now, what if she was mad at me for doing this.She was sitting at the edge of the bed when she lifted her gaze to me. Our eyes didn't break the contact.I knelt in front of her, dumping all the tension aside, and gathered her hands with mine."Feeling better?", I asked."Hmm...", she just shook her head, looking down. My trembling hand took the initiative as I lifted it near to her face and touched her cheek.She hoisted her gaze to me again as I gently rubbed her cheek with my thumb. The silence between us was bein
JayWe were outside Fiama's room. I heard her crying when Annie was inside. That meant Fiama had regained sense. I badly wanted to see her but also I didn't want to disturb Annie and Fiama. They met after such a long time. I patiently waited for Annie to come out so that I could get in to meet Fiama. My eyes were stuck in the room."She'll need a few hours to overcome the weakness", Sarah said. We were sitting on the couch."Sarah!", Vienna murmured. "Please keep it a secret that Fiama is here. We'll leave from here as soon as possible""Sure", she smiled just when David came inside, settling his phone in the pocket."How's the situation out there?", Vienna asked in concern."Not good. The council members can be here anytime soon", David said. "Aren is shifted for treatment""I wish I could kill that moron. What's this fucking boon he has?", I groaned, clutching my hair"He deserved that boon back then", Sarah said. "He was a g