XERAPHINAAs Tilly and I descend the stairs, our hands intertwined, we sing and dance, taking in the awe-inspiring scene before us. While I knew that my mother and father had invited several packs from the surrounding area, I am astounded by the sheer number of people present. The place is bursting at the seams with individuals from wall to wall. Amongst the crowd, I notice some mates have already found each other, but there remains a multitude of proud and towering men who have yet to connect with a mate. They gaze up at Tilly and me, in hopes one of us may be their mate. In this sea of unmated males, we are bound to find our perfect match.Cassius’s eyes meet my own from across the room, penetrating deep into my soul. ‘MINE,’ he says through the mind link. ‘MY MATE.’‘Not yet,’ I replied and wink at him. It’s mean, but I can’t bring myself to give into his charm right now. I need to stay focused on the task at hand.‘You’ve got to admit, our mate looks mighty handsome in that get up
XERAPHINA Tilly and I step up to the vast steaming hot buffet adorned with many types of seafood and other meats like steak, chicken, and pork. Each section remains warm to prevent contamination with salmonella, and my stomach rumbles.“I’m gonna gain a hundred pounds tonight. Look at all this food, Xeraphina,” Tilly yells over the music with a huge grin on her face, as she reaches out and clutches a plate and silverware. “This is freaking fantastic!” she says, clutching a pair of tongs and placing a whole cooked king crab onto her plate. Her eyes widen in delight as she notices a bin down the way of oysters on the Half Shell, being kept cool in a bin full of ice. “Oh goodness, I’ve got to have some of those,” she says, scurrying off.Taking matters into my own hands, I reach for the tongs that Tilly left behind. With a swift motion, I transfer a succulent lobster onto my plate. Not stopping there, I make my way to the next station and grab a mouthwatering 16 oz Ribeye, placing it be
XERAPHINAFather chuckles and tightens his grip on my hand. “Okay, I won’t mention that again. Like you, a vast majority of the men downstairs have recently transformed into wolves, and they are all single. More than half of them are in their late twenties, above the age of twenty-five. That’s why they’re here, to find a potential mate. They come from alpha, beta, and gamma bloodlines, and I did my research on each pack and the males before inviting them. They come from different parts of the country and even from around the world.”“Thank you, daddy, for everything you’ve done for me. It really means the world to me you’ve gone to such great lengths. It was disappointing on Cassius’ part not to let anyone know that he already knew I was his mate,” I say, a frown appearing on my face. He pulls me into a hug, trying to comfort me. “If I find a chosen mate, I hope they live closer to home,” I say, a smile crossing my face. “I don’t want to be too far away.”“That’s good to hear, princes
XERAPHINA Then out of nowhere, ‘Feels Like Teen Spirit’ sung by Nirvana blares on the speakers and everyone scurry’s towards the bar to replenish their drinks. I see couples who have found their fated mates, huddled close together, the males growling at any other male shifters who touch their female. ‘Where in the world is Tilly?’ I ponder, as I search the crowd. ‘How could I have left her out to the wolves? Shit! I’m a horrible friend!’At last after searching a bit longer I spot Tilly, over in a corner, far away from the chaos, with a handsome guy. I make my way towards them, with a wide grin on my face. She has either found a second chance mate, or has found someone deserving of being her chosen mate. My luck hasn't been all that great, but I'm ecstatic for Tilly and could not be happier than I am right now.I’m all smiles as I approach them and poke her shoulder with my finger. Tilly turns towards me and smiles. “How are things going?” I ask, my eyebrows rising suggestively.Till
XERAPHINAI’ve been feeling suffocated since the start of the night. I convinced myself that this party would be a disaster. My original intention was to find a chosen mate, but I’m confused about my feelings for Cassius. He’s my closest friend, but there are things he’s done that are hard for me to overlook. Whenever the chance to leave the room tonight came up, I took it without hesitation.Cassius had shattered my dreams of finding my fated mate at my coming of age ball. I yearned for the surprise and excitement that those who had found their mates had experienced. My dreams, however, have come true after four years of longing. I am now experiencing the deep connection of finding my mate. Cassius hasn’t ruined this night for me, after all.As I watch the man of my dreams approach, I mentally express my gratitude to the moon goddess. He smiles, revealing dimples to die for and a perfect set of porcelain teeth. That creepy guy from earlier that had dimples and was missing my knuckle
XERAPHINACassius can kiss my ass for all I care. He can cower in a corner pissed off all he wants. But why is everyone else in here so concerned with what’s going on between Vaegon and I. That claustrophobic feeling I’ve been having all night washes over me and all I want to do is get out of here. But I don’t think my parents would be ecstatic with me leaving this party. Especially since they worked so hard to prepare it for me.Putting my hand on Vaegon’s shoulder, I get up on tiptoe and whisper in his ear. “Sure. We could go up to the main lounge area,” I say, pointing up at the stairs. “But would you mind dancing for a little while before we go upstairs? This is my party and other than dinner, I don’t think I’ve spent over thirty minutes down here. My parents put so much effort into this party. I would feel bad if we were to leave right now,” I say, and put my feet back to the ground and step back a little.“That sounds like a great idea, Xeraphina. I don’t think your parents woul
XERAPHINA I pound at Cassius’s chest with my free fist not occupied by the beer I’m holding and try to kick myself free from him, but he’s stronger now than ever because of his anger towards Vaegon. The ignorant jerk doesn’t realize Vaegon is also my mate, but he’s about to figure it all out.“Put me down this instance, Cassius! You are not my mate! I rejected you! That guy right there is my mate! Vaegon has stayed true and waited for me, which is more than I could ever say about you! Put me down now!” I scream in irritation, because nothing I’m saying is getting through to Cassius. He still doesn’t release his hold on me, so I slap him as hard as I can across the face, knocking some sense into him.Cassius’s eyes flutter open and closed a few times, and he shakes his head to shake off the surprise from me slapping him. Looking down at me, Cassius’s eyes well up with tears, threatening to fall. “You promised to give me a chance to redeem myself,” he murmurs.“I’ll keep my word to yo
CASSIUSToday has been a disaster. I regret causing Xeraphina’s anger. It’s my fault for behaving like an arrogant, absorbed asshole. Once again, she rejected me. When I declared her as mine and my mate, she responded with, “Not yet.” My heart feels like it’s hit the ground. I can’t blame her for being angry. All I can do is stand here silently, berating myself, while Xeraphina and Tilly go to the dance floor.The pain ricocheting within every cell and nerve in my body right now is relentless. I should have never come here. What was I thinking?! That she would see me and forget all the hell I’ve put her through the last two years and come swaying over to me? She won’t allow me anywhere near her at this point. I’ve screwed up my chances of being with Xeraphina and there may not be any coming back from this. I’m a fucking jackass!The horse stables are calling my name, but I promised I would be here, so here is where I’ll stay. That’s what I’m thinking until some asshole walks up and ki